The following weekend I was spending some time with Kairi and Olette. they said we all needed a girls night.I wanted to reject but you know Kairi,she's quite persistent.

Olette giggled as we all walked into the mall,arm in arm"it's so great that you and Roxas are officially together!"

Kairi shook her head and laughed"yeah it is,so Alena,when do we get to plan the wedding?"

I gasped and pulled away from them,glaring at them"shut up you guys!we just started dating" I stomped away from them,okay I was being dramatic so what?

Olette pouting,running after me her arms waving about"aww come on!we were just teasing you!"

I stopped and turned to them"you two are always doing that!it gets on my freakin nerves!"

Kairi walked slowly to us,her eyes carefully regarding me"okay Alena,you can calm down,we WERE just joking."

I sighed and looked away from their hurt expressions"I'm sorry." I mumbled quietly

Olette wrapped an arm around me"alright,your forgiven,we were just happy for you is all."

a smile slowly crossed my face"I know,come on,we're here to have a girls night out"

I wrapped my arms around my two friends as we trailed down the mall together.

After a few hours of shopping we stopped at the food court. grabbing a table and putting down our heavy shopping bags. Olette smiled "okay,what do you guys want?I go order it."

I scrunched up my face as I looked at the magazine I had bought,it had Taylor Swift on the cover"I'll have a burger and fries."

Kairi shook her head at my reaction the magazine then eyed Olette"I'll have the same."

The brunette nodded"okay!3 burgers it is!I'll be back." we watched as She raced to the counter. Kairi poked my arm playfully"don't like Taylor Swift?"

I rolled my eyes as I put down the magazine"no I don't she's just soo ugh!"I said while cringing

The red haired girl laughed slightly"well I think she's okay."

I scooted my chair away from her"why am I friends with you then."

Her face fell as I said that.I sighed as I scooted back"I was just joking Kai."

She remained silent as she looked anywhere but at me"Kairi...It was just a joke."

She faced me a smile on her face"I know."then she busted out laughing

My jaw dropped,that witch!she actually had me there"you...ugh!"I slammed my hands on the table

Kairi grinned and patted my arm"I know you were just kidding,I just wanted to see your reaction."

I frowned as I ignored her which was something childish I'll admit but hey I was mad at Kairi and she deserved it!

Olette came over with all of our food on the tray,She placed it down,wiping her brow"wheww that was heavy!"

I grabbed my food and drink gratefully"thanks Ollie."I sipped my drink,grateful for having a excuse not to talk to Kairi

Kairi pouted at my silent treatment"come on Alene!talk to me!"

I hated then they used their little nick name for me. it 's like their begging

Olette frowned in confusion as she unrapped her burger"what's going on?"

Kairi looked at her"Alena won't talk to me,all because I teased her to get a reaction out of her."

I remained silent as I stuffed a fry in my mouth,Olette shook her head"come on Alena,how are we suppose to have a girls night if you won't talk."

stuffing another fry in my mouth I glared at her"I'll talk to you." then I pointed to Kairi"but I won't talk to her."

Kairi whimpered and stood up,her lips quivering"I-I'll be in the ladies room." and with that she fled to the girls bathroom

Olette frowned"great Alena,look at what you did."

I sighed as I sipped my drink"don't worry,she's probably just playing around again."

"for gods sake Alene!you could at least go talk to her!"Olette scolded me

rolling my eyes,I got up and walked to the ladies room.I pushed open the door and as soon as I enter I hear sobbing.

great,just great.I lightly tap the stall I think she's in"Kairi? come on,you know I wasn't going to igore you forever."

"go away!"She cried,sniffling

I growled "no,you know I didn't mean to ignore you!I was just playing around,like you were doing with me earlier."

I heard continued sobbing and sniffling,I leaned against the stall door,hitting my head lightly on the door"fine...I'm sorry,is that what you wanted to hear?"

The sobbing had stopped and silence hit my ears.I wondered if she had cried herself to sleep,Kairi has been known to do that.

The lock on the stall began to turn,I step back a few feet as the door fully opened. Kairi sniffed and looked straight at me"I'm sorry for fooling you earlier too."

I giggle slightly"hey...it's fine."

She quickly ran to me and hugged me tight"Alena,your my best friend! and I love you girl."

I awkwardly hugged her back"uh okay?" this was weird for Kairi to suddenly hug me like that.

She sniffed as she pulled back to look at me"which is why I have to tell you something."

Okay,I was officially scared. this night went from fun to serious.I took a steady breath"what is it?"

Kairi looked away,into the mirror before she spoke again"it's about Roxas."

THAT caught my attention,I pulled her back to look at me"what about him?"

She whimpered"He...He's still with Namine."

My heart stopped,I suddenly felt like I couldn't breath"w-what?"I started to hyperventilate

"I saw them t-together...today just before me and Olette came to pick you up. He was going into her house."She whispered

I growled,my teeth seething"THAT LYING BASTARD!" I screamed loudly,which I'm sure the whole world heard

Kairi watched me,her eyes filled with pity,I screamed as I fell to the floor,I was panting,I felt like the world was crumbling beneath my feet.I felt like I'd been stabbed

Kairi panicked and kneeled down beside me"Alena? a-are you okay?"

I layed my head on the floor,just staring into nothing.I couldn't feel anything.

The door to the bathroom burst opened,Olette ran in,Her green eyes widened at the scene"Kairi?...what's wrong with Alena?"

"I told her about Roxas going into Namine's house."Kairi replied quietly

Olette gasped and her hands covered her mouth"oh my god...you told her!

Kairi shook her head sadly"I had to!I just couldn't...

I heard their voices but everything around me went black

"ALENA!" that was the last thing I heard

A few hours later:

I slowly opened my eyes.I groaned as the light hit my face.I didn't know where I was or what happened

"oh!Kairi,she's awake!"

I turned to see my two best friends sitting by my bed.I slowly looked around,it looked like I was in a hospital but I couldn't be sure

"thank god,Alena are you alright?"

I looked at Kairi,I nodded my head,I felt like I couldn't speak"w-w-w- I trailed off

Olette smiled softly"your in the hospital,you passed out. The doctor said you have a panic attack."

My gaze dropped to the bed,that's right...I passed out in the mall after I found out about Roxas,I cringed at the thought of him

Kairi patted my hand"the doctor says you'll be fine but to take it easy. Panic attacks are rough apparently."

"have you had any panic attacks before Alene?"Olette asked me quietly

I cleared my throat a bit"y-yeah."I managed to croak out"when my father died."

They both looked at each other,worried expressions on both of their faces

"is there anything we can get you?"

"water."I whispered,Olette nodded as she grabbed the water pitcher and poured some water into a cup for me

"here you go."She said,handing it to me

"t-thanks."I coughed,bringing the cup to my pale lips,I took several long sips

There was silence until Olette spoke up"um I'm gonna go tell the doctor your awake"

Kairi watched as she left the room before turning to me"oh Alene,I'm so sorry I had to tell you like that. but I couldn't let you get hurt anymore."

I put down my cup,rubbing my throat"it's bound to happen when your in love Kai."

I knew it wouldn't be long before something bad happened. Life is such a bitch to me

"I think he does like you but...he sure has awful way of showing it."She mumbled

I rolled my eyes"please Kai,I know what I am to him.I'm clearly his sex toy and nothing but."

Kairi patted my head"I'm sorry."

I waved her off"Kai,if you don't mind,I'd like to be alone."

She sighed,getting up"okay,I'll uh be out there if you need me."

I nodded and layed my head back on the pillow,drowning in my thoughts and sorrow. I hated Roxas so much right now!but I have a plan to get him back,oh yes this will hit him hard!

I loved him,I truly do but sometimes you have to hurt the one you love. especially when that's all he's ever done to me.

A/N

okay,a lot of drama in this chapter xD oh and I apologize to anyone that is a fan of Taylor Swift. I just don't like her,but that's my opinion ^_^

oh and so there's no confusion,Kairi meant she loves Alena in a friend/sister way.I hope everyone knows that lolz

hmmm I wonder what Alena has in store for Roxas?

find out in chapter 5 coming soon:)

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