Since that day,me and Sora have been getting really close.I've decided that I can't use him,it would be wrong and it would hurt Sora. Which I don't want since He's been so good to me. He keeps his word too,he hasn't put pressure on me to move on.

I'm very grateful to him. as for the Roxas issue,for the moment,nothing has changed.I'm still avoiding him and he's still his playboy self.

It gets harder,everyday just to see his face.I wish I hadn't fallen for him in the first place. it would make my life so much easier. but no,I had to fall for his beautiful blue eyes and handsome smile.

Around 6:00 in the morning,I rolled out of bed and walked downstairs. as usual my mom was nowhere to be found.I slightly stumble into the kitchen,pulling out some cereal,I was so not in the mood to cook.

After a few minutes of eating,I jump into the shower then race back upstairs.I had to get ready,Sora would be here any minute to pick me up.

"now,what to wear?"I questioned myself

I dig through various piles of clothes I had scattered,I couldn't decide if I wanted to be sexy or casual.

turning to my closet,I quickly scanned through,I pulled out a short jean skirt and a purple tube top"hmmm."I scrunched up my face in thought"what the hell,I'll go with this"

It was sexy and casual mixed,couldn't go wrong there.

*ding dong*

running to the window,I saw brown spikes,I laugh quietly as I ran downstairs in a sprint,taking the stairs two at a time.

I made sure to secure my robe before opening the front door,The door opened to reveal Sora.I offer him a smile as I nod my head towards the living room"come on in,I still have to get dressed."

Sora grinned as he walked past me,gently brushing my shoulder with his"okay."

my face felt warm,I knew I was blushing again"okay...so you just wait here and I'll be like only 5 minutes."I turned towards the staircase

"by the way, Alena?"His voice stopped me in my tracks on the first step

"yeah?"I reply,turning slightly to look at him

Sora smirked lightly at me"I like your robe."

my face flushed as I quickly ran upstairs"shut up Sora."I called down to him

His laughter could be heard as I shut my bedroom door,so I could change.I quickly threw on my shirt,pulled up my skirt and ran a brush through my hair.

After I was done dressing,I stood in front of my mirror as I applied my makeup.

I was just finishing my lip gloss when Sora knocked at my door"ready yet?"

nodding my head,I put down my lip gloss,I stood up,facing him"yep,I am."

His blue eyes scanned me slowly,I blushed as I pulled a strand of hair behind my ear"what are you staring at?"I mumble quietly

Sora's lips formed into a smile,a big one"just admiring your beauty."

my heart skipped a beat at those words.I wrapped my arms over my chest"I-I- thanks."

He took a step towards me,I dropped my eyes to the floor,not wanting to meet his"Alena,are you alright?"

I gave him a nod"y-yeah,I'm fine,why do you ask?"

"I don't know,you just seem...-"He trailed off

I slowly gazed up at him,He was staring right back at me"I'm fine Sora."I assure him,or at least try to assure him

Sora stepped even closer to me,where I could feel his warm breath on my lips"you don't have to be brave for me Alena,let me heal you."He whispered in my ear,gently brushing my hair off my shoulder

Damn him!making me feel weak,I felt myself stutter again"I-I don't know what you mea-

He cuts me off by kissing my neck,I throw my head back as he starts to suck on my neck"Sora.."I gasped

Sora brings his lips to land on mine,kissing me with all the passion he could muster.I wrapped my arms around him as He backed me up against my bed,making me land safely on it.

He landed on top of me,his body crashing against mine.I looked up at him,I felt like I could trust Sora,He is being so sweet.I grabbed him by the shirt bringing him down to my lips. His lips were so soft and warm,inviting.

Sora pulls away,his blue eyes looking deeply down at me,his lips curled into a smile"as much as I'd love to continue this,we should get to school."

I growled as he stood up,damn him,dragging me back into reality"do we have to?"I whined,probably sounding like a 3 year old

He laughed and nodded,I grabbed his hand and in one swoop he pulled me off the bed"let's get going Alena."

Sora's car stopped in the school parking lot.I grabbed my bag and hopped out,Sora was right behind me.I looked around for Kairi and Olette,I spotted them talking to Hayer.I've seen him around but I don't really know them well.

I turn to Sora"well,I'm going to go meet the girls...what are you going to do?"

He chuckled,ruffling up his spikes,shrugging his backpack over his shoulder"I guess I'll go meet with my boys."

narrowing my eyes at him,I glared slightly"are you mocking me?"

Sora smirked and pecked me gently on the lips"see you later."He whispered as he strode past me

I shook my head and skipped over to our usual table"hey guys,what's up?"

Olette turned to me,looking excited about something"oh!Alena,good your here!"She whirled back on Hayner"tell her,Hayner"

I frowned in confusion,what was going on?"okay,guys,fess up,what's the deal?"

Hayner smiled at me"well,I'm having this really big party this weekend. my parents are going out of town and so I thought this was the perfect party time!"

I nodded"that's good for you Hayner."

"and for you."He replied

THAT caught my attention,my eyes narrowed I faced him"how is that good for me?"

Hayner laughed"I'll see you girls later."with that He fled from the scene

I whirled around to my friends"okay,what's going on?"

Kairi darted a glance at Olette,who returned it"well...this party is going to be useful."

I raised an eyebrow"useful? how the hell is it useful?"

Olette gulped"w-well Roxas will be there."

at that name,I stopped listening completely,I growled"would you two give it up already? me and Roxas are finished."

Kairi put a hand on my arm"Alene...we know that he really hurt you...and maybe,being with Sora is helping...b-but have you even thought of talking to him?"

Talk to him? Yeah right!that's the last thing I want to do.I sigh tiredly as I look at Kairi"Kairi please...you know how I feel...I just can't talk to him."

Olette frowned,crossing her arms"but Alene,you love him,right?I think you shouldn't just let him go,just like that."

I suppose she had a point. Roxas is the main reason I live. even if he does happen to cause me a have a daily knife in the heart.I slowly glance over my shoulder at him,He's sitting at his usual table with his best friend Axel.

Axel...hmmm,maybe I could ask him a few questions about Roxas,He should know all the inside scoop.I looked at my friends"I'll see you guys at lunch,I got some stuff to do before class."

I turn and ran into the school,leaving Kairi and Olette staring after me confused.

My plan was to wait by Axel's locker,I couldn't talk to him while Roxas was around.I leaned casually against the locker,hoping he wouldn't take too long.

"okay Rox man,I'll catch you later."

my eyes widened,I saw Axel and Roxas go separate ways as they entered the school.I took a deep breath as the red head sauntered over to my direction

When he saw me,his own eyes widened,He stopped a few feet away from face unreadable"what are you doing at my locker?"

I tucked a strand of hair behind my ear before I met his gaze"I needed to talk to you."I replied,hoping this would go smoothly

Axel raised an eyebrow,He brushed me aside as He started opening his locker

Not happy with the way he was treating me,I put on my brave face"I just have a few questions for you. there 's no need to act like this."

He put his books away then slammed his locker shut,I jump as He roughly grabs my arm"and why the hell should I answer you?you hurt my best friend."He growled

I glare at him as I freed my arm"excuse me?but he's the one who hurt me,I didn't do a thing to him!"

He glared back at me"whatever bitch"He spat as He turned away

feeling like I'd been slapped,I grab his arm"you know what? you have no right to judge me,you don't know me,you don't know anything about me."

His green eyes turned into slits"let go of me."

"no,I'm not finished."I spat back

Axel rolled his green eyes,that only angered me more"you don't know me at all,so you have no right to talk to me like that. Roxas is the one that hurt me,I love him and yet he treats me like nothing!"

His eyes softened slightly,I growled"you don't know me,so why don't you shut the hell up and don't talk about things unless you know what your saying!"I slapped him hard across the cheek

Everyone in the hallway gasped as He stumbled back,I took a shaky breath as I looked around,everyone was staring at me.I ran pass the angry red head.

I didn't stop until I ran to the girls bathroom.I closed and locked the door.I sank against it,letting my tears fall freely. crying is something that I've gotten used to. it 's like a pastime of mine.

*knock knock*

I sniffed"the bathroom's full."

"Alena,It's me."

my watered eyes widened,Roxas...what does he want

"go away Roxas."I hissed through the door

"no,I need to talk to you."He replied

I groaned and closed my eyes,extra tears fell"I-I can't...I can't face you. it 's too hard."I sobbed out the last part

"please,let me in."

I glanced in the mirror,my eyes were red and puffy,a usual look for me,as of late

I reluctantly unlocked the door, stepping to the side as He entered

my gaze dropped to my feet"so..I take it,you saw what happened."

Roxas was silent,which caused me to look at him,He was studying me carefully,I sniffed lightly and wiped a tear away

He took one step and pulled me into him,making my body crash against his,I gasped in surprise His eyes looked straight into mine"Alena..."

I wanted to look away but his hands brought my face back to his"don't reject this."He whispered

"reject w-what?"

Roxas caught my lips with his,without another word,my eyes widened in shock,my mouth opened slightly,at which He sneaked his tongue in.

I finally got enough strength to push him away,he gave me a surprised look"Alena...come on,I miss you,so much."

his words made my heart skip a beat,I swallowed hard,dropping my gaze to the ground"stop it,just don't Roxas."

Roxas grabbed my hand gently"I mean it.I-I missed you so much."

I stay silent as he walked around me,making a circle"I miss your smile,I miss your smell,I miss your adorable laugh."

I felt him behind me,He nuzzled my neck"god you smell good,just like how I remember."

closing my eyes,I winced as he began to make his way to my shoulder,kissing every inch"don't"I finally whispered

Roxas chuckled in my ear,nipping at it gently"if you want me to stop,then stop me."He said huskily

I wanted to stop him,but for some reason,I couldn't move,it was like something was glueing me to the floor

"Alena,don't resist anymore,I know you still love me."He purred into my ear

suddenly something inside me snapped.I whirled around to him,kissing him deeply,running my hands everywhere on him. He kept up equally

His hand were around my waist,holding me tightly against him,his lips were playing with mine,sucking and nibbling,I moaned against his lips

it was like I had no control over my body.I rolled my eyes back in pleasure,his hands were rubbing me all over"Roxas...I-I need you."I whispered

He kissed me deeply,tongue and all"I'm here baby,I'm here."

I gasped when I suddenly realized what I was doing,I pulled away as if he had burned me,I turned my back to him,gasping for air"oh god...what the hell just happened?"

Roxas sighed,rubbing his temple"we kissed Alena,come on,you just told me that you needed me."

I growled,whirling on him"THAT...was the hormones talking,and hormones only."

His eyes softened as he looked away"you were finally letting me in,after so long."

I crossed my arms over my chest"hmph,thank god I finally came to my senses,who knows what would have happened if I hadn't."

Roxas remained silent as He turned and walked out of the girls bathroom, my eyes widened*ugh!I can't believe him*

I ran out the door and scanned the hallways for the blond,I looked left and only saw a few kids at their lockers.I turned right and was welcomed with an empty hallway.I sighed,great job Alena

At lunch,I sat at the table with Kairi and Olette. even Sora had joined us,sitting right beside me. my cheeks were red,since Sora kept smiling at me. Olette giggled"so Sora,do you happen to like anybody?"

my heart dropped,what the hell Olette?you just don't go asking that type of question out loud.I glanced at him,He chuckled"actually,I do like someone."

I wounder who it is,Olette smiled at him"oh!who is it?"

I was listening carefully as I took a bite of my sandwich. Sora looked at me"well I think you all know who it is."

I gasped,choking slightly,I quickly grabbed my soda and took a long sip.I slammed it on the table when I was done,finally able to breath,my eyes darted to his"y-you like me?"

Kairi laughed"it's kind of obvious Alena." Olette sighed gently"that's so romantic and sweet!"

I took a deep breath,Sora placed his hand on mine,then he looked at Olette and Kairi"could you girls,give us a few minutes alone?"

Olette squealed in delight,nodding her head"come on Kai,let's give these two some alone time."

Kairi nodded and followed the brunette,leaving me and Sora alone. my stomach was in knots,I feel nervous. Sora smiles gently as me"Alena...I know you still love Roxas. but I'm hoping maybe you could make room in your heart for me too?"

oh god,I sneak a glance at Roxas,He was at his table with Namine,no surprise there. maybe I should give Sora a chance,what could it hurt?,after all Roxas isn't leaving his slut anytime soon.

I brought my gaze back to Sora,I smiled shyly"okay Sora,I'll give you a chance."

He smiled big and leaned in towards me,I blushed as His lips touched mine.I sigh blissfully into his lips,wrapping my arms around him. at least Sora doesn't have to think about being with me,unlike someone I know

Sora pulled away,his eyes never leaving mine"how about we go on a date,this weekend?"

my eyes popped open in surprise,a date? wow,Roxas never even took me on one.I smiled,cupping his cheek"I can't wait."

He leaned in,kissing me deeply,with passion this time.I deepen the kiss,crawling into his lap,wrapping myself in him,trying to get as close to Sora as possible.

Sora's face felt red,I looked up to see him blushing.I giggle slightly"my my,Sora's blushing."

He rolled his eyes playfully,looking away"shut up."He mumbled

I smirked,raising myself in his lap,gazing into his eyes"haven't you ever been this close to a girl before?"

Sora's cheeks went red again"uh sure I have."

I can't believe it,Sora hasn't ever made out with anyone before me"so I guess that means your a virgin too."I teased

He laughed nervously"well...I -uh."

I giggled"relax,Sora,I'm just teasing you,there's no way,a guy as hot as you could still be a virgin."

Sora remained silent,still looking away from me,wait...He couldn't be,could he?I sat beside him,putting my hand on his"S-Sora?are you a virgin?"

He nodded,burying his face in his hands. my heart skipped a beat,aww that's so cute.I smiled,rubbing his shoulder"hey,there's nothing wrong with that."

He looked at me shyly"yeah but...does that mean,I'm not good enough for you?"

I gasped"Sora...of course not,there's nothing wrong with you still being a virgin,hell I wish I still was."

smirking,I nudged him"besides,it's hard to tell,with you being such a good kisser."

Sora laughed,his blue eyes shining,I leaned in,kissing him deeply,He wrapped me up in his arms,our bodies touching,His tongue darted in my mouth,I gasped in pleasure,my tongue dancing with his,I heard Sora moan as I kissed his neck

"alena,y-your so.."He whispered,groaning

I smirked,kissing his lips"I'm so..what?"

He slowly opened his eyes"breathtaking."

my cheeks were beet red"your not so bad yourself."

Sora caressed my cheek,his eyes never leaving mine"Alena,I-

"okay that's enough you two!"

I whirled around to see Roxas standing there,glaring at both of us.I narrowed my eyes at him"oh hello Roxas."

His eyes were full of fire"Sora,come on,we should get home."

I wanted to hiss at him,tell him off but Sora stood up,gently pulling my back down on the bench,He turned to his brother"okay,go ahead,I'll meet you at the car."

I fixed my hair,blushing,I forgot we were still in the school yard. Sora smiled at me"we'll have to finish this later beautiful."

my eyes darted at Roxas,who was still looking at his from his car,I laughed nervously"yeah..I guess we will."

Sora lean down,to kiss me on the forehead"I'll see you later Alena."

I nodded,standing up"bye Sora."

I watched as He walked towards the car,Roxas glared at him as He got in the passenger seat.I rolled my eyes,Roxas can get so jealous sometimes.

A/N

woo,this was a long chappie,but it's okay,I had plenty of time,with the internet being out for a while xD but I took a slight break from writing for a bit since I was feeling some writers block.

anyway,please Read and Review:)

xoxoxoxo