I just wanted to say something I asked for reviews and I got one from ..WoRlD even if their name scares me lol they are one of the few awesome people in the world. An another thing if you haven't noticed the main character hasn't actually been given a name, nick name yes birth name no. There's a reason an it's the same reason I watch glee. I wanted who ever read this to imagine their own character big small short tall whatever I'm not going to lie I'm not a skinny person but that's ok and if you're not you should know its ok for you too.
It seemed to anyone on the outside that the Hummel house hold was quiet and still, but Burt knew the truth as he carried the two large pizzas into the house. One step down the basement stairs into his sons room and he knew different. I just wish he would save my sorry ass.
"Thanks dad." Not even looking up from Rachel's nails Kurt waved off his dad. Burt looked around the room his glance landing on my face briefly.
"You ok kid?" giving him a small smile I nodded he returned the smile then walked up the stairs leaving me in a furriery of hair spray, make up, and nail polish. This was the girls (Mercedes, Tina, and Rachel) and Kurt's idea of making me feel better. It was only working slightly I think I was more happy that we could include Rachel without her royally pissing us off yet.
"You know he's scared right?" lifting my gaze I met Rachel's and an eyebrow going up in question. "Puck he's scared with Quinn it's easy he can be his usual ass self and she's not going to leave because she needs him till the baby. With you he knows he has to be different not different as like a different person but he has to try do his best to keep you around. And you want to know what?"
"What?" I managed to ask while I held back the tears I knew were coming from mentioning his name. Rachel smiled.
"It's because he loves you and he wants to do whatever is in his power to keep you around." Letting the tears fall down fall I pretty much jumped Rachel pulling her into a hug.
"When the hell did you become so smart?" She laughed running her hand threw my hair part of me felt bad for tearing on her shirt but I just left my head on her face as I hugged her middle.
"Like seriously Rachel." Mercedes said laughing looking down at me Rachel smiled.
"When glee club started I had no but now I have you guys and really I have you to thank for that you accepted me so actually I have something for you." Getting off Rachel I sat next to Kurt turning to watch Rachel ready herself.
When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way.
And when I'm scared,
And losing ground,
When my world is going crazy,
You can turn it all around.
And when I'm down you're there
- pushing me to the top.
You're always there,
giving me all you've got.
Letting go of my hand Kurt stood up standing next to Rachel the both of them singing to me.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
When I lose the will to win,
I just reach for you and
I can reach the sky again.
Openly crying now I laughed as both of them moved to the music singing their heart out at every word soon I found my own mouth moving as well.
I can do anything
'Cause your love is so amazing,
'Cause your love inspires me.
And when I need a friend,
You're always on my side
Giving me faith
taking me through the night
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
Mercedes wrapped her arms around me pulling me into a large warm hug. Tina doing the same from the back both saying and singing as well.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
For the arms to be my shelter
through all the rain,
For truth that will never change,
For someone to lean on,
For a heart I can rely on through anything,
For that one who I can run to...
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
I turn to you...
By the time we all finished singing we had our hands around each other's shoulders laughing.
"Thanks Rachel." Rachel nodded going back to sitting on Kurt's bed. "It's good to know I have friends like you guys." The four of them smiled.
"So now what are we going to do with puck?" Kurt asked passing out pizza.
"What do you mean?" I asked not even thinking before pigging into the pizza he handed me.
"Well we all know and can clearly see Puck is in love with you but feels he has a duty to be with Quinn because of the baby, I'm not saying he's wrong for wanting to be there for the baby but he needs to realize he can love you at the same time." I know I should be happy Puck is man enough to want to help with the baby and not a dead beat dad who just ran off but I can't help but be jealous that he's choosing Quinn.
"Ah Guys I think I have an idea." Tina said causing all our attention to go to her.