Chapter 10: Pretend No Longer.
An: This is why the story is rated M.
"Oh, Hi, ya, I'm umm Bella. Nice to meet you Jacob." I said a little shocked. The name rang a bell, I thought back.
"You live in town; I've never seen you at school?" I stated the obvious.
"Nah, I live and go to school on the rez." And with that I figured it out, Must be the vampire kicking in. He was, or will be, a wolf. Or Shape shifter, ohhh scary.
"Ah," I said in recognition. He thought it was just for the, not going to my school. If only he knew.
"Ya, my dad and your - foster dad I guess, are the best of friend's, a little too much though, my house permanently smells of fish. But I guess this one doesn't because Suzy can be a- well like daughter like mother, if you get what I'm saying." I laughed it was so easy to talk to him, or rather listen to him.
The night went on I got to know Charlie a little more, apparently he hated Suzy she was a bitch. But he said he wouldn't divorce her he'd just give me all of his money, that Suzy apparently had no access to. Charlie wanted to do some good before he died and give all his wealth to a under privileged child. That's why even in his old age, he wanted a foster child. The will was already made up. As if I would need it, I was joining the Cullen family.
I looked at the time it was pretty late and Lauren still wasn't back. Oh well.
"I'm tried I'm going to go to bed." I added a yawn for show. "I'll see you around. Night" I told them.
I went up the stairs to the room I was "sleeping" in.
I gently shut the door.
"Do you think you'll be sleeping tonight?" Edward's voice startled me.
"Not with you here, why?" I asked him, my usually even pulse picking up in pace.
"Good, come with me." He said. I looked at his face it was beautiful illuminated by clear night sky. He picked me up and hopped out the window. He started running somewhere.
"Where we going?" I asked him.
"I want to see if I can coax the vampire out of you." That was surprising.
"Really? No late night sexing me up?" I asked jokingly.
He didn't answer any of my questions, he just kept running.
Finally after what seemed like an hour, we were someplace I didn't know.
"Where are we?" I asked. Looking out on to the ocean the moon was shinning against the black water.
"Somewhere, I'm not sure where, it's just here." He said wrapping his arms around me, from behind me while I looked out on the water. I stiffened. What were we doing, weren't we only pretending to be a couple for Tanya.
"What's wrong Bella?" He asked spinning me around.
I sighed looking up into his intoxicating golden eyes.
"What are we doing, you're acting like we're a real couple I thought we were just pretending." I asked, I hated ask it but I had to.
"What if I don't want to pretend?" He asked.
He grabbed my face in my hands. That's when I heard it 'I love you Bella, it may be too soon. But I love you. I know for a fact you can hear me right now, Alice said you'd be able to hear our thoughts clearly just like I can. It's soon; you'll be one of us soon.'
"I-I-I…" I couldn't find any words, I can read minds, and he loves me. I tried again. "I don't know what to say."
"Well maybe I'll have to give you some words to say." He bent so his lips were almost touching mine. I closed the distance. The kisses were slow but madding. His hands slid under my shirt to my bare skin. Cool but not exactly ice like this afternoon.
Wow it really had only been that afternoon where we were fooling around on his bed. What changed? I asked myself mentally.
He broke away. "Nothing really changed, Bella." He answered the unasked question.
"How did you-" I tried asking him. But he cut me off. "I don't know how, but I did just hear you."
I looked up into his eyes again. "Your eyes Bella, they're red." He told me.
"Are they?" I asked him.
"Would I lie to you?" He asked.
"No, so if you won't lie to me, what's going to happen now? Aren't we moving too fast?" I asked him.
"We will remain boyfriend and girlfriend, hopefully get married one day, and no, we aren't moving fast enough. I was there when you where born I was the first person, after your mom and dad, to hold you. I stayed with Chuck for those first three years, if you think back you'll probably remember me. I was the one that, after Melanie bit Chuck, to stay with you. And then I had to bring you to child services, you don't know how much I wanted to keep you. But I had to let you go." I closed my eyes trying to remember. It wasn't much I was only three, but I remember his bronze hair and gold eyes. I had a vague memory of him.
"I kind of remember you." He picked up the locket that hung from my neck.
He opened it but no the way I opened it and in the place where he opened it was a picture on one side was me with him, I was only about a year old, and on the other were all the Cullens.
"We've always been with you." He concluded. I was speechless.
"I gave this to you, made it myself and took the pictures. Chuck gave you the CD, but I don't think he ever knew about this." He added.
"I always thought it was him who gave this to me," I whispered. "But it was you all along."
He nodded, and this time I didn't hold back, we fell to the ground kissing the entire time. My shirt, jeans, and bra were taken off, his new shirt suffered the same fate as his other one he had on today, but his jeans managed to survive the passion. He flipped me over so I was under him; half of his body pressed against half of mine. His other hand that wasn't holding up most of his weight was resting on my hip ready to pull down my underwear.
"Bella are you sure about this?" He asked.
I nodded and said "I love you Edward."
With that admission my panties were off and his boxers were pulled down. He placed himself at my entrance and said "Sorry," as he pushed into me breaking my barrier painfully.
I bit my lip, the pain going away a little, he pulled out a little the pushed in deeper, he kept the rocking motion going, I met his thrusts with a little thrust of my own. After about ten minutes the pain completely went away and we were going very fast, his lips were on my neck as mine were on his, teeth grazing the skin slightly but not enough to draw blood.
"Edward… I-I-I'm so close." I got out breathlessly.
"Then come." And with his words I came violently as he came shortly after.
After that we laid on the rocks, the moon glistening on the water and our skin, holding each other.
"Can we never leave from this moment?" I asked Edward.
"Unfortunately no, but we can have many more moments like this." He told me kissing my hair.
"I should take you back." He told me, after about another hour.
I nodded we gathered our clothes. Thankfully I didn't do as much damage to his shirt, although the sleeves and the buttons no longer existed.
He picked me up and ran us back to the Mallory household.
"I'll see you in a few hours." Edward told me, kissing me good bye at my window.
"I'll be counting the seconds." I said jokingly. And he left.
I sat on the bed; thinking and day dreaming life had gone from horrible, like on the brink of suicide horrible, to amazing in less than a week. Life for me was prefect. But knowing me it probably wouldn't stay that way. And I was right when I turned around and saw Tanya standing there.
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