First, I would like to say that this is not going to be the last chapter like I planned, there's going to be a chapter after this to wrap everything up. I hope you enjoy this! Love you all!
Done
I woke up because of the stupid Monday sun. Not the best way to start the day, but I somehow managed to drag myself out of bed and go to the bathroom. Amber wasn't awake yet, so I didn't bother waking her and then making her pissed. Like normal people, Amber did not like Mondays. I got all ready and then headed down stairs. Everyone was at the table eating, (except Amber of course) but I just walked passed them grabbed a banana and left for school.
I didn't feel like talking to anyone, so I didn't. The day just dragged on in my misery. I shouldn't be that upset, but Joy just gets to me. I want to set things straight with her and everyone at the house after dinner.
I think I'm making everything silent. Everyone's just staring at me as though I'm supposed to say something, but I'm keeping quiet and eating my spaghetti. Of course the awkwardness has to end sometime and Joy's the one to break it.
"Nina, I love your shirt!"
I look down, "It's just a white tank top…" I say, what the heck does she want?
"I know that," she says with a smile, "I was just trying to be nice."
That just made me mad. I have no clue why, it's just seven words, but the fact that she gets so much more attention because of her lies makes me go over the edge.
"Joy, please don't make that crap up. I know that you hate me and I know that you don't believe me, but lying like that won't help. Yes, you win, you have Fabian, but I'm over it! You just have to process in your brain that sometimes people that have less can be happy. I'm completely fine. I don't need your lies, or anyone's sympathy. I'm done playing this game," I say the last part in a whisper. I'm on the verge of tears.
That got everyone even quieter and the awkwardness started to increase.
"And Fabian," I say with tears in my eyes, "you just make it a heck lot worse. It's like you don't care about anything. I know for a fact that you don't like Joy anymore, but for some reason you're making us all miserable.
"I just want you all to know that I'm done with it all. Joy's with Fabian and I'm completely fine with it! She won because apparently she's better. I'm moving on."
And then I just left. I turned around and walked up to my room as calmly as I could, ignoring all of the whispers downstairs. I also ignored all of Joy's comments. I ignored Fabian's blank stare and Mara's sympathetic looks. I was done with the drama and I wanted it to be OK again. Yes, I am going to try to forget everything that has happened. But I won't. No one will. These events will never be forgotten.
Come on show me how much better you are (so much better, yeah)
So you deserve some applause 'cause you're so much better
She took him faster than you could say "sabotage"
Okay, I know it's short, but I still have the last chapter to write and I'm leaving to camp for a month on Tuesday, and want to finish this before I leave. I will start writing my next sstory during camp, but won't have internet to upload it. Please tell me if you want my story to be Jara, Jerina, of Jartricia. Thanks! Love you all! Review!
*~MOLLY~*