It was around 3:00 in the morning as I just layed there in my bed. not able to sleep a wink. it's all Roxas's fault,after the drama from the day before and now because of that I can't sleep.

I rolled over on my left side and glanced at my clock. in just a few hours,I'd have to wake up for school which means facing Roxas.

Downstairs I heard the front door open. my mother must be home with her latest random guy she brings home from bars.I closed my eyes as I heard her footsteps on the stairs.

Knowing she would peek in here to see if I was asleep,groaning I pulled my blanket over my head and closed my eyes.

"Alena?are you awake?"

of course I was,that was what I wanted to say but I remained quiet.

As soon as she closed the door and headed downstairs,I ripped off my blanket and tip toed out of my room.I wanted to see what loser she brought home this time.

When I was 14,my dad died in a car accident. since then,my mom has brought one random loser after another. at first I didn't really mind but then it started to get on my nerves. She was trying to replace my dad,

But I knew no one could ever do that.

I peered over the railing to see my mom in the living room,pouring drinks for her and her loser.I shake my head and sigh,are all men such jerks?that question was something I've been asking myself a lot lately.

Roxas was all I ever wanted.I love him with everything I've got. but that doesn't seem to matter to him. He 'd rather be with Namine, God her name makes me want to vomit.

If there's one thing I've learned through out my life. is you can't always count on someone.I couldn't count on my own mother to be there for me and well just be here,She 'd rather be out,away from me.

My dad was always the one who was there for me when I needed him. He was the one and probably only man that I could count on.

Sighing I tip toed back into my room,closing the door,I collapsed on my bed. to try to get some sleep.

The next morning,my alarm went off at exactly 7:00,I groaned,hit the button and stood up,slightly stumbling,I pulled my hair down as I walked to the mirror and gazed at my reflection

"ugh."I rubbed my face"I'm so ugly in the morning."

I sighed and headed to the bathroom to take a shower. as I opened my door,I saw that my mother was no longer in the living room.I rolled my eyes,She probably took that loser to her room.

After I showered,put some make-up on and got dressed.I headed downstairs,no sign of my mom in the kitchen.I pushed open her bedroom door,but I saw nothing,the bed was still made as if nobody was in it.

"great"I said out loud,knowing she wouldn't hear me"of course your not here mother."

"ding dong"

I frowned,who could that be?better not be the loser she was with.I was so not in the mood to deal with him.I walked over to the front door and peeked through the peek hole.

My eyes widened as I lean against the door,it was Roxas!w-what was he doing here?,only one way to find out.I take a deep breath as I turn the knob

He smiled at me,his totally heart melting smile.I remain calm as I looked at him,narrowing my eyes"what are you doing here?"I demanded

Roxas sighed and walked past me,brushing my shoulder slightly"we need to talk."

I gritted my teeth as I shut my door and whirled around to him"we don't need to do anything!I told you yesterday I was done with you!"

"see I don't believe that.I believe you care about me too much to just give me up like that."

smirking,I placed my hands on my hips"well then you obviously don't know me that well then because I can." *yeah right*my mind sceamed

Roxas's eyes glazed over me,taking in my was just a halter and some tight jeans. Roxas smirked at me"you look so sexy today Alena."

I felt my cheeks go red and I shook my head,glaring at me"don't try and sweet talk me!you bastard."

He took a step closer to me,I backed up"Roxas...please."I closed my eyes,tears wanting to spill"just leave.I can't stand it anymore."

I felt him soften as he took another step"what do you mean?"

wrapping my arms around my stomach,my eyes welled"I can't stand being your sex toy."

He pulled me to him gently,my chest hitting his.I struggled against his hold"but I thought you enjoyed it?"He whispered,his hot breath on my ear,making me weak

"I-I do...but that's all I am to you!I want to be more!"I shouted and finally pulled myself out his strong grip

Roxas sighed and sat on my couch"Alena,I broke it off with Namine."

I felt like my heart stopped,my eyes widened"y-you what? you broke up with her?"

Something didn't feel right though.I felt like he wasn't telling me the truth"you seriously broke up with her? for real?"

"for real."He replied,his blue eyes staring right into mine

I raised an eyebrow"and your not just saying this so I'll come back to you?"

Roxas grabbed my chin,pulling me closer"I promise,me and her are over."

He leaned in and met my lips in a kiss,a sweet yet passionate kiss,I wrapped my arms around his neck,deepening the kiss losing myself in him

I felt myself losing control as he started sucking on my neck"Roxas...I-we're going to be late for school."

"just a little late."He whispered in my ear as he went back to biting up and down my neck,I arched my back and closed my eyes,it was so unreal how much I missed this,His kisses are so indescribable.

"Alena,I love you."

My eyes shot open at those words,I pull back to look at him"w-what?I was sure I didn't hear him right.

Roxas smiled and leaned his forehead against mine"I love you."

my heart started pounding,He loved me!Roxas said He loved me,the words I've been longing to hear. my cheeks turned crimson"I-I love you too."

He closed the gap between us,taking my mouth with his,his lips devouring every inch of me,I moaned as he licked my earlobe"oh Roxas..."

"god Alena,you feel so soft."

I squealed as he grabbed my butt"Roxas!"

He smirked as he devoured my lips again,I wrapped my legs around his middle as he lifted me into his lap,I stuck my tongue in his mouth,battling with his

I gave him one last quick kiss and rubbed his cheek,I gave him a smirk of my own"you got so jealous when Riku asked me out."

Roxas growled and pulled me closer"damn right I did,He had no right to ask you out."

I smiled at him"well if that's what it takes to get you to show how you feel for me...then I'm so gonna do it again"

He pulled me in for another kiss,wrapping me tight in his embrace"don't you dare,I can't stand the thought of losing you to another guy."

my heart melted,he really did care,I snuggled into him,inhaling his scent"okay."

I felt him kiss my head"I guess now I know how you felt when you saw me and Namine together."

giggling I kissed his nose"yeah...it's not fun at all."

"well you don't have to worry anymore.I'm all yours."Roxas whispered in my ear sweetly

How about that,for once things in my life are going great. But how long do I have until the shit hits the fan?

A/N

Here's chapter 3:) I'm not sure how long I want this story to be since I'm working on my other stories. eh I'll have to think on that.

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