Youre My Everything
Chapter Three: Confessions
Nagato looks up at me again with his Deva eyes. It reminds me too much of Yahiko, but I dont want him to know that. What is it you wish to tell me, Konan?
My face is most likely flushed, because I have never told anyone something like this. I rarely talk to people about friendship stages. But today will be different. Today will be the day I tell him.
Its about how I feel about you... And to be honest, I have never felt this way about anyone before. I say sheepishly, trying not to look at him.
He raises an eyebrow and grins. I know what youre talking about.
I shoot a surprised look at him, before taking a few tentative steps towards him. H-How do you know?
Nagato starts to snicker. Its quite obvious. The way youve been acting around me is unusual and Im beginning to think you think I think were more than just partners in the Akatsuki, and that were not enemies. Youre right about the enemy part; we are not even close to being enemies. But the friends part is for me to know and for you to find out.
I groan with disapproval, but I dont step back. Instead I take a few more steps to his Deva path, and place my hand on his cheek.
He looks at me with a confused look, but quickly composes himself. Well?
I know youre Deva is dead and all, but with all the chakra transmitting through the receivers, youd think that your skin wouldnt feel like a freezer? I say in a mocking tone.
Oh, shut up. At least I dont get too cold or too hot like you! he snaps back.
I grin evily at him. Thats because Im not dead. Well I am, but I still feel things.
He looks away from me. Were getting off topic, so why dont we return to the short conversation we had about your feelings earlier?
My body stiffs hearing that. I was hoping he wouldnt remember, because now I dont have the confidence to tell him. He glances at me as if he wants to say go on, but he remains silent as usual.
Okay, you can label me as a helpless human, but I think I
Nagato turns his head and raises an eyebrow. Well?
I shoot him a glare. Oh, will you quit interrupting me already!
He nods.
I think I have um developed human feelings for you I dont really know what its called... no wait, I do but I dont want to uh I stutter, realizing how stupid I sound and look.
I know what youre talking about. I only dont understand why you would though, especially since you make it sound like what I did basically forced you into feeling this way. Nagato says venomously.
I ignore the tone in his voice, but walk up to him instead. Hes probably going to hate me for this, but he most likely wont. He was the one who brought up the whole thing in the first place.
So youve stopped talking. Instead youre taking very small steps towards me.
Hes acting as if hes trying to solve a math problem. It is bugging me, but I refuse to stop. As soon as I am close enough, it is my turn to gain control and I grab his Devas face. I softly kiss his lips and he opens his eyes in surprise. He then forces them shut, and I do the same. He kisses me back and wraps his arms around my waist protectively, and my face flushes. My body then goes limp; I cant control what Im doing, so if he decides to pull anything, I wont be able to stop it.
Nagato seems to realize this because he takes a few tentative steps towards the wall, causing me to walk backwards until I slam against it. He grabs my wrists and pins me against the wall. I start to squirm a little, but neither of us converse. He then decides to plant his lips on my neck, where I am very sensitive. His tongue laps on my neck, and I make a faint scream. He ceases it, and our faces are a breath away from contact. He presses his body against mine, and he started rocking his hips very faintly. Even though the friction is small, it is enough for me to sigh. This was the smallest hint he needed. But little did I realize this little motion would lead to a day I would never forget.