"Jace I'm leaving"
"What, wait, when, why" Panic crossed his beautiful features.
Watch your step, love is broken
I am every tear you cry
Save your breath, your heart has spoken
You already have my life
"My mom is sending me away, my father has gained cusody, Im moving in a few days, to New Zeland"
For I am finding out that love will kill and save me
Taking the dreams that made me up
And tearing them away
"You can't, I won't let you" he shouted taking her by surprise "I love you A and only you, I LOVE YOU and I always want to be beside you. Your not just some silly girl you are my whole life, when I first saw you I thought I could just play with your feelings then just leave but you turned out different beacause I love you, please don't leave" He clung on to my waist.
But the same love will take this heart that's barely beating
And fill it with hope beyond the stars
Only love
"Jace please, you WILL move on and I WILL come back please move on and just wait for me find somebody else to love I know you will, it's hard on me to Jace, please just don't make it harde-" He cut me off with a kiss.
Another day, another sunrise
Washing over everything
In its time, love will be mine
The beauty and the tragedy
He kissed me deeper and I could only clung to him for dear life. Tears were running down my face and all I could do is let them run freely. He murmered my name against my lips and chocked out a sob.
For I am finding out that love will kill and save me
Taking the dreams that made me up
And tearing them away
I gripped him tighter as if saying I am still here. I made a promise that I will not forget him and I would always love him no matter if he moves on. We broke apart and gasped for air. I looked him in the eyes; both of ours I could imagine were puffy and red. I put my hand over his cheek and sighed.
But the same love will take this heart that's barely beating
And fill it with hope beyond the stars
Only love
Only love, love, love
I put his hand over my heart. "Can you feel it beating" he weakly nodded is head.
"This heart, and each beat is yours and always be till I get back you are free to date and love anybody as long as you don't forget my beating heart and our love"
For I am finding out that love will kill and save me.
He leaned and kissed me one more time and I knew this was going to be our last goodbye and I wanted to savior everymoment. We sat down and watched the sunrise go down and the moon come up and I knew in my heart this was probably the last time we would be truly together.
"How Do I love Thee?
Let me count the ways" I started the poem that I remembered
Blinding darkness surrounds me
and I am reaching for you only
this hopelessness that drowns
all that I believe
will be the one thing that I need
for you only.
"I love thee to the depth and breadth and height" He joined in him to remembering the same poem.
there's a hunger it's slowly growing
chasing shadows but never knowing
if all that I have done
is keeping me from you
than can the arms of mercy bring the rescue
to return to you
"My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight. For the ends of Being and ideal Grace" I said alone.
I'm going so far
I'm going so far
I'm going so far
so far from home
so far from home
"I love thee to the level of every day's most quiet need, by sun and candlelight. I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;" He then said.
keep on running,
farther, faster
and keep on searching
for this haunting has an answer
and I know you will find me in orbit
"I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise. I love thee with the passion put to use in my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith" I then said
for I am breathing only for this
for you only
for you only" I love thee with a love I seemed to lose With my lost saints," He said
for you
but I'm so far
But I'm so far
but I'm so far
so far from home
"-I love thee with the breath, Smiles, tears, of all my life"
so far from home, yeah
I am so far, so far
so far from home.
so far from home
"-and, if God choose, I shall but love thee better after death" We both finished. I leaned into him and whispered one word
"Forever"
The next morning when I was about to go threw the baggage and person scan I heard voices shouting my name.
"ABIGAIL, WAIT HOLD ON" Alec, Isabelle, Magnus, Jordan, Maia, Max and Jace came running my way.
"What are you guys doing here" I looked at the clock 15 minutes till boarding.
"We came to say GOODBYE properly" Isabelle rolled her eyes. Max stepped up first and wrapped his small arms around her.
"Please call me I am going to miss you"
"I will" I lied. He gave me a kiss on the cheek and stepped back tears stung in my eyes. Next Magnus and Alec came up to me.
"I'm going to miss you kid" Alec messed up my hair.
"Your only two years older Alec not that much of a difference" I grumbled. Alec smiled and hugged me.
"You're a kid to me" He kissed her on the head.
"Darling I hate to say it but I am going to miss you around the institute" Magnus sighed and shook his head. He shook her hand and planted a kiss on it and stepped back with Alec.
Isabelle and engulfed her in a hug "OMG we barley got to know you and I wanted to become like sister and hang out together everyday. God I am going to miss you. I can't belive your leaving. Please come back sometimes, just even if it's once a year" She sniffled. "Bye" she whispered and went into Alec's arms. Jace slid into my embrace and whispered into my ear.
"I already said what I needed to yestereday, I love you, Goodbye" He planted a kiss on my lips and stepped back.
Maia was next and the hardest besides Jace. She broke out crying and we both sobbed into each others shoulders.
"Im...Going To…come hunt… you….down if you don't vist" She cried.
"Im going to miss you Maia May" I sniffled and looked down at our necklaces.
"You're my other half of a sister" I laughed looking at the charms saying Sisters forever.
"Goodbye" I whispered
"NO, I WILL see you soon" she cried and hugged me tighter.
"FLIGHT 22 IS NOW BOARDING" A voice rang out.
"That's me" I sniffled and looked back at the group most of them in tears.
"Goodbye" I chocked out and ran to get on the plane. I cried more knowing I had just said My Last Goodbye:
I've got to walk away while there's still hope
Learn to erase the love I know
And let you go
'Cause what I thought was love was only lies
Taking what you want, left me behind
As my heart dies
So here we are again
Knowing this will never end
So I must let go
This is my last goodbye
Leaving all the memories of you behind
I will not wait here
And waste my whole life
Waste my whole life
I can see you now with opened eyes
When you come around I realize
That I don't need you to survive
I will not begin
The fight that we could never end
So I am letting go
This is my last goodbye
Leaving all the memories of you behind
I will not wait here
And waste my whole life
Waste my whole life...
My passion, my poison
The life and death of me
I can't take you taking everything
From a love never meant to be
This is my last goodbye
Leaving all the memories of you behind
I will not wait here
And waste my whole life
This is my last goodbye
This will be my final tear for love to die
I will not wait here
And waste my whole life
With my last goodbye
A/N Okay so I hope you liked it. It was really fun to write on my way I got all choked up and shed just a few tears. Now I know this chapter is full of songs but that was just to express how sad this is. Songs used: The beauty and the tragedy, Only For You, and My last goodbye all great songs and by trading Yesterday. I WILL be writing a sequeal and will have the first chapter up soon. And guess what CLARY IS IN IT. I am so excited about writing about a love triangle. Here is a sneak peek of Love, Lies and a Sprinkle of Secrets:
"Well it was a one embarrassing mistake" Simon glanced back at the club, where a thin line snaked out the door and halfway down the block "I doubt they'll ever let us back in'
"Why do you care you hate Pandemonium" The girl raised her hand to the oncoming taxi, it came to a screeching stop.
"Finally we get lucky" They both got in and the girl slammed the door shut. The taxi driver started the car and took off into the night
I watched it till it rounded the corner then I went back inside smoke entered your nose and making the room foggy. Lights bouncing everywhere colors like, yellow, red, blue, green, and other. Music roared in your ears and the club shook. I walked up to the bar and got water. I chugged it down then decided to dance. A guy around my age with black hair and crystal blue eyes was sitting in the corner. I walked up to him and we danced a little before his date got here. Then I saw a demon slip in a room with a girl. My senses went up and I snaked my way to the back my thin body carrying me easily sliding past in with the dancers. My long now silver hair flowing behind me. I almost got there when I got bumped into and toppled over. I looked up and met eyes with a girl with long sleek black hair.
Shoot Isabelle.
"Oh I'm so sorry, are you oka- Abigail?" Isabelle shook her head and looked down at me.
"Umm no my names Sally, sorry umm I have to go" I quickly rushed past her and went into the back room.