Cold.
that was the only way to describe
those frightening orbs that stared right trough me as I walked by.
and not their usual cold.
the kind that sent shivers down my spine.
Lifeless.
and he just walked by
as if he never knew me
and everything we shared was absolutelynothing
n o t h i n g
all from that one stare
i knew everything had changed.
.
i have no idea what happened over the summer
( perhaps the nargles had gotten to him, too. but this seemed much more severe)
and i might never know,
but when i talked to him in the library when
nobody else was around
he still only stared and said, quite simply
'i don't know what you're talking about,
you stupid girl girl, i've never talked to you in my life.
get away from me'
That seemed to echo
echo
echo
echo
through my brain
get away from me
get away from me
get away from me
.
i blinked
surely it had been a dream
(though i knew in my heart it wasn't)
my draco would never leave me
he was just misunderstood,
he was not as
heartless
or
as evil
as people had said.
i had seen the small light in his silver eyes
that nobody had.
and now that light was gone
vamoose
and he pushed me away
perhaps the only person who understood him
but the light was now cold
the real cold.
and i feared the light may never shine through again
.
