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Chapter 9 - Spilling the Beans

Songs for Chapter 9: Never Say Never - The Fray, Hold Me - Weezer

Bella's POV

"Mmmm, pancakes," I whispered and someone chuckle.

I didn't realize how hungry I was until the plate of pancakes was in front of me. Esme loved making them for me as much as I loved eating them. I was lost in thought when I heard someone speak.

"Good morning, dear, did you sleep well?" Esme asked.

I turned to Emmett, smiled and spoke from my heart. "Yes, I haven't slept that good in a while."

"Good Morning Bella, when you've finished your breakfast, can we talk about last night?" Carlisle asked as he came in the kitchen.

"Sure," I said, frowning.

FUCK! I don't want to but I guess I have no choice. Stupid Edward and his psycho Barbie. Then there's Victoria . Oh, how I wish I could take them all down!! Or run the fuck away.

I tried to eat slower than normal while I decided how to tell my family what was going on inside my head. I wish I could spare them this but I have to tell. Last night after I was in Emmett's arms I felt at peace. There were no more dreams. I had nothing to worry about. Did I?

I just can't explain why we went meant to go through this shit but I am glad it turned out this way. I love him and he loves me, what else could I want. I walked into the living room and sat down on the couch. Emmett came and sat beside me, pulling my hand from my lap and wrapping his around mine.

"Okay," I said, taking a deep breath. "Since the drama with... him and psycho Barbie...." I was cut off by Alice, Jasper and Emmett's laughter.

"What the hell are you laughing at?" I said, smirking. I knew the psycho Barbie was their weak point. Hell, I had to chuckle to myself. But I was trying to make a point.

"Bella, dear continue, don't pay them any attention," Esme said shooting daggers at her children, who were still fighting laughter.

"So, I have been having this dream... I am in the woods, running, and screaming. Where am I? Who are you? Leave me alone. I don't belong here. Leave me please. Stop this. I want to go home. When I stop I'm inside a meadow, Edward's meadow."

I stopped to look at them. The serious look of concern on their faces was creeping me out. I took a deep breath and continued.

"I can hear the leaves wrestling. I am trying to get away. Every where I turn there is a vampire. All baring their teeth. Ready to attack. As I told them about how the dream unfolds I feel my body start to get nervous. The closer they can the more fear I'm in. I can feel my body shaking and I can't escape. I am going to die. Finally they attack, that's usually when I wake up."

My body had started to shake and I didn't know if I could hold myself together.

"Oh, baby, I am sorry, you know we won't let anything happen to you right?" Emmett said, pulling me into his lap and kissing the top of my head.

"I know, but it was better last night. I could feel you there. They all disappeared after that," I said as the tears started to fall.

"Bella, what's wrong?" Alice asked, in a panic.

"Nothing I... I am... just lucky... to have you... guys in my life. I don't... know what... I'd do if I was... alone," I said, stumbling over my words as my body was shaking with sobs.

Emmett's POV

We walked into the living room behind Bells and sat down on the couch. I tried comforting her by taking her hand from her lap and wrapping it in mine.

"Okay," she said, taking a deep breathe. "Since the drama with... him and psycho Barbie...." She was cut off by Alice's laughter and jasper and I following behind her.

I could tell she was trying to keep herself together... humor was a good way to do that but I wasn't sure if she was being serious or if that's how she actually saw things. Bella nerver see's things rationally. We were here for her, she needed to understand that. We loved her.

"What the hell are you laughing at?" she said, smirking and fighting her own giggles.

"Bella, dear, continue, don't pay them any attention," Esme said, then turned to us.

"Cut it out now, I mean really, you ought to be ashamed," she scolded, and we shut up. I noticed it was only for us to hear, as Carlisle just watched Bella. Then Esme turned her attention back to Bella.

I knew her telling this to all of us was hard but we needed to know. We had to find a way to help her. As she talked her little body started to shake and it was all I could do not to run her away from here. That stupid piece of shit would bever hurt her again. I would kill him if he tried.

"Oh, baby, I'm sorry, you know we won't let anything happen to you right?" I said, pulling her into my lap and kissing the top of her head.

"I know, but it was better last night. I could feel you there. They all disappeared after that," she said, and I could smell her salty tears start to fall.

"Bella, what's wrong?" Alice asked, in a panic.

"Nothing I... I am... just lucky... to have you... guys in my life. I don't... know what... I'd do if I was... alone," she said as her body shook with sobs.

Jasper moved closer to us and placed his hand on her chin, lifting her face to his.

"We are the lucky ones, you bring out the best in all of us. We love you and as Emmett said, we would do anything for you. Don't ever second guess that."

She reached out and hugged him as her tears fell less. He has a calming effect on her like no other. He is truly her brother and she loves him.

"Now whose the over protective one?" I said, smirking and raising my brow.

"Oh stick it. She is my sister, I love her and I'd do anything for her. I want her to know that," Jasper said.

"Thank you, Jasper, I love you too," she whispered, with a small smile on her face.

Alice came over and sat in his lap.

"Oh, Bella, you are such a worry wart. I love you and I will see if anything is going to go wrong. I will not let the psycho Barbie... get... to... you."

Then the laughter started again. Bella pushed off of my lap and put her hands on her hips. It's like watching a kitten try to intimidate a lion.

"What's so funny, Cullen? Huh?" Jasper and I were trying to hold in our laughter.

"Bella, I just... psycho Barbie...."

Alice was so lost in her laughter she didn't even see the look she was getting. Then Bella collapsed on the floor in hysterics of her own. Jasper and I followed her lead, we laughed for what seemed like hours. Bella truly brought out the human in us all.

Jasper's POV

I fought as I heard her tell about her dream. She felt lost and unloved. Will she never learn? Emmett pulled her to his lap and as he talked to her, her feelings of guilt and self loathing were getting stronger. She was slowly killing me. I moved to her and placed my hand under her chin, lifting her face to mine.

"We are the lucky ones, you bring out the best in all of us. We love you and as Emmett said we would do anything for you. Don't ever second guess that."

She reached out and hugged me as her tears started to lessen. I was trying to push enough calm into her to help.

"Now whose the over protective one?" Emmett said, smirking and raising his brows to me.

"Oh stick it. She is my sister, I love her and I'd do anything for her. I want her to know that."

"Thank you Jasper, I love you too," She whispered, with a small smile on her face.

Alice came over and sat in my lap. She was up to something I could feel it then when she started talking to Bella I felt her happiness increase.

"Oh Bella, you are such a worry wart. I love you and I will see if anything is going to go wrong. I will not let the psycho Barbie... get... to... you."

Alice trailed off into a fit of laughter and we all joined in. Bella pushed off of Emmett's lap and put her hands on her hips.

"What's so funny, Cullen? Huh?" Emmett and I were trying to hold in our laughter. She was not throwing off any anger just pure love and amusement.

"Bella, I just... psycho Barbie...."

Alice was so lost in her laughter again as Bella joined in with her, falling to the floor. Emmett and joined our laughing girls. He knelt down next to her on the floor and wiped the tears off of her cheeks.

"I love you," he whispered and gave her a chaste kiss on the lips.

The feeling they had for each other were washing over me and I was extremely happy for them. Alice said they'd get through this together, no I was beginning to see what she meant.

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