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~Bonnie~

"Bonnie Wake up!" I heard

I bolted up in bed. Tears were streaming down my face and Matt was sitting on the bed beside me. He looked scared but I could see that he was trying to hide it. I was shaking and couldn't stop. Then Matt put his hand on my shoulder making me jump.

"It was just a nightmare." He said reassuringly

I didn't say anything being I was still trying to catch my breath.

"Wait what are you doing in here?" I asked

"We heard you screaming." Came a voice from the hallway

I looked up to see Stefan standing in the doorway.

"Sorry." I mumbled

"You alright?" he asked

I rolled my eyes and fell back onto the bed.

"Just go back to sleep." I huffed then rolled over

I rolled over so he didn't see me crying. I couldn't stop it as much as it tried. Stefan left quietly whereas Matt walked out of the room not far behind. For about an hour I laid there awake trying to go back to sleep with no luck. I sighed and sat up leaning against the headboard. I couldn't see much of anything in the room besides whatever the moon lit up. I got up and walked out onto the balcony and let the moon wash over me. As it did it felt like it was protecting me from the darkness out in the night as well as in my heart. Looking down at the backyard below I could see a doe nibbling around in the grass. Then it looked up at me with its black beady eyes. But its eyes were gentle and sweet as if they were speaking to me. After a few minutes it turned and ran back into the woods.

I turned and walked along the balcony some more. It ran alongside the other bedrooms. The night was so silent that even the wind didn't speak. As I walked past Tyler's room I heard a noise but I couldn't be sure. When I looked through the window pane of the door. I noticed it was him. He was barking in his sleep.

"That's…awkward." I muttered

"Turning nocturnal are we?"

I looked up to see Damon leaning against the doorway ahead of me. My breath had escaped me. He was shirtless and the moon shown on his pale skin. He looked worried but I was unsure being I had never seen that look before. The way he looked at me though wasn't like he was looking through me but like he was taking me in. I could feel his stare touch me.

"Don't see why you would care." I retorted

"You're right you don't see." He said

I could feel the butterflies return in my stomach as he said those words. Then he started making his way toward me but as I went to take a step back, he was faster and was now only inches no centimeters from me. I could feel his cool breath on me and the one thing going through my mind is how much I wanted his lips on mine. It wasn't right but as cold as Damon is I wanted the warmth he held within.

"You don't see how much it kills me to see him with you. To see him touch you. To see him kiss you and wish it were me." He said

I didn't know what to say.

"But you're the one who avoided me. You're the one who wants Elena. The one who..." I trailed off

I couldn't think of anything else at the moment. I turned to head back to my room but he was quicker and blocked my path.

"Damon…" I started

He took a step closer towards me enclosing the space between the both of us. It felt like magnetism between us. I just put my hand to his chest and pushed away. But in one swift movement he moved my hand pulling me against him and leaned down and kissed me. I couldn't explain how it felt. He wasn't rough or rude about it. It just happened and it wasn't stopping. I prayed it wouldn't. I could feel all the tension between us releasing and building at the same time. It was nearly unbearable.

I could feel his hand wrap around my waist holding me even closer than I was before. Threading my fingers through his hair as he did so. I could feel his tongue seeking entrance to my mouth and obliged. There was no fighting, no dominance, just the sweet touch we each craved. I didn't notice that we were now in his room until I felt a wall behind me. His lips trailed down my neck and for a split second I opened my eyes. I tried to push him away even though I didn't want to.

"Damon I can't do this." I said

He looked at me his eyes piercing me.

"Can't or won't?"

I couldn't find the words to say anything. I just closed my eyes as I felt a tear slide down my cheek. As I felt him wipe it away I leaned into his touch.

"Maybe you should go." He said

He turned and started to walk off toward the other side of the room. It was one of those moments that I knew I would look back at and regret for the rest of my life if I didn't salvage it.

"Damon."

As he turned back toward me, I rushed forward and grabbed him around the neck bringing his lips down to mine. Damon had one hand on my lower back up underneath my tank top and the other in my hair tugging at it lightly. I could feel his hand move farther up my back with the lightest touch then pulling it up over my head his lips coming back on mine not a second after they parted. He tossed it to the floor.

He then lifted me up off of the floor and laid me back on the bed. An ache kept building up within me as his hands slid up my thighs and he slid in between them. His kissed a trail down my jaw line to my neck down between my breasts and down my stomach.

"Don't want to miss a thing." I heard him whisper

As my other clothing hit the floor I felt his bare body against mine. I bit my lip as I stared at him. This wasn't a dream it was actually happening and yet I still couldn't bring myself to completely believe it. As the tension kept building my breathing had started coming harder and he hadn't even entered inside me yet. But just the way his hands were wandering over my skin was making me go insane. Then I felt him move inside making me gasp. He moaned as I brought my hips up to meet his. With each smooth set motion I could feel myself coming closer and closer to an abyss. Raking my nails across his back his backed arched into me as a moan escaped the lips he was kissing me with. As my hands felt their way down the front of his muscled body I could feel one of his hands at my hips while the other was on my thigh as my leg rose higher to meet the tender touch. As breathing became heavier the movement sped up. I could feel my toes curl from the bliss.

"Let go." I heard in my ear

My eyes fluttered close as his hand took mine and pinned it to the bed, his fingers intertwining with mine. Feeling the sweet release as he did, his body laid on top of mine unmoving. I fell asleep not long after and for the first time in a while it was dreamless. No nightmare and no dreams, it was just black and peaceful.

When I woke up Damon was lying beside me sleeping. The sun was shining through and for a moment I just looked at it. Then I realized where I was and my eyes got as big as saucers. Quickly grabbing my clothes I put them on and quietly made my way out back onto the balcony. As I made it back into my room Matt was just walking in.

"Hey." I greeted as he did

"What are doing out there?" he asked

"Just looking at the morning sun." I said hoping he wouldn't say anything more

"Well there's breakfast downstairs so why don't you come down when you're ready and get some." He said

I knew he meant when I got my shower routine done and everything. I just nodded and smiled. He kissed my cheek gave a half hearted smile and walked out.

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