Fourth Night: Manipulate

Sometimes you see him.

While you graduated from Seigatsu and moved on to become an astronomer, he remained at your beloved school. You're happy for him. He became a teacher, like he wanted, like he said he would. The times when you pass by the familiar entrance gates are spent watching his smile through the second floor window. 'He's happy,' you tell yourself constantly, legs bringing you forward, past the large black gates… forever walking straight ahead towards uncertainty. Your heart remains with him though, even now. It has been with him since that autumn in second year.

Right, you always wanted to see him now, say hi, grab a cup of coffee or something… anything. Anything, to be with him.

It was because that season years ago passed like a dream. You didn't have enough, and he was already gone, running towards his dream and leaving you in his dust. Now, all you remember about him are fleeting memories: of holding his hand, looking into his azure eyes, filled with secrets… of the mystery in his voice, the warmth and roughness of his lips.

You remember the way he touched you. You remember how his fingertips brushed against your arms and how he growled in your ear, "Do you want me?"

You remember how you answered, "Yes, touch me."

You remember the way he had you wrapped around his finger. He'd make you beg for him, plead for him, and he'd hold himself back.

You bite your lip, eyes closed at the memory. He's touching you again, tracing little circles on your back, whispering sweet nothings into your ear.

Where are you again?

In his arms of course, those strong and sexy ones… those false ones.

He's kissing you, palms on your bare back… wait- it's all a dream. He isn't here, he's in his classroom on the second floor of Seigatsu. He's living his dream, while you're dreaming yours…

You wake up, gasping and holding on to your blanket like a lifeline.

"I want to be with you," you say to the ceiling.

END.

Eeeee. I'm such a perv. Puhuhuhuh... -fans self-

Sorry. :B

Whoever's an Iku Mizushima fantard and read this, I sincerely apologize. HAHAHAH. I really didn't know what to do with him... Urk. Mainly cause I don't like him all that much. But yeah. Pft. Emo ending ftw. Yup... if he were to be in a relationship with anyone, I'd imagine that it'd be a very erm. Physical(?) one? 'Course, that's partly cause I don't like him and can't really connect with him emotionally no matter what he says/does. \';

Wah. This chapter/drabble/whateverthingy was confusing. But um, yeah. She just basically dreams (a hot dream) about him. Cause she still likes him but he's moved on. Clearly. (Jeez I made him sound sosososooo selfish. Heheheh -hater-) :D

Coming up next:

Fifth Night: Exhilarate