Sharpay knew what they were doing was wrong in a way, but she didn't care. She would deal with the consequences after. She felt different. She felt him wanting her. She felt desire and passion. With each second that innocent kiss went into something different. It wasn't long when they were in the middle of a heated make out. Something they both never would have imagined happening in their wildest dreams.
Troy pulled away first, he didn't want to, but he needed air. He was worried that if he would break the kiss, something bad would happen. He didn't know what her reaction would be and looking at her, he didn't see any emotion. So he just waited and stayed in the same position, looking at her and waiting for some reaction.
She was afraid to open her eyes, feeling like this was all a dream and he would disappear as soon as she looked at him. But as she felt his arms still around her, his breath on her skin, she knew he would stay and was probably waiting for her to look at him. So he did, she didn't say anything, just tried to get answers from his eyes. If he meant kissing her or was it a mistake. But for her surprise, she saw him smile. It was only a small innocent smile, but that was all she needed, to know that he didn't regret kissing her.
He was happy, in a long time, he felt right holding someone. He didn't think of her as a booty call or someone he could use. She was his best friend...best friend. And then it hit him, she was a friend and he knew it wasn't right what they were doing. He let go of her and sat up. He didn't know why he had kissed her or what he is going to say to her now. He knew she was confused..hell he was confused. But their friendship meant to much for him to ruin. "I'm sorry" was all he could say.
Sharpay sat up also and looked at him, "For what?" she questioned with a whisper. She wanted to know what was running through his mind.
He finally looked at her. He saw the concern and how vulnerable she was at that moment. He didn't want to hurt her, but he had to say what he felt "The kiss. I should have never done that".
Sharpay looked away and sighed. He was regretting it. It didn't mean anything to him. Those were the only thought running in her mind. She didn't know what to say. She just sat there.
Troy knew she was upset and he felt bad, so he tried to explain it "You're my best friend, Pay. And I...don't want to hurt you".
Sharpay didn't look at him, she didn't know why but him saying no to her, hurt her so much. She tried hiding it "Why do you think you're going to hurt me?"
"Because you know who I am. I am not a relationship person and I don't want to hurt you by doing something that would end up ruining our friendship" he answered her.
Sharpay thought about what he said, he knew he was right. She didn't want to lose him as a friend, but she also wanted more. She has never felt something romantic towards him, but now, after everything that happened, the feelings showed up. She figured, they were always there, but she never knew that, until something actually happened. She didn't want him to go or this feeling to leave. She had feelings for her best friend, but she knew he didn't, so she could never admit that to him.
Troy saw this wasn't going anywhere and felt it was best to go home, forget everything and start fresh tomorrow. He got up and walked over to his side, he gave her a kiss on the top of her head and whispered his bye's. When he saw she wasn't responding, he just left. He was almost at the front door, when he heard her follower him.
"Why do you think I would get hurt?" she asked. She had made up her mind. She wanted him. Even if he didn't have feelings for her. But maybe...they can have a..different kind of friendship.
"Because...I'm not a relationship person and you're my friend, Pay" he said, he couldn't look at her.
"Why do you think I want a relationship with you?" she asked. Kicking herself for doing this. She knew she was the one who would get hurt from this, but in that moment, she had to do it.
Troy finally looked at her, scanning her face if she's lying. But he didn't see it. "What are you saying?" he asked, wanting to get to the point.
Sharpay looked down for a moment, deciding for the last time, if she should say it or not. And when she looked up at him, seeing the guy she had fallen for. Her decision was made. "Make love to me" she said.
Troy was surprised that she had asked that. Now he was confused. Maybe he had read her wrong. He didn't know what to say or to do.
Sharpay walked closer to her, until she stood right in front of him. Looking up at his baby blue eyes. She saw he was debating with himself on what to do.
Troy didn't want to do it, he knew she would get hurt, because he didn't feel the same way about her. But when he looked into her eyes, trying desperately to find out if this was a trick, he started to think, maybe she didn't have feelings and that she only wanted him, for one night. He lifted his hand and stroked her cheek gently, while he whispered "Are you sure?"
Sharpay closed her eyes and opened them again, giving him a nod "Just this night". That sentence was all it took. She knew she had convinced him that she didn't have feelings involved, even if it was a complete lie. She just wanted him, even if she had to pretend everything was okay. She slowly raised her hands, tracing her fingers over his chest and around his neck, pulling his head closer to hers. She didn't take her eyes off him, not once and whispered against his lips "Make love to me".
Troy took a final look at her before kissing her. Softly, but making it more passionate in seconds. In that time, he needed her as much as she needed him. But he had no idea, how he would hurt her after this.
