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The pain , oh goddess , it's beyond anything I have ever felt, even when my chest was ripped open it didn't feel this bad, I open my eyes I had to make sure that my friends were okay.
There's no one attacking, my friends where around me worry spread all over there faces, what's happening to me, am I dying, did I use to much element before I was truly ready, Oh goddess Nyx please help me, I cant die no yet, I start warm golden light surround me and I know my goddess is near.
" stay strong Zoeybird, all will be well a few more minutes now" I heard my goddess whisper inside my head, that gave me extra will power to hold on to life.
"Zoey it's okay, your going through the change, it wont be long I know it hurts, but you will be fine ,I promise" Erik says my head on his lap as he strokes my hair his nearness give me comfort and I hang onto him not willing to let go, he's my foundation that's keeping me grounded in the here and now. I remember not so long ago when I did the same for him I wonder if he felt this way to when I was holding onto him, I was glad he was here for me to do the same it felt right for some reason.
The pain increases, I can feel every part of me, burning then going cold, my full body feels as if its been hit with a truck hot n cold sweats run through me like fire and ice.
At the peak of the burning, the pain starts to ease, I begin to become aware of every sound, smell, and taste moths batting their wings, cars that are streets away, I open my eyes again, wow my sight is a million times better, I look up and see Erik, boy if I thought he was nice looking before, now he was amazingly breath takenly stunning.
I try and stand up, Erik helping me as I go, lending me support.
"thanks" I say to him, a burning sensation runs through my back and I know I have been blessed again by my goddess with another tattoo.
We have to get Zoey to Nyx's temple, he slowly moves me forward towards the campus, my friends right behind me and Stark at my other side. Erik turns to them.
"sorry guys but Z has to do this without you, she's now a full vampire and this is only for her, you will go through it soon too" Erik says, apologetically to them, they understand.
" Z we will head and see if stevie rae need any help, we wont be far" Damien says with a smile jumping up and now, if this is the way he acts when I turn, it's going to be twenty times worse when he does.
"I'll follow to the temple and help with the ritual of anointment" Stark says, I can tell he doesn't want me out of his sight.
We head to Nyx's temple , Eric still guiding me holding me tight Stark heads on to help Dragon get everything set up.
"thanks.. Eric for being there for me, we haven't rally had a chance to talk since I got back" I say, the last time we spoke was when I dumped him for being a jerk, but it seems like he is the old Erik when I look at him he still had that amazing smile that would set any girls heart fluttering.
" yeah, listen Z I'm sorry about everything I put you though on top of what you were dealing with I kinda got a little crazy back then, I don't really know what came over me, I know it wasn't really your fault with Loren, he manipulated you, and I already knew about Heath, I think I was jealous of how close you guys where and I might lose you, but I done that all by myself, I hated the way I treated you and everyone else I'd hate not being part of you life, do you think we could be friend again" I looked into his eyes and I could see that he really did mean what he had said, he was ashamed of him self and what he had done, but I was innocent in it, I betrayed him and perhaps made if into that person because of my actions.
After the anointment ritual and I declared my goddess as Nyx and only Nyx , I had some blood wine with the teachers, Erik and Stark, I had all these notions so powerful running through me, I could see the desire in Starks bright blue eyes and I knew he wanted me just as I wanted him, but I also felt an ache when I looked at Erik, I didn't fully understand it but wanted to know why I was being drawn to him.
I headed to the kitchens for a late night snack and some more of that yummy blood wine. I'd made myself some turkey salad sandwiches and sat down at the counter when I heard the doors leading into the hall open, I inhaled deeply to catch whoever it was by scent, it was Erik, he smelled sweet, yummy, and a touch of minted apples.
"Oh … hey Z I didn't know anyone would be here this late" he seemed surprised to see me, I don't think he was paying much attention when he came in.
"yeah, I never really ate before the change so was a bit peckish" I say around another mouthful of my sandwich.
"is it okay to join you" he asked, I nodded as he began getting things together for himself, five minutes later he began chopping the tomato to add to his own sandwich.
"Ouch… damn it" I smelled the blood before a drip hit the counter, my mouth watered I wanted to taste it, like it, to bite for more blood my fangs came unsheathed digging on my bottom lip.
Erik looked over at me and seen my expression.
"its okay Z, I know how you feel I was there a few months ago, would you like some" he lifted his finger towards me, to my lips they parted of there on will, taking his finger into my mouth lapping at the cut with my tongue, the explosion within my mouth when the blood hit was like nothing I'd experienced , when I tasted blood as a fledgling I thought it was powerful but this, there wasn't words to describe it.
I could hear and feel Erik's heart beat, feel his passion rise within him as I continued to stuck, his other hand tracing over my hair, down my back to rest on the arch of my lower back, pulling me to him he began to kiss my neck nibbling as he went, I gasped realising his finger for a moment before latching on again.
"Zoey, if you want more, my neck is a better angle" his voice husky and rough, I looked up at him as he drew a finger over his neck, droplets of blood glazed down his tanned neck from the fine line he made, I lent forward drawn by the sensational smell of his blood.
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