A/N: Okay so to anwser Pre's question sadly no I didn't make that up. It's from a song call "So Alone" by Anna Blue, heres a link where you can watch it(youtube) .com/results?search_query=so+alone+anna+blue&aq=0
There are some things I couln't mention without it being rated M so I edited some of it out. Anyways here is the next chapter of love A hope you enjoy!
Day 1
I found this little notebook in my pocket now I am writing what I go through kind of to vent. No food just water. He only beat me once. For that I am grateful. My stomach still hurts a lot and I lose a lot of blood most of the time either by scars or I throw it up. I wake up sore and alone. Simon still didn't come. Maybe he just said that to shut me up. I wait to die hey maybe dieing won't be as bad as this.
Day 2
He gave me 2 rolls and water. I'm going to save the roll just in case he doesn't give me more tomorrow. He beat me 5 times and it's getting worse. Simon still hasn't come now I know he will never come. I wonder what Jace it doing. I wonder if Jace is looking for me.
Day 3
No water or food. I am glad I saved that roll. I cry ever night till I fall asleep. Today he only beat me 2 times but did other bad things. I am still waiting to roll over and die. That would be best. Still no Simon. Now I know he lied. I hear footsteps coming, its probable him, now I pray that he coming for a beating, it hurts less than what other things he does.
Day 4
He has done everything imaginable. I scream and scream but he still does everything. He gave me food every time I behave. It's hard to behave. Simon came today. He brought me more food and water. The only reason he didn't come was because He wouldn't let him. I found out his name its Raphael. Now that name disgust me. I told Simon to kill me take a knife and twist it into my heart. He wouldn't hear of it. He promised me he would try to get me out. But why keep a promise you can't keep.
Day 5
It's been almost a week. The pain is becoming more and more intense. Why is this happening to me? I pray that God will soon stop this pain. Simon came for only 5 minutes he said he had to sneak down here. Raphael gave me an old mattress to sleep on. I feel dirty and violated. I can't stand anymore my legs hurt too much. The pain is becoming more bearable. I'm numb and I can't feel anything. I'm losing humanity piece by piece.
Day 6
I have finally lost all hope. After he beat me, he left. I crawled to the door and banged as hard as I could. I cried and screamed. Then I became so tiered so I laid down to rest. I hear footsteps it might be Simon or it could be Raphael….
JPOV
Her screams echo through my head, her crying for help. I am mad at the world for letting this happen to her she doesn't deserve it. I can't imagine what she is going through. If he (the boy who took her) is making her hurt I will personally kill him.
"Jace there has been some demonic activity by the Hotel Dumort do you want to come" Alec asked interrupting my thoughts.
I grabbed my stuff and headed out the door.
"Ready" I called and walked out the door.
When we were walking by the Hotel a scream pierced the air. I perked up, it sounding like A's.
"Jace isn't that..." I didn't let Izzy finish her thought I rushed in and headed inside. I heard her scream again. It was like a horror movie replaying in my head. I heard a door slam and muffled screams and cries. I snuck into the basement. When I got there she was huddled in a corner. Her clothes were ripped up and she was covered with a blanket. Her shoulders shook ever time she sobbed. I walked over to her and sat down by her. I then wrapped my arms around her. "A" stiffened.
"A, it's me Jace" I whispered.
She looked up. "J-J-Jace?"
"Yea it's me" She jumped into my arms and started crying harder. Just then the door opened and a brown headed kid about our age walked in.
He looked up and gasped "What are you doing to her and who are you" He growled.
"S-Simon what are you doing down here" A asked.
"I came to check up on you, I got some medicine and more food" he pulled a bag from behind his back. "I need you to lay down"
"A" shifted in my lap and laid down but wouldn't let go of my hand. She nodded at the boy and pulled her shirt up half way. I gasped at what I saw. Her stomach had a gap in it that had a few layers of skin growing on it. The kid Simon rubbed a gel like substance on it. She jumped and squeezed her eyes shut. Next Simon wrapped gauzes around her stomach and helped her sit up. He took out some water and some pain killers. She quick gulped down the pain killers and drank the water. She turned into my chest and started to doze off.
"Who are you" Simon asked once she was asleep.
"I guess you could call me her boyfriend I have been worried sick about her I thought she was truly dead" I answered.
"Oh well I guess you could call me Maia's boyfriend Maia is "A's" best friend" Simon explained. "You're a shadow hunter aren't you?"
"Yea how did you know" I asked
"Instinct" He grinned.
"Raphael" A whispered and stirred in her sleep.
"Who is-?"
"I am" Jace got cut off by a voice coming from the door way.