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Part 8: Back to Kurt Part 1

A few days later in glee, Blaine was sitting in Brittany's lap on her insistence. She said she'd play Kurt and Blaine would play himself, but normally Blaine had trouble looking at "the real" Kurt after what he had done with Brittany while they were broken up. But right now, he couldn't resist, he really just wanted him back, and Brittany knew it. Kurt would normally just stare ahead and ignore Brittany and Blaine, and every once in a while, he would glare at Blaine and Brittany, but today the glare was intense and heated and constant, probably because Blaine was sitting on the girl's lap.

Brittany held him down with her hands, pushing down hard on his thighs, "Stop squirming, Blaine." Blaine was trying to get off her.

"Kurt is staring at us," Blaine blushed heavily, "he hates me," he whispered, "I'm a horrible person" as she finally let him go. He ended up sitting beside her, but then stood up and walked to Kurt and sat by him.

"Kurt, please, talk to me. I'm a coward and stupid," Blaine said in a low tone, leaning in close to Kurt so their personal space was broken.

Kurt glanced at him with a frown and put his hand up and gently pushed him away, not saying a word.

"I'm going to get you back, you count on it," Blaine said firmly before standing up and going to sit back next to Brittany.

"You want me to talk to him?" Britt asked, "You love him," she just said, "and miss him,"

"I just want to go over there and hug him until he caves in and just wraps his arms around me just because he can't resist my touch. Then he'll have to talk to me."

"Go for it," Brittany shoved Blaine towards Kurt.

Blaine stumbled forward and looked back at Brittany, unsure of himself, thinking this is a bad idea, maybe he should just stop talking and look at Kurt with sad eyes for the next week.

Blaine turned back to Kurt and knelt beside his chair and stared at him with big puppy dog eyes.

Kurt looked at him snottily, "What do you want?"

Blaine didn't say a word just pouted. He slowly touched Kurt's arm and caressed it slowly. Kurt looked down at Blaine who looked ever so cute with his wide green eyes staring at him sadly.

Blaine suddenly wrapped his arms around Kurt and squeezed him.

"Off, off, Blaine, now. We are not together, we are not even friends. No touching," Kurt said, but he could smell Blaine's freshly washed hair and clothes with a light smell of sweat probably from being nervous and when that scent hit his nose, he couldn't help but gently pat Blaine's back.

Blaine pulled away and looked at Kurt and then down again before standing and walking back to Brittany, who just rubbed his shoulder in sympathy at the obvious rejection.

"I'm still willing to talk to him for you…" Brittany said, to which Blaine just shook his head.

"No, I have another plan. I'm gonna sing for him," Blaine said with a smile as Mr. Schue walked in.

Blaine immediately raised his hand, "Mr. Schue, I have a song. It's for Kurt." Kurt crossed his legs, wanting to roll his eyes at his ex-boyfriend, but didn't, just watched him.

"The classroom is all yours, Blaine, come on up," Mr. Schue waved his hand across the front of the room.

Blaine grabbed a guitar and started strumming, playing "Back to You" by John Mayer.

"It always comes back to you," Blaine sang, always looking at Kurt and even walking up to him with his guitar in hand.

Kurt squinted his eyes in disbelief, but couldn't help but feel butterflies in his stomach because his ex-boyfriend really wanted him despite him getting a girlfriend for show and Kurt avoiding him at every moment.

After Blaine finished, he kept looking over at Kurt and giving him small little smiles, to which Kurt blushed and looked away.

…

All week Blaine wasn't talking much, especially not to Kurt, but was still playing the role of Brittany's boyfriend, despite them not doing anything intimate since they consummated their relationship a few days ago. He would just look at Kurt with sad eyes and pout whenever they'd pass. He knew Kurt enjoyed that hug because he started hugging back, and the song, too, because Kurt turned strawberry pink afterwards and was acting so shy it was adorable—he just must have been hurt, Blaine thought, that seemed logical enough. But Blaine was even more anxious that usual now that Kurt didn't have his back anymore since they broke up, and Brittany was too dense to understand how to deal with his panic attacks; she actually didn't even know they were happening.

"Bye Blaine, thanks for walking me to class," Brittany said with a smile, leaning in to kiss his cheek gently. The hallways were clear by now, and Blaine was going to be late. He tried his best to breathe knowing that it'll be okay if he was only late a few minutes; this is not Dalton, as Kurt would remind him all the time when he got anxious. And he had to be the man in this relationship, so he had to walk her to class, not the other way around like it was with Kurt.

Blaine waved before walking away, breathing in and out to catch his breath. He was gonna be really late now if he got this anxiety attack. He reached in his pocket, but his pills weren't there. Oh, if Kurt was here, they would be in his pocket, he would have reminded him to pack them or Kurt would have just got them for him. Blaine dug through his bag, unable to find them. He leaned against the wall of cool lockers and just took a long deep breath when someone pushed him further into them.

"I heard you broke up with your boyfriend Hummel? That makes you open for me then," Karofsky spat out. Blaine shuttered in fear, no Kurt to save him.

"No, I-I I'm with Brittany," Blaine stuttered out.

"Hah, nope, you can be with me now," Karofsky laughed, joking, leaning in and kissing him hard on his lips. He grabbed Blaine and held him close to his body before dragging him into the janitor's closet.

Blaine pushed against him, "No, no, not again, I really just got over this," Blaine cried out, tears flowing from his eyes.

"Kurt!" he screamed out, crying, "KURT!" Blaine sobbed out as Karofsky felt him up through his pants until he put his hands in front of his mouth.

"BRITT!" he muttered against Karofsky's strong hands that just muffled the sounds of Blaine's crying voice. He stopped screaming once the door opened and the janitor came in and just looked at the two of them curiously. Karofsky pulled away, trying to look innocent.

With that gap of time, Blaine ran and made his escape, pushing past the old janitor, running out the school doors calling Kurt up first thing.

"Kurt, please answer," Blaine cried into the answer machine, as he kept calling and calling.

Blaine texted when he wouldn't answer, "Please come outside the school. Karofsky attacked me, I'm scared. I'm sorry, so so so sorry. Please help me."

The next thing he knew, his phone was ringing.

"Blaine, I'll be right there. Where are you exactly?"

"Sitting by the front doors, just please," Blaine cried out, "Why does everyone want to abuse me."

"I'm sorry, hold on, sweetie," Kurt said, his heart crying out. He had excused himself from class and ran outside to find his boyfriend, yes his boyfriend.

Kurt ran to him when he saw him crying on the floor.

He sat at a distance, watching Blaine cry hysterically. He hated seeing this.

"Hey, shh," Kurt said quietly, kneeling next to him.

"I-I just thought for once, I could be happy, but I can't because I'm not with you," Blaine mumbled between cries and anyone else wouldn't have known what he said, but Kurt understood very well from listening to Blaine cry so many times.

"Tell me what happened?" Kurt asked, still keeping his distance, but feeling so sorry and just wantin to pull Blaine into a tight hug.

"I was late for class and the halls were pretty much clear," Blaine wiped at his nose which was running, "A-and I was having an anxiety attack and I left my pills at home, so, so, I stopped to breathe, and Karofsky yelled at me for breaking up with you and shoved me into a locker, saying he was mine now. H-he kissed me, t-then he dragged me into a closet, but I was lucky, the janitor came, and I escaped and called you," Blaine wiped at his eyes and sniffled, looking sadly at Kurt.

Kurt gulped, feeling as though he was a direct result of this happening to Blaine because he told Karofsky to do whatever to Blaine and that he didn't care.

"Shit, I'm sorry, Blaine," Kurt said finally embracing the crying man, "I should have been there. I, uh," he pulled away to look at the crying young man, "really miss you Blaine. Do you miss me too?" Kurt looked at Blaine nervously at this confession.

Blaine just nodded slowly through his tears and Kurt continued speaking.

"If you'll have me back, I'd, uh, wanna be with you still. I'm just so sorry for being jealous and breaking up with you. You-you can keep her as a beard, I don't care," Kurt just pulled Blaine to him again, squeezing him tight.

"Yeah, I want you back, so bad. I'm sorry I'm so stupid. C-can, we just go somewhere?" Blaine said hugging him back before standing slowly and shakily.

"H-he didn't beat you up too?" Kurt looked him over, and stood up with Blaine, helping him up.

Blaine shook his head no, "just roughed me around and felt me up. I'm okay. But while we were apart, I realized something, I'm not scared, I'm not. Bottom me, Kurt, I'm ready for you to be in me."

Kurt stared, astonished by this confession, "my house after coffee or lunch?" Kurt asked, putting his arm around Blaine as they walked to his car.

"Lunch, starving," was all Blaine said, as he leaned into Kurt, glad to have him back in his arms.

"I think, we'll be okay. "

"We just got to think of a way to get my parents to let me stay without me pretending to be straight…"

"I think I know, I've got a plan, it won't be fun, but it'll have to happen…"

…

"So how did you realize that you were ready?" Kurt asked curiously, holding his boyfriend's hand. They were sitting across from one another at Breadstix at a table in the corner, in a secluded spot. They both ordered the 8.99 lunch special.

"Brittany helped me…" Blaine trailed off, not sure if he should explain further.

"What did she do?"

"You're gonna get mad, but I have to be honest. I love you, Kurt."

"What?"

"First off me and her are only friends, but she explained to me and showed me that sex after a while doesn't hurt and doesn't have to be traumatizing. She regularly enjoys sex, and she said that if we keep having it, it won't be like the first. Our bodies will get used to it, and I'm just willing to do that for you, to be in pain all day, mental and physical pain, every day for you because it's you, not the murderer that took my voice and my innocence… it's you, Kurt, who I want to vanish all those fears, to take me, and fuck me," he said all this in a low tone, especially the "fuck me" line, looking in Kurt's eyes, "because I love you and trust you, and I'm not scared because of that trust and love within me. I was silly to be so afraid…"

"No, you weren't. I was being mean about it. I should have understood. I knew Brittany was just a beard and a new friend and that you still loved me…"

"Me and her as a couple was all about you. I did it to keep you—I know if we continued living together without having our own space, we'd hate each other in no time, but you ended up breaking up with me because of her, even though we really were friends when you broke up with me. Believe me, you were always on my mind when I was with her, and I only got with her when you broke things off with me. It really did work with my parents…they're so dense. But now that I'm with you again, I can't just keep it a secret…But I don't want to get kicked out again…"

"Blackmail, Blaine. You still have the DVD of us right?"

Blaine nodded, "and a picture of their porn collection, well and Brittany stole their handcuffs and then accidently left them in my room… I, uh, should give them back," Blaine said sheepishly and shrugged.

Kurt just stared at him like 'what?'

"When we were looking for my car keys, I found them, and Brittany took them, she was attracted to the pink fuzziness of them… never mind…we didn't use them," Blaine shrugged.

"Um, no, just your DVD will do… it's essentially child porn, Blaine, we're both under the age…and if they don't allow you to move back in while being gay, we can go to the police with it. We'll threaten it, but we might have to get my dad involved if they don't take us seriously because we really don't want them going to jail, you need a place to stay," Kurt started blushing, thinking of his dad seeing them having sex or at least knowing about it.

"Okay, yeah, that makes sense," Blaine nodded, "I mean what would it hurt, my parents are gross enough to video tape it, what's one more person, I guess,"

Kurt's cheeks still were tinted pink, "Yeah, my dad, who thinks of me as a baby penguin."

Blaine giggled and reached to stroke his face, "No, not at all. More like a sex kitten. You're still in the baby zone, kitties are so cute, so are puppies," Blaine smiled.

"You better watch, one day I'ma get us a puppy and a kitten to be our children. I'm naturally the kitty, and you're the puppy," Kurt smiled, thinking about how cute their animal babies would be, even though they both were playing.

Blaine laughed, "Britt calls me puppy and gay Blaine."

"Gay Blaine?" Kurt laughed aloud, "That's ridiculous, but true. If you don't wanna give her up as a beard, I understand, I guess…"

"No, it's okay. She's my best friend though, so it's not like she's going away. It would make things easier, but I don't wanna lie anymore. It was a stupid farce. I just hated that we were fighting so much, so I leaned on her,"

"I know, I'll try not to be difficult. I'll also try to be more sensitive to your needs. You can use my shampoo, even though it cost me a whole allowance."

"Kurt," Blaine laughed, thinking he's so adorable, "I'll buy you another bottle, I was planning on getting it for you, if you had just have taken me to the drug store. It's not a problem at all."

"That and I hate sharing, but I'd share you with Brittany if you ever wanna look straight," Kurt looked at Blaine and Blaine smiled.

"Sweet, but I'm serious. I'm all yours. I'm gonna break up with Britt, but she already knows me and her are just friends."

"You guys were awfully touchy feely in glee?"

"Brittany and I, as boyfriend and girlfriend, um," Blaine spoke slowly and then looked down, "had sex," Blaine spoke quickly and then looked back up at Kurt, who looked genuinely shocked and speechless. He was scrambling for words.