Love and Pain.
Twilight Rated T.
Bella/Jasper. OOC. AH
Summary: Bella and Jasper Dated Before, but then they broke up because of something Jasper did, and regrets. Can they become friends? Can they become more again? Or will someone take her from him? Read and review. Better than the summery!
Chapter 1: Can I Be Your Lab Partner?
Jasper POV.
Bella. Her name was always on my mind. Her face is forever burned into my memories. Nobody besides that delicate beauty has ever left a hole in my heart this big before. Every day without her I feel my heart shatter, and I just want her. I want my Bella back. It's not the same without her.
But after everything that I did to her, the way I just left her when she needed me most, makes me wonder, will we ever be able to go back to being friends? Will we be able to be lovers? I hope so. I missed her so much. I'm barely living without her, becoming a shell because the old Jasper has died along with the heart of my true love. I never believed in 'soul mates' until I met Bella, and fell in love with her.
We were sitting in Mr. Banner's homeroom not doing any home work. Jessica Stanly and Tanya Virideli were practically fucking each other to receive attention from James and Lauraent. My adopted siblings Alice and Edward were sucking each other's face and Emmett and Rosalie were in their own world. Carlisle and Esme adopted all of us kids, because they couldn't have children of their own. Emmett and Edward were siblings. Rosalie and I were siblings, and Alice was Rosalie and I's cousin.
I took out a sheet of my binder paper and wrote a note on it, and then threw it at Bella. I cringed because it hit her harder than I thought, but quickly smirked when she looked at me. She rolled her eyes and bent down to pick up the note, and started reading it. She nodded and I knew she was going to do it. Maybe she wanted to talk to me. Or maybe she wanted to kick me in the balls again. I waited about three or four minutes after Bella left and asked to go to the restroom. Of course I was granted permission.
When I strolled up to her locker she was digging through it and getting the things she'd need for first period. I cleared my throat and said, "Hey, Bella."
"Jasper." She replied curtly.
"I've missed you." I sincerely said. She scoffed and muttered,
"Bullshit."
"Please, let me prove it to you. I really and honestly do miss you. It's not the same without you." I pleaded.
"How?" She asked.
"Let's hang out later."
She sat there for a few minutes, contemplating, and then she finally nodded, "I'd like that. And I've missed you too." And before I could comment she turned on her heel and walked to first period. That girl was just too damn sexy.
I waited a few minutes then walked on to first period, which I had with Bella. Just like I had second, third, fourth, fifth, sixth, and seventh.
"Hey, where'd you disappear to?" Rosalie asked, walking up beside me.
"Huh? Oh Bella and I were talking." Rosalie wrinkled her nose in disgust.
"Why? She's a fake whore."
"And you're a fucking bitch." I walked away as my sister screeched in outrage, before she went to find Emmett. Sighing I continued to walk, and entered my first period English, class with Ms. Pope.
"Okay class, quiet down now, and quiet down please, yes thank you. Today you will be getting your partners for the Romeo and Juliet scene, which you will perform in front of the class next Tuesday. Bella Swan, you are paired with…Jacob Black. Jasper Hale, you are paired with….Rachel Black." After those two sentences I quit listening. Damn it! I wanted to be Bella's partner. She gets the school's man whore, and I'm stuck with his loser little sister. What if Bella starts to like him and I lose her to him. What if they date and then he uses her…or worse she falls for him and then he leaves her. If he hurts her I swear I will find the bitch and kill him.
When the bell finally rang, he went up to Bella and started flirting with her. Disgusted I walked right past them and out the door to second period. Second period will be better, second period will be better, second period will be better I chanted in my head.
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I had been drifting through the day, lost inside my own head and suddenly it was lunch time. I left my seat and walked to the cafeteria, and sat in my families' usual table. Everybody crowded in and sat by doing their own business and I sat watching the people enter the cafeateria. I noticed Bella walked in, not with anybody, and trying to keep to herself. She walked up to the lunch counter and was getting her food, when I got up to make my way over to her. Only Jacob Black beat me there, and he grabbed her around her waist and pulled her to him. She jumped and shrieked, and tried to get away, but he grabbed her tighter.
"Jacob, let me go." She said quietly.
"Oh no baby, I want to hold you in my arms forever." He said, really close to her ear. She shivered but it didn't look like it was out of pleasure and tried to get away from him again.
"Let go your hurting me!" She exclaimed but he still didn't let go. I walked over to them and wacked him on the back of the head.
"Hey! What the hell!" he called out, turning around to see me standing there. He was about 6'6 and I was only 5'8, so he was quite a bit taller than me. But I still held my ground. He loomed but I wasn't afraid because out of the corner of my eye I saw Edward, and Emmett walking over behind me.
"What the fuck Hale? Why did you hit me?"
"She said let go." I snarled at him. He chuckled and asked, "And if I don't…what are you going to do?" then he put his meaty hand on my shoulder. I'll admit he had a heavy hand.
"Whoa dude, I strongly suggest you take your hand off of him." Edward said authoritivly.
"Or what are you going to do about…President Cullen?" Jacob taunted.
"This!" Emmett yelled before punching him in the face. Jacob dropped his hand, dropped Bella, and fell to the ground covering his broken nose. I jumped up and caught Bella before she hit the ground and she wrapped her arms around me.
She was silent, watching, waiting. Emmett and Edward came over to see if she was doing okay.
"I'm fine, thank you so much guys." She sighed. Then she hugged Emmett, (who was the older brother she never had) and kissed Edwards cheek, then she walked away with her food and out of the cafeteria.
"What the hell was that all about?"
"He's possessive dude. You know that"
"Yeah but she isn't…his….i mean she's his partner in English but they aren't dating or anything."
"Wait…why do you care so much?" Edward questioned.
"I-i-I don't know what you're talking about…." I said nervously.
"JASPER AND BELLA SITTING IN A TREE!" Emmett roared out. I slapped my hand to my face and sighed. OhMyGod what have I done now?