Heh. It's been awhile sorry. But with my physical therapy, finals, and CCD, I was exhausted. Not much of an excuse, but it is the truth.

Disclaimer_ I don't own Twilight.

Chapter 1: A New Beginning

The droplets of water dripped down my window in the passengers seat. I followed one and became determined to stick with it. I watched as it began its journey and traveled to the end of its life. Its meaning was so simple. The droplet could tell the difference between beginning and end. I cant. Where one beginning ends, I can't tell where the new one begins. My life is twisted ever since I came out of this coma. I turned my attention to my mom.

"So, tell me why we are moving to La Push again?" I asked as I put my hair in a pony tail.

"It's a new beginning," Mom answered.

"No, you promised to explain everything Mom. I just woke up from a coma! Please," I begged.

Mom's eyes stayed focused on the road. She made a sharp turn down a dirt path. I looked back to see my little brother asleep. He had my mom's blonde hair where I had my dad's hair color. I had Mom's blue eyes and so did he.

"We were going to move to La Push. We were driving to the airport and we got in a car accident. That's where Jay got his scar. I was unharmed. You went into a coma. And your father… died. The hospital thought we were going to lose you too, but you pulled through. So now we are picking up from where we started," Mom answer robotically. It sounded rehearsed and fake.

"Without Dad," I whispered.

Mom didn't answer. Instead, a droplet of water ran down her cheek. But instead of it having a steady, life, it broke into two paths. And I couldn't tell which one was the original.

THREE DAYS LATER

I brushed my hair in the mirror and hummed a beat that I felt like I should know, but oddly didn't. I sighed, shrugging it off. The doctors said I would be at loss of a lot of things because I was a coma patient. I heard a knock at the door.

"Come in," I answered.

Jay walked in my room and flopped down on the bed. Since we moved to La Push, we really haven't been hanging out much. Every time I start talking to him, he gets real nervous and Mom tells him to leave. I studied him, he had tan skin with surfer blonde hair and beautiful sparkling eyes. He had it gelled so that it spiked in the front.

"Earth to Na- Hayley. Are you there?" Jay said.

"Yes, Jay," I said.

He winced at his name, but continued. "Will you come with me to the beach?"

"Oh, Jay. I'm not sure. I mean I still don't feel-" I started.

"Your being a brat Hayley. We wouldn't even be here if it wasn't for you. You ruined our lives. Every single one. And the worst part: you cant even ask for forgiveness because you have no memory of the past!" He yelled.

It was my turn to wince. And I started to get a headache, a really bad one. I collapsed.

"Naima. Are you okay? God, I am so sorry," I saw Jay looking down on me before I blacked out.

Images floated through my head. I was in the air with long magnificent wings. I was arguing with a boy. He pointed down. I nodded sadly. The scene skipped ahead and I was next to a shiny light. I watched my wings be ripped off and I dove off the cloud. I watched as I saw me. But not me. I had red hair with green eyes. I was Polish in one. IN another, I was asian. And again, Indian. Then in one, I was African- American. And then I felt a heat inside me and I woke up…

I laid in bed and thought. My mind swirled. What Jay said was true: I cant remember anything from before the coma. Nothing, not even my dad. I sighed and got up and went to Jay's room.

"Ready for the beach?" I asked.

Jay looked up and nodded. He looked like he was searching my eyes for something. I left and got dressed.

"JAY! HURRY UP!" I yelled.

He ran down the steps and was next to me in his bathing suite.

"You know its too cold to go for a swim, right?" I asked.

He nodded. Again.

We walked together in silence. We finally got to the beach.

"Jay," I started.

"I'm fine." Jay said. He dove in the water and I sighed. He never listened to me.

I laid out the towel and layed down. I watched for Jay's head.

A minute goes by…

2 minutes…

5 minutes….

THAT IS WAY TOO LONG!

I jump up and run to the water. I screamed for Jay like a banshee. Still, no head. My mind went cloudy and I felt like I was going to collapse. I fought it off… I had to stay conscience for Jay. He could die. I ran to the closest house. I rang the doorbell no caring what I looked like. My hair probably looked like a bird's nest and my makeup was running definitely.

A boy came to the door. All I noticed was that he was tall.

"MY brother… water… hasn't come up," I breathed.

Then I looked up in those eyes. They stunned me. They were a beautiful brown that reminded me of melted chocolate. He was very hot and tall… just my type. I scolded myself. My brother could be DEAD! He looked at me. And then I collapsed in those muscular arms.

SETH POV

We were all lounging in the living room. Paul, Jared, Jake, Embry, Quil, and me. We were discussing our new neighbor the Jacques family. Nothing was known about them which is weird because La Push is so small. There should be some gossip. But there was none.

"So?" I said starting the conversation.

"I heard that she's a nut job. She got out of a mental institution and she cant remember anything from before she was 16," Paul offered

"I heard she's absolutely beautiful. She's not like bloodsucker pretty, more like angel beautiful," Quil said.

"Who told you that crap?" Jake asked.

They both looked at him like he was crazy, "You."

They roared with laughter and I shook along with them.

The doorbell rang.

"I'll be back guys," I said.

I opened the door to see a crazy looking beautiful girl. Her words we muddled. But when she looked at me in the eyes, I felt complete and everything clicked. She collapsed in my arms.

Embry and Paul came up next to me.

Paul said, "$5, she's crazy."

Embry, "$10, she beautiful."

"Guys, go search the water. She said her brother's drowning," I order. They left and I carefully picked the girl up and laid her down on the couch.

Jake and Quil looked at me.

Jake questioned me, "So did you imprint on the new crazy beautiful girl."

I glowed, "Yes."

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