Hey Ther! It's Been A While!! Hahaha Oops….But Anyway I thought I Would Make It Up To Everyone With A Lemon Tree? This Is My First Lemon So Be Kind While Reading! Lol Aw And Everything Is Typed All Weird I Know. I Started Doing And It Was To Late To Go Back And Fix it All . Cuz I'm Lazy, That's Also Why Chapters Come Out So Slow. Buttt I Got Tons Of Free Time Now So I Kinda Wanna Work On My Fics With That Time…. Hope That's Cool With You Guys ;P

Warnings:Lemon, Pride Beating, And Shit;;

"Don't enjoy my touch, every caress hides a chokehold"-Lamb Of God

I Am What Should Not Be And He Is My Keeper. He Always Comes Back For Me Here In This Room That I Have Never Left. I May Look Out the Window In To The Bearn Land That Is Cracked And Old, No Grass Or Plants May Grow For The Void Of Sun And Nutrients. A Dead City Is All I May See From My Window Perch. Hidden From The Sun's View By The Earth Itself. A Dead Ungrounded City, That Until Just 5 Days Ago I Believed Envy And I Shared Alone. Not Surprising That, With My Very Limited Knowledge Of My Surroundings. This Room And My Window Were All I Knew.

Instead Of Keeping My Watch On My Window, I Watched The Door When Envy Was Not With Me; That Lady Had Taken Him Some Where. I Believe To Harm Him, Envy Seemed Almost Scared To Stand Up To Her. Envy Isn't Scared Of Anything. He's Envy. I Knew He Would Be Fine No Matter What, Even Some Of His Teasing Pulled Punches Break Bones;;; It Was Simply A Matter Of When He Would Return. I Sighed And Took Up A Book I Had Been Leafing Through Before That Lady Had Shown Up, Might As Well Keep My Mind Busy While I Wait.

+++For Your Malice+++

I Was Near Finished The 12th Book I Was Reading When The Door To Our Room Finally Opened To Give Way To A Near Lifeless Envy. I Dropped The Book And Ran To His Side As He Threw The Door Close With A Jerk Of His Arm, It Slammed With A Loud Bang In The Deadly Silent's Of The Manor. As Soon As I Was Close Enough To Touch Him I Was Thrown Back Into The Bookcase That Lined The Opposite Wall. My Head Swam and White Hot Pain Flared From The Back Of My Head. For A Brief Second My Vision Turned Black And I Knew He Had Killed Me With That One Shove.

I Opened My Eyes As Soon As I Was Able, The Room Appeared Black Around The Edges For A Few Seconds Before My Body Was Fully "Alive" Again. Envy Had Managed To Make His Way To The Bed And Was Just Staring Blankly At The Floor. He Was Bleeding Still, From Many Different Places On His Whole Body. It Looked As Though Someone Had Whipped Him So Hard That They Broke Skin With Each And Every Blow. I Frowned A Bit When I Saw Envy Lift His Right Hand To His Left Shoulder And Grab A hold Of Something. Just What Had She Done To Him I Wonder? I Heard Him Breath Out Heavily And Saw Him Pull A Very Long Piece Of Metal From His Shoulder Then He Held It Up To The Oil Flame Lighting The Our Room And With A Bitter Laugh Said," Metal Shards Like The Ones FullMetals Automail Was Made Of."

I Cocked My Head To The Side As If To Ask, "Who's That?" But He Never Looked At Me. In Fact He Had Yet To Since Getting Back. I Stood Then And Took A Step In The Direction Of The Bed When Suddenly He Attacked. With His Hands Around My Throat He Tackled Me Down Onto My Back And Was Straddling Me While He Choked Out My Life. I Had Thought About Fighting Back In Fact At First I Had Fought Back, However I Proved To Be No Match For Envy Or At Least I Wasn't Yet. Then Again I Wouldn't Be Either If He Managed To Kill Me For Good Here. The Only Real Thoughts I Had Then Were About Envy, Why Are You Doing This? I Don't Understand!

Envy Was Grinning Madly, Like He Was Getting Everything He Ever Wanted Right Then. I Wasn't Sure Why I Thought That But I Just Had A Feeling He Really Wanted Me Dead. Envy Always Got What He Wanted. I Reached Up Ran My Fingers Over The Side Of His Neck, My Vision Growing Black Even Then, My Lungs Burning Intensely. His Malice Grin Vanished Then, His Eyes Going Wide in Shock at My Simple Caressing Touch. He Frowned But I Felt His Hands Loosen A Bit Around My Neck, I Took A Deep Breath. The Whole Time I Never Broke Eye Contact With Envy, Nor Did He Look Away Till He Released His Grip On My Throat. He Then Stood And Went Back To Sit On The Bed, Staring Blankly At The Floor. I Sat up but Stayed on the Floor Where He Had Me Pined Only 5 Minutes earlier.

It Was Atleast 20 Minutes More Before Envy Even Moved And When He Did It Was To Blow Out The Only Light In The Whole Room. I Heard The Bed Protest A Little Under His Weight As He Moved On It. I Jumped A Little When I Heard His Voice Finally Call Out, "Pride, Get Over Here". I Moved To Comply With The Order As Soon As It Left His Lips. I Had Noticed That His Voice Had Cracked A Bit And Was Very Harsh Like He Would Lose It If He Used It Much More. I Wondered If That Was From Screaming…

I Gingerly Climbed On The Bed While My Eyes Had Adjusted Somewhat There Was Only One Real Window In The Room; My Window. The Other had Been Long Blocked Off By The Four Post Bed, It's Thick, Heavy Crimsons Shade Was Drawn On The Windows Side Letting In No Light. Now That I Thought About It There Was Some Light During Most Of The Days All Day The Whole Time I'd Been Here. Where Did It Come From if We Were Underground?

I Had Little Time To Consider This As I Pulled Then Pulled Roughly Farer On The Bed By Envy. To My Surprise He Was Sitting Up Againist The Wall That Lined The Other Side Of The Bed. He Pulled Me To Sit Next To Him A Few Inches From The Wall. He Let Go Right Away And Was Busying Himself With Something In His Lap. I Needn't Worry On What He Was Doing As Seconds Later He Grabbed My Right Hand And Dropped Some Of The Red Gems In My Hand. I Wasn't Sure What They Were But They Made Me Feel A lot More…I'm Not Sure…Powerful? Energized? Better? We'll Go With That. They Made Me Feel Better. I Ate Them Easily And Without Any Hesitation. I Could Hear Envy Eating As Well.

When There Was Silent's In The Room Again Envy Moved. He Pushed Me Onto My Back On The Bed And Towered Over Me. He Was Staring Down Into My Eyes And I Just Blinked Back At Him. I Kept My face As Blank As I Could. I Was Somewhat Scared Of Envy. He Had Given Me Atleast One Or Two Good Beatings That Were Reason Enough To Be Scared Of Him. Not That I Would Ever Admit To Him That He Intimidated Me.

He Leaned In Close Then And Whispered," Tonight Pride-Chan Your Mine Fully And Completely. " With That Statement Alone I Realized Envy Himself Had No Idea Just How Much I Needed Him. He Was My Everything Pretty Much. I Didn't Have Anything Or One Else. I Was Alone And A Sin Upon This Earth With Only Another Sin And A Window As Company. Envy Roughly Grabbed The Back Of My Head By The Hair, Pulling My Head Back To Kiss My Mouth Hard. At First I Did Nothing But Stare At Him, His Eyes Were Closed. I Felt His Lips Moved On Mine And Suddenly My Body Had Life Of It's Own. Molding Itself To His Side And Leaning Into The Kiss While Kissing Back Just As Hard As Him. He Growled At Me And Parted His Lips To Release A Set A Pearl White Teeth That Quickly Sunk Into My Bottom Lip Hard.

Envy Sucked my Bottom Lip Into His Mouth And Petted It With His Tongue, Almost As To Make Up For The Pain He Had Just In Flicked. Then His Tongue Forced It'd Way Into My Mouth, Exploring Everything In It's Wake. I Moaned Into The Kiss. I Wasn't So Prideful As To Not Be Able To Admit When Something Feels Good, And Not So Much As Not Give Into Envy, If I Hadn't Given Him Want He Wanted He Would Only Take It. He Rubbed His Body Against Mine And Slid His Left Leg Between Both Of Mine Pressing Into My Groin. I Moaned A Bit More As Envy Continued To Dominate My Mouth. The Outfit Envy Had Me Wear Was Comfortable But Barely There So I felt Everything He Did To My Body. A Black Top Reaching From My Neck To Just Pass My Pectoral Muscles Gave Envy Perfect Access To My Nipples Which He Used Then, Going Up And Under My Shirt To Pinch My Right Nipples As His Left Hand Was Still In My Hair. I Groaned And Pressed My Hips Up Into Him. He Released My Mouth But Only To Attack My Neck With Hot Licks And Little Nips. I Saw A Brief Flash Of White Light, Seconds Later I Heard The Sound Of My Shirt Being Torn And The Feel Of The Back Of His Blade On My Skin.

He Moved Down My Neck To My Chest With His Hot Licks And Nips, Stopping Only To Lavish My Nipples With His Hot, Teasing Mouth. My Hands Were Free At This Point So I Used Them To Touch Envy Everywhere I Could. I Ran My Hands Over His Back And Neck Feeling The Tight Muscles Under The Pale, Soft Skin. I Saw The Bright Light Again And Suddenly Envy Was Nude On Top Of Me, His Blade Gone. He Was Touching Me Everywhere Now And Had Started Kissing And Nipping A Path Down My Stomach. I Run My Fingers Threw His Hair And Enjoyed The Soft Texture. His Hands Found There Way To The Waist Of My Pants And Slid A Finger On Each Hand Just Under The Waist Line Of Them. Envy Leaned Back Up Started Kissing Me, It Was A Rough, Hungry Kiss. His Hands Started Working My Pants Off A Bit Before He Pulled Back Altogether And Took My Pants With Him, They Came Off With One Clean, Swift Movement On His Part. I Swallowed Hard And Took A Deep Breath. I Really Wasn't Sure What Envy Was Indenting But I had A Feeling It Was Going To Hurt For Me No Matter What. Envy Leaned Back Down And Kissed Me Again While His Hands Continued On A Journey Of There Own On My Body. Envy Pressed His Body Against Mine And We Started A Slow Grind That Seemed To Come Naturally. Soon We We're Both Hard And One Of His Hands Had Found Its Way To My Groin Area Where It Was Now Very Pleasantly Rubbing My Dick, I Moaned Into Envy's Mouth. My Right Hand Seem To Have A Life Of It's Own As it Slid its Way Down Envy's Back To Grab A Nice Handful Of His Ass. At This He Seemed To Grind Hard Into Me, Like That Had Been Encouragement. He Broke Our Kiss And Started Kissing And Licking My Neck.

One Of Envy's Hands Moved Up To my Mouth Where He Softly Caressed My Lips Before Sliding Two In, He Whispered In my Ear," Suck Them." I Did As Told And When I Was Done He Moved The Fingers Down My Body And Between My Legs And Pass My Penis To The Tiny Little Hole Hidden Slightly By My Balls. He Kissed Me As He Started Circling The Hole With The Fingers. He Pressed Forward One Finger And When It Didn't Push Right In He Whispered To me Again, "Pride, Relax And This Will Be A lot Easier For Both Of Us." Again I Did As He Said And Relaxed My Body. When He Pressed Forward This Time His Finger Went Into Me Smoothly. It Felt Weird, Not Painful Or Anything. He Started To Move The Finger In And Out. Envy Was Kissing And Licking The Side Of My Neck And I Was Running My Fingers Threw His Hair As I Stared At The Ceiling Trying To Figure Out What I Should Be Feeling At This Moment. I Was Still Turned On By What Envy Was Doing To Me As He Was Still Kissing My Body And Grinding His Body Against Me But At The Same Time It Was Very odd Having His Finger In Me. Before I Could Contemplate Anymore Envy Had Stopped Kissing Me And Was Now Looking Down At Me While Still Fingering My Ass, He Spoke, " You Look As Though Your Not Enjoying Yourself, Well Then I Guess We'll Have To Speed Things Up A Bit."

With That Said Envy Added A Second Finger Which Hurt Alittle. I Grimaced And He Leaned In And Kiss My Mouth. He Bit My Bottom Lip, Then forced my Mouth Open And Raided It with His Tongue. I Moaned Into the Kiss And Pressed My Body Down Into His Fingers, The Pain Was Gone And They Were Starting To Feel Kinda Good. We Continued Like This For Awhile Before He Added A Third Finger, This Hurt More But The Pain Faded And Gave Way To Pleasure. I Was Bucking Down Into His Fingers And Our Kiss Had Turned Very Sloppy And Wet. Envy Moved His Free Hand Down My Body, Touching All The Way To My Cock. His Hand Wrapped Around Me And Started Pumping With The Speed Of His Fingers. I Groaned And Racked My Nails Down His Back. He Broke Our Kiss And Withdrew His Fingers And Hand From My Body, I Whimpered At The Lost. Envy Sat To The Side Of Me And Pulled My Head Into His Lap, His Hard Dick Pressed To My Lips I Was Given An Order, "Suck."

I Obeyed And Wrapped My Left Hand Around The Base of His Cock, I Licked The Very Top To See What It Would Taste Like. It Wasn't That Bad Actually, Slightly Bitter. Then I Swallowed Him Hole. I Heard Envy Gasp Then Started To Rub My Tongue Along The Under Side Of His Dick Which Was Just Long Enough To Go Alittle Ways Down my Throat. I Started A Light Bob Of My Head But Kept Most Of Him In My Mouth, Continuously Rubbing My Tongue Against The Vein On The Underside. Envy's Threaded His Fingers Threw My Hair And Pulled Some Before Pushing My Face Even Deeper In His Crotch. He Set A Fast Pace With His Hands In My Hair, I Moaned Around Him And He Groaned At The Sensation. With A Growl Envy Pulled Me Off Him And Threw Onto My Back, Moving To Cover My Body As I Was Still Falling Back. Envy Towered Over Me With One Hand Supporting Him On Either Side Of My Head, The Rest Of Him Lying Between My Legs. I Looked Up At Him And He Had His Usual Smirk On. He Chuckled Lightly Before Claiming My Mouth In A Heated, Wet Kiss. He Moved To Rest On His Elbows Just Under My Arms While We Were Kissing. I Pulled Him Even Closer By The Back Of The Neck, Kissing Back Intensely. Envy Moved My Leg Up So They Were Bent At The Knee And Grabbed A Pillow, Placing It Under My Hips. We Continued Kissing Even As I Felt Him Rub His Member Against My Entrance, Pushing Forward Slightly. I Felt Him Swift And Suddenly Was In An Intense Amount Of Pain, He Was All The Way In With One Smooth Movement. He Did Not Move For A Few Seconds, Our Kiss Having Ended just After He Entered Me. I Felt My Body Adjust And Fixing Itself So It Hurt Less And Less Within Seconds. Envy Started Moving And Shifted A Bit To His First Thrust In Hit Something In Me That Made Me See Stars And Feel No Pain All Pleasure. Envy Started Kissing Me As Our Hands Wander Each Others Bodies.

Soon Envy's Hand Found My Cock And Began To Pump To The Time Of His Thrusts. I Broke Away From Our Kiss to Groan Loudly. I Felt Heat Coiling In The Pit Of My Stomach And Began To Force My Self Harder Down On Envy. With A Moan From Envy He Shifted Us So He Was On His Back Pumping Up Into Me As I Rode Him. I Rode Envy Hard And Fast, Feeling Like I Was About To Explode. Envy's Hand Took Up It's Place On My Cock Once Again And With A Loud Scream My World Exploded Around Me In A Shocking All Consuming Pleasure Of Which I'd Never Known. I Hadn't Realized I Had Closed My Eyes Until I Heard Envy Groan And Felt Him Pumping Rapidly Into Me. I Felt Him Pulse Inside Me As He Came. I Leaned Down And Kissed Him Softly On The Lips. My Own Thank You If You Will.

I Got Off Envy And The Bed, Grabbing What Was Left Of My Shirt I Cleaned Up Envy Then Myself. I Crawled Back Onto The Bed And Under The Covers Envy Was All Ready Under, Moving Close To Him But Not Touching. He Sighed And Threw His Arm Around Me Pulling Me To His Side So My Head Was Just Under His Head On His Shoulder. I Wrapped My Left Arm Around His Waist And Leaned Up On One Elbow. I Kissed Him Lightly On The Lips And Whispered, "Good Night Envy." I Moved To Lay Down Again As He Grunted His Reply. When I Was Comfortable And Stopped Shifting He Softly Kissed The Top Of My Head And Whispered, " Good Night Pride."

I'm Not Certain On What Exactly Transpired Tonight But I Am Certain Of One Thing, I Belong To Envy.

++++Take Me Under Your Black Wings+++++

So I Wrote This Song To A LOT Of Lamb of God If You Could Tell….^-^;;; Hahaha Makes For A Darker Fic??? Maybe….. Anyway Yea Till Next Time! And 420 Is In Like A Day For Me So Happy 420!!!!