Disclaimer: I own not the amazing show that is victorious, i only borrow the characters and make them do things.

Cat's POV:

All kinds of doctors tell me I'm different, not in a bad way they try to say. They tell me i have attention deficit disorder, A.D.D for short. I guess I'm not really spacey after all i just can't focus on anything. Did you ever notice how trees look like a blur when your driving with the window up but they just look like trees when you roll down the window?

Therapists tell me that I show myself differently to others, But i stopped going to my therapist 'cause Jade showed me that it spelled out 'The rapist'. Jade. She's really pretty and nice, to me at least. She's like a piece of candy that you don't want to share with anyone you just want to save it all for your self. Have you ever wondered how chameleons change color?

I guess it was just my way of showing Jade how pretty i think she is but now i think she's mad at me. Her lips were so soft and warm though, can something that felt that good really be that bad? But Jade can make anything bad, she always looks at everything bad. But i see the good in her, i see how she cares. When she asked me why i did it i said "Blame it on my A.D.D. baby." and left before she could get mad. This is how i show my love.

I made that decision in my mind because i wasn't going to tell anyone. The only one who ever listens to me is Jade and she is currently mad at me... I think. Why do people always laugh when i ask questions?

A/N: wow this is the first, and probably only, thing i've written under an M rating. I just felt i didn't have enough Jade and Cat and wanted to write something, plus this song has been stuck in my head. The song is sail by awolnation, my suggestion is to pull up the lyrics while you read its kind of a song fic without being a song fic. hope you like it. Review plez?