For rose "Maybe I'm so caught up in getting over him I don't notice the perfect person that is sitting right in front of me; actually I'm starting to think he is standing up and doing a dance."
For Adrian "You're in love. That's the way it should be, because I want you to be happy. You're in love, and I know you're not in love with me.''
Chapter three
"Adrian please-"he cut me off.
"Rose I knew this would happen save it. I love you so much to want you to be happy. I know you love me but I know you love him more because he was your first and always will be." He said.
"How'd you now that? I've never told you and Adrian I love both of you. I'm sorry really I am so sorry. Oh Adrian pleases." I said running and throwing my arms around his neck and holding him close
"Rose I love you and I understand. You'll always be my little dhampir. I love you rose. More than anything and I will wait for u and ill always e there for you." With that he kissed me gently and the released me and walked out of the library closing the door behind him. It felt like someone ripped my heart out and took a bite out of it and laid it back inside of my chest.
Dimitri grabbed my hand and gently led me to the guest room. He handed me a pair of his old pajama pants and one of his old t-shirts. I crawled into bed next to him and he held me until I feel asleep.
I awoke at 4:17am and Dimitri was sound asleep next to me. I slowly got out of bed as gently as I could so I wouldn't startle him. I decided to get a shower.
Poor Adrian. How could I hurt him like that? I hurt lissa to because of all this I could tell it was stressing her alot more she needed. I was putting everyone I loved in danger while being here. If they get caught it will be my entire fault.
I've got to leave travel far away from them so I can't hurt them. I will not put them in any more danger I love them enough to leave them.
Once I got out of the shower and got dressed. I went to the library and wrote a good bye letter.
Lissa, Adrian, Christian, dad, and everyone else,
I am sorry but I can't put you in any more danger. Me being here is bad. I have decided to leave because I love you all enough to want to keep you guys safe. I love you all so much wouldn't be able to bear it if anyone hurt any of you.
Thank you for releasing me from jail and all I am very grateful.
So much love,
Rose Hathaway
It broke my heart to write this letter to them. And now to write a separate letter for Dimitri.
Dimaka,
I am so sorry to leave I love you so much. I am glad to finally know you love me back. I know you'll be angry and upset when you read this and I'm sorry but I can't stand the thought of putting you or anyone else in danger and all of you are as long as I'm around.
Lots of love,
Rose Hathaway
I finished the letters and went to the guest bedroom and laid the letter for Dimitri in the spot where I was laying and I kissed him on the cheek. After that went to Adrian's room and laid the other letter on his night stand. I also kissed him on the check. And picked up a pair of keys to one of the S.U.V's and took off out of the house and peeled out before anyone noticed I left and tried to stop me. Crying my eyes out.