Lack of confidence

Gomen Gomen minna-san i got writers block then i went to the clothes show which was ab fab ^^ so i'm now over my writers block sorry for the long wait ... Hope you enjoy minnaaaaaa xx Nyaa!

DISCLAIMER- Forgot to say in the 1st chapter I DO NOT AND UNFORTUNATLY NEVER WILL OWN NARUTO! just so i don't have to say it in every chapter.. p.s this is naruto's pov till the whole x.x.x..x.x.x then it's sasuke's pov then the next x.x.x.x. it goes back to naruto i just wanted to show sasuke's pov xx Rianna-Chan xx

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"I…..I'm….Will….Are…Do….." I stuttered nervously.

"Well Well Well if it isn't the midget and the Uchiha what's going on hmmmm? a little date? Or…"

I blushed furiously "We were just err...talking"

"Shut it Sai what the hell do you want?" Sasuke asked coldly.

"Nothing Nothing I was just wondering what you of all people are doing with that when you could have some of that"

He pointed towards screaming girls with I heart the Uchiha printed on the front and Sasuke face on the back. A wave of pure hatred rose from me.

"SAI! YOU TEM-..."

"O…H….M….Y…G…O…D…I-I'TS…HIM!" The voice screamed.

"SASUKE! SASUKE! SASUKE! SASUKE!" Voices from all different directions slowly and painfully started shattering my ear drum piece by piece.

"GET HIM!"

A wave of girls in Sasuke t-shirts ran towards me if you had been below it would of sounded like a herd of elephants stampeding ha! Elephants.

*CRUNCH* *CRACK* "OUCH!" I yelped in pain I crawled out of the crowd. I looked for Sasuke but could not see him over the millions of bobbing heads. I slowly walked back into the block up the stairs and into the classroom for once I was prompt and ready for work….

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"NARUTO" I yelled "NARUTO" no reply. I sighed I wonder what he wanted to ask me he seemed like he was nervous or was it just me I really want to know…

My face automatically froze causing anyone to look my way freeze also except one "SASUKE-SAMA!" "SASUKE-SAMA!" "SSSAAASSSUUUKKKEEE-SSSAAAMMMAAA!"

I hauled myself up by leaning against the tree i stretched which caused my top to rise which caused many girls to faint i looked up at the sky and as i looked up a cloud passed by it looked like the dobe wonder where he is was interrupted by that girl ugh how i loathed her!

"You me date tommorow!"

"You me date tommorow pfft when hell freezes over what are you gunna do if i disagree?""

'I will personally make sure your will never have kids you can put that in your pipe and smoke it!"

"oooooo badmannn"

I walked away leaving her standing there while a bunch of girls screamed my name but i chose to ignore them i forced open the door by using my foot it slammed against the wall leaving a dent scrorned in the wall i was pissed off that's for sure i walked along the long corridor looking for naruto i checked nearly every classroom i found him in the last one.

"Naruto!"

He quickly swivelled round to face me the second i saw his face my anger melted he had a bruise on his face, i speed walked over to him forgetting this was a classroom and there were tables and chairs i wacked my shin off of it and cursed myself jeeze that hurt like hell!

"Are you okay? what happened to your face?"

He blushed slighty making his eyes seem more vivid to the naked eye.

I took his face into my hands and inspected his face he had 3 small cuts right by his eye and a bruised cheekbone i touched them he hissed.

"I'm fine dobe" he chuckled

"No your not" i replied

The hours past until finally the day ended naruto quickly exited the classroom in a flash i decided it was best to catch up with him i ran down the stairs ignoring people's comments i just saw a flash of blonde just past the gate.

"Naruto!" i ran down the road trying to catch up with him.

"Naruto!"

He stopped at a red crossing aha gotcha now.

"Naruto stop walking so fast would you!" i pulled him out of the crowd of people waiting to cross.

He blushed slighty.

"Oh sasuke it's you" his face stopped looking so surprised and turned into a slight smile something was on his mind i could tell.

"Come with me to the park let's talk"

"okay but what do you want to talk about?"

I didn't answer him we got to the park and it was empty i put my bag down on a bench and sat down he put his down on the gravel and looked at me.

"Soooo..." i said extending the word

"So...what?" he said with a puzzled look on his face

"What were you going to say to me at lunch?" i questioned him

"Lunch...what oh right err i don't remember"

Liar!

"Don't lie to me dobe i know when your lying to me"

"WHAT? i'm not i don't remember and even if i did remember it doesn't matter so drop it!"

"You're still lying to me i want to know come on tell me tell me!'

He growled.

"I SAID DROP IT!"

"NO! not until you tell me"

He growled once more this time with a more hissed sound.

"DROP IT FOR GOD SAKES!"

"NO NOT UNTIL YOU TELL ME EVEN IF IT ISN'T IMPORTANT ANYMORE JUST TELL ME I WANNA KNOW!"

He didn't anwser he just looked at the setting sun i sighed the silence carried on for a few minutes...

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How could i tell him this is just going so wrong we were both getting angry i can't tell him that.

1. I was gay

2. I have been in love with him for nearly 3 years

3. I WAS GAY!

He would hate me forever we could never be friends if i told him and he didn't or never would feel the same way. Were best friends what am i saying how could i live without him i can't having hating me my life would sease to exist if he wasn't around.

" Sasuke i..."

I could feel tears pricking my eyes how could i tell him he would just hate me HATE ME!.

I ran as far away from him as i could and i never looked back...

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Don't worry minna-san the dirtier yaoi will come but later hehe ^^

Me: So sasuke what did you think?

Sasuke: **silence**

Me: Naruto..?

Naruto: I like it ! when is the next chapter?

Me: i dunno i will make you a deal

Naruto: oo a deal spill

Me: I will right 2 chapters and might i add very long and post them both on xmas eve how's that?

Naruto: That's great a christmas present! ^^

That's a promise!

Love Rianna-Chan Nya! xx