2 word: I'm Sorry.
I know I haven't updated in forever.
I'm in school and taking classes, which make me, write an essay every week plus work for other classes.
And my Laptop is wack. I'm saving up for a Mac Pro.
THANKS TO GRIM REAPER
Without you I wouldn't have updated.
So everyone thank her or him but I'm pretty sure it's a girl but if you're not sorry.
So I'm going to try to finish this story FAST.
I know how I'm going to end it I just need to fill out all the little details like why is Edward eyes have red, why are the Cullen's dark, why did Emmett lick the car window, Why do all the Cullen's hold Bella hand and all the other stuff I can't remember. Which reminds me to tell me what I'm missing. I can't remember all the little details in the story.
Which reminds me AGAIN I was re-reading this story and I have horrible writing. I DO! I mean I spelled Swan wrong. Who does that? Really? So I was thinking should I fix the other chapters first or just keep going? Or finish the whole story then fix it.
Anyways I need to buy the new moon dvd and finish my essays for class.
Have a happy reading.
ALICE POV
Sad. That's all I felt. That's all we all felt.
4 days after Bella left Jasper couldn't hold it anymore. Jasper did all he could to hold Edward's emotion at bay but he couldn't do it anymore. Edward depression took over the family. Everyone felt was how sad Edward was. The whole town probably knows how Edward feels. He wouldn't talk, he wouldn't do anything, he was frozen, and he was dead. After two weeks we all stop going to school. Edward would sneak into Bella room every day and just stay there. Charlie worked and Edward was sneaky so that was Edwards new home for a whole year. All of us would drag Edward out of Bella's house one a weeks so he could go hunting then he'll go back in Bella room on Bella bed and stare at Bella pictures. Once a month Esme would join Edward and cry out her feeling. I would go with Emmett and join Edward in Bella room only to play hangman or surf the Internet. Anything to spend time with Edward. Even thought he didn't do anything except stare at Bella pictures.
A whole year pass slowly. He would be in Bella room, on New Years, on Valentines Day, Fourth of July, on Veterans Day, every minute of every day. On Bella nineteen birthdays Edward wanted to send Bella another letter. The first letter Edward wrote come back home and she never did. Emmett never mailed the second letter. Everyone voted on it and Edward probably knows we never sent it. Edward cried the day of Bella birthday…. well try to cry. He didn't stop sobbing. He literally cried for 24 hours. Jasper couldn't stand it anymore. Jasper was cracking under pressure. Jasper couldn't be around Edward without killing himself.
"So much sadness, Alice. So much darkness, I can't do anymore" jasper told me a week later after Bella nineteen birthday.
"What do you need baby." I told him.
We were in the forest. Jasper was curled up in the ground and I was next to him rubbing his back. We were far away from the house so I had no idea how jasper could get Edward emotion. Then I heard Edward running toward us, I felt that I needed to cry so I did. Jasper was sobbing by now. I dropped to my knees and hugged jasper.
"Don't leave me jasper" I wailed.
"Don't leave me Alice" He responded.
"I'm sorry" I heard Edward say from far away. "But I need to talk to you Alice"
"Sure" I said and looked at Edward. Wiping tears that never came.
"I need to know how she is" Edward said folding his arms around himself. I could tell he was trying not to break down and cry. I heard Jasper sob some more and I hold him closer.
I don't know if I should show Edward Bella's future. I only checked on Bella four times through out the whole year.
Once on Christmas, on St. Patrick's Day, Bella first job interview and Bella second day in college.
In all of them she was happy, she grew her hair, she wore make up, she was taller, she stop being clumsy, she was hot. She still bit her lip and hates talking in front of people she still had the same brown eyes and her hair has more red in it. She still blushed when she was embarrassed but I never told any one that I saw Bella future.
"Alice please" Edward said.
"What do you want to know" I ask, "Bella future in five minutes or in a year?"
"Five" Edward whisper.
And so I did.
Bella was on top of a couch jumping with five girls around her.
She was wearing a toga. She was in a sorority party.
There was red cups everywhere and paint thrown everywhere that her toga was in different bright colors. A highlighter party.
Bella was holding red cup and she accidentally spilled it and some one gave her another one and she drank from it.
Bella hair was down as always and in natural curls and she also had makeup on. She was happy. She's living a normal nineteen-year-old girl life.
I stopped the vision.
I focus my eyes on Edward and he fell on his knees.
"I can't do it anymore Alice. I have to go to Italy"
Aro I thought.
"Yes" he responded and started to sob.
"Carlisle" I yelled and ran toward Edward and hugged him.
The whole family came and had sad faces on.
Aro I mouth to Carlisle and he nodded.
Emmett carried Edward toward the house and I stayed behind with my mate.
Four days later I was at the house watching TV with rose when Edward came down from his room.
"Hey" Rose said and looked up from her magazine.
"Hi" he responded in a monotone voice and went to the kitchen.
Carlisle thought it was a good idea to keep bottle of blood around the house. We just had to warm it up in the stove or microwave.
Jasper was never at the house the same time Edward was in. Esme convince Edward to stay at least once week in the house instead of staying in Bella room, Edward agreed.
Edward came back and sat in the couch next to Rosalie and across from me. Edward would just stare at the same spot he and Bella were standing in Bella birthday when I took the picture.
He always stares at the same spot at the same time every week for a year.
Not once more did Edward ask me to look into Bella Future again. He only spoke little words; never complete sentences.
Bella broke Edward. Another year pass, everything stayed the same. Everyone was depress because of Bella Swan.
Bella twentieth birthday was five days away and he couldn't come out of Bella room. He wouldn't come out. He spent the Bella Birthday in her room. He spent until he went crazy. The day I thought it would never happen and it did.
"Bella twenty and a half" Edward said while staring at the spot he always stares at.
Everyone was in the room except for my mate.
"Yes it is" Carlisle responded and moved the chess piece. He was playing against Rose.
That's when I got the vision. Edward was in an alley drinking from a human.
"Edward NO!" I yelled and stood up.
Edward was much quicker than I was and I didn't see it coming.
He hit me. I flew across the room and Esme was there to catch me.
"Stop him" I yelled and looked around the room and Edward was gone.
"Look for him he's going to attack a human" I yelled and we all ran to our separate cars.
I rode with Rose and Emmett and I tried to concentrate in Edward future.
At first I saw him begging Aro to kill him, then I saw him having sex with a brunette type of girl.
Then I saw him sucking someone dry in a house, then I saw him biting into someone wrist in an alley.
"Alice where?" Emmett ask as he drove out of Forks.
"I don't know" I said, "He keeps changing his mind." Then I saw it. He was back at the house. There was Bella standing at the same spot I took the picture from her eighteen birthday.
"Back home" I said and Emmett sped off.
Carlisle and Esme weren't back yet so Rose Emmett and I hurried inside. When we entered we heard a heartbeat and a fast one. She was scared.
I heard Carlisle car pull in and we all walked in the living room.
There was Bella standing in the same dress she wore on her birthday and standing in the same spot. Her back was facing us.
"Bella?" Esme said and walked fast toward her.
"Don't touch her," Edward said coming down the stairs. " I want this moment to last forever, right love?"
We all looked at Edward and back to Bella when we heard her sob.
"Oh my god" I head Carlisle said.
Bella turned around and it wasn't her. We all gasped. Why would Edward to this?
This girl was someone else. She had her hands in front of her roped together and a gag in her mouth. This girl wasn't Bella and it looked like her but only from the back.
That's when I notice she was shorter than Bella and this girl had heels on, she smelled different too. Why didn't I notice this sooner? Edward came down stairs and got on his knees in front of this girl.
"I Edward would love you forever, do you still want to be a vampire love? I could do it right now just say the words." The girl would sob harder and we'll all looked at Carlisle.
"Edward" Carlisle said getting closer to Edward and this girl, " Lets her go"
"Why? She doesn't want to leave. She said Florida sucks and wants to be with me. Right love?" he said and got one of the girl strands of hair and played with it.
"She doesn't deserve you" Carlisle said as we all walked close to Edward.
"Your right she doesn't" he said and looked down at the girl.
Edward did something I thought he would have ever done. He killed her. He moved her hair on one side and bit her. He sucked her dry.
Emmett, Rose and Carlisle tried to pull him off but it was impossible. Esme started to sob when she saw him attack the girl.
I was frozen; I couldn't believe Bella Swan destroyed my family. I can't believe Edward drinking human blood.
She made him do this.
Carlisle and Rose pulled Edward off the girl and Emmett carried the girl to Carlisle office. We all knew the girl was dead. The house was quiet there was no heartbeat left in her. Rose sat Edward down on the couch as Esme ran to Emmett and hugged him and cried.
"Edward" I whispered "Why?"
In the background I heard Rose dial in a number, probably Jaspers.
"She wants to be a vampire" He responded and licked him lips. "Why did I ever stop drinking from a humans Carlisle?" he question.
"Because its bad" Carlisle responded and sat in font of Edward.
"What are we going to do?" Rose asks and gave Edward a dirty look.
"What happen?" my mate ask when he walked in the room.
That's when I saw the vision.
Edward was attacking another human.
"You should try it Alice" Edward said holding his hands behind his head.
"What happen?" Carlisle asks.
"He's going to do it again" I said sitting down next to Edward.
"Your eyes" I told Edward. "She likes them golden" I whispered.
"She's not coming back" he responded shutting his eyes and clenching his fist.
"Yes she is Edward" Esme said from across the room.
"If she doesn't we'll make her" Rose added.
"How?" Edward asks.
"Does it matter? As long as she's back with you right?" Jasper said sitting on the other side of me.
Two months pass after Edward killed the girl he drank from a human again and he went back to his old ways.
Once again he spent all his time in Bella's room not talking again. Japer said he didn't feel so much depressed anymore. He doesn't want to kill himself. I ask Jasper what Edward felt and he said his emotions feels like nothing. Bella was now twenty-one. Edward would whisper to himself daily "She's coming back I can feel it". I'm surprise he didn't go to Italy and kill himself already. I guess he had hope she really was going to come back. I can't image what would happen she died.
Then he did it again, this time it was the hospital blood. He drank human blood again. He knew that I saw it and he knew Carlisle knew that he stole it. That's when Rose got mad.
She smelled human blood on him. And it was good. She went crazy and Emmett joined her. Three times they went to the hospital and steal a syringe full of blood. It was some sort of drug to them.
That's when I confronted them.
I yelled at Edward and all he responded was "Bella made me do it".
Esme got mad and decided to go to Canada for a hunting trip
That's when it went down hill.
In the car half way to Canada I had the vision.
Bella was holding hands with a guy and going into a restaurant.
Bella and a guy riding bikes.
Bella and a guy kissing.
Bella running away from him on a beach while a dog chase her.
She found someone.
I stop the vision and heard a growl.
Edward broke the car in half.
He saw the vision.
He punched the roof and kicked the floor.
Tires flew and we ran. We smelled gas before it was out of the tank. The car exploded and we ran.
Emmett, Jasper and Carlisle tried to hold Edward back so he wouldn't jump in the fire. We cleaned up the mess to no one knew who was driving the car or who owned it.
When we got to save grounds I explain to Esme and Rose what I saw and they said nothing.
Rose whispered to me quietly "This was bound to happen Alice. She's going to get married and buy a house, have children and be human."
A part of me thought Rose was jealous, and she knew she was. She was the type of girl that hated to be beaten at a game. And Bella was beating her, Bella was fulfilling Roses' dream.
We hide in the forest for two weeks. Walking a little closer everyday to Forks, never running. Edward had to clear his head. All of us would be near him just in case he went suicidal. Every time one of my a vision will start Jasper would carry me away as fast as he could away from Edward just in case they were vision of Bella. I never did get another vision of her and I never tried.
Some how when we arrived home Edward had bottles full of human blood and started to drink little by little. His eyes started to get red and he had no life in his eyes, there weren't as before when they looked at Bella.
Right away he thought he was smart and booked a ticket to Italy with out me knowing, but I cancelled it. All of us were in Edwards's shadow. Everyone kept an eye out on him.
Then back he went to Bella room and sat there.
A two of months before Bella turned twenty-two I had a vision.
"Bella would you marry me?"
Bella was going to get married.
"She has to come back" I said out loud. Emmett and Carlisle were checking on Edward and Rose was doing my hair and Esme was doing Roses. Jasper was watching Television in the same room.
"Someone happy" my mate said making me giggle.
"Who's coming back? SHE'S coming back?" Esme said practically yelling she.
"I have to plan" I said getting up
"Whoa what's going on" Rose said.
"I can see it now" I said and grabbed a notebook from a table.
I started to draw everything I can image with Bella in it.
Bella attacking a bear, a tiger, a deer, arm wrestling with Emmett. Bella in a wedding dress. Some with Rose, Bella and me hugging. And a real graphic one of Bella attacking a tiger. But most of all her with us as a family.
I drew at least fifty sketches of her and all of them Bella as a vampire.
"Are you sure" Rose said looking at each drawing and passing them to Esme so she can see them then to Jasper.
"Positive she's going to get married!" I said clapping my hands. I love weddings.
"Married?" Rose said almost dropping all the sketches.
"Yeah and don't ruin those. I'm…. no we're going to convince her to be with us…mhh Edward. Well not convince but push her really hard toward Edward way".
"What? She's over Edward?" Jasper said.
"If she's getting married she is. I'm guessing she had sex with him already and living with him"
"Give us a plan Alice" Esme said sitting on the couch.
"Get everyone here. I got to catch up with Bella life for the last 3 years." I said and started to see Bella future.
I got everything I could in thirty minutes like how she un-clumsy she got. Who was the guy and his name is Mark Kennedy. He seems like a nice guy. The only problem was brain cancer or amnesia runs in his family. Poor guy. Thanks god we don't get sick.
I heard Carlisle car coming down the path and I was practically shaking with excitement.
"How are we going to get her back?" Rose ask.
I looked over her and raised an eyebrow. "What?" Rose asked again.
"Why do you want her in the family Rose? I thought you hate her?" I said.
"I hate that she's going to have a perfect life and I want to ruin it for her."
"By turning her into a vampire and her marring your brother?" I said and rolled my eyes.
"I miss her too." Rose said "and I can't wait to fight her when she's a vampire! bitch wont know what hit her."
"Your crazy" I said and looked over toward the door.
"And you know it." She said and grabbed my hand and laced our fingers.
"Sooner or later Edward and her are going to be together" I squealed while jumping up and down from the couch.
I started to get a vision of Bella again and she was in front of Edward CD collection, she had a ring with the Cullen crest on it. The same vision I had the day Bella decided to leave to Florida.
"Wait is there a reason why she left in the first place?" jasper asked.
"Yes and it'll be easier to use it against her" I said with a smirk.
More reviews please
and I'll update faster.
So I want to write another story BUT its better.
Have any of you guys read about Edward being a hippy or a stoner or a burn out?
What is Bella was a burn out? a weed smoker a hippy vegan person?
Always wearing moccasins and never brushing her hair (but the good kind I don't her to look like that fugly girl ke$ha ((OH don't get me started with that girl.)) ). any who what if Bella was this artsy-weed smoker-peace making-not a care in the world- girl?She never got responsibility when she was with her mom instead she became like her mom, spiritual. What do you think? I sorta like it. No vamps too.