Gomen Gomen minaa-san i got couch potato over xmas so i couldn't be bothered gomen gomen please forgive me though you may not like this chapter it's pretty sad oh and the italics is what there thinking enjoy! P.s sasuke and naruto are 16 so i took the whole american's can drive at 16 because i felt like it hehehe xx p.s This is sasuke's pov

Which Side Does My Heart Lay?

"NARUTO!" my voice useless against the wind the last sight i saw was his face tearful my heart ached.

"Naruto" I whispered. His blonde hair faded as the misty fog covered the streets.

What was it he wanted to tell me my mind started fuzzing he's dying no no he's moving to the other side of the world he's moving school he hate's me! NO NO NO!

I choked he hates me but why i though about it more and pondered my sub-conscious mind rattled inside my brain like a kid who just had e numbers.

"Naruto" I whispered once more.

Tears started pricking my eyes He hate's me! He hate's me!

I sobbed and sobbed for what seemed like hours until it got dark. I looked at my watch it read 5:00pm Shit!. I was meant to be home at four.

My house was a 5 minute drive but on foot about 15 minutes because I like to take my time. I walked back to the school and got into my car it's black shiny coat and the leather interior makes it perfect to camouflage in the dark but in the sunlight it was the complete opposite those fan girls could spot me in a instant so I usually walked the traffic was slow and heavy when i pulled up into my drive it was already 5:50pm oh crap please god let me . I walked up to the door and hovered over the doorknob.

*CRASH!*

*BANG!**

*SMASH**

Distorted yells came from my house i forced the door open to reveal my father red-faced and breathing heavily he stomped over to me the ground shook...

"BOY!" He spat spewing saliva all over my face.

"WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN? IT IS 5:55PM YOU ARE 1 HOUR AND 55 MINUTES LATE EXPLAIN? He ordered at me.

"I-"...

My eyes stung as my cheek began to swell.

"YOU ARE STUPID BASTARD, I DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU AND THIS IS THE THANKS I GET YOU UNGRATEFUL LITTLE SOD!"

I ran up to my room finding it very difficult to see my father's word's echoing in my mind "Worthless!".

It was time again. I swore to myself that this would never happen again but like a drugee, i was hooked, addicted to the pain the relief i felt the tinge of blood trickling down my wrist all of it made me feel so so...

I lapped it up carefully tasting every drop of my blood. It had an acquired taste to it but i didn't mind at all besides it didn't really taste of much. I laid down on my bed feeling slightly or somewhat fulfilled but still empty what was missing?

I lay there for hours upon hours hoping sleep would engulf me taking all of my worries away but it never came sunrise started to show a beautiful color as it hit the watch i took from my mother's jewelry box it sparkled and glistened in the light the warmth flowed through my room the outside world seemed so positive.

Sleep never swallowed me up it was now coming up to 6:30am, I decided to stay home seeing as no one would miss me not even him... I groaned and tossed over onto my stomach and repeatedly punched my pillow. I started to drift off into dreamland where one can only hope miracles came true.

Kimi wa ima doko wo aruite

Nani wo mitsumeteru no?

Itsuka hanashite kureta yume

Oitsuzukete iru no?

My alarm went off it was 6 O'clock i decided to go to school that day as it was one of those days where i hardly needed to right anything or do any work.

I dragged myself into a seating position and hauled my body up to stand i shuffled to the bathroom and turned on the shower i hissed as the hot water pierced my scars the water slowly hitting every nerve causing my skin to become a raw red.

Minutes later i stepped out of the shower feeling squeaky clean. I walked into my closet

And picked out my favourite outfit my black jeans a slipknot top with a long sleeved jacket and high tops. I grabbed my bag and keys and went downstairs.

I skipped breakfast and got into the car as i parked up at the school i saw the blonde his facial expression was let's just say not good he looked pissed he marched over to me.

"YOU!" He shouted at me as he poked me.

"Yes" I answered calmly

"WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU YESTERDAY?"

"Me?" I questioned

"I was ill" I wondered if he would believe me.

"BULLSHIT. BULL SASUKE!"

"I was ill" I said showing my innocence.

"LIAR!" He said bitterly

"NO! I'm not if you will excuse me, i have class to attend".

Class who the Frick care's about class you have the highest scores in test and you have the knowledge of someone twice your age!

I turned away and carried on walking...

"No not until you tell me the real reason!" He snatched my wrist a pain soared through my body. I yelped in pain.

"Ah!"

"What?" His spoke his voice sounded as if it had something caught in it. Strange

"Nothing it's nothing" I hissed it hurt like hell!

He yanked again putting more pressure on my wrist the pain was excruciating.

I fell on my knees just before I screamed Naruto looked at me with a shocked & frightened face then the colour started to leave his face….

"No!" He hissed

"NO!" He repeated again

"SASUKE! NO!" he choked

I couldn't look at him if I did I would crumble I just looked at the ground wishing it would swallow me up.

"SASUKE LOOK AT ME!" He ordered his voice cracking.

I couldn't I wouldn't!

He bent down and grabbed my face forcing me to look at him his teary eyed face.

"Sasuke tell me you didn't" he spoke softly each word sounding like velvet.

I didn't answer he yanked my sleeves up. He gasped his fingers gently traced each scar the further he went up the worst they looked.

"Sasuke why?" He questioned me desperately.

I shoved him away and ran and ran he was calling me but I chose to ignore him. I can't believe he saw them!

Tears pouring down my face blurred my vision as I ran home all that was in my mind was he knows what a monster I am…..

okay okay i'm mean but at first i wanted this story to be pervy yaoi the good stuff then i read more sasuxnaru and how many there were there all unique and so is mine so by making sasuke kind of emo i thought it would be different.

until next time

Rii-Chan xx