The bell had rang for students to go home for the weekend. Everyone rushed home to get changed then go to the party. Even the boys needed to get into their 'formal' clothes.
I rushed to my house, up the stiars and into my closet. I picked out a dark blue button shirt, with the 3 bottons on the top not buttoned, black tighet jeanes, and black formal shoes. To finish it off, I added a silver watch. I combed my hair down, put on cologne and was headed out the door. Even my sister was shocket at how good I looked. I walked over to Kyle's house and was surprised to see how much people where outside talking. I couldnt imagine how much people are inside... I sighed and knocked on the door. No one answered so I assumed I just go in. I opened the door and there where about 60 people in the place. It wasnt tight so I easly made my way to a circle where they where playing the game, spin the bottle. I saw Kyle playing so wanted to play aswell.
"Hey" I smiled as I pat Kyle on the back.
He looked up at me from the sudden touch. I could see a tint of red on his face.
"What is it?" I ask referring to him blushing.
"N-nothing... Its just that... You look really good!" Kyle smiled.
I blushed and rubbed the back of my head.
"Thanks, same to you" I said as I made my way over the the other side of the circle where Wendy was located.
"So what are the rulse?" I asked her.
"You have to kiss them for 30 seconds or longer, and you must kiss back!" She instructed.
I saw Kenny on the other side and waved at him. He smiled and waved back. It was his turn to spin, and I was talking to Wendy when I heard people mutter, "Ooooo~" I looked at the bottle and it was on me. I lashed my sight back at Kenny who wasnt there anymore, I dont know where he went. I felt my head being pulled backwards and my lips suddenly touched. My eyes widened as Kenny was standing over me, locking his lips with mine. I heard everyone couting, 1...2...3
Kenny sat besides me, still kissing, and pulling me closer. "Hn!" I yelped as I felt his tounge in my mouth. I opened my mouth to say something, but Kenny shoved his tounge in.
"Stan! you have to kiss back or your disqualified!" Wendy shouted to me.
My eyes shot open again. I couldnt be out of the game yet! I had to at least peck Kyle on the cheek... alright!
I put my hand on the back of Kenny's head and pulled him closer. I put my tounge in his mouth, interwining them together. I pressed my body in his, trying to win this little 'game'. 28...29...30! The players shouted clapping their hands. Kenny pulled away, and our breath was out. We where dying to breath. Kenny looked into my eyes, as I looked into his, both ouur faces as red as could be. Kenny stood up and walked back to his spot, my eyes following him. When he walked passed Kyle, my eyes locked onto him then. He was looking at me with an expressionless face. I didnt know what he was trying to tell me. I shook it off and concintrated back on the game. The people matchet up where,
Butters & Kenny
Jimmy & Timmy
Craig & Clyde
Wendy & Token
Then finnally it was my turn to spin. I wished, hoped that it would land on Kyle, I went and made out with Kenny so I deserved it! When the bottle was spinning, Cartman decided to join in, and sat next to Kyle. The bottle spun faster... slower... and stopped. I looked up and saw that it was inbetween Kyle and Cartman. "Gah!" I shouted in my minde. Everyone observed them to see who it was.
"Like im kissing him!" Cartman and I both yelled.
"Okay fine! Do you have a problem with kissing Kyle?" A girl asked. I looked at her with a blush then tilted my head to the side.
"N-not really..." I blushed.
At the corner of my eye I saw Kyle's shocked face and wide eyes. I looked directly at him at him. He twitched then slightly nodded. I slowly made my way over where Kyle was and sat infront of him, crossing my legs and putting my hands in the center of my legs. I slowly made my face towards his. Our lips met with a slighet peck. I pulled back wards as fast as I could. I couldnt take it. His eyes half way closed, I could tell he was confused.
"Stan! You havent even been kissing for a second! Come on 30 more!" Some kids shouted.
I gritted my teeth and shoved my lips back on his. Maby a little too hard, since it pushed him back and I fell on top of him. I stood over him, while he was lying on the ground.
I kissed him a little before licking his bottom lip, asking to enter.
He slowly opened his mouth. I took this chance and slid my tounge inside. I gently explored his mouth, along his teeth, tounge, and gums. It took a while, but Kyle started to kiss back, since we where on our 20 seconds timer. I pulled my tounge out of his mouth and started to just gently kiss him. 29...30! I pulled up and walked away, leaving a surprised boy on the gound.
I walked to the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water out of the fridge. I was so thirsty... Should I have done that? I made out with Kyle AND Kenny! I punched the fridge. My fist still latched to the cold storage system, and my head looking at the ground.
"I have to forget him..." I muttered. Hes my bestfriend, and thats good enough...
"Ugh! Who am I kidding? I love him..." I put my back on the fridge and slid down.
"So the one you love is Kyle?" My head shot up to see who just heard my embarassing rambling. It was Kenny. At least I could trust him. I looked to the side and put on a blushing/pouting face. He came and sat by me and I looked at him.
"I wont tell anyone... But I wish you didnt like him..." Kenny forcefully smiled.
"Why? Cuz' im a guy? Is that it?" I annoyfully said.
"No... Because I... Nng" Kenny said clentching his teeth.
"Ugh! Nevermind... I wont tell anyone ok! Lets just leave it at that!" He shouted standing up.
"What is it?" I asked, I have never seen Kenny like this before, was he hiding something?
"I Like You Ok?" He shouted turning back to me.
"I love you..." Kenny hid his face with his hair, I was trying to see past it but just couldnt.
"Kenny?" I asked blushing a bit.
The next moment Kenny was hugging me, tighter and tighter. He pushed me back onto the couter. He ordered me to sit. He picked me up and set me down on the counter. I looked down to my lap, I was full of emotion, embarrassment, annoyance, love, and confusion. I didnt know what to do. He grabbed my chin and made me look at him. His blue eyes... I got lost in them. Blue was my favorite color, and this was perfect. He lightly kissed me. I didnt fight it. I heard like a cup had fallen on the ground, someone must have seen us, but who?
Kyle's POV-
I was laying on the ground, even though there was nothing to hold me down. I was shocked. My best friend... But... Its a game! Yeah that must be it! But he left right after...
"Dude get up!" Eric shouted.
I quickly reassembled myself and got up. Could they tell I was blushing? I hope not... It was also hard not to, since I havent seen Stan like that before! He was... So Handsome! I wonder where he went.
"Jeez this game is boring, can we go get something to eat now?" Eric exclaimed.
"Yeah sure..." This would give me a chance to talk to him...
While we where walking to the kitchen, I couldnt see Stan in any crowd... Where could he be? I picked up a cup filled with soda and followed Cartman who was on his way to get More food. We entered the kitchen and I heard Cartman stutter,
"Woah..."
I looked past him and saw two guys making out. The sight was weird but when the boy on the counter tilted his head... I saw his face... His face... Such a memerable face filled with passion, lust, and my best friend... I dropped my soda and walked out. Cartman was disgusted by this and walked out aswell.
Stan's POV-
I dont know why im not fighting him but... It feels good... Like it was ment to be? I dont know... I have so many feelings I dont know what to do! He hardly kissed me pushing his tounge down my throught.
"Nn!" I moaned.
I pushed Kenny away and whiped the drool coming down my mouth.
"Jeez dude!" I shouted to him, jumping off the counter.
"S-sorry..." Kenny looked so depressed, I couldnt stay mad at a face like that!
"Its fine." I walked out of the kitchen and up to Kyle's room, where maybe I could get a little privacy! I opened the door and slammed it shut. I had my back to the wall, looking down.
"Stan?"
I slowly looked up. This voice its... Kyle...
"What are you doing up here? Its your own party..." I tried to calmly say.
"No... I dont like this one..." He said laying down on the corner of his bed.
"Why not?" I asked sitting on the side next to him.
"I just dont like it... I dont like what happened."
"You want me to tell everyone to leave?"
"No... They are having a good time..." Kyle closed his eyes.
I want to kiss him... But he would hate me... We have already done it though... I blushed and turned to the side.
"I should lea-"
"Why where you kissing Kenny?"
I stopped... My heart felt like it had also stopped... I didnt make eye contact with Kyle I was standing by the bed, looking the opposite way from him. I tried to speak, but my voice wouldnt come out. I must say what I feel for him... for Kyle...
"Kyle I! I..." Its no use...
"I dont know..."
He got up and pulled me down beside him. He looked at me and I was tempted to look away.
"I dont know what im feeling towards you..." Kyle said narrowing his eyes.
"I love someone... But I dont know how to say it... Its a wrong love... A very wrong love..." I said trying not to look at him.
"Is it Kenny?"
"No! I mean... I dont know if I like that guy or not!" I shouted under too much stress to bear.
"Stan?" I looked at Kyle, who looked too... too cute... I cant take it anymore!
I pushed Kyle down on the bed, making him a bit angry. I sat on top of him, not letting him get up, although he was too surprised to even try.
"This is how I feel." I said not letting a tad bit of emotion cross my face.
I lied myself on top of Kyle and started to kiss up his neck. I felt him twitch then start to try and push me off. I left love bites on his neck, then went for his ears. I nibbled on his left ear which made a cute sound come from him. I left his ear wet and red from the biting. I looked at the blushing red head then slowly made my way to his lips. He tried to turn his head away but I caught him. I kissed him softly then harder and harder. A little peck turned into a little 'make out' sesion. I started to get hard, which made me bite my lip and let loose of his lips.
"Nng..." I muttered.
"What are you doing?" Kyle shouted out of breath.
"Fu*k!" I shouted getting up and running out the door.
I slammed Kyle's room door behind me and marched out. He must have followed me since I heard the door re-open. I ran down the stairs and saw Kenny by the front door talking to some people. I bumped his shoulder while leaving the house, Kyle still follwoing me. I fast walked past the cold snowing breeze.
"Stan!" I heard Kyle shout.
I stopped walking to let him catch up to me. He grabbed his kneese and bent down, trying to catch his breath.
"W-why did you leave?" He asked me.
"Why? Because I Was About To Have Freakin' Sex With You! Thats Why!" I shouted.
His eyes grew wide. We stood there for a second, trying to grab hold of reality. He turned his head away from me, which meant he didnt even know what to say. But I did...
"Bye" I put my hands in my pockets and started to walk away.
I was grabbed from behind... Kyle... I froze up, my heart was pounding like crazy.
"I love you soo much... I would give anything to break this wrongness..." I tightened my fists.
"I dont know if I love you... But I do like you more than a friend..." I couldnt see his face, but... He sounded like he ment it.
I wanted to turn around but he stopped me.
"I dont want you to see me right now!" He shouted with embarassment.
I lightly touched his hands that where wrapped around me. I smiled and started to walk again. He seemed shocked that I was leaving him again.
"A-ah..." I heard him sigh.
I waved my hand, signaling him 'goodbye' I heard him chuckle as I walked away towards my home. The house was quiet and dark. I made my way to my room and closed the door. I leaned on the door and sighed.
"What a troublesome night."
I looked at my bed and just plopped on it. I was so tired from all that went on tonight... Making out with two boys... Both forced in a way... Ugh... I put my head down in my pillow and it felt good to lie down. As soon as I was about to fall asleep, my phone vibrated. I muttered under my breath and got my phone out, my head still in the pillow.
"Yeah? What?" I asked not looking at the name.
"Bad time?" Kyle's voice came along.
I jumped up and scratched the back of my head in exitment and embarassment.
"N-no not at all, you need something?"
"No not really... But uhm..."
I can tell he's struggling with his words because he wanted to ask about what he said to me...
"D-do we have to talk about this...?" I sank in my own bed.
"Well we kinda need too... Ill start... Umm... What I said it was... all true you know..."
My eyes widened and then narrowed.
"Yeah same here... I love you..."
The conversation became quiet. I knew he didnt feel comfertable talking about this, and the 'I love you' didnt help either.
"Umm... I..."
"You dont have to say it back. Ill talk to you tomorrow, call if you need me to get those people out of your house, kay?"
"Yeah okay... Good night..."
I hung up the phone with dread. Why did I say I had to go? No I dont! I wanted him to say it back but... He doesnt feel the same way... I put my head in my pillow and sat there.
"So... tired..." I muttered before slipping off to sleep.
"Stan! Wake up! its already 11!" I heard my mom yell from down stairs.
I slowly got ahold of myself and got my phone to check the time. I couldnt read the time because there where 4 missed calls and 13 messages! I looked to see who called me first and 3 where from Kyle, and one from... Kenny... Next I looked at my messages, most of them from Kenny telling me to wake up, and that he was sorry... One from Kyle saying 'I love you too good night' from... last night? Ugh! Im an idiot! If I had stayedf awake a little longer then I would have gone to sleep happy! I reply to both of their messages saying,
To: Kenny,
"Sorry, I was in a deep sleep... Look its fine okay? Dont apoligize for it, im over it and... I really like Kyle so... Im sorry that I cant return your feelings..."
To: Kyle,
"I wish I got your message before I fell asleep, it would had made me really happy... Also, you called? You need something?"
I got out of bed and hopped in the shower. I was going out with Wendy to the mall today, I had to be there in less than 30 minutes! I got out of the shower in a matter of 8 minutes, then dried off, getting changed. I looked at my phone and a reply from both of them.
From: Kenny,
"Alright... Well I wont do that again! I'll cheer for you, Stan! But if things dont work out with Kyle, be sure to give me a call ;)"
From: Kyle,
"Glad you liked it, took me a while to actually get enough confidence to send it though... Umm... No I just wanted to see if you where doing anything today?"
To: Kyle,
"Yeah actually, Wendy and I are going to the mall as a little 'date', you want to come?"
A few minutes later Kyle had reply to my message, it really shouldnt take That long though!
From: Kyle,
"Oh... No thats alright, ill catch you later, enjoy your 'date'"
I sighed and went back to getting dressed. Whats the point? I dont even want to go on this 'date'! But she did ask on Friday... Ugh... Cant I just say im sick? No no... I assembled my wallet, and put everything where they should be in each pocket and headed out the door.
I walked to the mall, and saw Wendy waiting in a purple dress. I smiled and waved. We had a big smile on her face and waved back.
"Sorry im late" I said a little embarrassed.
"Your not late, your right on time!"
She grabbed my hand and we went into the mall. When we where about 9 or 10, Wendy and I went out haha childish I didnt know what 'liking' a person was really like... till now.
"I love these fries!" Wendy shouted stuffing her face with food.
"Really?" I took one and ate it, I was surprised, she was right!
She drank her milk shake with happiness and when back to her burger. The mall's food where the best in town! I sat there watching her eat, thinking of other matters. such as, school work, tests, and... Kyle... I grew in a daze. Wendy threw her trash away, which made me come to.
"Come on" I smiled holding my hand out. I could tell she was blushing.
We went store to store looking at clothes, shoes, toys, and others. Normaly I didnt like this kind of stuff, but with her, its fun...
"Today was fun Stan! We should do it again some time" She smiled sweetly.
"Yeah we should! Ill call you later, kay? Bye!" I said waving as we both left in different directions. I was walking the long way home, hoping to think of a few things on the way. I ran into someone on my little 'thought'. We both fell to the ground.
"A-ah... Sorry..." I muttered rubbing my butt. I looked up to see that it was Butters.
"Jeez that really hurt..." He said doing the same as me.
I got up and dusted myself off, and held out a hand. "Sorry again" I smiled.