A/N: I don't own Twilight, Stephenie Meyer does. I just use her meadow for my own entertainment. No copyright infringement is intended.

Thank you to my beta, kaydee1005. You are awesome. Thanks to my pre-reader, Padme-And-Anakin-4-Ever for all the advice.

Sorry for the update fail, I have been moving and today snuck up on me. But it is updated now, hope you enjoy it!

Chapter 12-Let's Get You Home

BPOV

Gasp. Moan. Gasp. Pant. Grunt…

I wanted Edward so much; I wanted to take him right there in the beautiful meadow. The man really was sex on legs. Everything about him turned me on—his voice, his face, even his smell. As much as I wanted him, my feelings were more deeply rooted and stronger than any physical desires I had.

We were lying on the cool grass surrounded my tall, flowing wild flowers. I was beneath him and he hovered over the top of me. His hands ran through my hair as it cascaded around my head, and my hands moved to the back of his neck as I pulled him closer to me.

His kisses were like the sweetest candy I had ever tasted. I couldn't get enough. Would it ever be enough with him?

I began pushing my hips into his growing erection and was spurred on even further. I slid my hands down his back, feeling the muscles ripple beneath my fingers. He must have liked it because he moaned with an eagerness that forced me to swallow each one. I loved every single one of his moans and I wanted to hear more—lots more.

He began grinding his hardness into the spot where I wanted him the most, and I could no longer control my own noises. We pushed against each other in a perfect rhythm as I felt the wetness begin to pool between my legs. Moaning and gasping, I knew I wouldn't be able to stop—and I didn't want to.

My hands traveled further down his back until I found the waistband of his jeans. I began to play with the hem and pushed my hand down underneath the edge of his…oh my, he wasn't wearing underwear! Score one for me. That was so fucking sexy!

I felt him smirk against my lips, and I did an internal fist pump as his hands left my hair and began teasing my breasts. I was still pushing into him and swiveling my hips against his cock and whimpering when his mouth left mine.

Before I had a chance to complain, his mouth was on my breasts, nibbling and sucking on my hard nipples beneath my shirt. I had begun palming his toned ass with my hand and if something didn't happen soon, I was going to explode.

"Oh, Bella…baby. Please, let me take off your shirt, I need to see you."

I sat up a little as Edward quickly removed my shirt, forcing me to remove my hand from his pants. Once my shirt was off, he struggled with getting my bra off. I had to chuckle out loud as I thought about this experienced man having problems with such a basic maneuver. Becoming frustrated, he ripped it open in the middle, exposing my breasts to him.

He stared at them for a moment before lowering his face to take one of hardened nipples into his mouth while rolling the other in between his expert fingers. I whimpered and moaned and writhed beneath his touch.

"Oh god, Edward…Please, please touch me…more, please." My arousal reached a whole new level, and I was thankful we were still in the meadow and a mile away from anyone else.

Edward released my nipple from his mouth and switched sides. I watched him devour my breasts, one at a time, and I frantically grasped for any part of him I could reach. My hands settled in his hair, and I began tugging at it. I wanted his lips on mine.

"Damn! Bella, do you know how much I want you, to kiss you, to make love to you?"

He growled as he pulled me up and on top of him as he lay down. I was sitting on top of his very hard, very erect cock. I bet it's glorious. I began rocking over him, and he brought his hands to my hips to help guide me. He felt amazing, and our grinding was giving me just the right amount of friction.

I reached between us and started to undo the button fly of his 501's.

"Bella, oh my god, baby. Please, please…"

His begging was cut off when I leapt off of him and yanked his jeans down. I struggled at first but he lifted his hips so I could pull them down to his ankles. Immediately, my eyes caught sight of his magnificent dick and my pussy clinched. Staring into his brilliant green eyes, I brought myself in between his legs and lowered my mouth to his straining cock.

I flicked his tip with my tongue, teasing him. He whimpered as I pulled away and began to stroke his length. I grasped him firmly in one hand and caressed his balls with the other. He began thrusting in time with my steady rhythm. I kept the pace, but changed the way my hands moved—switching from straight up and down, to twisting one way going down and turning as I came back up.

As pre-come began to appear, I would lower my head back down to the tip and lick it off slowly using my flattened tongue. After a few turns of that cycle, I couldn't take it anymore. Edward hissed, moaned, pleaded, gasped, whimpered, and there was a lot I couldn't understand. The sounds he made were too much. I took his delicious cock deep into my mouth and began the eager bobbing up and down, still looking into his eyes. Just when I was able to take him all the way down my throat, he stopped me.

"Baby, please…stop. I don't want the first time I come with you to be in your mouth. I want to be buried deep inside your sweet pussy when you make me come."

I sat up and he drew me into a tender embrace. He held me tightly to his chest as I swung my legs around his waist. He pulled his head back just far enough to claim my lips once again. Our tongues mingled once again, only this time Edward took his time. The feeling was less erotic and more emotional.

I opened my eyes and noticed he was staring at me. That one minuscule action caused my heart to flutter. We continued to gaze into one another's eyes and our kisses became less frantic.

I felt the love I had been denying my heart to feel, swell in my chest. Is it? Could I? Am I in love with Edward Cullen? I didn't have to answer myself, I already knew the answer. I won't allow my mind to fool my heart any longer—I loved him.

Our passionate, and dare I say, loving kiss drew to an end and we just watched each other. I removed his shirt as he toed his jeans all the way off. Edward lifted us off the ground, my legs still wrapped around his waist. He gently laid me back down in the tall grass while I admired his gloriously naked form—damn, he was perfect.

He smirked when he saw me staring at him and slowly lowered himself down onto his knees. His gaze left my breasts and traveled to my eyes. I saw him swallow in response, his Adam's Apple bobbing down and back up. He reached for my pants and slowly pulled them down, painfully slow. His hands grazing my legs and behind my knees as he pulled them all the way off and tossed them to the side.

I was left in nothing but my panties, wishing I was wearing a sexier pair. He moved closer to me and leaned over to kiss me. He pressed his lips to mine and kissed me hard. I could feel his need with every swipe of his tongue against mine. He broke our kiss as I whimpered, and he continued kissing down my body.

He kissed my chin, my shoulders, and then my collar bone. He spent time ravishing my breasts, then down into the valley between them. His lips traveled down my abdomen and on my belly button. He kissed my hips through the band of my panties then placed a kiss at the top of my mound. Moving even lower, his lips found the wet spot he caused in my panties and he gasped, followed by a deep growl.

EPOV

Fuck! Bella was so amazing, I just couldn't get enough. First, she gave me an amazing handjob followed by a nearly mind-blowing blowjob. Now she was writhing under me as I kissed her all over. I already knew she was gorgeous—perfect. When I found her wet and ready for me, I about lost it. She smelled glorious and I couldn't help myself any longer.

I took hold of the band of her panties and slowly pulled them down her hips and legs, tossing them into the ever growing pile. We were on even ground now, both naked and wanting. I looked into her beautiful brown eyes and saw the same desire in them that I felt.

I reached down and tentatively pushed a finger into her folds. So wet. I slowly slid my finger down to her opening and back up. She jumped a little when I passed her clit, which was already hard, and I moved it back down, teasing her.

I moaned. I wanted to taste her. I wanted to give her what I was sure no one ever has. I continued my ministrations, enjoying hearing her moan and feeling her squirm beneath me. Her smell traveled up to my nose and I couldn't hold off any more.

Leaning down, I gazed upon her ready pussy. I spread her folds and licked from the bottom to the top. Tasting her for the first time, I just about came. I was correct, she tasted divine. I swirled my tongue around her clit, sucking and nibbling every once in a while. She was pushing herself towards me, grinding her pussy into my face. I fucking loved it.

Her hands found purchase in my hair, and pulled…hard. Damn, she could pull my hair till it all came out, I wouldn't give a shit. I took this as a sign and pushed forward. My tongue found her opening and I pushed it into her. Lapping up all of her delicious juices, I slowly dragged my tongue back up to the top.

I continued my attention to her clit as I pushed two fingers into her. My thrusts were slow and torturous, but I could tell she loved it. She mumbled incoherently and continued pushing herself into my face. I picked up my pace, curling my fingers up till I found her G-spot. I felt her walls clamping down and increased my efforts. It wasn't long until she came, screaming my name.

I slowly pulled away, and Bella watched as I put my fingers into my mouth and sucked them clean. Her eyes went wide and she jumped up to kiss me. Just the thought of her tasting herself on my lips caused my unbelievably hard cock to harden even more.

I laid her back down and using my arms to hold my weight, I hovered over her, kissing her. I loved this woman, and since I had no idea how to say that, I was going to show her. I lowered myself closer to her, and rested on one elbow while my other hand grabbed my cock. Normally, I would have to stroke it a few times, but with Bella, there was no need. I moved the tip of my cock to her entrance, hesitating for a moment.

She knew what I was about to do, and she encouraged it by lifting her pelvis towards me. I felt myself enter her just the slighted bit, but I stopped her. I pulled back to see her face, and there were tears starting to form. I pulled her to me and kissed her with all of the love I felt.

"Bella, baby. What's wrong?" I knew what was wrong, but wanted to hear it from her.

"E…Edward, why don't you want me? Every time I think you do, you suddenly stop."

Sitting up, I pulled her closer, if it were even possible, and kissed her head.

"I do want you, Bella. Trust me; I want you more than any woman I have ever known. I want you so much, but…something seems to be missing. I feel like there is something else that needs to happen before I make you mine."

"What are you talking about, Edward?"

I reached up to wipe a stray tear of her cheek. "Bella, I don't want this to be the same as it has been for me in the past. Please, baby, try to understand me. I…"

Bella just looked at me, and I could see the trust in her eyes. That made my decision an easy one; I would not deny myself this any longer.

"Bella, I…" As much as I wanted to say this to her, the words wouldn't leave my mouth.

"What is it, Edward? You can tell me. I trust you,but now you need to trust me."

"I…I love you, Bella."

Bella gasped and her eyes were wide in shock. I wondered if it was wrong of me to say, no matter how much it was true. Before I could think anymore about it, Bella jumped into my lap and kissed me. She started grinding her hot, wet pussy over my still hard cock.

I chuckled at her eagerness and acceptance of my confession, still kissing her with all the love she now knew I felt. She pulled back, and I could see new tears streaming down her face, but I could tell they weren't sad or hurtful tears. Her eyes were alight and sparkled with happiness. I could only hope that meant she felt the same way.

"It's true, Bella. I have never said it to anyone else in my entire life. All those other women, they never mattered. I think I was looking for you. I may have gone about it wrong, but I am so glad I found you. I love you, Bella…I love you!" I all but screamed the last part. It was so liberating to say how I felt, and I couldn't help the huge smile that crossed my face.

"Edward, I love you too."

I captured her mouth to mine and we started all over. Kissing, touching, grinding, panting. It went on and on. We were still naked and both still incredibly aroused. As much as I wanted her, right there in our beautiful meadow, I was not going to take her there. My girlfriend deserved something better for our first time.

I pulled back, gazing into her loving eyes. I pulled us up onto our feet, and kissed her lips one more time.

"Come on, Love, let's get you home."

We put our clothes back on, minus her bra and panties; I was going to keep those. We walked back, hand in hand, staring at each other and smiling.

A/N: Sorry for the cock block again, but my pre-reader insisted that I don't allow them to do it yet—blame her! LOL! Please don't send her any hate mail, it's for good reasons, I promise. Besides, anticipation will make the moment so much better when they do get it on. At least their feelings are out in the open now.

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