It was around 3:00 in the morning when Roxas's cell phone rang. As always he would lightly kiss my shoulder before answering it.I rolled my eyes as I heard Namine's annoying voice.

"I know babe...I'm sorry I didn't call.I was busy doing schoolwork."

His usual lame excuses.I was use to hearing them,every night,same old same old.

"ok,yeah I'll come and tuck you in."He replied

my eyes widened as he hung up and started to search for his clothing"she actually needs you to tuck her in?what's next you gonna feed her a bottle?"

Roxas glared at my comment"give it a rest Alena"

I sat up,the sheet clinging to my body"Roxas what is this?why am I just your sex toy when need be?

He sighed and sat down beside me,fully clothed,He grabbed my hand"I will tell her about us. real soon."

I scoffed and stood up,grabbing my robe"you've been saying that for months now."

Roxas wrapped his arms around me,gently nuzzling my neck"it's just hard to but I will."

I stepped out of his arms and sat on my bed,cross legged,glaring at him"why bother?I know you don't love me."

He gave me a confused,hurt look"Alena,I do love you."

"bull shit!if you did,you wouldn't be doing this to me!"I yelled,all my anger and frustration pouring out

"and what exactly am I doing to you?"

I crossed my arms,sighing"you know what you do...you sleep with me one night then the next day,go back to your "real girl" and act like I don't exist...like nothing ever happened."

Roxas laughed nervously"I don't do that."

I got up and walked to him,narrowing my eyes"don't! you have no idea how this feels for me. unlike you I actually do have feelings for you but I guess it's one sided."

He grabbed his stuff"I gotta go,I'll see you at school."

And just like that,He left as if he didn't even hear me.I closed my eyes,refusing to let my tears fall.I can't cry over him,It's stupid to cry over something you know you can't change.

The next day at school,I arrived semi late as usual. my friends were waiting for me at our table.I sat down,letting my bag fall"hey guys."I greeted

Kairi smiled"hey Alena,how was your night?"

I smiled back bitterly"oh just fantastic,how about you two?"

Olette giggled and poked her elbow at Kairi"that's code for:I had wild,passionate Sex with Roxas again."

They both giggled like crazy,looking at me,I rolled my eyes"alright yes,I slept with Roxas again but I can say it wasn't a pleasure."

Kairi stopped her laughing immediately"uh oh,Namine again?"

I nodded"you guessed it. last night it was that she needed him to tuck her in."

Olette laughed"oh wow,she actually wanted him to tuck her in? like a baby?"

Kairi rolled her eyes,patting my hand"don't worry,I'm sure he'll make it up to you."

I shook my head"no...I'm finished with his bullshit,I can't take it anymore."

Olette and Kairi looked at me sadly,I just gritted my teeth as I saw Roxas get out of his car"great,speaking of the asshole."

Kairi whirled her head around"wanna go talk to him."

"no."I harshly replied"I told you,I'm done with him."

I felt a hand on my shoulder,I sighed,turning around to tell Roxas off but-

"Hey Alena.",It was Riku,He was part of Roxas's gang. He was very good looking with long silver hair and pretty eyes,I blinked twice"uh Hi Riku."

Riku smiled a pearly white smile"can we talk for a minute?I need to ask you something."

I glanced toward Roxas who stopped to look at me and Riku,I smirked to myself then smiled sweetly at Riku"sure"I turned to Kairi and Olette who froze the minute Riku walked over"I'll see you guys later."

Riku leaded the way inside,He pulled me gently to his locker"so I was wondering,would you like to go out this friday?"

My eyes widened in shock,Riku was asking me on a date,wow this was a surprise"uh I don't really know Riku."I started

He leaned in towards me"come on."He urged"it will be a date you'll never forget."

I turned towards the school doors,Roxas walked in,He paused to look around,then spotted me and Riku,He walked over,ooh this will be good!

He narrowed his eyes at me then turned to Riku"hey man,what's going on?"

I rolled my eyes at his pathetic way to keep things casual. Riku shrugged"not much,just asking, The lovely Alena here on a date this friday."

Roxas's blue eyes glared at me with-was that jealousy I was seeing?

"really?well that's great but Alena is not available."He said,trying to stake his claim on me

Riku looked surprise"she didn't say anything about being taken."

I coughed and stood between them"uh excuse me boys,but I'm standing right here."

Roxas smiled at me"Alena,I need to talk to you."

Now I narrowed my eyes at him"but I was talking to Riku."

His smile dropped and he grabbed my arm"Alena,now!excuse us Riku."

I gasped as Roxas picked me up bridal style and carried me away from the confused Riku

I struggled the whole way"Roxas!put me down!right now!

He didn't listen to me,as usual,He kicked open and empty classroom door

"Roxas!I said put m-

I didn't get to finish my plea because He placed his lips on mine,my eyes widened as he deepened the kiss,darting his tongue down my throat

Roxas layed me on the teachers desk,scattering all the books and papers on the floor,I took this moment to breath and gather my strength"Roxas..what are you doing?"

He crawled on top of me and gazed into my eyes"why were you going to go out with Riku?

I blinked at him,this was just a jealously issue? "I didn't accept it but I didn't reject it either."

Roxas took my lower lip between his teeth,sucking and nibbling it,I moaned in pleasure,nearly forgetting our current topic.I wrapped my thighs around his middle as his hand crawled slowly up my leg

I then realized I was letting him in again,shaking my head I try to pull away"no,Roxas I'm done being your sex toy."

He looked at me then dipped his head under my shirt,kissing my stomach.I bite back a moan and pull him out"did you hear what I just said?"I demanded,finally getting him off

I was surprised at the amount of strength I had,normally I couldn't resist his touch or his kiss.

Roxas groaned"come on baby."He placed his mouth on mine again"you know how good it is between us."

I slapped him on the cheek"stop.I'm done."

He grabbed my hand before I could walk out"what's your deal? I thought you wanted me."

I sighed"I do,but unlike you I actually HAVE feelings for no,it's only about sex for you."

Roxas cupped my chin"it's not like we're hurting anybody by doing this."

Okay that hurt,I yanked my chin away"yes,your hurting me,but you don't really give a damn do you?"

I fled the classroom,leaving behind Roxas,which killed me to do so but he has to learn,I'm not his play thing anymore.

A/N

I must say I'm quite liking my character Alena,she's like the inner me lolz says and does things I could never have the guts to do.

I realized I've made Roxas quite the asshole but he will make it up to Alena ^_^

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