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Sexy Love

The door was soon opened by my handsome lover. He had a wide grin on his face and I smiled as well once I saw him. He was in definite need of a haircut. His sleek, dark hair fell just below his jaw line. He stepped to the side to allow me to enter. As usual, his living area was rummaged with beer cans and wine coolers. Yusuke's mother was an alcoholic and a partier, so she wasn't home that often, but when she was, she drunk a whole lot, thus the house looked like it did.

I heard the door close behind me, and before I could even address Yusuke, I felt his arms around my waist. He grabbed me from behind and held me tightly. I smiled in his embrace and twisted in his arms to face him. He kissed me as soon as my lips came into view. Firm, but soft lips pressed against mine, followed by a swift tongue that was plunged into my mouth. Yusuke groaned as he pillaged my warm cavern. I relinquished dominance to him and let him devour my mouth. He brought his hand up behind my head and pulled me even closer, effectively deepening our kiss.

After what seemed like a blissful eternity, he released my lips. I was left breathless by such a deep kiss and I struggled to catch my breath. Yusuke was doing the same, but had a wide sly grin on his face, obviously pleased with himself to be able to put me in such a winded state.

"Nice to know I still got it." He said cockily. I rolled my eyes.

"Don't be full of yourself." I said playfully. He laughed lightly.

He released me from his hold and headed toward the kitchen. I set my school bag down and took off my shoes. I followed in pursuit of Yusuke and found him rummaging through his fridge, which was unsurprisingly full of beer and little food. The dark haired boy scratched his head in frustration.

"Well, I hope you ain't hungry because we ain't got shit. Unless you want some pickled seaweed?"

I shook my head and made a face of distaste. "No thank you." I declined politely. Yusuke shrugged his shoulders and closed the fridge. He exited the kitchen empty handed and plopped down on the living room couch. I took a seat next to his slouching form.

Finally, this was it. This time, I would tell him about what's been going on lately, and he would tell me of his experience in the demon world. I was anxious, but I didn't know how to begin the conversation. I bit my lip and fidgeted with my hands, an outward sign of my nervousness. Yusuke noticed this and thought to remedy it. He sat up and gently placed his hand on my shoulder, in a comforting motion. I looked at him with uncertainty in my eyes.

"What's wrong Kurama?" He asked with concern.

I down casted my eyes, green iris' hiding underneath dark red lashes. I had decided to tell Yusuke everything, without leaving anything out. This was the only way he would know the full extent of his damage. I knew it would make him distressed and angry, and I didn't want him to hate himself for what he had been doing to me. But having known Yusuke for these three intense years, I knew he would definitely go off once I told him. Anger was his outward expression for sadness and frustration, and although I didn't want to put my lover though it but I had to. I didn't want to hurt him.

Yusuke pulled me into his arms and held me. I rested my head on his shoulder as he ran his soothing fingers through my hair. I let him comfort me, which succeeded in calming me down. I smiled against his neck.

"Yusuke, I'm alright." I said assuredly.

"You sure?" He said hesitantly.

"Yes, my love, I'm fine."

Yusuke still wouldn't let me go, though he did ease up a bit. I lifted my head up from his shoulder and gave him soft smile. He returned it by planting a kiss on my smiling lips. He kissed me sweetly and softly, his tongue danced along my teeth, seeking entrance. I opened my mouth wider and moaned once his tongue passed over mine. We twirled our lathered muscles around each other, our teeth nipped at each other's lips.

He pulled me close as we continued. I pulled his plush bottom lip into my mouth and nibbled it lightly, my tongue flicking over it teasingly. Yusuke moaned and slowly started to push me back onto the couch. Our lips never parted as I fell back on the couch with Yusuke on top. His teeth clicked against mine from the impact of falling but it didn't affect us. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him down closer to me, he was practically fused to my lips, with his tongue shoved deep inside my hot orifice.

I became lost in the moment as Yusuke and I made out. It had been too long since we had been able to have a rash, sensual moment between us and I wasn't about to let this one slip past. I bit and suckled his tongue, savoring the familiar taste that was just positively Yusuke. His fingers were entwined in my soft, blood red locks and he slightly yanked my head back, allowing for his tongue to dive deep into my hot mouth.

Very quickly I became aroused and I could feel Yusuke was to. His hardening cock was starting to become a noticeable bulge in his tight jeans. I almost whined at the lost of his lips, but was relieved when they were placed just underneath my jaw line. He nipped and teased at the sensitive skin, drawing pleasurable moans from me. Nimble fingers were removed from my head and placed on my hipbone. He massaged the area, knowing it was one of my pleasure spots. Soft moans spilled from my lips as his tongue trailed down the side of my neck down to my collar bone.

Unfortunately, I had come here with a purpose, which I was determined to have fulfilled. So with great reluctance, I slowly started to push him away.

"Yusuke…" I said. My voice quivered slightly. I pushed him back even more so that his lips lost contact with my skin. His hands remained on my hips though.

He scowled in annoyance. "What?" He almost whined.

"We really…need to talk." I said, trying to calm down.

Yusuke was persistent, and tried to bring his head back down to capture my lips. I turned my head away from him though, so his lips only brushed my cheek.

"Yusuke, seriously…"I said, staring to get frustrated.

"But Kurama…" He whined. I resisted the urge to roll my eyes. Yusuke definitely had a one track mind, which was great in battle instances, not so much in domestic situations. Like right now when I really needed to discuss some things with him. Though I suppose I was partially to blame since I had let it continue this far. Yusuke rubbed his covered erection over my stomach, letting me know how hard and desperate he was. I sighed.

"If I take care of it, will you behave and listen?" I asked derisively. My dark haired lover licked his lips eagerly and nodded. I pushed him off me and rose up off the couch. With a wide anxious grin, Yusuke seated himself with his legs spread and his arms behind his head. I smirked at him as I knelt between his legs. Leisurely, I brought my hand up to undo the top button and then the zipper. His bulging erection practically popped out from its loosened restraints.

I gently caressed his cock through the thin layer of cotton briefs that still encased his manhood. Yusuke sighed softly at the touch. I palmed him at a teasingly slow pace, enjoying the pleasurable frustration on his face. His underwear was starting to dampen, the sticky wetness seeped through them. Feeling amorous, I removed my hand and replaced them with my lips. Yusuke moaned out loud as I mouthed his constrained sex.

Finished with the foreplay, I pulled his underwear down. His cock sprung free from its confines, fully erect and hard. I wrapped my hand around it and slowly started to pump him, soft moans spilled from my lover's lips. Cum pooled at the tip and seeped down the sides of his length. The sticky substance worked as excellent lubrication, and I could move my hand faster over Yusuke's erection. He moaned from deep within his throat, his eyes were open, watching me as I worked his cock.

I looked up at him through thick red lashes, my eyes locked onto his as I snaked my tongue out to lick the tip. Another moan escaped his lips. My tongue twirled around the mushroom shaped head, lapping at the cum that pooled there. I trailed my tongue up and down his length, getting it nice and slick with saliva. Bringing my lips back up, I planted a soft kiss on the tip before I engulfed the head of his hard erection. Yusuke threw his head back and his mouth opened wide, though no sound was emitted.

Placing my hands on his thighs, I kept his legs apart while I sucked him off. I dipped my tongue into his slit and coiled it around the bulbous head. The action was voiced out loud by my lover, and he spread his legs even wider. Finally, I took more of him into my mouth and began sucking him even harder. I gripped Yusuke's legs tightly for leverage as I increased my pace.

"Fuck yes…" Yusuke hissed out. He removed his hands from behind his head and placed them on top of mine. He entwined his fingers into my red locks and forced me to take more of him. I fought back my gag reflex and allowed him to fuck my mouth to his content. I continued to bob my head up and down on his thick cock, hollowing my cheeks to provide tighter suction. He groaned as he gripped my hair and started to thrust rapidly into my hot, moist cavern. I made sure to keep moving my tongue as he plunged deep into my mouth.

A low growl escaped his lips and I moaned around his cock when I felt him grow larger in my mouth. I could feel the thick vein on the underside of his cock throb and pulsate. He gripped my hair harder and quickened his thrusts. I winced at the slightly rough treatment but it wasn't anything I wasn't used to. Quickly accommodating to his rapid thrusts and large sex, I opened my mouth as wide as I could and let him ravage it. My throat would definitely be sore, but it wasn't anything a good homemade herbal tea couldn't fix.

His moans of pleasure increased as he fucked my mouth raw. I could tell he was close by the way his cock throbbed viciously against my tongue. He gripped my head tighter and forced me to take him all in; my lips were practically colliding with his zipper with every plunge.

"Tighter…" came his desperate plea and command. I tightened my lips and hollowed my cheeks. He tossed his head back as he thrust into my moist orifice. My cheeks and lips closed tightly around his throbbing sex. I felt the telltale quiver of his abdomen and I readied myself for his oncoming release. He cried out my name loudly as he came hard. His hot cum filled my mouth in copious amounts. I swallowed what I could but some still seeped out and spilled over my lips.

I milked his cock for all it was worth, before pulling away and letting his wet, saliva and cum coated penis slip from my lips. I reached for a nearby tossed article of clothing and wiped him off. Yusuke was desperately trying to calm down from his high. He put his cock back in his underwear and zipped up his pants. I shot him an amused grin as I sat up. He returned my grin with a sated, blissful smirk of his own.

"Damn have I missed that talented little mouth of yours." He said, obviously more than pleased.

I laughed softly, before going to the bathroom. I wanted to rinse my mouth out. As much as I loved Yusuke releasing into my mouth, I did not particularly care for having the taste of come in my mouth all day. I rinsed and swished with mouthwash then repeated. When I came back out to the living area, Yusuke had just turned on his video game system. I inwardly groaned. Did he forget why I came over here in the first place?

With controlled frustration, I walked over and stood right in front of the TV, blocking his view. He tried to maneuver his head around my body to see the screen, but couldn't. He looked up at me with confusion.

"Hey babe, you're kinda in the way." I resisted the urge to pop him and turned off the system instead.

"Awww, come on. Why'd ya do that for?" He said disgruntled. I tapped my foot in disapproval.

"Yusuke, you promised me you'd behave and have a talk with me."

"Can we talk and play Goblin King at the same time?" He said trying to turn the game back on. This time I did hit him on the head.

"Ouch!" He cried, holding the bump that was forming. "What the hell, Kurama. It was just a suggestion."

I raised an insistent brow at him and pointed to the couch. He scowled and mumbled something that could have been "Damn red headed bossy son of a b―." I smirked as Yusuke plopped down on the sofa and slumped in a defeated motion. I sat down next to his slumping form and caressed his cheek. He relaxed and uncrossed his arms.

"Okay, what is it you wanted to talk about."

I sighed and close my eyes. This was it. I was finally confronting him. I tried not to sound too eager.

"Yusuke," I began, "I want you to tell me about your experience in demon world."

Yusuke shrugged his shoulders. "Okay. Well let's see, when I arrived at Raizen's, he told me about my family history and about how he was my ancestral father and whatnot. He told me that I didn't know how to use my powers, and he wanted to train me to my full potential. I agreed and trained with the monks for awhile, but I got tired of Raizen telling me that I wasn't doing it right, and that if I didn't get a handle on my demon power soon, it would be the end of my so called humanity or some shit like that. I got tired of his badgering and plus I missed you like mad, so I just left."

I paid close attention to Yusuke's shortly summarized explanation and tried to analyze any details that would lead me to decipher Yusuke's problem. Wait, did he just say he left? I turned a questioning glance at him.

"What do you mean you left?" I said perplexed.

"I just did. I didn't tell them I was leaving." He said flatly.

"So, you didn't finish your training?"

"Naw, they wanted me to stay for a whole damn year."

I bit my lip. "A whole year?" I had barely survived a month without my love. I couldn't even imagine what a year without him would be like.

"Why a year?"

"I dunno, I really didn't stick around to ask why. But as soon as he told me, I high tailed it out of there."

I furrowed my brows in confusion. This was strange. Why would Lord Raizen want Yusuke to train for a year? Wasn't he already strong enough? I glanced at my lover who had a lazy, unconcerned look on his face. Despite his appearance, Yusuke was an S-Class half-demon. He was indeed very powerful, so why did Raizen feel the need to train him for a year? I questioned him further.

"What did he mean by, the end of your humanity?" I asked thoughtfully. Yusuke shrugged his shoulders.

"Dunno, wasn't really paying attention." He said lazily. "He was probably just saying stuff to piss me off."

I closed my eyes and relaxed back into the sofa. End of his Humanity?The statement was too vague. But Lord Raizen wouldn't have mentioned it if it wasn't important, and I assumed that whatever it implied probably had something to do with the way Yusuke was acting. Speaking of Yusuke's behavior, now would probably be the best time to tell him about what's been going on with him. Maybe it would convince him that Lord Raizen's words were of vital importance. I took a deep breath before I turned my attention back to him.

"Listen, Yusuke…"My voice barely above a whisper. "There's something I have to tell you."

I glanced at him to make sure I had his full attention. He was staring at me, though his facial expression remained bored. He nodded his head, signaling that I should continue. Once again, I took a deep breath to calm me down before I continued.

"Yusuke, ever since you came back from demon world, you've been acting sort of…peculiar."

The dark haired boy raised a confused dark brow. "How so?"

Here I go; I was finally going to tell him. No matter how much it hurt. "Well, when you first arrived, you…"

~Do Not Tell Him! A loud, sharp voice screamed in my head, startling the shit out of me.

I instantly stopped talking. Yusuke stared at me in utter confusion, for I knew I had a petrified look on my face. Never had Youko's voice been so piercing. Even since I was a child, I could hear his voice, always distant, but ever present. Only as I grew older and more capable of sustaining his presence, did his voice become clearer. He was the one who informed me of who I really was and how to use my powers. Youko spoke to me whenever he wanted and often at the most random of times. Asking questions about this and that, making suggestions and often giving me advice in battle, though I had gotten to the point where I could contemplate and analyze battle situations on my own.

He was always there, his voice almost phantom like. But that wasn't the case now. His voice was loud and clear and his tone was sharp and demanding. His normally smooth and collected voice was laced with ferocity. It struck fear into me at the tone and I drew back away from my confused lover who was moving closer to me. He had a concerned look on his face, and he reached his hand out to me.

"Kurama, you okay?" He asked concerned.

I didn't acknowledge him, and instead tried questioning Youko.

Why? I asked him.

I didn't get a response. So I asked him again, raising my voice inwardly.

~Do not tell him. His voice was calmer, though it did hold some of the ferocity it had earlier.

Why? I asked again, expecting a clearer answer. Instead, he silenced himself completely. I could no longer feel his presence lingering in my head. I inwardly sighed. What was I going to do now? Should I heed Youko's warning, or should I go ahead and tell Yusuke like I had planned. I didn't think Youko particularly cared about hurting Yusuke's feelings, so that couldn't have been why he didn't want me to tell him. Although he did express interest in him a few times, it never seemed to be beyond physical attraction.

But still, Youko was old and wise. He must have had a pretty good reason to warn me, though it did seem like he decided to do it at the last minute. I had been thinking about this for awhile and he hadn't even made a suggestion, but I suppose he had been contemplating in his silence.

With a heavy heart, I decided to go against my own wishes and heed Youko's warning. I glanced at Yusuke and stared deep into his worried eyes. As much as I didn't want to do this, I trusted Youko. I placed a hand on Yusuke's shoulder and gave him a soft, reassuring smile.

"What I meant to say was, that you seemed different." I said, changing the topic completely from what I had intended. "Are you alright?"

Yusuke seemed skeptical by my sudden change, but I guess he didn't think too much of it. He relaxed back into the couch and crossed his arms. He had a thoughtful look on face.

"Well, I guess I'm just a bit shocked to find out about my demon origins. I mean, one day I'm Spirit detective Yusuke Urameshi, then the next thing I know, I'm a demon with tattoos all over my body and hair long enough to but a rocker to shame." He said disgruntled.

"I suppose it is a lot to take in." I said softly. I moved closer to my frustrated lover and planted a soft kiss on his cheek. "I don't know what I can do for you my love, but just know that I'll always be here if you need me, alright." I said softly, caressing his smooth cheek. Yusuke smiled and pulled me into his arms.

"Thanks, babe. As long as you're here, I'll be fine." He kissed me atop my head and held me closer. I repositioned myself and slipped into his lap, my chest pressed against his. I wrapped my arms around his neck and laid my head on his shoulder. He wrapped his arms around my waist and held me close. His long dark hair brushed against my cheeks, reminding me that I needed to cut his hair. I made a mental note to do it before I left, but let the thought fade otherwise.

This was the first time since Yusuke arrived home that I had been able to just let him hold me. I felt tears well up in my eyes and I inwardly swore. I was such a damn crybaby. Yusuke always thought it was cute, while I found it slightly irritating. Unfortunately, I couldn't keep my tears at bay and they slipped from my eyes, trailing down my cheeks and falling onto Yusuke's shirt. The action didn't go unnoticed by my lover, and he placed his hand on the back of my head. He ran his fingers through my hair soothingly.

"What's wrong, baby? Why you crying?" he asked softly.

"Nothing's wrong, I just love you is all."I said as my tears fell in profuse amounts.

"I love you too, Kurama." He turned his head slightly until his lips met mine. It was a chaste kiss, sweet and assuring. I smiled against his lips and he did the same. I looked up at him with adoring green eyes. Yusuke was truly beautiful and at times, like now, I felt compelled to admire his features. Soft brown eyes that held a hint of mischievousness were encased by thick, dark lashes. A small, delicate nose graced his face above a well formed mouth. He was very attractive and masculine; beautifully handsome with boyish charm.

"You're beautiful." I said to him.

He grinned. "And you're fucking sexy as hell."

"Must you be so vulgar." I said jokingly. I knew I was no better than Yusuke when it came to profanity.

"Hell yes." He kissed me again, this time with more vigor.

"Silly boy." I said cheekily. I ran my fingers through his hair. "You need a haircut." My fingers played with a strand.

"Fine…I'll go get the clippers."

I slid off his lap and stood up. I stretched my arms and yawned. It had been a trying afternoon and I was a bit tired. After I cut Yusuke's hair, I would probably go home and crash out. I plopped back on the couch, waiting for Yusuke to return.

Not only was I physically tired, but I was also mentally drained as well. I hadn't been able to tell Yusuke what had really been happening with him, though now I had a possible clue as to why. Also, I wondered what would have happened if Youko hadn't have stopped me from telling Yusuke. I tried not to think of it now, but made a mental note to question him later, if he would talk to me that is. I relaxed back into the couch and laid my head on the armrest. I closed my eyes and the next thing I knew, I was out .

A/N: Yeah so I changed the YYH storyline a bit. Instead of Yusuke staying in demon world for a whole year, he comes home. {Just to clarify if I wasn't clear enough in the passage.}

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