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BPOV
Oh my gosh, that's all I kept saying in my head over and over! I could not believe what I just saw, it had me speechless. I mean I know guys do that stuff all the time, but Edward, he's so different from other guys.
I really didn't think it was that big of a deal, it was just that it was I guess bad timing on my part. I mean come on what would you do it you walked in on your boyfriend jacking off and on top of that he was... cumming!

I hope he's not mad at me; I completely just ruined our first time. We are so never going to get another chance to do it... great.

Maybe I should just suck it up and go back over there; gosh I could really use some advice right about now...

I should really call Alice, I mean she was his sister and I'm sure sometime in their life she has walked in on him doing you know what...
Alice always has an answer to everything, but yet I have still not picked up the pho-

"Wake up in the morning felling like Pdiddy, I got-"

"Hey Bella did you leave yet becau-

"Omg Alice I was just thinking about calling you things went wrong, I mean really wrong and I don't know what to do and why must you keep changing my ringtone!"

"Bella calm down and breathe what do you mean things went wrong, I left you a long list of instructions for goodness sakes, oh and it's so much fun to do!"

Umm, ok how should I say this?

"Well I left early to surprise him because I missed him and when I got there, he... he, Alice he was freakingmasturbingandIpaniced so I left!"

More so ran out like a baby, but hey she doesn't need to know that. I rushed the last part out because that's the only way it was coming out of my mouth; I was blushing with embarrassment and no one was even in my car with me.

"Bella I understand that both of you are really embarrassed right now, but you have to go back over there because if you know my brother like I do, you know he is beating himself up right now!

"I know but Alice what am I going to say to him, I mean what if he doesn't even want to see or talk to me?" Fuck I didn't even think about if he would even want me anymore, I walked in his house embarrassed him then left!

Nice Bella, real nice.

"I think you should just go back over there and talk it out and then have lots of sex."

"Yeah I think I'm going to stick with the first part, as for the sex this was obviously a sign we need to wait or were just not ready." It sucks to think that but maybe we weren't meant to be together.

"Bella what do you mean no sex you guys were totally meant for each other. Geez you guys have been dating sent like forever, how long are you going to wait to finally do it!"

I know she was right but I felt like everything was falling apart out of nowhere right before my eyes.

"Well are you going to go back over there or am I gonna have to come back home and make you?"

"Yeah Alice I'm putting my jacket on as we speak, wish me luck."
"Ok luck... oh and don't forget about having sex!"

"Hahaha ok Alice, I wonder how much my dad would love you if he knew you were begging me to have sex with YOUR BROTHER!"

"Umm yeah gotta go!"

"Ok."

I got off my cell and hopped in my truck to head back over to Edwards' house and I was so scared, the ride felt like it took me hours not minutes. I got out of the car and walked up to the house and as I was about to knock the door opened and he was there...

Oh shit what now?

EPOV
Fuck fuck fuck fuck...

Did that really just happen, I mean did my girl really just catch me cumming, in the shower, to the imagine of her sucking me off (she didn't know that part)... but an hour before we were FINALLY going to do it!

I quickly jumped out the shower and put on anything because I had to get to her before her thoughts did. For some odd reason Bella always thought she loved me more than I loved her or that I could do so much better than her. She had the craziest mind, if only she knew I would give my life for her, I would actually give up masturbating for her!

I raced down the steps grabbed my keys and opened the door…

Oh thank god, I let out a big breathe. She was here, at my door which means she doesn't hate me and still wants me.

"Bella you're here, baby please let me explain!" shocked I think I all but yelled that at her.

"Well explain away." She said in a monotone voice she never used before.

We walked into the living room and I got extremely nervous all over again because I realized that I kinda didn't know what to say to her.

Umm the truth… duh!

"Listen Bella, baby what you saw today was wrong and I won't ever do it again I swear."

"Edward you don't have to be sorry, in fact I should be the sorry one and it's your body so you can do as you please with it."

"No Bella I am sorry, you shouldn't have seen me doing… that I just… I didn't, I mean I just wanted are first time to last. I heard before that doing… you know… having some… release before actually doing it made you last longer." Ok that wasn't so bad; telling her.

"Wait let me get this straight you were doing that to make our first time better?"… Ok I spoke too soon, because I think I just heard her laugh a little.

"Well yeah, I mean I didn't want you to regret anything."

"Baby I could never regret anything we do together, I love you remember." How could she think I could forget?

"Yeah I remember, and I love you too Bella. And umm can you not tell anyone about this, you know keep it between us." Oh please say yes!

"To late." Wait what?

"What, why is it too late?"

"Maybe because I already told Alice… sorry."

Great.

"Even though she's gonna tell the whole world could you please tell her not to." PLEASE.

"Of course, so where you going?"

"To you my love" I said getting closer to her, but she stopped me.

"Listen Edward even though I to want pick things up and just rip your clothes off right now, I think we should wait."

Fuck.

"Wait for what babe." I said kissing on her neck.

"Sex, Edward we should wait to have sex."

She was so going to have a hicky.

"Ok"… she said no sex but I was down for everything else and from the noise she just made she was about to be too.

Kissing on the neck (check), groping in session (check), and a moaning Bella…

"Fuck." (Check)

"Edwa-"

"Bella we don't have to have sex today, but let me make up for early and please you."

She nodded and within seconds she was stripped and naked in front of me. Oh my god did she get waxed, yeah I was on a new level of being really hard.

"Fuck, Bella did you get waxed?" damn I had the hottest girl on earth!

"Yeah… you're not the only one who wanted tonight to be perfect." She blushed a little, how cute.

She layed back a little and I trailed kisses from her mouth down to her belly button; I stayed there for a minute because she likes it. I was just about to take a lick when I heard the front door open…

"Edward we're home ear-"

"FUCK!" both Bella and I had said in unison!

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