Dear Wayne,

I'm going mad, hearing about all the shit that is going on at home and being stuck in here without a single fucking thing I can do about it.

Nicky escaping out of jail and leaving the country? How could he do this to Pascalle after everything she's done for him? I never liked the sleazeball, he was dodgy right from the word go.

And I don't believe a single word when Jethro is telling me the stuff he's flogging off is not stolen. Since when did he ever deal in anything legit? It worries me that Van is involved. If anyone will get his fingers burnt, it will be him while Jethro will walk away smelling of roses.

I get snippets of information from different people, but I only ever get half the picture. I'm sure there is more shit going on, but somehow, I only get a diluted version of events.

Are you being upfront with me, Wayne? I get the feeling that you are keeping things away from me. You are probably trying to do me a favour by sparing me, but believe me, it's not working! It drives me fucking mad that you're not being upfront with me. You are the one person I trust to keep me informed, but I sense that you're not being straightforward with me. How am I supposed to keep tabs on my kids if I don't know what they're up to? You've gotta up your game, Wayne. I depend on you.