Chapter eight Star wars meets the Jedi

A new and different life

As Harry and I entered orbit of Naboo before we landed Harry and I were talking in my ready room the door chime rung.

"Come in Abby", I said, have a seat

"How did you know it was me oh well never mind it's a Jedi thing right? I want to talk to you two. Grand Master we can't fit in there. We aren't Jedi like you and Harry are how can we even fit in this was our first missions and you sort of mutinied against Starfleet is that why we can't go back to Earth?"

"That is part of the reason we had Tim route course but also Earth is being overrun by alien species that is out of our Jurisdiction anymore and I don't wish to engage them with earth being overrun with Borg and Cardassions. Cause Harry and I retired from Starfleet a few years ago we only came back for Janeway as a favor to help her get these refugees out of those planetoids and safe at our academy the Jedi Refugees are out of Courcant"

Harry placed a reassuring hand on Abby's shoulder

"Abs you will fit in fine my best friend on Voyager before we had the ship Tom and his wife moved there with us and Chakotay too and they are fine we can protect our friends there Tom and bleanna work on or ships fixing them and tom helps train new pilots with us so you and Tim will be fine we will find something you two are good at that you can help us out on Naboo."

Harry's comm. Badge beeped Harry tapped it "Kim here what is it Tim?"

"Master Kim Sir we are in a low orbit of Corucant do you want us to head over towards the landing platform to land the ship and look over the battle damage"

aHarry looked over at me I nodded "Harry tell him to go ahead and commence landing and disembarking procedures we will decide what to do once we get back into the academy and she ship gets cleaned up and fixed notify Tom and B'lanna to help us

Harry tapped his commbadge "Tim go ahead and start landing and start getting the crew and passengers off the ship we will assess the battle damage when we get her landed and fixed up and we will go from there Kim out."

Harry sighed and nodded at Abby. "Go ahead and help them unload we will meet you at the front of the academy. The main entrance is to the left center of the building it will take you to the main entrance where our office is."

Abby nodded and walked out of my ready room.

Harry pulled me against him and shoved me against the desk he kissed me hard on the lips I moaned and pushed against him.

"I take it your glad to be home Kim"

I traced Harry's muscles under his jumpsuit and robe he reached up and took my hair down out of my makeshift braid I pulled up this morning I pulled away from him " Harry we can't "

"Yes I am Kara why are you acting like this you use to love making out and making love in your ready room."

"The rules have changed Harry with all these new refuges and padwans our example needs to be more pronounced and we need to stick to our guns and rules more cause obi wan scolded me about not following the rules all along."

Harry nodded and released me and looked at me. "Let's get the ship checked out and see if we can get Tim and Blanna and Tom to work on it. Don't you agree Kara?

I nodded my head in agreement and reluctantly released him " That is how Abby can help us she can help you with the computer stuff Abby can check the computer system so we can get it fixed up I am going to go work on the Lessons we need to start in a month.

Harry looked at me "Kara you have really changed in the matter of one mission "

"I changed Harry because this mission has really made me rethink things we should have re did this a long time before this"

Harry touched my shoulders as we walked into my office at the academy "Kara you're not thinking of reversing your dad's rule are you about marriage?"

"Harry don't flip I am not reversing that that means we will be married illegally us and all the Jedi council"

I looked at Harry "go change into a robe and tunic or a jumpsuit and cape the dress code is the first thing I am changing"

"Kar you're not wearing bra tops and pants or midriff revealing clothes anymore?"

"Only when we are at home handsome not in the academy "I smirked and winked "or when I am working out with the padwans."

"Kara don't tempt me love I might just toss you down on our bed when we get home."

"Harry maybe I am counting on it." I winked at harry as he walked to the chalet. I tapped my comm. Link to the apartments." Belanna you and Paris and Abby and Tim meet me by the main entrance we are going to start fixing voyager after I change my clothes quick."

"B;lanna right away Kara we are on our way."

I walked to my closet in my office and pulled out my black jumpsuit with my silver cape and put it on me . My dad walked into my office and stood in the shadows of my desk. As I finished pulling it on and zipped it up. I clipped my cape to my back and lightsaber to my belt with my blaster on the other hip. I turned to see my dad walk into my office

"Hey Dad I didn't hear you come in. Did Harry leave the door open?"

"Kara Hey No he didn't you know how I am gifted at being stealthily. Your going back to the old way that is the outfit you wore when I trained you isn't it except instead of the cape you had a robe like mine that sort of hugged your curves I noticed"

"Yeah dad I did its warm out now, so I am just opting for the cape. I changed my mind I am going to revamp the academy like I intended to before. Going back to the straight laced ways that you had the academy on yavin built on the old ways with these new refuges and recruits that I got from coucant and to many close calls not just as a captain but as a Grand master its long overdue, Obi-wan appeared to me and asked me why I didn't do it all along."

I looked at my dad he got that faraway look in his eye he always got when he was reminiscing "Obi wan was good at calling me out on things Kara some things I lacked with you I let you slide with too many things"

He drew up to his full height " a lot of it I did cause you were my daughter and I knew what your stepdad did to you before I found you again. so I let a lot of things slack I should have realized my master would call you out to cause you're a lot like me more than your mom kiana. But in that outfit you look exactly like your mom and stepmom especially with your hair down. I never realized how much you resembled Mara until now. Mara and KIana looked a lot alike Kiana was a little curvier like you Mara was thin and tall.

"Kara thank you dad I will take that as a compliment. Thanks so much for helping me out when my stepdad betrayed me and raped me I moved to hug my dad and My dad hugged me and I hugged him back and smiled I amazed at being a adult now how safe I still feel in my dad's arms the only other person I feel that safe in his arms is Harry.

Kara it's no problem what are real dad's for you better get back with Harry he is trying to coordinate plans on the repairs for voyager

Harry met everyone at the main entrance "Abby you and Tim and I can work on the computer updating the database Torres and Paris you two can work on the engines

I looked at my dad. "Okay dad I will head that way I also need to find places to enroll these kids for the temple training that was what I was going to work on and let Harry do all the handiwork he is good at that sort of thing."

Kara Harry wants you to help go ahead and help him you and him are both good delegators. He is in the main entrance of the academy.

"Dad I know our bond remember will you be hanging around the academy more now or are you and Beth still retired?

"Kara we will help out as needed Beth is saying her family is important to her and I respect that I wasn't there for Ben growing up as much as I should have I set it aside cause of my grand master duties and I admire you never forgot your kids either. I did better with you kar I am trying to do better with Mara and James."

"You named your daughter after mom?"

"I felt I could keep her name alive with her and you. Your names are spelled the same way but with a K."

I nodded "that is really sweet dad."

My dad walked with me till I met Harry Luke nodded and walked away.

"Kara did dad lecture you?"

"No he didn't Kim he just talked to me about some things I think was on his mind."

"Well I have the assignments handed out you want to change anything?"

"Harry why don't you and I work on the computers we are more familiar with the software and we can put Abby into the medical lab with Petra and the Doc I think she would better there."

Harry tapped his commbadge "Lt Stucco come to Kara's office. "

"I am on my way Master Kim"

Abby walked to our office her ponytails flopping why she walked "You wanted to see me Master. Grand master you changed your outfit I like it I like black"

"I figured as much Abby I want to move you to the medical bay our one Doctor is on vacation so she won't be there would you like to take over for her I think with your background you can do it"

"It won't like get me killed or anything Abby don't like stuff like that."

"I looked at Abby no worries I won't let anyone hurt you will be well protected there."

"We are all here to protect you Abs you can count on us" Harry nodded and looked at her

"Thanks guys really I think I would like it there in the medical bay in the infirmary"

Harry looked at Abby "I will show you where it is come with me "I walked to the door and entered my code to get into the computer on Voyager and started scanning it for a virus I unzipped my jumpsuit down to my chest. "Why is it so hot in here computer adjust temperature.

"The temperature is 101.3 adjusting to 70.8

"Thank you"

"Abby there you go it's right there the consoles you can accessed anything you want to work on and update.

"Harry Thanks "

Harry walked to the computer room on Voyager

"How it going Kara'

I smirked and pulled Harry to me he moaned "Great now that you're here my love."

"Kara why are you partly undressed and why is it so hot in here." He unzipped his jumpsuit jacket and tossed it on top of mine he pushed his hips against me and moaned and pushed me down against the console.

Harry smirked "you did this so we can be alone didn't you? Did you send mc gee away?" He ran his hand down my bare back I moaned and pushed against his hips and sighed I arched up to meet him he went down on me and gave me a passionate kiss.

"You planned this so we could be alone together didn't you love."

I kissed harry on the lips and he caressed my stomach and chest and tangled his fingers in my hair and moaned where I shrugged out of my jumpsuit jacket and I dug my nails into his back with a passionate kiss.

"Maybe Harry" I put my legs around his waist I ran my hands down to his stomach and pulled off his pants "I told mc gee to get some rest" I smirked

He caressed my hips and traced the markings on my stomach and pulled my jumpsuit the rest of the way off He pushed into me rough and hard and I moaned loudly "Oh Harry"

I suddenly stopped "Harry we have to stop we need to get this work done and then we will continue this at home I let myself get carried away again. "

Harry nodded "Kar we both did it seems for us it's easy to control ourselves at the academy but when we are on voyager it seems we let ourselves get carried away we need to keep this up the whole time whether we are at the academy or on Voyager either one."

"Harry we do we need to keep each other accountable."

Harry and I scanned thru and removed the viruses he sent the programs thru a diagnostic and an update. Harry stood behind me I could tell he was restraining himself from grabbing me and making love to me again

"We should shut down the computer core and reboot it Harry so it will take the updates and the virus removal that we did lets go down and survey the damage the Borg did to our ship lets walk down to Engineering and the cargo bay. Why the computer core reboots."

Harry nodded as we walked to the turbo lift and took it down to engineering. He put his arms around my waist I let myself relax against him.

"Sometimes Kara it's hard for me to restrain myself from making love to you and I know I should. But as us both being grand masters we need to control our urges and I think that was what your dad was trying to tell you as well as obi wan we can't let it interfere with our duties in the academy and on here like we did during that Borg attack. We let ourselves get distracted and we lost our focus. I don't see how you restrained yourself when you were in training with your dad when you first met me that day on courcant when we landed I saw the way you looked at me you wanted me you knew I was the guy you were looking for that you wanted to be with for life I saw it in your eyes as clear as I saw it in my dreams I had of you and I am sure you saw them in your dreams of me. That was when I saved you from the Romulan attack."

I stopped the turbolift "IT was that clear to you even before we were bonded that I wanted you"

I put my arms around his neck and pulled him against me he unzipped my jumpsuit and pulled it off I untied his robe and pushed it off of him and unbuttoned his tunic and dug my nails into his bare chest he pushed against me and I moaned pinning him against the wall and pushing against him he pulled my jumpsuit off and I pulled his pants and boxers off he pushed into me rough and hard I moaned loudly

"Is that any questions left" harry smirked "Yes I knew then you wanted me just like you do now." He ran his hands up and down my back and stomach paying special attention to the markings on my back and stomach he kissed them and I moaned louder. He adjusted his stance so I could lean right into him and he could push into me deeper and harder I moaned.

"Kim there isn't. One more time Harry" he spun me around and pushed me against the wall and pushed into me hard and fast and deeper.

We made love in the turbolift we were both breathing heavily when I started the turbolift back up I left my jumpsuit partially unzipped as I pulled it back on right blow my breast.

"Yes Kara it was as soon as I saw you I knew who you were and why Voyager crashed there it was so we can meet and start our life together. When our eyes met I knew."

"Harry so did I our relationship defiantly goes beyond odds how many of people has their relationships start out like ours. We really need to get back on track" I looked at the readout on the ship on Harry's data pad and put it in my belt pouch "Harry it looks like everything else is okay repaired the computer core damage and got rid of all the other viruses and stuff. Let's go look at the external damage and see if it's repairable. But we will go eat first."

Harry and I walked to the mess hall in the academy and set down the waiter droid bought out our normal orders.

"Harry how can we control ourselves it seems any attempt has fell flat."

"We just need to make a conscious effort when we feel like we want to we need to redirect ourselves and save it for when we are in our chalet. I admit it Kara on Voyager we pretty much did it everywhere and we enjoyed it."

"No doubt Harry we surely did and I am not lying I enjoy it every time we do and you're amazing."

Harry smirked "so are you"

"But if we are really serious Harry and I want our new perspective to work. We seriously need to control ourselves. "

"Even If it means changing the dress code and our love making sessions he winked. Kara you might want to zip your jumpsuit up all the way to keep from tempting me. "

"It will take time Kim but we will fix it. We need to stop each other when we feel we crossed the line against the code and my rules. Harry laid a few credits on the table.

I stood up and pushed my chair in and zipped up my jumpsuit and smoothed it out.

Harry adjusted his pants and suit and walked beside me. He held my hand as we walked

"Problems Kim?"

"Just a little Kara it seems that jumpsuit the way it hugs you makes it worse for me."

"Would It be better if I wore a robe instead of a cape then I would get to hot" I smirked

"I'm hot now more then you know Kara. The Robe might be easier access if you wear it with what you did before." His dark almond shaped brown eyes twinkled. He pulled me against him and ran his fingers thru my hair and down my back he reached under my cape and cupped my hips and traced my lower back tattoos even when he touched the markings on my lower back thru my black jumpsuit I was aroused I moaned and pushed against him breathing heavily he reached up and unzipped my jumpsuit again. Then I pulled away. "Harry stop not here we need to keep focused here the robe will make me too hot I said so I will opt for fingerless gloves and capes until it cools down. "

We walked to where Voyager was parked on the landing pad. I looked at the side of the ship and laid on my stomach looking at the damage. "This is where the cardassions fired on us the Borg fired on our main engine and warp nacelles we will need to find the parts somewhere. What do you think Harry? Quit starring at my chest and butt" I smirked.

It is repairable. But it will take time I have a pretty good view from up here" He Smirked

Abby finished the analysis of the chemicals and the infirmary. She walked over to the replicator she looked at Paris.

"Tom how do you work this thing I want some caffeine and what is taken Kara and Harry so long I got the analysis done three hours ago."

"You just hit this button and tell it what you want and it will make it for you instant coffee or whatever. Kara and Harry sometimes get carried away you might want to just give them some time alone."

Abby told it what she wanted and she pulled out an energy drink.

"That is totally cool tom what do you mean carried away like they do it a lot or something.

"Tom yeah they do."

I tapped my comm. Badge "Tom is the analysis of the chemicals ready I am going to need you and Torres to meet us at voyager we need to find some replacement parts for voyager and you're not talking to Abby about Harry's and I extracurricular activities are you?"

Tom smirked and looked at Abby. "Sometimes I hate that she is a Jedi and can read my mind and thoughts."

Abby laughed "a Jedi thing right "

Tom nodded and tapped his comm. badge "No of course not Grand Master. Abby just finished her work and we are taking a break and we are ready to go meet you at the Voyager Landing Pad"

I nodded and rolled my eyes at Harry "Right Tom Sure just meet Harry and I here Bring Abby and Mc Gee here too"

Torres, tom and Abby and McGee arrived

Torres crossed her arms "the damage is repairable but we will be hard pressed to find some of these materials here unless you know where there is a ship building place Kara or some dealers for parts or we could just replicate them all. "

"B'lanna I grew up here I am quite familiar if there are any dealers or ship building places Torres. Why don't you come with Harry and I and we will go to where some olds shipyards are that are abandoned and get some of these parts. Did you or Harry copy them w your tricorder."

Harry "I did" he showed b'lanna the parts.

Kara let's take a transport into town and I will get us there."

Tom looked at me "Grand master where do you want Abby and I to go or mc gee?"

"Kara Abby the analysis you did on those crystals take those findings into engineering and use it to recycle the dilithum and repair the warp engines. And replenish sick bay we should keep this ship ready in case we need to go somewhere again."

Abby saluted, "yes Grand master right away ma'am."

Harry put his arm around my waist and guided me to the transport.

Torres looked at me "Kara are you sure about this that we can find these parts around here?"

"I'm really sure Torres this place we are going to I think it will be our only trip we need to go on to find the stuff."

We walked to the transport and I programmed the transport to take us to lakeside shipyard.

"Just set back and enjoy the ride guys."

The transport stopped and I nodded at everyone to get out. I sent the transport back and told it to come back for us in 6 hours.

Harry held my hand as we walked thru the parts he pulled out his tricorder "Kara here is one of the parts we need "

B'lanna Starfleet don't stand there just pick it up.

"Torres you're not the boss around here anymore stop it"

I looked at Harry and Torres "guys let's not fight we need to pick up this stuff and get back before"

Harry looked at me "Kara what do you sense? I feel it too someone was following us here."

"Harry I think an old friend of mine is about to resurface Karaleigh she was cloned of me by my stepdad before dad killed him she isn't far from here."

"Torres you and Tom get the parts and take the transport back Kara and I are going to stay here."

"Starfleet you're not just dismissing us"

"Yes we are Torres Harry hand her your tricorder we will go."

Harry took my hand and I teleported to where I sensed Karaleigh we materialized with our lightsaberes ignited standing back to back.

Karaleigh moved on Harry. I stepped in to block her slash and spun and tripped her up. Karaleigh shoved me back and I blocked it.

"You're not going to beat me Karaleigh your me so we are evenly matched and my Harry is my equal to so you're a bit outnumbered."

Karaleigh we will see about that you two are just the same separated your nothing unless your joined. You don't realize the true powers lie within the darkness of yourself."

"Right Karaleigh sure well your wrong. The power of the Force comes from around us and within us not the darkness."

Harry nodded at me we attacked Karaleigh from the side and the back she spun to attack me Harry blocked her and then I spun when she attacked Harry and blocked her attack on him.
I tossed her back and shoved her against the wall Harry held her there with the Force.

Torres looked at Tom "I have a notion tom of not obeying her what if it's something her and Starfleet can't handle?"

Tom looked at Torres, "if you want to live maybe we should let her and Harry handle it. With her husband's tricorder I think we got all the things we needed. Maybe we should go back and get started I don't want to get on Kara's bad side Torres besides her and harry have that Jedi thing they can fight together them two and Kara's volatile temper might just be enough to finish whatever she said was after us and they can teleport back it's not like that the need the transport."

"Tom I still don't like it Janeway told us never to leave any friends behind and I am not about to leave Starfleet behind."

Tom looked at Torres , "okay b'lanna I know it's your klingon Warrior side talking but she and Harry have gotten out of tighter spots before. But I get the feeling she is going to want us to go on back and start on the ship that is what she told us to do. She inadvertently gave us orders to do so "

I teleported to b'lanna's side "B'lanna Tom Is right. Harry and I got it under control take the transport back we will make it back to the academy I promise. Just get the ship fixed this foe is beyond you two only Harry and I can fight her Torres. I know your warrior and Starfleet side are what's controlling you right now but as Jedi we are the only ones that can understand how Karaleigh is fighting and what she is doing blasters and phasers will be useless against her.

Karaleigh slashed at Harry. Harry blocked her and shoved her back he lifted karaleigh up and tossed her hard against the wall she deflected it back at Harry. Harry fell into it

Kara winced and hit her knees "Harry hang on I am on my way"

B'lanna Kara are you okay you look horrible what is wrong?"

"My clone attacked Harry and he is weakening our powers are joined together I feel what he feels and vice versa Torres don't argue just go I need to help him."

"Torres ok Kara we will come on Tom"

Abby was back at the academy she walked up to Tim "something is wrong Tim Kara and them should be back by now what if they got in trouble.

Tim looked at Abby "Abby don't flip I am sure they are fine."

"Tim tapped his com badge Tim to Kara come in"

"What is it Tim "

"Are you okay? Abby is worried."

"The parts are on their way back but Harry and I are not coming back right away."

"Abby Tim I knew it Kara and Harry are in danger."

"Abby we just ran into an old friend she is easily taken care of. Kim out"

I teleported to Harry's Side and shoved Karaleigh back Harry met my eyes we healed each other with our thoughts without touching each other. "One more attack from behind should do it Harry" I nodded at him.

I came at my clone from the front and slashed into her stomach and chest. Harry moved at her from behind and slashed her in the back and lobbed her head off. She fell to the ground.

I fell down and winced Harry kneeled beside me "Kara what is it."

"Harry I just got a little lightheaded is all I haven't ate anything and I think I felt when my clone died that is why I feel so disconnected."

Harry helped me up "Kara why don't we go back to the chalet I will get you some rest and something to eat. Then I will heal you and hopefully help you feel better." Harry winked at me.

Harry picked me up and supported me as he teleported us back to the chalet. He laid his hands on my chest and back and snuggled close to me lying on our bed and healed me. I snuggled close to him and hugged him as he held me close. I felt his healing power transfer from him to me.

"Now I will make you some of your favorite meal to eat Kara and then I will go help the others fix the ship then I will come back to you. You need to get yourself healed put yourself in a healing trance and then I will wake you up when your meal is ready love."

Harry traced my hips and side "Rest sweetie I will put your favorite meal on to it and I will get the ship repaired. Then I will come back to you."

I sighed and laid down on my side of the bed putting myself into a Jedi healing and rejuvenation trance and I fell asleep.

Harry started the chicken tenders and baked macaroni and cheese in the oven. He timed it and walked to where voyager was.

Abby ran to Harry "Kara is she alright Harry."

Harry looked at Abby, "relax Abs she is home resting and rejuvenating and healing herself I need to go check on her in about an hour. How are the ship repairs coming along?"

Tom looked at Harry "We just about have it done this one part the computer isn't compatible with it I think it's a old nacelle that isn't use to the bio neural circuitry voyager has Harry think you can fix it genius." Tom Muttered sarcastically.

"Tom Shut it remember who is the more powerful one now"

"What are you going to do Harry toss me or shove me against the wall your wife is ill and your all of a sudden out of sorts. What came into you when you and Kara were fighting? Harry I think Kara's personality is moseying its way into yours Harry more then you realize. You're not the same guy you were on voyager 12 years ago Kim."

"Tom just stop yes I might have changed but I have became stronger cause of it and yes I know I can fix this part of my force gift is knowing how things works so step aside Paris. Yes Kara's and my personality sometimes do come out in each other its part of our bond."

I teleported to where Tom and Harry Were "Guys stop this it isn't helping me getting well any you two fighting are driving me up a wall. Harry just get it fixed and tom I thought you lost the attitude cause of Janeway and you got your commander rank back. Stop the attitude Tom and Harry chill."

Harry stepped aside and looked at Tom. "Sorry tom I did get a little aggravated. "

Tom looked at Harry "Your forgiven Harry I do take your gift for granted and I didn't mean to bust on you about your personality changing I like this more assertive part of you."

Harry touched the nacelles and changed the wiring and updated the programming on the ships computer to accept the new nacelles and put the wiring together.

Kara woke up and turned the tenders and the baked macaroni and cheese and set it on the stove.

Harry walked into the chalet "Kara get back to bed I was just coming home I got into an argument with Tom and some of the new parts weren't compatible I had to rig the computer to take them and update the files to make it compatible and fix it."

Harry flipped the tenders over and put them on to heat up a little more.

"Kara I feel terrible for what I did to Tom I more or less told him off and he ticked me off and I let my temper get the best of me today and I let your strong assertive personality take me over in that fight. This was wrong of me. "

I pulled Harry to me and ran my hands down his back and chest. I unzipped his jumpsuit and pulled it off "Harry I know all about your fight with Tom I teleported there to break it up and I am feeling better Harry let eat then have some fun I smirked. If Paris don't like you assertive personality he just needs to realize your married to me and its part of both of us and I want to tell you something Harry I want you to take more responsibility with the academy. I can't run it all by myself you need to take some initiative to lead it to in case I don't recover next time my love."

Harry put some chicken tenders and macaroni on my plate and on his.

"Kara don't talk like that you have no way of knowing when the Force is going to call you from this world and don't scare me like that Kara. I would be lost without you. Don't give me what I think you were. Going to say. You were going to say that your dad lost Mara and moved on that I could learn how to as well."

"Harry you are right I was going to say that but the fact is dad eventually retired and found happiness with someone else but still Harry somehow all my close calls I have survived and healed myself or you healed me it might not always work that way we are not invincible harry. "

I poured Harry and I some blue milk and swung in beside him "obi wan sure he knew when he was going to die I am not saying I am seeing it myself yet but eventually my luck and the Force will see when its fit for me to ascend like Yoda did. We ate in silence for a few minutes he was watching me.

Harry finished dinner and pulled me into his lap "Lets lay down I will heal you" he smirked

"Don't get any ideas Kim. Lets lay down in the bedroom first I pulled him into the bedroom. I pushed him down on the bed and straddled him I unzipped his jumpsuit and ripped it off digging my nails into his chest. Now that twins are old enough let's try for another one."

Harry pushed me off him "Kara not right now we said after Luke and Harry jr were training age and knights we would try again. besides you don't want to exert yourself when you're just healing he smirked at me. He untied my robe and pushed it off I had on a bra top and shorts under it. "If you let me undress you and hold you close I might be able to heal you better." He winked at me. We both preferred to sleep with nothing on. So he pulled off my sleep shorts and bra top and tossed it on the floor on top of his jumpsuit.

We lay undressed in bed and harry held me close against him. I felt his healing presence fill me and strengthen me. I sighed and laid my head on his chest as he traced the markings on my back and stomach I sighed "Harry love don't start anything just hold me. I moaned as he found the ones that arouse me the most. He traced them with his fingertip then his nails I moaned louder "Oh Harry"

"Harry smirked "are you sure you don't want to do anything Kara. I can tell you're turned on darling."

I rolled over and straddled him "Maybe once won't hurt I went down on him he arched his hips up to meet mine and pushed into me slow and deep.

"Feel good my love he smirked"

"Very good Harry" I dug my nails deeper into his chest then I stopped and looked at him "Harry I am trying to talk serious here can you stop thinking with your body one minute and sex this is something we need to talk about. Stop changing the subject."

I rolled off him and faced him on my side.

"Kara I know I need to face reality but you always seemed to come out of things. You never seem to stay down for long and I got use to you stepping up. my powers instead of growing stronger like yours mine has seemed to fade and I doubt myself more since that night Petra and I slept together. My strength and power seemed to fade after that. Except my healing grows stronger I can heal you now without even touching you I just look at you and your healed. " HE absently traced my face and my side and stomach as he rolled over to face me and pull me against him.

I relaxed leaning into him and traced his back Harry sighed "Harry you need to stop doubting yourself you screwed up you slept with your best friend mistakes happen. sometimes it just happens naturally. you have strong feelings for each other they will surface. But you two weren't yourself that night either. Move past it realize it's the past Harry. Once you stop doubting yourself your powers will improve and your insecurities will fade. The reason your healing improves is that you use it a lot. The more you use the other powers you have the more it will strengthen start by forgiving yourself then go to Petra and ask her to forgive you I already forgave you for it the night it happened love.

Harry looked at me and got out of bed crossing his arms he pulled on his robe and boxers and pants "I think I might go over and tell her I beat myself up over it. And ask her to forgive me and I know Kara I just don't want to lose you and when your double attacked you like she did and you nearly died. I want to help you with the academy but I am afraid of failure."

"That is the real issue isn't it why you don't assist me at the academy you think you will look like a failure compared to me. That is why you only want to do fights when I am with you. Harry you were called to be a grand master. You were called into it just like I was. You were chosen to be my equal and partner in this venture I would 't doubt that you don't even realize your complete potential yet."

Harry rolled over to face me "I do understand that Kara but I don't want to look second compared to you my dear. "You won't baby once you overcome your insecurity you have the potential to be just as powerful as me or more. Just cause you screw up once isn't the end of the world you won't lose your powers cause of that is just a myth. Your powers will still stay as long as you overcome your insecurities and realize that you didn't lose it cause of that its only in your mind. The hardest part will be forgiving your own self. "

Harry if it makes you feel better I will walk to Petra and Chakotay's house with you and wait outside if you want me too."

"Thanks Kara I would like that." We walked to Petra and Chakotay's apartment. Holding hands Harry drew strength from me.

"Harry I think we are walking from the frying pan into the fire I can feel their anger from out here. I said

Petra and Chakotay's apartment

Chakotay looked at Petra how you could sleep with him "You control yourself better then that wasn't I satisfying you enough?"

"You told me before that I was your only one that you weren't that person anymore. "

"Chakotay I wasn't myself then Kara's double took me over with her mental abilities it caused us both to lose control and I encouraged him it wasn't his fault. It was all mine. I shouldn't have encouraged him but I didn't have good control of myself I know that isn't a excuse."

Chakotay shot back "No it isn't maybe you shouldn't go to him anymore or talk to him if you can't keep yourself under control and you should apologize to him and Kara."

Petra looked at chakotay "Tiger your right I should"

Harry looked at me "Kara maybe we should go home and come back after they cooled down a bit"

I squeezed Harry's hand "we came too far to turn back now my love. Let's go in why there pausing for a breath or two I get the feeling Petra wants to respond and apologize to both of us."

We walked up to the door and knocked on the apartment. Sekky got the door and bowed.

"Grand masters what are you two doing here. "

"WE came here to see your parents can we talk to them a second" Harry asked

Sekky looked at harry "Sure grand master right away"

Sekky walked to the bedroom "Mom dad someone is here to see you its Kara and Harry I am going to go work with Emma."

"Chakotay "Sure Sekky go on ahead tell Kara and harry to wait a minute.

Sekky walked out "mom said have a seat her and dad will be out in a second I have a training date with my padwan see you all soon." Sekky bowed and left. We set down on the couch Harry draped his arm around me. I am glad you came kar ."

Petra came in with her head wet from the shower and a robe draped around her jumpsuit

"Hey Kara what is going on" she set on the chair across from us

Harry looked at Petra "I want to apologize for sleeping with you I let myself lose control. I want to apologize to you and chakotay." Chakotay I am sorry for cheating on your wife. I shouldn't have I have been beating myself up for it since that night."

"Chakotay walked out and leaned on the chair behind Petra with his arms crossed " Your forgiven Harry just don't let it happen again okay."

Petra held up her hand to stop Harry's rambling "No Harry I am the one that should apologize I lead you on and encouraged you and I forgive you for it. I also have something to tell you Harry I did it as ,as revenge" Petra started to cry as she trailed off.

"Kara revenge for what?"

Petra glared at me and shot back "You know what don't play dumb kara I know you to well and this is between Harry and I it don't concern you. You always had his heart to begin with he told me you reminded him of Janeway when he first met you."

"From when Chakotay and I slept together that is part of the reason this revenge is for and what else"

Chakotay looked at me "Kara cause I forced myself on her a week after that. I raped her. So she has every right to be mad at me or be aginst me."

Petra looked at Chakotay "Chakotay your right I don't deserve you just leave me alone."

Suddeny my danger sense awoken. I sensed another time traveler like myself passing thru time I ran to the window and opened it up "Petra Harry get yourselves to safety quick."

"No way Kara I am not letting you go out there alone"