A/N: Thank you so much for all the wonderful reviews and the alerts I'm truly humbled. Someone from the reviews asked me if they were just going to miss each other...I thought that would be funny, but no, they don't miss each other. A few people have asked me if Eric remembers now and why he knows what that Sookie loves him. He doesn't remember still and the reason he knows her feelings it's because of his blood in her. I hope this clears your questions. Anyway on with their talk...

Chapter 2 – Speak my mind

Eric sat on the porch waiting for Sookie he was still furious. He had tried the nice way to get Sookie to tell him the truth and he had waited for her, but tonight he was not going to be nice, not anymore. He had had enough. Sookie was in for a surprise tonight.

Sookie drove home her heart was pounding faster than normal as she was thinking of the different ways to tell Eric the truth. She hoped he was in a good mood. She was nervous. As she approached her house she detected a void. She parked her car and she saw him, sitting on her porch obviously waiting for her. Her heart started racing, at least she was glad Amelia was out tonight. She tried to fix her hair as she approached Eric. She smiled nervously at him.

"Eric," She greeted.

"Miss Stackhouse," he greeted her with a dark and angry voice and then she stopped dead in her tracks. He used that name when he was either treating her in an official capacity or when he was being a jerk. She wanted him to call her lover again, but then why would he she had sent him away. It was her fault.

"I came only to speak my mind and after I am finished I'm leaving and I don't want to see you ever again," he said and her heart stopped beating for a second. Tears threatened to fall from her eyes, but she stood strong. No, he couldn't leave not now.

"Eric please just…" he growled at her. His eyes were full of hatred and all was directed at her. She stepped away cautiously. She had seen Eric kill before and he had that look on his beautiful face, the face she wanted to look at for many nights.

"I'm tired of this bullshit and I will not take this anymore. I know you have feelings for me even when you say you don't, even when you say you don't want me anymore I know you are lying. I thought that if I was patient and if I waited that you would come to your senses and come back to me, but I'm done. Go and do whatever pleases with your life I will not be part of it anymore."

"Eric please, let me explain," She tried to talk some sense into him, but it seemed it was him who was being stubborn tonight.

"I don't care anymore," he bellowed. Which was a lie. He cared he just didn't want to listen to her. He was in front of her holding her by her arms hurting her. "I look pathetic when I beg you. I tried to be there for you and you only used me. I'm sick of this I want to forget about you and I will. I don't care what happened between us anymore." He said angry, his voice was no longer soft or full of innuendos he used when talking to her.

"I told you what happened," She yelled at him. "Why are you acting like this, why are you hurting me?" She asked and tears filled her eyes.

"No, you didn't tell me everything. Something else happened and you hid it from me for whatever reason you didn't tell me. I'm not acting I'm just being honest with you Miss Stackhouse. Do you enjoy knowing you are playing with the Sheriff's feelings, do you enjoy rejecting me, is this a sick game of yours, you are even worse than I am." He said with a malevolent voice.

"I'm not playing anything. I am nothing like you. You only care about you," she bellowed. She was crying, but because she was furious now.

"Really? Then tell me why the fuck did I risk everything to go to Dallas after you and to Jackson? Tell me why I helped you with your friend or with the bartender? Try and tell me it had nothing to do with you and I will tear you to pieces…" he promised. Sookie gasped.

"Of course it had to do with me, because you wanted something from me. You wanted to fuck me and you did, move on the next woman you want and let me be. It's not my fault that you don't remember it," she accused he growled at her again and hurt her arms again, she yelped and he let her go, for the moment.

"What is it Eric I hurt your ego when I chose Quinn over you?" Her not intelligent mouth said. Eric turned around with a murderous look on his face. Sookie tried to back away, but she stopped if Eric wanted to kill her she knew she would not get away.

"It doesn't matter anymore you can fuck whoever the hell you want and I won't care. Just one more thing before I leave. I never wanted to just fuck you I told you in Jackson I had feelings for you and deep down you know I wanted more with you, but like I said I'm done with you. I know you will remember every time I fucked you in that house, you will remember when I was deep inside of you and I know no one will ever make you feel the way I did," She slapped him across the face, but he didn't stop. "Go and be happy with your new lover, I hope you enjoyed tearing my heart in half, because there is a piece missing and I know where it is and I don't want it back," he spat "your eyes betray you and your soul or mine you will never deceive. It should be me giving the sentence and not you. This is your sentence."

This is not how she wanted things to go for them. If he was going to leave she wanted to tell him how she felt too.

"As far as my blood in you," he continued "I will ignore it. The next time you are in trouble and your blood boils with fear I will not come to your aid. Don't ever call me to help you. Don't ever come to Fangtasia again, because the moment you do I will kill you," he said and the words hurt him more than he thought they would. He turned around to hide a tear from her.

He started to walk away as he felt his heart being torn to pieces or what was left of it.

Sookie was unable to move or say anything for that matter. No, he couldn't leave she had to speak her mind too. She ran after him and stopped in front of him.

"Now it's my turn to talk," she said ignoring the red tear on his face. "You have always told me you wanted to fuck me and that's it, how the fuck was I suppose to know you wanted something different. I might be a mind reader, but I cannot read yours. Yes, you told me in Jackson you had feelings, but you said you hated having feelings. Every time we talk all you talk about is having sex with me. And if for once you really cared for me you would've noticed I was happy to see you tonight, but not anymore so get the fuck off my property Eric Northman," she yelled and walked towards her house. She was sobbing and full of pain. She will cry tonight until sleep will claim her, but tomorrow Eric will be out of her life.

She didn't make it to the door, a loud roar behind her alerted her that something was about to change. She turned around to see a furious Viking, fangs out and his eyes were glowing with a darkness and pain she had not seen before and for the first time since she met Eric she was scared shitless of him. She tried to run inside her house, but Eric was too fast for her, he tackled her to the ground emitting a horrible sound from his chest, something Sookie had not heard before.

A/N So what do you think? ;)