I don't know why, but i needed to tell. It's not ment as a love story, nor to search for sympathy. It's just a release that i needed. It was time to tell my brother's story, and i couldn't do that without telling my own.
I want to tell my sister i'm sorry, you didn't deserve that. Neither did my brother, I'm sorry Kansas.
I want to thank Arizona, for stopping me when you did. If you hadn't, i would have fallen farther and possible have no chance at redemtion.
Finally, Richie- Henrich, just- thank you.
For any who've read this, you're free to ask questions and i'll try to answer them the best i can.
Signed,
California,
Calvin Cassandara Jones.