That weekend,I strolled into the party with Kairi and Olette. Hayner had a huge 3 story house,so this party was huge and easy to get lost in. when we first arrived Hayner greeted us with a big grin and a beer in one hand"you ladies made it!"

I wrinkled my nose in disgust,the air smelled like beer and smoke"yeah,thanks for invite Hayner."

Kairi glanced around"wow there's so many people here."

I shrugged as we made our way to the living room,I crashed on the couch"of course,no one passes up a good party."I mutter sarcastically

Olette sat next to me,looking around nervously,I noticed and gently elbowed her"you okay?"

She jumped"y-yeah,I'm just nervous,this is the first time I've ever been to a party."

Kairi smiled and nodded towards the drinks table"I'll go get us something to drink,be right back."

I watched as she went to the table,then I looked past the table and saw Roxas with Namine of course.I felt the pang in my heart and inhaled deeply,trying to erase the pain.

Olette looked down at her hands in her lap,Her face was a bit red,I smirked"see someone you like Ollie?"

Her face flushed and she giggled"hayner."She whispered

my jaw dropped,Olette likes Hayner? I so did not know that,I gently smacked her leg"you like Hayner?since when?"

She smiled"I've liked him for years now."

"why didn't you ever tell me?"I scolded her

Olette sighed"well your always busy with Roxas drama and I just don't want to make it worse."

I laughed gently,wrapping my arm around her shoulder"girl,your one of my besties,you shouldn't keep something like that from me,plus I could have gotten you two together!"

Her mouth formed into an o as she shook her head furiously blushing"no!no you don't need to."

I smirked and looked towards Hayner,He was busy talking to some party goers and laughing along with them

Kairi returned with 3 cups in her arms,She handed one to me and Olette"don't worry,it's punch."She assured me,noticing me checking out the contents in my cup

I giggled"good."

Kairi sat next to me and Olette on the couch,bringing her cup to her lips"you guys having fun so far?"

Olette nodded,still staring at Hayner.I elbowed her once more"go over there and talk to him at least."

She shook her head from side to side"no!I can't"

I put down my cup and stood up,grabbing her arm"come on,all you gotta do is talk to him."I ushered her towards her hottie,Olette dug her heels in the floor"no I can't!"She squeaked

Kairi giggled as well"come on Ollie,you can do it!"

Olette gave me and Kairi a pleading look as I pushed her over to him,I gave her the thumbs groaned and slowly turned towards Hayner"h-Hi Hayner."

I smiled and sat back next to Kairi,She smiled as she noticed it was going well for our Ollie,good one of us should have a good relationship

I glanced back over at Roxas,who was now alone and staring right back to me.I huffed and turned away,bringing my cup to my lips and taking a long swig

Kairi followed my gaze then turned back to me"are you alright? should we leave?"

I stood up,swaying my hips and drinking from my cup"no way Kai,I'm not going to let Roxas spoil my fun."

She frowned at me,I stopped and narrowed my eyes"what?"

"I know I didn't put beer in your cup,so why are you kinda acting like it?"She questioned

I put down my cup,now that it was empty and I swayed my lips to the left"because Kai,I'm here to have fun."

I spinned around in a circle"whoo!"

Kairi sighed in frustration"Alena...why don't you go find Sora or something?"

that stopped me in midspin,I grinned"your right Kai,thanks for the idea!"

I sprinted to the kitchen to see if He was in there,just a bunch of kids drinking, so no Sora in there.I jogged upstairs,nearly colliding with Riku as I rounded the top step"whoa there!"He said as I almost slipped

I giggled"thanks Riku!that was a close one,so have you seen Sora around?"

He nodded"yeah,He's in the bathroom."

"thanks."I said as I pecked his cheek,I was so caught up in the moment that I didn't notice blue eyes glaring at me from the staircase

I skipped to the bathroom door and leaned against the wall,waiting for Sora. a few seconds the door opened and He stepped out,I wrapped my arms around his waist,hugging him tight"Sora!"

He stumbled back against the door"oh!H-Hi Alena."

I pulled away smiling at him,He looked damn good,He was wearing a blue tank top,showing his muscles and jeans,I put on my cutest pout"don't you know a better way to say hello to a girl?"

Sora raised an eyebrow then He smiled"I sure do."He leaned in and kissed me sweetly,wrapping his strong arms around me,I wrapped my arms around his shoulders,running my fingers through his hair

I moaned as He pushed me gently against the wall,I tightened my fingers around his shirt bringing him as close as possible

I rolled my eyes back as I felt him place kisses on my neck,I wrapped my legs around his waist as he hoisted me up into his arms,still pinned to the wall,good thing I was wearing jeans and not a skirt,otherwise I'd be flashing everyone

Sora pulled back,letting us breathe,He smiled and caressed my cheek"you look amazing tonight Alena."

my cheeks were flushed red as I took a deep breath"so do you Sora."

He put me down gently,leaving a hand on my shoulder,His expression turned serious"so uh,did you see Roxas yet?"

yeah I saw him and he saw me,I shrugged,acting like I didn't care"yeah I saw him but then I came looking for you."

Sora's eyes were so full of care and love,but I can't help but feel like sometimes I'm using him,when really that's not what I want at all.

He tilted his head to the side"and why would you want to look for me?I thought you might want to see Roxas for once."

I wrapped my arms around his waist,leaning my head against his chest"because.."I whisper"I need you."

I closed my eyes as I felt his arms wrap around me,holding me close to him,leaning his chin on my head.I looked back up at him"at least you actually act like you want me,unlike someone I know."

Sora cupped my chin and gently pecked my lips"Alena,I know you'll never love me like you love Roxas but I think I'm falling for you."

my eyes widened,oh god,not good!"r-really?"I whispered looking into his eyes

He nodded,smiling gently"yeah but it's okay,I don't expect you to feel the same."

"Sora...you knew you were developing feelings for me and yet you still continued to make out with me?"I questioned

He chuckled"I know it's weird...but you are needy and...I can't deny you anything."

needy?oh my god,is that what I've become.I shook my head"um...I-I'll see you later,okay?"I started to head past them but Sora grabbed my arm"wait Alena,it's not a bad thing to be needy,besides you made me fall for you,isn't that what you had in mind?"

I whirled around on him"excuse me? are you saying that I used you?"

Sora's eyes softens,he knew he had upset me"no!Alena...that's not what I meant!"

I narrowed my eyes at him"I'm out of here,goodbye Sora."I sprinted down the stairs before he could stop me again.

It didn't take me long to find Kairi,She was still sitting on the couch,looking lonely as ever.I ran over to her"let's go!this party seriously sucks."

She looked surprised to see me"Alena,are you alright?"

"no I'm not,so let's grab Olette and bail."I insisted as I looked around for Olette

Kairi nodded"okay,you go ahead to the car and I'll go grab her."She handed me the keys,I didn't think twice as I ran out the door,into the fresh air

I sighed,slowly looking back at the house,I didn't like the fact that I just had a fight with Sora,It's just like fighting with Roxas only not as painful

I shook my head to rid myself of thoughts about him,I started towards the car when I heard my name,I turned my head to see the person I was dreading to see,Roxas

"So Alena,you done screwing my brother?you move on pretty fast don't you?"He sneered at me

I frowned"excuse me?I did not have sex with your brother!."

Roxas rolled his eyes"it certainly looks like it was headed in that direction."

My heart started to pound in my chest,He just doesn't get it does he?I stepped closer to him"Roxas,you don't understand anything,do you?"

It was his turn to frown"what are you talking about?"

I sighed,wrapping my arms around my chest"just forget 's totally useless,you'll never understand my feelings for you."I started towards the car again when I felt him grab my hand,I whirled around to tell him off but the He kissed me deeply

my eyes widened,I brought my hands to pound on his chest but He held me against the car,pinning my arms against it.I glared at him"let me go!"

I then heard Kairi coming out the door with Olette in tow,they both stopped abruptly when they saw me and Roxas. who smirked at me then turned to them"good evening ladies,I'll be taking Alena home tonight."

what?hell no,I don't think so,I started to protest but Roxas held his hand over my mouth as he turned to them"so here's your key's Kairi."He took them out my hands and tossed them to Kairi,who caught them slowly"Alena?are you sure about this?"She asked me

I growled against Roxas's hand and shook my head furiously. He lowered his hand and wrapped it around my shoulders"no need to worry ladies,She's perfectly safe with me."

Olette giggled,which didn't help my mood at all,I glared at my friends as He lead me to his car"thanks for the help guys!"I said sarcastically

Roxas drove me to my house in silence,well mostly silence,He was trying to talk to me but I just sat there,not uttering a single word. Roxas parked the car in front of my house,slowly turning off the engine"we're here."He said,glancing at me

I growled and opened the car door,Roxas was by my side at once,walking with me up to my house. once we reached my door,I whirled around on him"okay,you can go now!"I said shooing at him

His eyes softened,for once as He looked straight at me"come on Alena,please let me in,we need to talk."

I glared at him"we don't need to do anything Roxas,just go home!"I turned to my door and put the keys in,for some reason it wouldn't turn"damn it!why won't this open!"

Roxas lightly brushed his arm past mine and helped me turn the key,and the door opened.I cursed my bad luck as I stepped into the house,I turned to him"w-well...um thanks for that,bye now!"I started to close the door but Roxas stopped the door with his foot

I whined"Roxas please!just leave me alone!"He didn't listen to me as He closed the door behind him"not until we talk."

rolling my eyes,I walked into the living room,scanning for any signs of my mom"Mom are you home?"I called but received no answer,of course

"figures."I mutter as I crash on the couch,Roxas came over to me and kneeled down on his knees"Alena,we need to have a serious talk."

I felt my heart melt,I was so not in the mood for this crap.I brushed a piece of my hair behind my ear"sorry Roxas,but I don't want to talk to you."

Roxas sighed as He sat next to me on the couch,so close that our bodies were touching,He placed his hand on mine"Alena..."

I lifted my gaze slowly to look at him"what?"I whispered

He leaned in and kissed me on the lips,I immediately felt myself melt,it had been so long since He kissed me passionately like this,I turned my face away"no...no I won't let you-

Roxas kissed me again,this time,slowly pinning me against the couch,I closed my eyes,letting a tear fall"Roxas...please,I can't do this anymore,not when you don't feel the same."

He cupped my chin with his hand,crashing his lips against mine again.I don't know what made my body wrap my arms around his shoulders,stupid body,acting on it's own! Roxas parted my lips with his tongue,I let his tongue dance against mine

I gasped as He ran his hand up my thigh,my eyes rolled in the back of my head"Roxas...I-I thought you said we needed to talk."I whispered

Roxas stopped his rubbing and looked at me"right now,I just want to taste you,it's been so long."

I could see the lust in his eyes,I blinked back the tears,will He always just want me for this?why can't He love me...it's just not fair.

He cupped my breast as His tongue darted back in my mouth.I groaned to myself,I was slowly losing control over myself, Damn him!

I felt him nibble my ear,I tightened my grip on him,I was loving this, I had missed Roxas so much,but there's no way I'm telling him that,then I felt his hot breath on my ear"I love you Alena."

I froze,did He just say that?surely he's just saying that to get me in bed.I looked at him"Roxas...don't say it unless you actually mean it."

Roxas was leaning over me,looking into my eyes,He leaned in closer"do you really think I don't mean it?"

I swallowed the lump in my throat,I shook my head"you don't."I said simply"if you did,you would dump that bitch of yours and talk to me more often."

He sighed and leaned over to the coffee table,grabbing the phone,I frowned,what the hell is he doing?

Roxas dialed a number and put the phone on speaker

"ring ring"

"ring ring- "Hello?"

"hey Namine,it's me."Roxas spoke into the phone,my eyes widened

"Roxas,darling,where are you? I neeed you."She said annoyingly into the speaker

I wanted to totally tell that whore off,Roxas shushed me"listen babe,it's over."He replied to her

my eyes widened again,what the hell is he doing?

"w-what? Roxie boo you don't mean that."She cooed into the phone,it sounded like she was sniffling

"Namine...you've known for a long time there was someone else."

"yeah."She sobbed"that Alena bitch."

I growled at the phone,wishing I could claw her eyes silenced me with his lips,I moaned as He tongue darted into my mouth again

There was a gasp on the phone"R-Roxas...are you with her right now?"She whispered

He turned back to the phone"yeah,anyway,it's over Namine,we both know it wasn't working."

"but Roxas!-She didn't get to finish because He hung up on her then looked at me,waiting for my reaction

I slowly sat up,I shook my head"w-was that real?"I whispered,still in shock

He smirked at the look on my face,I frowned and pushed him off of me,I stood up,brushing myself off as Roxas just looked at me"Alena...come on,I just dumped her for you."

I glared at him"yeah,here's the thing,I don't believe you."I placed my hands on my hips

Roxas stood up,frowning back at me,running his fingers through his hair annoyance"why the hell not?"

"gee,uh maybe because that LAST time you said you "broke up with her" when you really didn't."I snapped,tossing my hair over my shoulder

I heard him growl as I headed to the door,ready to throw his skinny ass out,He grabbed my wrist,forcing me to look at him"you just heard me dump her,why are you being like this?"He whispered harshly into my ear

I pushed him away,my eyes full of fire"because,on monday at school,I'll probably see you eating her face again!"

Roxas sighed,lowering his head so his blond bangs covered his face"how can I get you to believe me then?"

My anger suddenly vanished,I closed my eyes tightly taking a deep breath"you can't"

His head shot up,His eyes widening"what? but why..there's got to be wa-

"no Roxas,there's not. you really hurt me,and now you must pay the price."I said,the bitterness very clear

Roxas eyes were full of sadness and regret,I started to feel guilty but shook my head,why should I feel guilty when he's done nothing but hurt me?

"ding dong"

I glanced at the door,wondering who the hell it was now,I gave Roxas one last glare before I opened the door,I wasn't able to see who it was because I was suddenly tackled,I gasped,the person who tackled me was...

"Sora?"I gasped as He smiled at me"Alena,we need to talk!I'm sorry about what I said earlier! I- Sora stopped abruptly when He noticed his brother standing a few feet away from us

I lightly pushed Sora away and swallowed the lump in my looked from Roxas to me"um,did I interrupt something?"

"no you didn't"I replied before Roxas could"your brother was just leaving,weren't you,Roxas?"I snapped as I glared at him over my shoulder

The blond boy growled lightly under his breath as He walked past us to the door,Before He closed it,Roxas turned to look at me"this isn't over alena."

I frowned and slammed the door in his face,I leaned against the door,sighing sadly,Sora gazed at me,his eyes showing concern,I grabbed his shirt and kissed him full on the mouth

His eyes were wide as I nibbled his lip,I layed my hands on his chest as I continued to play with his upper lip

Sora placed his hands on my hips lightly pushing me away,I titled my head in confusion"what's wrong?"I purred

"Alena...I don't want this to be a fling."He said lowly"I want you to actually want me."

I giggled"I do want you silly."I stroked his chin softly,Sora brushed my hand away"Alena,haven't you noticed something?you only come to me when you fight with Roxas."

No I don't,I do not do that,I shook my head"Sora,your being silly,now just kiss me and forget about Roxas."

Sora sighed,then wrapped his arms around my shoulders,bringing me into a tight hug,I felt his mouth on my neck,his warm breath tickling my skin"please Alena,for once just need me,for real."

in his tight embrace I realized something,Me and Sora are alike,we both want someone to love us,to need us,crave our warmth,maybe we'll find that in each other...

I pulled back looking up at him with a serious expression"Sora,I need you."I kept my voice soft and intimate

He looked at me,his eyes full of want and need,He leaned down placing his lips on mine.I wrapped my arms around his neck,deepening the kiss

Sora wrapped his arms back around me,bringing my body to his,I could feel his warmth and his heart pounding.I licked his lower lip then I looked at him,purring"why don't we take this upstairs?"

He immediately blushed and started stuttering"wha? I uh I don't know if I- I cut him off by kissing his lips tenderly"just relax,no need to panic."I whispered into his ear

He lifted me into his arms bridal style and ran upstairs,I giggled at his eagerness,He was shy but willing

A/N

poor Roxas and Alena... will they ever just be able to be together? hopefully...we'll see *evil laughs* xDD

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