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To say the least I concluded the night in a very sullen mood. I stubbornly refused to acknowledge Alice's presence for the last movie, to which she also very stubbornly pretended not to care, and to top it off, nuzzled Jasper and flirted with him as if that would make me jealous.
What was this anyway? I thought we'd finished our first and last game. Obviously I was wrong, and call me a masochist, but I had to admit I was enjoying the banter and the mind games. It was a big change from Edwards conventional ideas of what consists of a relationship.
Knowing well and true that it was wrong, I used Edward to match Alice's teasing. Even resorting to kissing him on the odd occasion to which she replied by doing the same to Jasper or something even more daring. It should have annoyed me, even made me a little queasy, but the further we teased and taunted each other, the more excited I became.
"Getting a bit excited there?" He ask desperately between short breaths of our fervent kissing.
"Well you did want a romantic night, didn't you?" I said quickly, realising Alice's hand was caressing just above Jaspers waistline. That was my spot! I was slightly disgusted by his uncomfortable expression, as if to say not now. He was so not right for her. He slapped her arm away. Bastard!
"Don't touch her like that!" I heard someone say, how awkward. Oh shit, that was me.
His angry eyes met mine, and that was when I understood that he knew something. I could feel everyone else's eyes too, carefully surveying us both.
"And I suppose it's your place to tell my how I should treat my wife?"
"You didn't have to hit her." I retorted bitterly.
"What's going on?" Carlisle spoke, creating a momentary pause between our staring competition.
"Nothing." I said. I really didn't want people prying into this, I already regretted speaking out of place especially when Rosalie was there and knew what was going on.
"Sorry Jasper, I guess it's just a newborn thing." I lied without even looking at him. The insincerity was obvious in my tone, but it cleared the air and put and end to the conversation.
"This movie's boring anyway, I'm going upstairs to rest." Without time for anyone to interrupt me, I followed my feet into my room with Edward thankfully not following me.
I lay awake wishing I could still sleep, but the more I closed my eyes and hoped, the more frustrated I felt. Sometimes I could fall into a state of rest, which is kind of like when you're half asleep. But never fully unaware of time, never dreaming.
I lay waiting for Edward to enter, as I knew he would eventually have to. And he did, and I pretended to be resting, then he pretended to believe it as he lay close next to me until dawn broke.
Today was the day before our engagement party. Yes, that's right, vampires acquire friends over hundreds of years, but none of which I knew or liked. So really it was just us. I wondered what we'd even do? Stand around and pretend to celebrate?
I walked downstairs to find Esme already planning decorations, Carlisle out at work, Emmett and Rosalie were out and Jasper and Alice were nowhere to be seen.
"Good morning!" Esme exclaimed excitedly, hugging me enthusiastically.
By now I was used to this, and routinely hugged her back and couldn't keep the smirk off my face even if I wanted to.
"Oh Bella! I'm just so excited. What do you think? Red streamers or blue?" Oh hell no. Neither.
"Um.." I couldn't find any words, but I couldn't bare the thought of ruining her fun. It'd be like depriving a child of a present at christmas. "Blue." Red reminded me of blood, and worse, love.
"Just what I was thinking!" She then scurried off back into her study to plan some more as I watched her im amusement. Shaking my head I walked over to sit down on the couch as I did every morning to watch TV.
I turned on The Simpsons. They never got old.
"So." A girlish voice rang much closer than I'd expected.
Alice plopped down next to me, seemingly in a very merry mood which annoyed and confused me. I was still pissed off by what she did last night, and now she was acting oblivious?
"We have to go shopping for something for you to wear tomorrow!" She was practically jumping up and down. But I continued to watch The Simpsons, in all of my stubborn glory.
"Hello? Earth to Bella?" She waved her petite hand in front of my face, finally I faced her. My gut wrenched at the sight of her beautiful face, even in the damn morning she stayed perfect.
Her short black hair was dishevelled in a sexy way, and her flawless skin was poreless and perfect even without makeup. Not to mention, if I dared let my eyes drift, she wore a tight singlet top and thigh revealing pyjama shorts that could make the deadest of hearts skip a beat.
I let myself become flustered by the sight, immediately ripping my eyes away and hiding my face by pretending to turn back to the TV. Not smooth at all.
I mentally begged her not to giggle, but she did, and I melted.
"Come onnnn". She whined adorably, shaking my arm. I felt a shock pass through her hand into my nerves and then always ending between my legs.
"Okay!" I gave in, just to make the embarrassing feeling stop.
"But no more than an hour, or I wont be happy." I warned, getting slightly closer to her face to emphasise my point.
"Oh no, angry Bella, that'd be a change." She teased playfully, mimicking me by getting slightly closer so that we were about 3 inches away.
"You're pushing it pixie." I backed away subconsciously and sat with my back comfortably against the lounge.
"No time to rest, we're going now."
"Damn a.d.d pixies." I muttered.
"Oh shut up." She slapped my thigh lightly. I very sadly wished she'd do it again in a different context, and perhaps a but further up.
"Are you okay?" She asked with a slight seriousness in her voice.
"What?" I suddenly snapped out of my daze to face her. "Oh, right. Well I was just wondering why you think you have the right to be demanding me around after what you did last night."
There was a very slight pause, I saw lip curl.
"We're even now."
"Not nearly. That was cruel." I argued, now facing her again, sitting up a little straighter in my alert state.
"Well what you did was worse." She said, her auburn eyes sparkling with the truth.
"Yeah, making you cum must have been really unpleasant." She went to respond but no words came out. Because that was the truth. My folded arms finalised the argument.
"Lets just go to the shops." She said, pursing her lips in annoyance. She was so cute when she was wrong.
The car ride was silent for a while, but her moods changed as much as mine, so we were compatible that way.
"You look really nice." I said, surveying her outfit. I wondered if she chose it just to seduce me, but that was probably wishful thinking. She wore a short, black dress that showed off her cleavage more than was bearable and more leg than my mind could comprehend. I could have jumped her on the spot.
"Your eyes aren't telling me nice." She joked.
"Well probably because they should be on the road." She rolled her eyes then averted them back to the empty lane. Now my eyes were free to roam.
I hadn't fed in almost a day now, and my patience was wearing thin. I realised how stupid I'd been to have let her convince me to be around humans. Obviously I wasn't thinking.
We were already there now, and she was looking for a car spot. This wasn't going to be easy, I'd just have to focus my energies on something else. Too bad that thing was more tempting and more dangerous than human blood.
She got out of the car, and I watched as her dress rose slightly, revealing even more to my hungry eyes. Before she noticed I got out of the car and walked beside her, but distanced enough to not smell her.
She took me to an expensive dress shop, nothing was priced less than $200 I was sure.
"Is something this expensive really necessary?" I asked her, but she'd already found me two dresses to try on.
Without answering she handed them to me and shooed me into a dressing room, I complied just to satisfy her. Maybe she'd get over it if I just tried one on and bought it.
The first one was electric blue and strapless. It gathered just below the upper thigh then more material fell to not make my ass look so big. Not that it even was.
I looked wearily into the mirror, it suited my shape, but dresses were alien to me.
"Do you have one on?" She sang.
"Yeah.." The curtain suddenly flew open to Alice's critical expression.
"It's nice." She finally spoke after slowly looking me over. "Turn." At first I wouldn't comply but she urged me.
"Your ass looks amazing." I choked and felt a little hot after her comment, today wouldn't be hard to excite me.
"Really?" I played along. "What about my boobs?" I groped them, small as they were a strapless dress always accentuated them.
"Hmm." She stepped forward to get a closer look at them. "Let me see." She slipped her fingers around the back of the dress to see if it was too loose, but it was exactly right.
"Maybe we should get you a strapless bra to give them more shape." Her talking about and staring at my boobs was getting me excited, and now she was suggesting bra shopping. Oh sweet Jesus.
"So you like the dress?" My voice broke a bit.
"Yes. It's perfect. Don't even try on the other one." Well that was easy. She quickly closed the curtains for me again and I got dressed back into my much less superior skinny jeans and white T-shirt.
I followed her to the counter and she bought me the dress, I walked away from the lady serving us, the smell of blood was too much. I focused solely on Alice, but that didn't help me much either.
"Bras." She proclaimed, I was going to suggest she try one, but I think I'd go insane.
She found an expensive lingerie shop. I walked past g-strings and seductive outfits and wondered of all the crazy fantasies, Alice in lingerie. I could have came just thinking about it. But instead I drooled absurdly.
"What about this one?" She suggested a white one with lace.
"Too much." I said. "Get skin colour or something." She gave me a bored expression then less enthusiastically picked out a skin colour one.
"What do you have there?" She asked from behind.
"God! You scared me!" I turned. Oh how embarrassing, I was looking at outfits.
"Oooooh." She picked up the corset with a garter belt and ogled at it.
"I didn't know you and Edward were into that." No idiot, I was picturing you in it.
"Uh, we're not." She looked confused.
I wanted to tell her, but I didn't have the courage.
"I think it's more your thing anyway. All girly and stuff.." I said awkwardly, hoping she'd admit to a secret stash of lingerie and naughty outfits. But my fantasy was ruined by her silence.
"You'd like to know."
"Probably." I muttered.
"What?"
"Nothing." I smirked. "Just that I'm sure Jasper would love it."
"Edward would love it even more." She sounded different now. Please don't tell me that was the voice. Nonetheless I felt a heat form between my thighs.
"Maybe I could try it on and you could tell me if he'd like it or not." I suggested out of nowhere. I thought it was a joke but apparently my hormones and hers combined took it seriously. Because somehow I was lead to a changing room and ended up starring at myself dressed in kinky lingerie. Not good, but oh so good. I took a minute to take the sight in, I looked, different.
She didn't ask if I was done this time, this time I opened the door for her. I saw her eyes widen ever so slightly before she regained her critical composure. I felt so exposed but it was worth it.
"Edward-" She whispered, coming dangerously close to my body. "Is a very, very lucky man." Her warm breath made me shudder, as it always did, and I could practically taste her arousal, or wished I could. Her fingers traced the corset and then teasingly snapped the strap connecting the stockings and the silky, white lingerie underwear. But she wouldn't get away with it this time.
"So do I look fuckable?" A bit of vulgar language never hurt anyone. "I mean, I don't know about the bottoms, they're not that revealing." I played with them, digging my thumbs into them, pulling them down a bit. I saw Alice bite her lip. God I love it when she does that, it meant I was getting to her.
"I think they'd be off before he even had time to acknowledge them."
"But what do you think?" Dangerous question, but I was feeling confident in my current status.
I turned to face her still playing around with the underwear.
"I don't think it's my opinion that counts." Oh so that's how she was going to play it.
"Yeah, but I need an objective point of view. Just incase I'm wrong." She didn't object, and seemed to be searching for words to retort.
"Well if I were Edward, my boner would probably be obstructing my view so much that I wouldn't even notice how skimpy your panties are. But if somehow I noticed, it'd just make me want to remove them quicker and- yeah." I almost asked her to keep going, but my invisible boner was obstructing my damn thoughts.
"Thanks- I'll, uh, try the bras on." She nodded quickly then left the room. I gathered my thoughts and detached the corset and kept the bottoms, suspenders and all.
I opened the door once again, realising it probably wasn't necessary just for a bra, but she didn't seem to mind.
"Yeah, it fits." She said quickly, hardly looking at my chest. She was looking at my legs, the sly fox.
"Ok." I replied, suddenly closing the door. I had an urge to get this trip over with, the need to take Alice against the wall of a dressing room was growing way out of control.
We bought the lingerie and telepathically decided to leave the mall.
We made it to the car. I was free of blood, but not of lust. The small space only made her scent more appealing. I felt my whole body tense, all of the energy and tolerance exploded and vanished. I grit my teeth together and opened the window for air as she started the engine.
"Wow, Bella are you okay?" She placed a hand on my shoulder.
Fuckkkkkkkkk, don't touch me if you want your pussy to live. "I'm fine." I said through gritted teeth.
"Bella, look at me." She turned my chin.
"Your eyes are so black. When was the last time you fed?" I began to shake.
"Almost a day." If only she knew it wasn't that.
"And I haven't had sex since I fucked you." I could see concern, confusion and a slight twinge of fear in her eyes.
"Calm down, Bella. You just need to feed okay, lets get you home."
"NO!" I yelled, stopping her from reversing the car, she looked genuinely shocked now. But I felt so alive and hungry. Hungry for her, again. The feeling was maddening, I couldn't even comprehend left, right, up or down. Only the need to have my way with her.
"Please.." I whimpered.
"Please what?" She stammered, sitting rigid in her seat.
"I fucking need you.." I felt my body gravitate towards her, oh God her scent was alluring. My whole body was on fire.
"Bella.." She warned, her voice very stern.
"I know you want it just as much as I do.." My hand fell onto her thigh as I moved closer. "I can see it in your eyes and I can smell it." Her eyes squeezed shut and her hands gripped the seat as my lips found the spot behind her ear, then my tongue, which found her neck.
"I-I though we promised it was only one time."
'That was until you decided teasing my clit would be a good idea!" I said, aggressively gripping her thigh as I continued sucking her neck.
"And I know you were wet watching me in that lingerie." My hand teased her inner thigh, thank god she was wearing a dress. "You still are." I whispered, letting my fingers graze the outside of her soaking underwear. "You're always wet for me you little slut." I knew she loved when I talked dirty to her, somehow her hips would buck or she'd let out a small moan. This time she did both.
"I think you want me, Alice." I teased, nipping her jaw and teasing her thighs again. I wanted to be closer to her, feel her under me. "I know you want me to fuck you, and lick your dripping cunt." She let out a very audible moan this time and surprised me by grabbing my wrist to pull it closer to her wet panties.
"Naughty Alice. You should know better than that, after all you are a great teacher." My own pussy was drenched by now and I could feel it on my thighs, I took advantage of her position and straddled her before she could object or push me away. It wasn't easy in the small space, but I made it so that I was on my knees, straddled around her waist.
"I bet you want to know how wet I am." Her hands attempted to touch me but much like last time I found her wrists and pinned them above her head again. "No touching." I demanded, carefully letting go of her wandering hands which now stayed glued to her sides.
"God, Alice. You make me so fucking horny." Knowing it would drive me mad if she'd done it, I let my hand slide into my own underwear and stroke my wet slit, brushing lightly over my throbbing clit. Having her all wide eyed and moaning below me only made me more aroused.
"I love it when you say my name." She rasped, trying to create friction with her hips but it wasn't working. She was so horny and helpless, I wondered if she could be more of a masochist than I was.
"Oh really?"
"Yeah.." She moaned, fuck I loved her moans. Her face and her eyes were completely contorted with lust, she looked so beautiful, I wanted to kiss her, but for some reason I couldn't.
"Fuck yourself." She demanded. Who was in charge here?
But I had to comply, it worked for both of us I admitted. I felt my fingers slide inside of my wet, hot core, all three with such ease, even I was a little surprised. But her gaping jaw was most amusing.
"Oh my God- Oh my-" I don't know what it was about the situation, the taboo of the public setting, the revenge or the pure feeling of ecstasy I felt from her reaction of me fucking myself for her. But I felt determined.
I increased the speed and began to fuck myself while watching her watch me. It was so crazy that I became almost too excited, I could feel an orgasm building, my legs and thighs began to twitch every now and then.
"I want to taste you." Alice demanded, her eyes fully black and she was almost tearing the seat from below her with her clenched fists. I loved seeing her beg like this and she knew it.
"You've been bad."
"Let me taste it." She whined desperately.
"No." I continued to penetrate myself, feeling my finger go deeper every time I heard her voice.
"Fuck yourself harder." She pleaded.
"Don't tell me what to do." I pushed her hard, but not too hard by her throat against the car chair, she moaned at my aggression and I saw the want swirl in her eyes.
"Kiss me while you cum." She demanded again.
"I said, stop." I tightened my grip. "Bad girl."
"Please let me eat you out.." Her words tempted me, so, so much, but its a test I would pass, however damn sexy she sounded asking me nicely.
"Uh, uh." I teased. I felt my orgasm build, I took my fingers out for a minute to rub my clit but then I had an idea.
"Here, you wanted to taste it." I held my fingers to her lips, smirking. But was caught by surprise again as she took them into her mouth with a very sexy eagerness. She sucked and licked them desperately, licking off every last bit. Taking them out of her mouth, moist with her saliva I put them back into my cunt again, this time moaning as I saw her lick her lips.
"How do I taste?" I moaned.
"You taste so fucking good baby.." Baby? Oh I like that. With that I felt a shock of pleasure, I was close, fucking faster and faster every second, getting wetter and wetter, I couldn't take it, it felt too good.
Just when I thought things couldn't be more perfect, I heard a phone ring. It was mine. I would not pick up, whoever it was better say their prayers, I looked at the phone, it was Edward. Mother fucker.
"You should take it." Alice sighed.
I sighed as well, answering the phone.
"Hello?"
"Hey, Bella. Where are you? You've been ages, are you almost home?" Oh fuck you, I was so fucking close.
"Yeah, we're on our way home now."
"Oh okay, see you soon."
"Bye." I hung up. What a fucking bastard, it wasn't even important. I felt beyond angry.
"Yeah.. we should go." Alice said.
"But-"
"In a way Bella, it's probably for the best." Yeah, right, probably.
Probably not okay for my sanity or my sexual outlet.
I peeled myself off her and sat angrily and quietly in my seat until we got back. Edward would pay, and as for Alice, I don't even know.