Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight, Glee or any of the songs.

A/N: Forgot that Matt had left.. But he has..

Chapter 5.

I couldn't take it anymore. I made a leap toward the door, and luckily I didn't fall.

"Bella!" I heard Edward yell behind me, but he didn't follow me. Maybe he didn't care. What did I know? I was the little human who thought he was in love with me but actually, he wasn't.

I tried to remember the way, but it was hard so I called my mum. I told her where I was and she came and picked me up. She noticed that I was upset but didn't say anything.

When we got home I run up to my room and did what every teenager did when they were upset; throw me on the bed and cry.

Mum came in and sat down at the edge of the bed. She patted me on my back.

"Wanna talk about it?" she asked.

I was close to say that I didn't, but instead I said:

"Edward lives here".

"What? He does?" she asked.

"Yeah. I went to the hospital-"

"THE HOSPITAL?" she literally screamed. Oops. Forgot about that…

"Yeah… I fainted-"

"Fainted?"

"Yeah… I got surprised when I heard that the Cullen's live here".

Mum calmed down a bit.

"Okay, let's talk about something else. How was school?" she asked.

"It was great. I met a lot of nice people. I became a member of their Glee Club", I said.

"You did? Great! I've told you many times you're a great singer!"

I smiled at her and feared tomorrow.

I woke up and understand that I was going to meet them, because there was no sun.

I sighed and got dressed.

I went down to eat breakfast. My mum wished me luck that I really needed and drove away to school.

I came in pretty good time. The first lesson was Spanish with Mr. Shue. He smiled as I entered the room. I saw I some of the glee kids. The girl named Mercedes smiled and waved at me to sit with them. I took a seat next to her. The other with her was Kurt and Tina.

"Hi, Bella", Mercedes said.

"Hi", I replied with a smile. "Who did you guys get as partners?"

"I got Alice", Kurt said. "She's really talented and so sweet". Yeah I know.

"I got Mike", Tina said with love in her eyes.

"He's her boyfriend", Mercedes said and rolled her eyes.

"Who did everyone else get?" I asked.

"Artie got Jasper, Finn got Rosalie, Puck and Emmet, and Quinn got her boyfriend as well that's Sam, Santana and Brittney".

"You can't believe how lucky you are!" Kurt said.

"Why?" I asked confused.

"You got Edward! He's so gorgeous and nice, never done a bad thing in his entire life!" ¨

Yeah? I can say a lot of times, I thought for myself.

The day went on, it was good. I saw them one time but they didn't see me. In till…

I was standing by my locker and putting my thing in and was about to go to our glee meeting when I heard.

"Bella…" he said.

I found the courage and turned around towards him.

"What, Edward?" I said with a hint of anger in my voice.

He walked closer to me.

"I am so sorry. I shouldn't have left you", he said, this made me angry.

"Yeah, sure!" I screamed to his face. "But guess what Edward, you did! And I'm not going to feel that again".

"But Bella-".

"Don't 'but Bella' me! I don't care! Is that so hard to understand?" I was going insanely mad now.

"Bella you don't understand!"

"Edward, it's you who doesn't understand! I was hurt close to being broken. I can't be that! I just have to move on". I said and started to walk away.

There! I said it. I felt both better and a little bit guilt, but I pushed that feeling back in my head.

I went in to the music hall, to my happiness they hadn't gotten there yet.

I took a seat next to Kurt.

"Hi Bella", he said with a smile.

I smiled back but it didn't last long. They came in. I couldn't help but look at them.

First came Rosalie and she stared at me.

Closely behind her Emmet came and he looked at me with a worried look.

After him there was Jasper, who looked a lot more relaxed with humans now, but not when he saw me.

Then Alice came and she looked at me with a pained look.

I couldn't stand to look at him so I started a conversation with Kurt and Mercedes about bands. I found out that Mercedes really liked R&B and Kurt liked classic music.

"I have an announcement!" Mr. Shue said when he came in the room. "This Friday, drums roll Finn!" Finn did as Mr. Shue said and Mr. Shue continued; "We are going to have show! And you are going to perform you duets. So I hope you are ready!" everyone cheered except two persons: me and Edward.

"Mr. Shue, if I may…"

"Yes, Edward?" Mr. Shue asked.

"I'd like to sing a song to someone here", Edward said and looked at me. God, I hope no one noticed.

"Yeah, sure!" Mr. Shue said.

Edward told the guy by the piano something.

"Finn, Artie, can you help me?" Edward asked them.

"Sure, man!" Finn said and went to his beloved drums and Artie went to his guitar.

Edward started to sing:

It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and
It's gettin' better baby
No one can better this
I'm still hold on and you're still the one
The first time our eyes met it's the same feelin' I get

Only feels much stronger and I wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on

So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should

Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you

Well.. You did!

Don't deny me

This pain I'm going through

Is nothing compared to mine, I wanted to yell.

Please forgive me
If I need ya like I do
Please believe me
Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you
Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch

We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough I'm still holdin' on
You're still number one I remember the smell of your skin

I noticed that he had a sad look on his face. But I didn't believe it.

I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you
I remember the nights ya know I still do

One thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...

I couldn't take it anymore now either, so I did as I did yesterday; I ran.

"Bella!" I heard Edward yell behind me once again, and I didn't care once again.

I ran to the auditorium and took a seat on the floor on the stage and cried. I cried for everything. For myself, for Edward, for Alice, for my mum, for my dad, for ous. Everyone is actually is everyone really broken.

I took a seat behind the piano and started to play the only song I have ever learned.

And I sang with all of my heart:

I am outside
And I've been waiting for the sun
With my wide eyes
I've seen worlds that don't belong
My mouth is dry with words I cannot verbalize
Tell me why we live like this

Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me

Yeah
Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And all the promise we adored
Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole

Lock the doors
Cause I like to capture this voice
You came to me tonight
So everyone will have a choice
And under red lights
I'll show myself it wasn't forged
We're at war
We live like this

Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me

Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And all the promise we adored
Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole

Tower over me
Tower over me

And I'll take the truth at any cost

Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And all the promise we adored
Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole

When I was done I heard someone applaud.

I looked up saw that it was…

Who is it? I know of course! Next chapter maybe comes in a couple of hours!

AND WHAT DID YA THINK?

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