Mafia Princess Diaries

Thanks to dalilamoon21's story entitled "An ordinary day in the life of a female Mafioso Chapters 9 and 10" for giving me inspiration in making a plot. I'm sorry this chapter took so long. My friends were nagging me to finish my revisions I cant even open account . I stayed with my friends house the whole week but ended getting pissed because they started fighting over 3 pcs of oreo cookies. (really guys? how old are you? 22? 23? damn...)

Beta-ed by KRaZiElilNYer. Thank you!

WARNING

AU, OOCness here, there and everywhere

OOC fem-Tsuna.

Please don't forget that this is only her diary and based on her POV.

DISCLAIMER

I own nothing but this stories plot and a good heart. If I own KHR, Hibari and Tsuna will be canon so fan girls can scream in the actual series.

Please tolerate my lack of experience and Just enjoy.

Chapter 9: Knowing what you Really Want

November 19.20XX

Dear Diary,

It has been almost 2 weeks and Hibari-san is still recovering, but a lot faster now.

A week before when Dino-niisan bought me here to see Hibari-san, I felt my heart break to see him in a white bed, with tubes and oxygen on his face. The machine seemed to be the only thing that helped to keep him breathing. During that time I continued to watch him by his bedside, waiting for any sign that Hibari-san would wake up. I held his hands closely every time and I kept on wishing that Hibari-san will accept my apology once he wakes up.

There was a day when Riku-san, Hibari-san's Mama found me sleeping by his bed. She would tell me to go home and that she would replace me in standing by Hibari-san's side. I would just shake my head, refusing to leave. I wanted to be the first person Hibari-san would see when he wakes up. I remembered crying so much that Riku-san, Mama and Nii san would just pat my head and embrace me as I told them how sorry I was for being a troublesome fiancée for Hibari-san, for giving him problems, and for causing a string of events to happen.

Then, one day, I woke up realizing that somebody was caressing my hair. I looked up to see Hibari-san looking at me with his pretty steel-gray eyes and I just found myself staring at him wondering if I was dreaming.

"What's wrong herbivore? Lost your tongue?" He said as he smirked at me

That time, every emotion I had kept bottled up inside burst out as I hug him and cried to him apologizing profusely for everything.

"Hibari-san... I'm sorry, I'm so sorry…" I cried to him as I held his hand my head bowed down unable to face him.

"What are you apologizing for..? I wonder…" He replied

I looked at him, thinking that Hibari-san must have hit his head or something for him to forget everything that I did that ended up with me being kidnapped and both of us hospitalized.

"Come here…" He said and motioned for me to sit beside him on his bed. I did and was surprised to find him pulling me into a tight embrace; his face buried in my hair as I smelled his familiar scent.

"Just… Just forget everything. We'll just forget everything."

I nodded at him agreeing at what he said. But somehow, I had a feeling that Hibari-san was asking me to forget something else and he was hiding something from me. That there's something that I must know and that Hibari-san seems to have changed a bit. I closed my eyes and tried to relax, hoping that everything would soon be alright between us.

I met Gokudera-kun that afternoon as he was checking up on me making sure that I was eating well and was still healthy as I continued to nurse Hibari-san for a while. He was talking animatedly again, so enthusiastic over everything. He even told me that both Yamamoto and he tried very hard to help Dino-Niisan find us. It's just that the Hibari's intelligence in the area is so amazing that they managed to beat out the Mafia. Yamamoto still wants to join the game and Reborn was more than willing to humor him. There was even a test that I didn't know had happen until Gokudera-kun slipped it to me while we were chatting.

I was about to knock on Hibari-san's door when I heard Kusakabe-san speak nervously at the other side.

"…..Kyo-san, will Tsuna-san be informed about this?" He asked warily

"No." I heard Hibari-san reply, coldly "Her medical findings had been positive, but keep her from finding out anything."

"Y-Yes, Kyo-san"

"About that man, have you found him?" I couldn't help but feel nervous at Hibari-san's voice. It sounded so cold and cruel. I felt my heart beat wildly in my chest, wondering what they were talking about. I had an aching feeling that whatever it was it won't be good for me.

"Yes, Kyo-san. We had him captured and contained. The others were just waiting for your further instructions. Also, the culprits are already dead. We found their bodies in the ruins of the house." Kusakabe-san replied

"Good... I'll be out of here soon. I'll deal with him myself"

"But Kyo-san, Dino-san has been wondering why capture him, He also knows it but he preferred to-"

"Are you questioning me now? Tetsuya Kusakabe?"

"N-No Kyo-san! Absolutely not!" Kusakabe-san replied immediately

I accidentally opened the door making a creaking noise alerting both of them inside the room.

"Who's there?" I heard Hibari-san ask and I slowly walked in feeling somewhat guilty at eavesdropping about something I must not know.

"Tsunayoshi…?" I nodded at him "How long have you been there?" He asked me

"Not long, I... I ... just arrived..." I replied looking at him warily

He motioned for Kusakabe-san to leave; he bowed at Hibari-san and me before turning to leave.

"Kusakabe… you know what to do…."

"Y-Yes... Kyo-san..."

I was sitting beside him trying to slice some apples as he read a novel. Hibari-san seemed to be fond of reading books, still the tension inside me keeps stirring me up no matter what movement either of us made.

"Forget it."

"Huh?" I look at Hibari-san after what he just said. He closed his book and move close to me, staring at me as well.

"Forget whatever you heard before you entered this room. There's no need for you to be bothered over such a thing." He said looking at me with his usual impassive eyes.

"No. I… I… was just a bit nervous…" I laughed humorlessly

"Really?" he asked me, somehow skeptical

I nod at him and smiled.

"Kiss me." He suddenly said, I blinked at him silently asking if his serious

"Hiee?"

"Kiss me. Now."

I move towards him, invading his personal bubble. I felt my cheeks heat up.

Within the small kissing session that we had, I had suddenly become aware of being pinned on the bed, with Hibari-san towering above me.

"Hi-Hibari-san…" I called out to him as his kiss slid down on my neck, nipping and sucking on it as I tried to suppress a moan from erupting from my lips.

"What happened to my name?" He asked

"S-sorry…'" I replied breathless as felt his hand roam my body, his hand slipping down my skirt moving towards my underwear. I shivered and closed my eyes, somehow feeling nervous and excited at the same time. The feeling of doing such a thing with Hibari-san felt familiar, but in a wrong way, we were even in a hospital bed!

Both of us were startled at the sudden opening of the door, Riku-san entering on our scene

"Kyoya, Tsu-chan… Did the doct-" She stopped and gaped at the scene and I felt my face heat up. I moved my head to hide over the covers and I heard Hibari-san growl.

"I'm sorry; I'll leave you for a while." She said and left, too fast before any of us can react.

"Stupid mother." Hibari-san spat and helped me get up in bed.

Going back to the present, Hibari-san is set to leave the hospital. He was actually forcing his release yesterday but I begged him and he did not complain. He just huffed a deep breath and asked me to sleep in the hospital tonight, in front of my Mama and Niisan. Normally, Niisan would lash out saying that he won't allow such a thing but Mama already asked him out for a while. They came back after almost 30 minutes, Mama said that Niisan had already allowed it while Niisan was crying and sniffing at my side.

"T-Tsu-chan... a-all grown u-up..." That was Dino-nii, he was crying and looking at Hibari-san making him scowl and grumble something under his breath

"Hai Hai Dino-kun… Tsu-chan is supposed to learn to adjust to everything now." She smiles as she patted Niisan's shoulder

After arranging all of his personal items, Kusakabe fetched us in a black car. We entered in the backside and we sat side by side. Not long after, I saw Hibari-san sleeping in his seat which had left me feeling nervous, I knew of his habit of biting people to death when his nap is disturbed. I silently prayed that we arrived soon. We arrived at Hibari-san's apartment and he proceeded to lift his belongings and asked us to come down after arranging everything at the house.

"Let's go inside." Hibari-san said as he led me towards the door of his apartment.

We went inside the apartment to find it dark. The sun was almost setting outside; Hibari-san seemed to ask my mother to have me stay with him for the night because he was planning to have a little chat with me. Reborn told Mama to agree and both of them complied smiling at me. I blushed remembering the scene Riku-san saw as she entered this afternoon. I felt Hibari-san's hand tighten around me as he told me to sit on the sofa before he left to turn the lights on. He even drew the curtain outside giving me a perfect view of the sun setting at the horizon. I looked at him nervously before he turned towards me.

"Tsunayoshi…" He said slowly as I feel my heart began to beat wildly again

"Y-Yes…"

"That day… Why are you with Rokudo Mukuro?"

"I… uh….. I'm… s-sorry…?"

His eyes narrowed, as he looked at me causing me to jump slightly at my sit.

"Answer my question. Why are you with him?" He asked again, this time coldly

"I uh... I was alone when I bumped to him at the arcade so he decided to accompany me. I-I'm sorry Hibari-san, he asked me to be his girlfriend and he just kissed me. I swear, nothing happening between the two of us…"

"Herbivore..." I heard a low growl from him

"I... I didn't mean to make Hibari-san angry. I-It's alright if y-you break our uhm... en-engagement…" I told him. I was desperately trying to prevent myself from crying in front of him. I know that I'm shaking with fear but I don't want become another burden for him. Not this time anyway. It was my fault to begin with. I should have known the consequences of whatever action I make.

"Hn..." He said and I can't help but cringe at my seat, I was just waiting for him to throw me out again.

I stayed still with my head down on the sofa. Time seemed so slow it felt like I was at the same spot for almost hours until Hibari-san spoke again.

"I was thinking of pursuing the engagement, after what happened that night in your house."

I felt my face heat up at what he just said, I continue avoiding his eyes until a he sit beside me.

"What do you think? What do you want?" He asked me

I look at him warily and saw the usual impassive face he often wears. I was unable to answer him back.

We were already at his bedroom. Hibari-san made a motion to point out that sleeping separately is now pointless considering what had happened between us. I took a bath first and was surprised to see Hibari-san already changed in his usual black PJ's. He said he had used the other bathroom. It's only 9pm but he was telling me to sleep early and I just agreed. Arguing with someone was never my forte.

Lying in the bed, I felt him shift his body and circle his arms around me. My heart began beating wildly and I knew that he perfectly heard it too. I was adjusting myself to this new position when he moved his head closer to mine snuggling towards me. We were face to face. My eyes landed on Hibari-san's lips and another blush found its way towards my cheeks. Still everything felt so comfortable to me. It felt so natural.

"Hibari-san…." I said snuggling towards him further, "I love you…"

I felt him tighten his hold towards me, his face nestling into my hair as I moved to bury my face towards his chest I felt myself getting sleepy and slowly drifting into slumber. I heard him whisper something but my drowsiness got the better of me.

It was a wonderful night, and in my head and heart I was hoping for it to be a wonderful start…

OMAKE

It was another wonderful day in the town of Namimori, a girl with beautiful almost orange, yet chocolate brown eyes was preparing to go to school. She was known as Dame-Tsuna, notice the past tense, was? Now most people think she's an angel. After the revelation of her being the scary head prefect's fiancée, most people won't cross her path; in exchange she had managed to somehow lessen the "biting people to death hobby" of her fiancée.

She was currently having a one on one discussion with her tutor Reborn who had done nothing but torture her further. He was telling her something about a Vongola special bullet.

"The what?"

"The dying will bullet dame-Tsuna, are you an idiot?' Reborn asked smugly

"Yes, I'm an idiot... So why don't you try making this idiot learn."

Tsuna scowled when Reborn threw a random book at her

"Don't tell me what I have to do. Remember, I'm adjusting at your brain level."

He paused as he stared at his student with mysterious eyes. Tsuna had been pestering him these past days about teaching her how to defend herself. He stupidly slipped something about the Vongola family heir's natural ability that caught her interest. He had chosen to skip the training part, intending in making the girl emotional and mentally ready before teaching her this ability. He was being careful. She may be the Vongola's future boss, but the fact that the small girl in front of him was still weak and recovering after that is making him hold back for a while. If Tsuna were a boy, everything would have been different. Unfortunately for him, she's not.

"Hmm. Teaching and lecturing you won't be any helpful. Being straight forward had always been my style so I guess I'll give you a sample shot." He smirked at the girl.

Tsuna visibly shivered at Reborn, a look that made his tutor somehow enjoy the small session.

And without any signal Reborn just fired his green gun at her.

The next thing everyone knew, a girl was screaming and running towards Namimori-chuu wearing nothing but a pair of pink lacey underwear.

Reborn whistled at her student and decided to go after her.

Hibari Kyoya was standing at the gates of Nami-chuu, watching out for students as they enter the campus. He had the usual impassive phase and scary aura. Teachers even walked past him hurriedly, scared to crowd around him.

Everything happened in a small span of time. A girl with pink lacey underwear was running towards him, orange flame lit her forehead. She looked insane and some students started to run inside the campus. Some the discipline committee members took a look at what was happening. It didn't take long before everyone recognized the said girl to be none other than Dame-Tsuna.

"What the-"

"Hibari-san! I'll show Hibari-san MY LOVE in my dying will!" She screamed proud and happy of what she just said, wearing nothing but a pair of pink underwear.

The student and teachers of Namimori-chuu was given the free fan service of seeing the famous Hibari Kyoya blush, face red because of embarrassment while his future wife talk animatedly still under the influence of the dying will flame.

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Next Chapter: (its a secret... *grins and run*)

R and R people! thank you so much for the continues support and also for the reviews!

So here it is. 1 Chapter still left. I want the next chapter to be less serious because everything that's happening between Hibari and Tsuna is almost in the borderline of angst. Blame it to X/1999's Seishirou and Subaru who just made me cry. Anyway I feel like I was rushing up on things. This chapter feels so rushed. I'm so sorry. It's the last chapter so I'm not posting anything *grins*

*Dodge rocks and tomatoes in the air* Hey people relax... I'm sorry...

NOTE-NOTE-NOTE

Anyway about the Tsuna rape issue:

The time where Birds and MM kidnapped Tsuna, she had sex with another man under the influence of rohypnol.

Rohypnol- is a type of date rape drug also known as Flunitrazepam. It is marketed as a potent hypnotic and powerful sedative, anticonvulsant, anxiolytic, amnesic, and skeletal muscle relaxant drug. Rohypnol can incapacitate victims and prevent them from resisting sexual assault. It can produce "anterograde amnesia," which means that individuals may not remember events they experienced while under the effects of the drug.

Notice the Hypnotic and Amnesic effect. Tsuna, under the influence of the drug thinks she's having sex with Hibari and was happy that the person she love won't let go of her because she was thinking that Hibari is still into embracing her even though Hibari had proposed to break their engagement. The amnesic part is that, after the effect, Tsuna won't remember anything or will not have any recollection of what happen. The event between the stranger and Tsuna was recorded by MM, prompting Hibari to just kill her. And yes, MM IS DEAD, Hibari killed her along with her grenade. The hard part is that Hibari is having doubt of whether he should tell Tsuna or not that this time she was really raped. Having sex with someone who is under the influence of Rohypnol (or any date rape drug) is rape because you're partner was never aware of anything, and will have no recollections of what happened after the drug wears off. So yes, Tsuna was raped.