Right I wasn't going to upload this so soon, but I had managed to type it up cause I still had it fresh in my mind...
Plus how could I keep all you people out their waiting...this chapter explained how things happen between them and Finn opens up a little bit...oooo :P
anyway enjoy!
Courage
A few hours had gone by in the Hummel residence and Finn had occupied himself upstairs watching a football game and then a basketball match. Burt nor Carole still weren't home and Finn hadn't seen Kurt since he was last in the room, either he was still engrossed in Project Runway or his had fallen asleep, Finn truly wanted to go down and check on the fashion obsessed teen, but he didn't want to scare Kurt or even wake him if he was asleep. Finn had been thinking to himself as he watched TV and ate a few Twinkies and he knew that in some way he really did have feelings for Kurt, but how he was going to show Kurt this he didn't know.
'C'mon Finn think...you like him...deal with it...you might not think you're gay but it doesn't hurt to try new things does it?' Finn thought to himself before sighing slightly as he shook his head and stood up off the sofa, slowly allowing his feet to guide him over towards Kurt's room door.
He stood there for a minute debating with himself whether to go down into the room and talk to Kurt or whether just to turn around and go back into the living room but subconsciously Finn had already reached out and opened the room door before walking slowly down the stairs, but this time he remembered about the bottom step and he completely missed it just as he looked over and noticed that Kurt had in fact fallen asleep, TV still on and one of his arms wrapped around a beaten and raged old teddy bear, obviously of some value to Kurt if he still had it.
At this sight Finn just couldn't stop a smile from spreading across his features, he had to admit, Kurt was pretty cute when he was asleep, he had such a baby face.
After standing and watching Kurt sleep for a minute he snapped himself out of his own thoughts. He walked over and gently removed the TV remote from Kurt's other hand and turned off the TV, without even thinking Finn reached his hand down and gently moved a little of Kurt's hair away from his forehead before he turned to head back up the stairs.
Kurt moved slightly when he felt someone touching him, his faces twisted into a slight frown as he slowly opened his eyes and let a soft groan escape his lips as he stretched a little and turned his head to see who was in the room. He was actually pretty surprised to see the star quarterback walking away from the bed.
"Finn?" Kurt mumbled sleepily as he rose his hand and gently rubbed his eyes to wake himself up a little.
Finn froze when he heard the small voice coming from behind him but he slowly and carefully turned around, fixing his eyes upon the small figure on the bed before nodding slightly.
"Yeah dude?" Finn asked Kurt casually as he stood with his arms by his sides, looking around the room slightly to try and get rid of the funny feeling in the pit of his stomach again. He wanted to look at Kurt but he just couldn't without wanting to say or do something.
"Is everything okay?" Kurt then asked Finn as he sat himself up on the bed and gently rubbed the back of his neck. He brought his eyes back up to look towards the rather handsome and adorably goofy looking boy in front of him. Kurt allowed himself to scan Finn's face to see if he could tell how he was feeling.
'Damn why are you so hard to read Finn?' Kurt yelled to himself in his head as he sighed slightly when Finn took a while to answer him back.
He let a rather questioning look to appear across his face which actually made Finn answer him.
"Oh...erm...I-Er...I just came down to check on you...you've been pretty quiet the past few hours, was wondering if you were okay..." Finn replied towards the boy in front of him, frowning slightly at how lame his reply sounded, well it sounded pretty lame to him anyway.
Kurt let a rather dreamy looking smile crease itself onto his lips as he listened to Finn's reply.
'Did he just say he was checking if I was okay? Does he care about me?' Kurt let his thoughts wander for a second.
He nodded his head slightly standing himself up from the bed, straightening out his top as he looked down slightly before looking back up at Finn who seemed to be just staring at him.
"Was there something else you wanted to say?" Kurt asked his usually prissy and diva attitude coming through, but that was because he had just woken up.
Finn let a slight frown grace his features before he tried to think of something to say but he just couldn't form the words to say. He looked towards the small cheerleader in front of him and as though without even thinking he moved himself forward and leaned down to Kurt's level placing a soft but gentle kiss onto the boys lips.
Kurt's eyes widened slightly when he saw Finn advance forward but he stiffened when he felt the other boy's lips against his own. Just like he always wanted to, Kurt softly kissed Finn back but forced himself away from Finn as he moved back a little, looking up at the taller boy a mixed look of shock, confusion and happiness resting on his face.
Finn's heart sank the second that Kurt pulled back from him, he knew it, he knew Kurt didn't like him in that way.
He looked down at the floor slightly.
"Kurt I-I'm sorry...I..." Finn started to say but he was completely cut off from speaking when he once again felt rather soft lips against his own. Finn raised both of his eyebrows as he looked towards Kurt who had actually kissed him again.
'So he does like me! Thank god...I thought he didn't, god his lips a really soft...and strangely taste of strawberries...' Finn thought to himself as he gently kissed Kurt back.
Kurt kept his lips against Finn's kissing him gently. He hadn't had any experience in kissing so it did kind of help that Finn was actually a pretty good kisser.
He slowly let his eyes drift closed as he moved himself slightly closer towards Finn, moving his arms up to gently wrapped them around Finn's neck loosely.
He deepened the kiss a little and as did Finn who softly rested his hands on the fragile teen's sides, holding him in place as he deepened the kiss with him but yet again Kurt slowly pulled his lips away and let his eyes open as he let his greenish-blue eyes look straight into Finn's gorgeous brown eyes, his heart racing as he tried to think of something to say.
"Do you..." Kurt had started to say, his voice no more than a soft whisper just as Finn pressed his index finger against his lips.
"Have feelings for you?" Finn then finished off Kurt's sentence and Kurt slowly nodded as thought approving that he was indeed going to ask that very question.
"Yes...I've had feelings for you for quite a while now...but I was too much of a Jerk to admit it..." Finn started to speak, explaining to Kurt about how he felt. Kurt just couldn't help himself from letting a smile spread across his lips when Finn told him that.
"You'll never believe how long I've waited for you to say that..." Kurt then quietly admitted as he subconsciously moved forward and gently rested his head against the quarterback's chest, letting his eyes close as he wrapped his arms around Finn's torso.
"So you've like me back?" Finn asked rather dumbly as he softly wrapped his arms around Kurt's small frame, holding him close to him as he leaned down and gently pressed his lips against the top of Kurt's head taking a deep breath so he could smell the organic hair wax Kurt had in his hair today to style it.
He sighed happily, happy that he had finally plucked up the courage to tell him.
"Does this mean that...we're...you know...a couple?" Kurt whispered softly as he kept his head against Finn's chest before he looked up towards him, making sure he looked straight into Finn's brown eye.
Finn let a small smile grace his lips before he slowly nodded to Kurt's question.
"If that's what you want?"
"It is!"
"Then it's official...you're my..." Finn started to say before pausing slightly, he then frowned a little before finally finishing his sentence. "Boyfriend..." It sounded weird to actually say that, usually it was Girlfriend he was saying cause he always thought he was straight, but he was obviously bi-curious if he had feelings for the one and only Kurt Hummel.
"Wow...My First kiss and my first boyfriend all in one night..." Kurt shyly spoke as he blushed a little looking down slightly before he felt his head being lifted gently by his chin.
"That was never your first kiss was it?" Finn asked Kurt curiously who yet again blushed and nodded to the question, feeling rather embarrassed now.
"Then all I can say it you're a pretty good kisser for a first timer..." Finn admitted flashing Kurt his usual goofy lopsided smile before placing a gentle kiss on Kurt's cheek.
"Why thank you..." Kurt thanked his boyfriend and let a small cute smile appear on his lips, he then once again looked deeply and loving into Finn's eyes before he slowly leaned up, standing on his tip toes slightly as he pressed his lips against Finn's letting his eyes close immediately when he smiled against Finn's lips when he felt him kissing back.
The kiss deepened after a few second and Kurt bravely ran his tongue over Finn's lips, to which Finn happily responded by opened his mouth, allowing Kurt entrance as they both let their tongues dance against one another.
Kurt let a soft whimper be heard from the bottom of his throat, but the kiss didn't last much longer before as usual Finn's 'problem' kicked in which made him pull back quickly.
"MailmanMailmanMailman..." Finn muttered quickly to himself as he looked away from Kurt and averted his eyes to the floor.
"Finn? What's wrong? Why are you saying mailman?" Kurt curiously asked, his tone of voice pretty high pitch but a sound of worry there in case he had done something wrong.
"Its...its nothing...I-I..." Finn stammered as he stood in front of Kurt, hoping to god that he didn't have a mark on his shorts. He looked down and sighed with relief that he didn't, he then looked back up towards Kurt deciding that he had better explain because the look on Kurt's face was rather hurt, Finn gently took hold of Kurt hand and guided him over to the sofa before sitting himself down, patting the sofa beside him for Kurt to sit down.
"Promise not to laugh when I tell you this?" Finn asked Kurt who nodded in agreement.
"What could you possibly tell me that would make me laugh...I Lo-..." Kurt started before stopping himself quickly and changing what he was going to say.
"I like you to much to laugh at something that bothers you..." Kurt said mentally thinking himself for changing his statement.
Finn nodded a little before looking down at his lap he then looked back up at Kurt trying to think of his words so he didn't sound like an idiot when he told him.
"I have a problem...that I can't...you know...control myself from uhm...arriving early...if you get me..." Finn explained which made Kurt's features twist into a confused look before his look changed into one of that was understanding.
"Ahh...Oh." Kurt simply said wondering what he could do to help Finn with his problem.
"And saying mailman is the only way I can control it...if i say it quick enough...because a while back...er...my mom had taken me out to learn how to drive and I didn't pay attention and accidently ran over a mailman...it scared the crap out of me...and it's the only thought that helps..." Finn concluded his explanation and looked towards Kurt to see if he could read the look on his face.
"Finn...I don't mind that you've got that problem...to be honest...I've never had any experience in that department...I'm more of a fashion boy myself..." Kurt admitted which actually made Finn smile slightly. "But all I can say is...that you'll eventually be able to control your problem..." Kurt finished as he placed a gentle kiss on Finn's cheek and rested his hand on Finn's leg.
"Thanks Kurt...I hope I do control it you know..." Finn admitted just as he heard footsteps and the front door opening upstairs, both Finn and Kurt looked up.
Both of them sighing slightly knowing that both of their parents must have been home and that was confirmed when Burt opened the room door and called down into the room.
"Kurt? Finn? Are you both down there?"Burt spoke staying at the top of the stairs, Kurt sighed and stood up off the sofa.
"Yes Dad..." Kurt answered his father's question as he ran one of his hands through his hair gently.
"Then come upstairs...Dinner's here...we've got Pizza..." Burt spoke before he walked off into the kitchen.
Kurt turned his attention to Finn and flashed him a small smile before hold his hand out to him.
"Let keep this our little secret okay?" Finn told Kurt, simply because of the fact that he wasn't ready to tell anyone he was indeed attracted to another boy but he didn't want to come out to his mom just yet. He had never showed any signs of liking guys and this would come as a shock to Carole.
Finn took hold of Kurt's hand and pulled his small frame towards his own larger frame before leaning down and placing a gentle kiss on his boyfriend's soft lips.
"Now let's go get dinner...the quicker we eat dinner the quicker we get to be alone..." Kurt said after he kissed Finn back before he reluctantly moved away from Finn and headed upstairs.
Could Kurt's life really get any better? He certainly hoped that he would eventually lose his actual virginity to the boy he was in love with, but he knew it would probably take Finn a while to get to that stage, plus Kurt was rather nervous about that sort of stuff.
The whole time during dinner as they all sat at the dining room table, Kurt and Finn either let their feet rub together under the table or they briefly held hands without either of their parents noticing.
"I'm finished...I'm going to brush my teeth.." Kurt said as he stood from the table and took his plate into the kitchen placing it into the sink, Finn wolfed down his last slice of pizza before standing from the table.
"Yeah me too..." Finn muttered referring to going to brush his teeth, Both Burt and Carole looking at each other and frowned slightly before shrugging as both Kurt and Finn made their way to their room before going into Kurt's en suite bathroom, Kurt grabbed his tooth brush before turning and passing Finn's to him.
"Thank you..." Finn thanked the young male before taking his toothbrush and putting a small amount of the mint toothpaste onto the bristles of the brush. He started brushing his teeth, Kurt doing the same, but he seemed to spend a little more time on his teeth. He had always done this, he kept everything about him perfect right down to the last strand of hair, Finn spat out the used toothpaste from his mouth before letting some water pour into his cupped hand before he rinsed his mouth.
Kurt on the other hand filled a cup with water before turning off the tap, he hated wasting water. They both put their toothbrushes back into the holder by the sink before Finn gently wrapped his arms around Kurt from behind, holding him close against him.
Kurt smiled and let a happy sigh emit itself from his throat as he leaned back against Finn, resting his hands softly on top of Finn's.
"We'd better get to bed...we've got school tomorrow..." Kurt told his adorable boyfriend who groaned in protest before reluctantly moving away from Kurt, who pouted in protest at the loss of contact between himself and Finn.
He sighed and grabbed his bedtime t-shirt and pyjama trousers before let Finn leave the bathroom, he closed the bathroom door but left it open a little before he stripped off, placing his dirty clothes into the laundry hamper before pulling on the t-shirt and trousers and leaving the bathroom.
Finn was already dressed for bed, since he had shorts and a t-shirt on.
Kurt made his way over to his bed before he pulled back the covers so he could just get into bed.
Finn walked over and placed a gentle kiss on Kurt's cheek before allowing his lips to move along Kurt's jaw line and down to his neck, which actually made Kurt gasp softly in surprise at the contact to his neck.
Kurt had figured out a while back on his own that his neck was definitely one of his biggest turn on points and Finn seemed to have found it. Finn noticed the gasp and smirked a little knowing he was doing something right when Kurt leaned back against him and also tilted his head to the side slightly.
Finn wrapped his arms around Kurt as he continued to place soft kisses on Kurt's neck, Kurt could feel his boxers tighten slightly as he felt Finn's hands move under his t-shirt which made him stiffen up slightly.
"F-Finn...no...S-stop..." Kurt protested reluctantly, he really wanted Finn to continue but he knew they shouldn't because 1) their parents where upstairs, 2) They had school in the morning and 3) Kurt was nervous as hell.
"We need to get to bed...school tomorrow..." Kurt reminded Finn who softly removed his arms from around Kurt and nodded slightly flashing Kurt a smile before he gently pecked his boyfriend's lips.
He then made his way over to his bed before he got into it, pulling the covers over himself.
Kurt walked over and turned off the light before finding his way back into bed, slipping himself under the covers before pulling them over himself.
"Goodnight Kurt..." Finn spoke softly as he yawned a little, spreading out of his single bed.
Kurt smiled and curled up on only one side of his double bed, which is what he always did.
"Goodnight Finn..." Kurt then replied back and it didn't take long before both boys finally fell asleep.
Reviews please people? I'd love to know if this chapter was okay and If you all want to see more of the story, but i'll need a bit of motivation before that can happen, let me know what you think :) I still have plenty of Idea's for this story.
