Chap13 DPSHADOW KUN
Abandon, again!
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'My ship went down
In a sea of sound.
When I woke up alone I had everything;
A handfllof momments I wished I could change,
And a toungue like a nightmare,
that cut like a blade.
In a city of fools,
I was careful and cool,
but they tore me apart like a hurricane.
A handfull of momments I wished I could change,
but I was carried away.
Give me therapy.
I'm a walking travistey.
But i'm smiling at everything.
Therapy, you were never a friend to me.
You can keep all your misery!
My lungs gave out
As i faced the crowd.
I think that keeping this up might be dangerous.
I'm flesh and bone.
I'm a rolling stone.
And the experts say I'm delerious.
Arogant boy, love yourself so no one has to
They're better off eithout.
Arrogant boy, cause a scene like your supposed to.
They'll fall asleep without you.
Your lucky if your memory remain.'
Therapy by All time low.
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Kazu blushed at the heated look in Agito's eye.
Kazu moved closer the object of his affections, wanting what that look offered.
Agito and Kazu met in the middle of the room, their minds focused on the same thing; SEX.
It wasn't until Branded tripped over one of the odd things in the room that they even remember he was there.
Kazu looked at the small boy, the sexual mood he had been in dying as he saw the terror in his face.
Agito let lose a soft growl that made the younger boy craw backwards with tears in his eyes.
Kazu sent Agito a peeved look as he went to comfort the boy. There was no way Agito and he were going to have sex in a room with someone else. Especially not a kid they didn't know.
Branded started to shake, tears falling freely from his eyes.
Kazu picked the smaller boy up in his arms, carrying him to the bed, hoping that they could ease some of his discomfort.
Before Kazu could even place the boy on the bed and seat himself, Branded flew from his arms, quickly kicking off his shoes, shedding clothes faster than Kazu could stop him.
He then went to his hands and knees, head lowered until it was almost resting on the bed, ass high in the air.
Kazu couldn't help his mouth falling open, drool almost sliding down the side.
Agito made a noise somewhere between shock and appreciation.
Branded spread his legs wider, making it clear that he was ready for one of them to come at him.
Kazu worked to gain his composer, his cock over-riding his mind.
Slowly, he managed to look at the boy, not as a sex object, but as a scared kid that expected the worst from them.
Kazu moved to cover the boy with the blanket, not wanting him exposed.
As Kazu got closer, he saw varying degrees of scarring all over his lithe form, going from white and old, to pink and fresh.
Kazu covered the boy with the blanket, making sure he was fully covered, even if he still had his ass in the air.
Branded looked up, having to peer around his hair since it had fallen into his eyes.
He let his ass fall to the bed before he flipped over, looking from Kazu to Agito, waiting for someone to do something.
Finally, though, he sat up, clutching the blanket to himself in a manner that was so adorable, Kazu had to fight to urge to go 'aww'
Branded just sat there looking from one to the other, face soft and innocent, hair framing his face, making it seem even younger.
"How are we going to do this?" He asked; actual curiosity in his voice.
Kazu just sputtered in disbelief, not expecting the string of word to come from the unsure boy's mouth.
Agito just laughed, unable to control it when Kazu looked so funny.
"W-we're not 'doing anything! I-i am not having sex with someone I don't even know!" Kazu sputtered indignantly.
Branded just looked at Agito and gave him a 'come hither' look.
Kazu turned to Agito, glaring at the boy; his look alone said that if the younger male made ANY move for the boy in the bed, he would regret it.
Agito just laughed harder, almost falling over from it.
Branded just sat in the bed, getting slightly pissed at the way the boys were acting.
"I thought you wanted to fuck me, you saved Broken and me, after all."
Agito looked at the boy, trying to keep a straight face, knowing that if he continued to laugh, he would just piss him off more.
"That's just how Kazu IS. He just forgave Broken so that you wouldn't be sad anymore. He hates to see people suffer, if he can stop it, he will, or go down trying."
Kazu growled at his boyfriend, embarrassed by the words, trying to decide if it sounded like a complaint or a complement.
Branded looked openly confused.
Kazu sighed heavily, falling to the bed, trying to ignore them both.
Agito laughed before joining the others on the bed, making himself comfortable, deciding to catch some z's while the door was locked.
Branded watched to two settled down, somewhat relieved, having been expecting them to have their fun with him.
"You two are so weird. Normally, if I offered my body to someone, they would jump at the chance, now, I not only offer to have sex with you both, I said I'd let you do whatever you wanted. I know you aren't straight. Am I unappealing to you?"
Agito rolled over until he was facing the boy, his eyes guarded, "How often are you abused here?"
Kazu and Branded both looked at him like he was on crack.
"Where did that question come from?", Kazu asked, face disapproving.
Agito just shook his head and looked at the smallest boy, waiting for an answer.
Branded looked at his face, searching it for some sort of clue to why he was asking.
Finally, finding nothing, he sighed, settling back again the head board.
"I have yet to be abused here. Well, by any of the members. I keep waiting for it though. Even thought Broken and I have been here for almost two years now. Broken rose up in rank from the moment we go here. He was determined to be at the top, to make sure no one below him could hurt either of us. So far, no one has shown any intent to hurt us, but we know we can't trust such strangers. We can't trust anyone but ourselves."
Kazu and Agito both nodded, knowing what he said was at least partially true.
"If you're not abused, why do you have bruises everywhere?"
"I can feel bruises and cuts from Broken. Since we're twins, we share a really close bond. My body thinks that Broken's wounds are its own, and bruised form. We don't really know why it happens."
Agito and Kazu both looked at each other, then at Branded.
"When were you abused before?"
Branded looked at Agito, slightly mad that the boy was asking him such personal questions.
"Why should I answer your questions when I don't know anything about the two of you?"
Kazu looked at him and said, "I have been raped by my Mother's boyfriend and some of his friends since I was 14. When I told my mother, she slapped me and accused me of trying to break them up. The man who raised me as his son found out that I wasn't really his when I was thirteen. He's hated me ever since.
When it first happened, I wanted to tell Ikki, but we were having a battle with Behemoth, so I didn't want to take his attention away from that. Then, I couldn't tell him, or anyone, because it had been going on for so long that it would have seemed like I had just let it happen, like it was my fault.
So I just hid it from everyone for the last three years."
Kazu looked away, shamed that he had finally said it out loud.
Agito and Branded both had looks of shock on their faces; Kazu always seemed so BRIGHT, so PURE, how could he have been suffering this whole time without anyone knowing?
Agito and Branded moved to Kazu, holding him close, giving their comfort.
Kazu just held them, not wanting to see the disgust on their faces.
Sensing this, Agito began to tell them about his exploits.;
"When I was really little, my parents died. I came to live with my Big Brother, Kaito. At first he was fine, we had fun. But then he got weird. He started to touch Akito and me in weird places, making us do things that seemed wrong.
We didn't know what it was at first, but I wouldn't let him do it to Akito.
Akito told Ikki that I came out when he was forced to kill, forced to ride. But that was a lie. I came out much sooner. I came out to take the pain of rape.
From the time we were four to the time we were 13 and we came to live with Ikki, we were abused like that.
As Kaito got crazier, he would invite his friends over; they would play games, like mahjong, poker, and crabs. Whoever won got first round at trying to make me let them have Akito.
But I always kept Akito away from them, making sure he couldn't feel the things they did to me. And I let them, because I didn't want them to hurt Akito, the only person I loved.
It wasn't always bad though, sometimes he would make it loving, gentle. He would prepare us, using lube, making it not hurt so bad.
As soon as I could, though, I helped get Akito out of there. When we came to live with the crow, I thought I would be his fuck toy; I waited for it, much as Branded is waiting.
When it didn't come, I was confused. I thought something was wrong. That's why I tried to seduce Ikki. I wanted to be sure he kept us safe, since I knew that I couldn't.
I was willing to whore myself out again, to make sure Akito was safe."
Agito withdrew into his memories, seeing Kaito again.
Agito's small body was tied to the table, legs spread so far apart they hurt. His young body, not made for this kind of attention, was starting to hurt more that it already did.
Kaito came up in front of him, his clothes gone and his dick hard.
He smiled at the 8 year old Agito, what sanity he had left washed away by the drugs he had just pumped into his system.
Kaito leaned down, kissing his little brother on the lips, forcing his tongue in, almost eating the boys face.
When Agito had whimpered, Kaito withdrew and backhanded him hard enough to draw blood.
'If you want to make noise, my dear little monster, they better be ones of pleasure.'
With that, the older man went behind the boy, tracing one slim finger over the exposed skin of his back, admiring the welts and lashes he had put there earlier.
Agito hissed in pain as he clawed at one of the more raw welts, trying his best to turn it into a moan.
Kaito smiled, even though Agito couldn't see in.
'What a good boy, I think you just earned a little treat.'
Agito shivered, knowing that he meant preparation.
Slowly, Kaito reached between the boys spread legs, grabbing his limp cock, pumping it until he came, spilling his seed into his brothers hand.
Kaito put Agito's own seed into his ass crack, using it to ease a finger inside the younger boy.
Agito had let a tear fall; it drove Kaito wild.
Kaito had just flung Agito's sperm to the side, grabbing the young boys' hips and thrusting in, his preparation forgotten.
Agito had screamed, his small body tearing apart.
Kaito pulled out, then thrust in as hard as he could, making the boy bite his lip so hard that it bled.
Agito did his best to make sounds of pleasure fall from his pursed lips, but it wasn't enough.
Kaito just kept thrusting until he came, making the boy cry at the feeling of it squirting inside of him.
Kaito just pulled out and walked away saying, 'I'll be back in a little with some friends, were playing Texas hold 'em tonight. Be sure to make it more fun next time. I don't want them disappointed again.'
Agito had just cried harder, trying to find a way out of the bonds, wanting let loose from the table.
Long after Kaito and the others had their fun that night, Agito lay on that table, spread wide with at least six different strands of DNA in him.
Agito knew then that he would kill Kaito one day. That he would kill the thing that called itself his brother.
From there drugs had come into the picture, letting him be free, even if he was tied down for the night.
Agito didn't even see or hear Kazu as he and Branded tried to break out of the trance the memories had put him in.
Finally, Kazu had smacked his cheek, waking him.
Agito startled, falling back and hitting his head on the bed post.
Kazu and Branded both looked worried, waiting for him to say something.
Kazu looked so scared, "Agito? Agito are you okay? Where did you go? I thought I'd lost you for a minute there."
Agito shook his head, smiling at Kazu, his mind no longer on the horrors of the past, but the prospects of the future.
"I was sucked into a memory. I didn't mean to scare you, though."
Kazu didn't look convinced, but he nodded his head.
Branded looked a little unsure, but then he started to talk, "Me and Broken weren't born with the names we have now. When we were born, we were called Jaden and Jaded.
My birth name was Jaden, Brokens was Jaded.
My parents were bad people. Since before we can remember, they sold us for sex.
They hated us. Even though they were our parents they hated us. They hated Broken most, though. They made him 'work' more. They hurt him more.
Broken did anything they asked. Anything they told him to do. AnyONE they told him to do. He did it to keep me safe from them. He took all the pain.
For years, we lived like that; being sold to the lowest bidder. Eventually, Broken began to hate them.
Sex became torture for him and for me. We both hated it.
One night, my parents sold Broken to someone weird. When he came back, he was almost dead. They blamed him, saying it was his fault. They starved him until he could work again, saying that he couldn't eat for free.
He could have run away so many times, but he knew I was too young to take it. Too weak.
i knew what they told him. i knew they said that they wouldn't hurt me if he behaved, but they did. Not like they hurt him, though. Just enough to bring pain but not leave a mark.
We were about ten when we heard them talk about selling us for good. Broken would go to some man in Shinjuku and I would go to a club in China.
Broken just snapped. He told me to leave. He packed everything we had, not that it was much, and he made me go to the train station to wait.
About an hour later he was there. He was hurt, but he was clean, like he had taken a shower.
He told me that we were running away from home, that we were going somewhere really far away.
He had a lot of money with him, too. Enough so that we could live for a while on our own.
We stayed in the streets or temporary shelters for about four years.
When we ran out of money, though Broken started to steal. He mugged people and killed.
It went wrong, though, and he was almost killed.
That's when Luna found us.
She had been out looking for her cat.
She just stood in the mouth of the alley, looking at us.
After a while, Broken got up, pulling me with him until we were at the other end of the alley.
Luna just smiled and walked away, leaving us there.
For a few days we didn't see her, but there was always a bag of food and fresh bandages in the morning.
Even though we had bandages, Broken got sick, Real sick. He was pale and kept throwing up.
I was so scared. I went looking for Luna, running through the streets.
I finally found her and Apolomi in front of this building.
I went to her and begged for her help.
I told her I would do anything if she helped my big brother.
She just followed me back to Broken, her Brother and a few of their friend coming along to help.
She and Apolomi carried Broken back here, where they called a doctor.
The Doctor told them about the old wounds, and the new ones.
Luna and Apolomi were mad. At first i thought they were mad at us, for being used goods, but they didn't try to hurt us or throw us out, they just kept watching the two of us until Broken got better.
Then they had offered us a place in their group, taught us about Air Trek. They even gave us new names. We weren't who we were when we were sold, we were different now.
It was a weird feeling, but it felt right.
We've been here ever since."
Kazu and Agito let Branded see that they felt anger over what had been done to him and his brother.
Kazu looked down, ashamed.
Branded and Agito looked at him, worried about his sudden mood change.
"What's wrong?"
Kazu looked up, his eyes sad. "Your lives have sucked so much, and here I am complaining about mine. At least I wasn't sold. At least mine didn't start until I was older."
Agito and Branded both wanted to slap the boy.
"Just because someone else's' life sucks more doesn't make your suck less." Agito said.
"And we weren't alone in our suffering. We had someone there to share that pain, you didn't. I think that would be even more unbearable." Branded followed.
Kazu looked from one to the other, then smiled.
"Thanks, guys, I feel a lot bett-"
The sound of the door being unlocked interrupted him, making him stop to see who was coming in.
Luna swung the door open, revealing a very pissed off Broken.
Oh, this was going to be SO fun, Kazu thought sarcastically.
Okay. Sorry for the suck-ness in this chapter. I had to make it fast, before my internet gets shut off.
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Hey! This Chapter has been fixed as much as I have patients for. HAHA Hope you all like. I'm working on the next chap. Might be small.
