OK SO I DONT OWN TWILIGHT AND STUFF!

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All I needed was to get away with Alice for a while to clear my head and I will be fine, anyway Alice and I need a little one and one time alone.

Running into the house I bolted up the stairs into mine and Alice's room ignoring Edward along the way. Shoving some clothes into a bag that I really didn't need to do seeing as Alice would most likely make me go shopping with her. I really wasn't looking forward to the new wardrobe of clothes Alice was going to by me.

"Abby think this through. You can't just leave her, I know you both have feelings for each other, you can't just ignore that" Edward shouted more outraged by my thoughts of leaving. Why did he care so much?

"That's the problem, I shouldn't feel anything for her and we both know that Edward. I'm with Alice and that is the end of it" I shouted back getting ready for the fight that I could feel was going to break out at any moment.

"You and Alice don't belong together. Bella is your blood singer! And the minute Alice finds hers, she will drop you like the plague" Edward said smugly. Growling I launched myself at Edward really to do some damage, I was not going to let him win this! Hitting Edward we both threw through my glass window and fell to the ground making a small crater in front of the rest of the family. Growling loudly I commanded him to stop moving smirking smugly another animalistic growl escaped through my lips as I circled Edward. Ignoring the others shouting around us I tacked Edward into the ground punching him in the face, my highly sensitive ears were greeted by a sickening sound that sounded like two pieces of marble crashing into each other. But before I could do anymore 'damage' to Edward's pretty boy face I was lifted into the air by an angry Jasper.

Flipping us over I got out of his grip growling and stood in front of Alice, sending a silent message to Edward. Standing up from my crouched position I turned to face Alice while letting my control over Edward go.

"We are going on a little vacation" I whispered stroking Alice's cheek making her smile wide and lean into my hand.

"Can we go to Paris?" Alice mumbled looking into my eyes with love.

"Sure thing love" I replied, was it just me or did the last part sound a little forced?

"Remember what I said" Edward shouted over his shoulder walking back into the house with Jasper. Animalistic snarls erupted again from my throat daring him to say something else.

"Shush now. Come on we'll go now" Alice said with a smile.

"Ok but I need to speak with Carlisle first" nodding her head she walked over to her car jumping into the passenger side.

"Dad I need to speak with you" I said entering his study. Walking over to his desk I sat down battling with myself of I should ask him or just walk out of his office to Alice.

"Sure, what's wrong?"

"Everything" I replied, pain was exposed in my voice even I could hear it.

"Everything I know and used to is changing. My feelings for Alice, my thoughts about humans, my outlook on life and all because of one pitiful human girl" I said with annoyance laced into my voice.

"So am going to take Alice away for a little get away for a few weeks to sort my head out. I will not let you down by falling for this human" determination shined through my words, I was not dragging my family down for anyone certainly not for this human.

"It's ok to love who you want to, but don't force yourself to love someone you don't. I will be behind you one hundred per cent of the way on whatever option you chose, be it Alice or this human but all I am saying is don't ignore what your heart desires. At the end of the day you could be hurting more then one person"

"Thanks dad but this human can break us apart, hell she's managing to do that already" I sighed shaking my head I didn't want to attack Edward but he was making me so angry about this I just lashed out.

"And I belong with Alice" I said standing up. I sounded so sure of myself but in the back of my mind I know that I was trying to convince myself then state this 'fact' to Carlisle.

"Ok little one but remember whatever you pick I'm behind you" he said pulling me into a hug. Sighing I knew I shouldn't ask this of him but I just had to.

"Can you… err… can you make sure that Bella stays safe?" I whispered not looking at him but if I was I would have seen the soft smile curving his lips.

"Sure" he replied in a soft voice placing a hand on my shoulder. Looking up at my father I smiled hugging him.

"Thank you" I whispered breaking the hug.

BELLA'S POV

Placing my right hand on the window I sighed sadly as a tear trickled down my face. What did Alice have that I didn't? What did Abby see in her that she didn't in me? What made her so special? These answerless questions flooded through my head making me even more upset by the second. Giving one more fleeting glance out of my window I walked back over to my bed, climbing under the covers I closed my eyes tight reminding myself on how right it felt for me to be in Abby's arms. Her pulling me close to her body, her intoxicating scent making my emotions run wild, the intense look in her eyes as she gazed into mine, the hardness of her cold lips caressing mine. Sighing I smacked the mattress with my hands turning over I just couldn't hold in the tears that trailed down my cheeks. The feeling of exhaustion and hurtful rejection lashed at my heart when I finally fell asleep, only to dream of my forbidden angel in a world I could only wish to be true.

Waking up the next morning for school was a bittersweet thing for me this morning, on the up side I had Abby picking me up this morning making my mood lighten but at the thought of Alice being there my mood dimmer.

Slowly dragging myself out of bed I made my way to the bathroom to shower, I had to make myself look good for my forbidden angel. Walking back out of the bathroom fully dressed and clean I walked down stairs ready to start preparing breakfast for myself and Charlie. Taking the last bite out of my toast I almost jumped out of my seat in excitement when I heard the doorbell ring. Powerwalking over to the front door, not wanting to seen too eager by running, I opened the door to see an apologetic looking Edward. Frowning I looked over his shoulder only to see his car with Jasper in the passenger seat. My eyes trailing back to Edward I felt my heart sink when he opened his mouth to speak.

"Why don't we go I'll explain in the car" Edward whispered smiling sadly at me, nodding my head I grabbed my bag and made my way over to his car.