Oh jikes, this is going better than I though it would. I'm becoming a bit swamped with homework, every teacher seams to think their subject is most intresting and important. But really trying over here! I'm really happy with all the support this fic is getting. Love your faces!
The next few minutes went pass as a blur. Dave couldn't remember what the conversations was about if his life depended on it. Instead he was struggeling with his inner monolouge. Shit, you told him! So fucking brave dude, but... does this mean he and me are okay? Maby he still hates me? I treated him like shit for a really long time. And I guess I still haven't told him why I did it, should I? What would happen, would it... Would it change anything? He probobly still hates me, I bet he's laughing at me. He's smiling an awful lot with Mercedes over there. Fuck, that's what happened. This wasn't supposed to happen, shitshitshitshitshit. I need to get out of here! Slowly Dave rose from his seat, not caring about the surprised looks he was getting from the people he now called friends. The people he had protected from slushies and lockershoves. The people he had stood up for and threatened anyone who wanted to give someone a dumpsterdive, he had let everybody know what "The Fury" was capable of. Dave couldn't take it and stomped out of the only room he had ever felt good.
Leaning against the wall he began to slide down towards the ground, enjoying the rough feeling of the wall against his letterman jacket. There would probobly be stains on it now, but he didn't care. Feeling a small breeze on his face, Dave let out the tears that had been wanting to fall ever since Kurt left ever since the kiss. You're not worth his forgiveness, you're just a sad little pathetic fag in the closet. Not daring to come out and be proud like him. You don't deserve to breathe. The sobs was coming faster now, as Dave gave in to all his fears. He through about Azimios face when he found out about him being gay, or his mom. Dear god, his mom would be heartbroken! And dad would be so mad, "I did not raise a discusting queer! You're nothing but a sin, no longer my son".
Time got lost somewhere on the way, but when he finally stopped crying he felt relief. All the emotions that had been locked up had been out to play. Suddenly a pair of grey converse stood beside him, and Dave let his eyes wander up the silvergrey legs. The trousers met a black pea-coat and around his neck he wore a deepblue scarf. His face was slightly flushed with cold, his plump lips a deep raspberry colour.
"Are you okay?" He asked, like Dave had never misstreated him. Like they were friends.
"Not really" Dave chuckled slightly, not wanting to give away how nervous he was about talking to Kurt alone. But the other boy didn't say anything, he just sat down next to Dave. Using slow motions, as if Dave was a deer he didn't wish to frighten.
"Why are you upsed Karof... Dave?" Kurt's voice was small and unsure, but hearing those lips curl around his name was one of the sweetest things Dave had ever heard.
"I don't know, everything?" He took a deep breath and prepared to talk to Kurt, to leap head first in to all the misary and hurt that had grown between them so long. "I meant it, every word of that song..."
"Yeah I could hear that, you really have a beautiful voice Dave. Why didn't you joing Glee from the start?"
Because you did. "Because I wasn't ready to admit to that part of myself, it's something I had to learn to be proud of. I'm not as strong as you Kurt. I couldn't stand out that much, I needed the protection that comes with being a bully. It's the easiest way to hide you know? To be the highest in the food-chain. It means no one will look down on you, peering at your insecueties."
"Yeah, I guess. It's just hard to think like that. It's to backwards. But I guess I see what you mean."
"It also was the simplest way to be near you, without the queer-bashing..."
"What?..."
"Yeah, when I said I meant every word of that song I meant it." Dave hummed slightly before he started singing:
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby, the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry
"I.. I kind of... I love you Kurt"
Aaaaand, cliffhanger! Yey! I bet you all love me now, but cliffhangers is just the way I roll. Please review! So many favourited and put story alerts on this story, but I would love some feedback. (same song as last time, promise another song for next chapter!)