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Chapter 5

Dimitri

Lissa just left. Not even caring enough to argue any further. I wanted to give her anything she wanted. Well I told her I would give her anything she wanted. And obviously, out of all the things she could of asked, she asked me the thing that I couldn't do. The thing I would rather kill then do.

She wanted me to go see Rose. My formal lover. The one that I hurt way to much. The one that, even though I held her against her will, still tried to tell me that I didn't do anything to her. Not on purpose anyway.

I kidnapped her and then I drugged her. I almost turned her Strigoi. How could I? Well I wanted to be with... No. I needed to be with her forever.

My eyes followed her as she left. I almost followed her out the door but the guards followed me. I didn't even know they came out until I turned to close the door. I walked back into the room and sat on my Blue colored queen sized bed. I just sat there. Watching the door. The guards were watching me with an intense stare.

Someone cleared thier throat. I turned around to see the guard watching me. I glanced down at myself and noticed that my hands were grasping the bedside, so hard that my veins were popping out of my skin. I release my grasp and breathed heavily. I sighed and layed back on my bed looking at the cream colored ceiling.

I sat there staring at the ceiling for an hour. Or more. I didn't really pay attention to the time. I was to busy trying to make up my mind. To see Rose or to just let Lissa be disappointed. If I went to see Rose I couldn't let her now that I still liked her. I couldn't let her realize that I still loved her. If I did she would never let me leave her life. I also wanted to know why she got taken by all of those guards. What did she do when I left?

I looked up at the clock to see that it was already 4:45. Would I still be able to see her.

"Can I go down to Rose's cell?" I asked Jason, one of the guards watching after me.

"Uhmm, I don't know." Jason answered.

Jason was one of the guards that I used to talk to. He wasn't one of my best friends but we talked when we weren't busy protecting people.

"You guys can follow me, I just want to talk to Rose. Please, just 15 minutes." I pushed

"Fine," Jason said

We walked down to her cell. Surprisingly it was my old cell. She was sitting there staring at the wall. Her body was beautiful. She had formed breasts and refined hips. Unlike most dhampirs around here. That made her very attractive.

"Can I speak to her alone." I whispered to the guards. Their eyes studied me.

"Fifteen minutes." a strong brown-haired guard said. He motioned to the other guards and they walked up the brick stairs. As soon as they were out of sight I walked to her cell. My hands were a little moist and I sighed. I didn't know if I was doing the right thing. Leading her on.

"Rose," I breathed " Can I talk to you?"

She turned, astonishment was in her features. She blinked and a tear ran down her face.

Rose

I just left Lissa's mind. She just went to talk to Dimitri, and convince him to see me. He said no. I knew it from the beginning but the hope in me still swelled. He didn't love me anymore. Why even give him a chance? He didn't love me anymore. I couldn't stand it anymore. What was my life without Dimitri? Nothing!

I felt a tear release from my eyes. I couldn't take it anymore. I promised Adrian that I would give him a chance. And ever since Dimitri came back I have been thinking about him only. Adrian gave me everything I wanted. He believed in me after his great aunt got killed. I sighed and silently cried. I was a horrible girlfriend.

I sat there and cried for a while. I didn't know the time but I knew it was about an hour. I couldn't let people see me like this. If they did then they wouldn't let me Lissa's guardian. If I even got out of here.

I heard someone come in. I didn't know who but my guess was probably another guardian. I sat there for another couple minutes and then heard many footsteps go up the stairs. Did another thing happen? Did someone else get killed? Was Lissa okay? I couldn't feel any big emotions for her so I didn't go into her mind.

"Rose," a voice breathed. I would know that voice from a mile away. It was what kept me searching, what kept the hope in my heart. " Can I talk to you?"

Dimitri!

He came to talk to me. Why? He didn't love me anymore? There was many questions that I had but one pounded in my head.

Is this a dream?

It had to be. It was a dream that I wanted. He wasn't here for real. I turned around to see him standing there. Staring at me. Our eyes connected and I knew that it couldn't be a dream. He looked so real and his voice sounded so beautiful.

A tear threatened to leave my face. I couldn't let him see I was crying. But I didn't care. I jumped up and ran to the door.

"What are you doing here?" I cried

"I need to talk to you." Dimitri said.

"What is it?" I asked

"One second." he turned around and walked up the stairs. He was leaving. He came and now he was leaving. I started crying.

"Dimitri, please don't leave now." I forced myself to say.

"I will be right back." he said, he walked out the door.

A second later he came back with some keys. He unlocked the door and stepped into my cell. I ran up and hugged him. I could feel his body tense but he sighed and pulled me off of him. I still had his beautiful smell on me. He was beautiful. Like a god.

"Roza." he laughed. His eyes got wide when he called me the cute nickname. "Uh, I came to talk to you about us." he said, he didn't mean to use my nickname.

"I knew it, I knew it, I knew it." I couldn't believe it. He was going to tell me that we couldn't be together. But at the cafe he tried to protect me. I knew that deep in his heart, he still loved me.

He looked at me with sadness in his eyes. He was going to tell me the very words that I didn't want to hear. He was going to try to deny his love for me.

"Rose, I need you to know that I can't love you." Dimitri said

"Yes, you can. You can love me. I know you want to love me." I responded

"Rose, no I don't love you anymore. I used to love you but now I am different." he stuttered

"Dimitri you can't do this to me. I know you love me, I know it and you know it too." I yelled, I knew that yelling might alert the guards but he made me all angry.

"Rose," he tried to say "I..."

He couldn't even finish the sentence. He looked into my eyes and leaned into me. I didn't know if he was trying to kiss me.

"Rose, I don't love you." He stated

"Yes you do, I can see it in your eyes. You are being stubborn." I retorted

"Rose you don't get it, I don't love you." He hissed

I couldn't stand it anymore. There was only one was that would change his mind. I couldn't take rejection from him but I had to know. I had one chance. I needed to get him mad enough and get him off guard.

"You love me." I yelled

"No, I don't." He shouted

That was it. I was ready to know the truth. I leaned in quickly and kissed him.

So that was the end of chapter 5. Sorry that I haven't reviewed in a while. I have been really busy. I hope you liked it. I will post chapter 6 up soon. Please review it! I love reviews. It makes me happy. Thank you!