Saving grace - chapter 4

I sat the backseat of Morrison's car staring in to space. It hurt when Randy didn't want to come with me in the airport. I really did understand that seeing me leave will just hurt him more. I can feel the distance getting bigger between us. Am I ready for this? I thought.

"Micks, everything alright there?" Melina asked

"Oh yeah. Everything's okay." But she knew I was lying. Of course I couldn't hide the tears coming from my eyes. "What happened? Why didn't he want to come with us all of a sudden?" She asked.

"He said he didn't want to watch me leave." I responded and I receive a nod as a response.

"Mike just texted and he said they just arrived in the airport" Morrison informed us. "It seems they're very excited to see me leave it's only 2:20 and they're already there" I joked making the couple laugh.

"Trust me, I was talking to Cena yesterday and he was about to cry because you're leaving today. He really looked like a kid. He said 'Why mickie? Why does she have to leave? Why her?'" Morrison said.

"I hope when I come back I would see Mike & Maryse as a couple already." I said

"Yeah, Everyone except for them knows that they have a thing for each other" Melina added

We arrived at the airport in 5 mins. I saw John, Torrie, Mike, Maryse. everyone was seated except for one. That was one was non other than Cena. He is such a kid. my goodness.

"Hey guys!" I walked towards them not until John attacked me with a hug. "ohmygod. can't….breathe…." I said.

"John, baby, You're gonna kill Mickie before she leaves" Torrie pulled Cena away from me.

"Thanks for the save, Tor" I said. She just laughed and hugged me tight.

"Micks, Each of us has a gift for you." Maryse said

"Really now?" Raising my eyebrows. They formed one straight line like they're soldiers and I was the lieutenant. Each of them handed me bears, boxes and oh god, John he was overreacting. He gave me a T-shirt that says Mickie loves John Cena. It was already 2:40 and my plane takes off at 3. Aside from the T-shirt John gave me a small yellow box.

"Open it." He commanded me. "Fucker. Tell me what this is" I replied

"You're so stubborn. Just open it" he said. I just said what he did. and oh. my. fucking. god. It was a goddamn boomerang. "You. You bastard!" I chased him around my friends acting like a child. "I'm so gonna kill you." I heard the PA that all flights to Paris will be leaving in 10 mins. They formed a straight line again. I gave every single one of them a hug. Every single hug made me cry. I joined the straight line of my friends waiting for the PA to say 7 more minutes. I felt a hand tapped my shoulder to see….Randy.

I wrapped my hands around his neck crying. "I'm gonna miss you so much" I whispered. he kissed my head and leaned his cheek on top of my head.

"I thought you weren't coming?" Cena said.

"I don't want to miss all the crying here" Randy chuckled but he couldn't hide the sadness on his face from us.

"All flights to Paris will be taking off in 5 minutes"

"I guess that's my cue. I don't want to be late." I started to grab my things. I started walking until I felt a tight grip on my wrist.

"Don't" Randy said.

"I can't" I sniffed. He just let go off my hand.

"Bye guys!" I waved at them and they waved back. I started to walk away and I suddenly stopped and turned around as I ran and I hugged Randy so tight. "Goodbye" I whispered. Then I ran back to my things and walked to the security. I waved them my last goodbye. Goodbye Missouri and Hello Paris!

Cena's P.O.V

"Hey guys wanna grab some snacks?" I asked the rest wiping off some tears.

"Sure" everyone responded in unison

"What about you Ran—Where's Randy?" I asked everyone. They just shook their heads not having any ideas.

"Let's check the port" Morrison suggested and I just followed him.

"Randy!" I called his name as he was leaning against the bars watching Planes taking off.

"That, That's where Mickie is" Randy pointed at the plane.

"You know Randy, everyone's gonna miss her" Melina said. We watched the plane as it went higher.

"What about we grab some snacks?" I offered

"I think I'm gonna pass. I just wanna go home right now." He said.

"Alright, I understand just call us if you need anything alright?" I said

"Yeah, Sure. See you guys" Randy said and he just left us.

Randy's P.O.V.

And the months of being alone starts….now. I thought. I hope I'll survive my first night without her. You might just know later I'm at home killing myself or doing something suicidal. I just hope I don't go that far. But right now if I can't be with her, just kill me. I went to my Bentley and sat there for a minute. I opened the radio to hear Long distance by brandy. It might not be the right song I need right now but I can relate to it.

".…With you is where I'd rather be, but we're stuck where we are, It's so hard, Its' so far this long distance is killing me….."

It's not yet killing me me but soon it will. I took a CD from my dashboard. It was a CD wherein Mickie placed all her favorite songs. Track 1, Happy. What is Micke doing to me? Make me miss her more? She's killing me.

"….I don't want to live a day without you, I just want to be the one who makes you happy…."

The song was right. I just want to spend all my days with Mickie making her happy. But how? How will I do it when she's far away from me? Track 2, Breakeven.

"…What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you? What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay. I'm falling to pieces…"

It's not like we broke up or something. But it's similar to falling to pieces. What am I gonna do when she's far away from me.

Finally I arrived home. I parked my car and went to bed. I had nothing else to do but sleep.

"Beep, beep, bee—" I heard the alarm beep. Now what? I checked the time and it was 9:30 already. Don't tell me my sleeping schedule will be fucked up to?

I checked my phone to see if I received any missed calls or voicemails. But no, My inbox was dead. I went to the kitchen to eat dinner. I opened the fridge to see steak. I took it and cooked my dinner. I sat on the dining area alone. I'm gonna eat alone. I don't think I'm gonna get used to this. I had no energy to eat my food. No one was there telling me stories about her day. I can't see her smile giving me the energy to eat. She was gone. I washed my plate and headed to my bathroom. I took a long warm bath. I changed to my boxers without wearing any shirt. I collapsed on my bed grabbing my phone browsing at the photos Mickie & I took together. I just couldn't sleep. So I got my laptop and to see if she's on skype. Sadly, she isn't. I closed my laptop and tried to sleep again. 3 am? Fuck. I better go to sleep. I checked my phone to check if I got any message. I smiled to see that I received a message. It was from….Maryse.

"I know you couldn't sleep. But as your sister I don't want this 'loneliness' to affect your health. Sleep tight! –Ryse"

I stared at the ceiling and It didn't take that much time to put me into sleep. Tomorrow is a new day!

Sorry for the grammar. I really don't know about flights
Cause I don't do planes rides because I never left my country.
School is killing me!
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