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I'm being impatient, and decided to fast forward the time line a bit to get to the good stuff!
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Previously:
That damn magic eight-ball! Every time he contacts me, I'm left with more questions than answers. He'll be seeing me soon? That can only mean that some big, bad, nasty, something or another is on the horizon. "Let's hunt so we can get back to our girls." And I took off.
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BPOV
These past few months have gone by in a happy blur. Rose and Emmett have temporarily moved into the Cullen mansion, along with Jasper. Rose and I are now closer, even considering each other as sisters. I even enjoyed shopping with her. Even though she refuses to step into a Wal-Mart, she lets me pick clothes out that I like and that are comfortable; not all that itchy designer crap. Me and Emmett had lots of fun pullin' pranks on the other two. He was still goofy as hell, being the best big brother I could have asked for. I swear he's made it his mission to make me blush as much as possible though, always commenting on my lack of a sex life. I never hesitate to let him know that it is mainly his fault though. He's such a cock-blocker, always 'accidently' stumbling in at the wrong moment. Charlie approved of Jasper, much more so than he ever did of Edward. They bonded over football on the big screen, Emmett even joining to watch a few games, whenever I was at work, making dinner, or doing homework.
Much to my dismay, Jasper had bought me a cell phone so I was able to get a hold of him whenever I needed. He also changed his bank accounts into joint accounts with my name on them. I argued until I was blue in the face, telling him I was NOT spending his money. Every time he left me a credit card, I would cut it up and toss it. Eventually, I got tired of fighting him, and kept it in my wallet for emergencies.
I was getting a little frustrated with Jasper, sexually, though. Besides mild touching and heavy kissing, our physical relationship was going nowhere. We had already claimed our love to each other, and made it 'official' with several dates, and he even agreed to change me after I 'went off to college', if it was what I wanted. I swear if he were to get me worked up one more time before pulling back again, I was going to combust! I guess I couldn't blame it all on Jasper though. Like I said, Emmett is such a damn cock-block. I'd say eighty-five percent of the time we didn't get to finish, it was because of Emmett.
The other fifteen percent of the time was all Jasper though. I understood he wanted to make sure I was emotionally ready for the act, and not wanting to move too fast, but what I didn't understand was his fear. He said he didn't want to hurt me. (Like I haven't heard that one before!) I was a virgin though, so I knew there would be pain, no matter what. He was just going to have to get over it. I figured I would give him three more days, until the night of my graduation, to man up. In the meantime, I was calling in Rose for reinforcements. Besides being able to help me keep Emmett away, I actually needed to go shopping for lingerie. I was currently waiting for Rose to show up when my cell phone rang.
"Hello?"
"Why, hello Pumpkin'"
I paused, not recognizing the voice. "Who the hell are you to be callin' me pumpkin'?"
He chuckled before replying, "Well, I'm the one Jasper loves to call his 'magic 8-ball'. Just thought I would let you know that Jasper likes the colors red and black and anything in leather or lace."
At that comment, my cheeks heated with my blush, and Mr. 8-ball started to laugh.
"I've gotta go for now, but we'll be meeting soon, kay, Pumpkin'?" He didn't wait for a reply before I heard the dial tone, signaling he'd hung up.
Before I had the chance to call Jasper and ask him who Mr. 8-ball was, Rose was out front, honking the horn. I'd have to make sure to ask him later.
In the car, I let Rose know my plan. "Rose," I stumbled on my words, not knowing what to say, so I just spit it out. "I want to have sex with Jasper, but need advice."
She actually squealed at my declaration. "I knew there was a special reason you called me. You don't ever volunteer to go shopping. So, what you need?"
"Well, I think first off should be a stop at the spa. Waxing and pampering, and all that. Also, I don't think he'd find my bikini briefs sexy, so a stop at Victoria's Secret should be in order. I figured while we're doing that, we could talk about some things. Jasper has so much more experience than me. I don't know if I'm gonna be good enough for him"
"Oooh, are you finally gonna break in that shiny new credit card?" She said with a smirk. She knew I hated spending money.
"If I have to." I said with a huff. "I guess this does fall into the category of 'an emergency."
As we pulled away from my house, she stated matter of factly, "Don't worry about being 'good enough' for him either. I'm sure he will love you and the experience, no matter what you do. Just the fact that he will be your first will thrill him beyond belief."
We went to the spa first. While I was signing up for treatments, I wasn't sure what kind of bikini wax to get. Hell, I didn't know what half of the names stood for. Basic, Brazilian, Full Brazilian, Bermuda, French, Landing Strip. What the hell did all this mean? They even had a section that asked if a design was wanted. Butterflies, arrows, stars, or lightning bolts only named a few.
"Rose," I whispered. When she looked at me, all I did was point to the paper in front of me. "What-" Queue the blush.
She giggled before pointing to 'Full Brazilian'. "I've heard him telling Emmett it's what he prefers. It will be painful though, even with the numbing cream."
I cringed a bit, but checked the appropriate box. I'd do anything for him.
After manicures, pedicures, waxes, (NEVER again…) and facials, we headed off to Victoria's Secret. On the way, I caught a glimpse of cowboy boots in the window of a clothing store. For some reason, I couldn't help but think that Jasper would look oh, so, sexy in them…. and nothing else.
"What's up, Bella?" Rose asked while looking to see what had caught my attention.
Just then, I received a text. Jasper wears size 11. His hat size is 8 1/2. You should get yourself a pair of boots too. He'd appreciate it.
Had to be no other than Mr. 8-ball. "I wanna step in here real quick, Rose." She just smirked and followed me in. I found a pair of plain black leather boots with white trim, and a black suede cowboy hat with white trim. For me, I found a pair of black suede cowboy boots with red trim and a red hat that had black trim. I purchased the items, and we continued off to find some lingerie.
I only planned on buying a few items, but Rose was having none of that. After two, yes two, hours of looking threw different things, I had several bra and panty sets, a few silky night gowns, and, if I ever felt confident enough, Rose helped me pick out some teddies. While we were shopping, she was giving me some advice that left me knowing more than I ever wanted to know about my dear brother, Emmett.
"It would be okay if you decided to use a little bit of your teeth during oral, but after your change, you really need to be careful. I once got lost in the moment and scraped a little bit of skin, Emmett wouldn't let me near his manhood for a while after that."
"If he starts to purr, know that it is a good thing."
"I know that Emmett loves eye contact, so keep your eyes open."
"Nibble on his ear a little bit, and scratch his scalp"
"Oh- Emmett loves it when I massage his boys while sucking him."
"Jasper seems to like it when you bite your lip, for some reason."
"It drives him crazy when I put a little bit of pressure on his back door right before he-"
"Okay Rose," I interrupted. "I think that's enough information for now." I replied with a grimace. "I appreciate the advice, I do, but I've read about all of that in Cosmo, and now I'm left with some mental images of Emmett that I really could have done without." My body unconsciously did a little shiver. She just giggled at me.
"Honestly, Bella, in a house full of vampires, there are no secrets. I remember one time Em and I came home a bit earlier than expected. Let's just say we caught Carlisle and Esme in the kitchen-"
I lost the rest of that sentence as I caught sight of the outfit I wanted to wear for Jasper. It was a red three-quarter sleeved cropped top with built-in black bra that tied in the front, and barely covered the mannequins' chest. It was paired with a pair of leather chaps and lacy red boy shorts. The gears in my head were turning. I could pair that with my hat and boots. Jasper would go crazy!
(A/N: To see the outfit, link is on my profile)
"I looked at Rose with a smirk, pointed to the outfit, and declared, "I want that." After making all of our purchases, we headed to my house to make preparations.
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Graduation Day- JPOV
My Bella had been throwing off vibes of glee, lust, and mischievousness for the past few days now. I wish I knew what she was up to, but I figured I'd find out sooner or later. Rose has also been throwing me all-knowing smirks, so I knew it couldn't be too bad.
My Bella was graduating today. I left her a rose, and a note to let her know I was headed for a quick hunt before my house to change, and I would be back in time to see her graduate. After my hunt, I found a Fed-Ex box on the front porch addressed to me. Huh. Who's this from? I took it to my room and threw it on the bed on my way to the shower. I showered, thinking of my Bella, and became hard. I relieved my tension, turned off the shower, and wrapped a towel around my waist. After I dressed, I decided to open the box. Inside was nothing more than a box of condoms, with a sticker of an 8-ball on the box. After a moment, I realized it was from Peter, and what it meant. The lust and mischievousness coming from Bella, the smirks from Rose, the condoms. My eyes grew big as it all finally clicked.
Bella wanted sex. But she was a virgin. What if I smelled her blood and drained her? What if I crushed her? Oh, God, what if I changed her before she was ready? I began to pace and try to think of a way out of it all. Maybe if I just gave her oral, she would be satisfied for the time being, and I could figure the rest out later. When my phone beeped with a text, I already knew it was from Peter, and growled.
Calm down, Major. The timing is right. Give yourself more credit. You won't hurt her, I promise. Don't forget to enjoy yourself! I knew Peter would never steer me wrong, but it didn't mean I wasn't still as nervous as a teenager loosing his virginity. So many different things could go wrong.
You won't hurt her.
You won't hurt her.
You won't hurt her.
I was going to be able to be intimate with Bella. I felt the lil' General growing at the thought. I had wanted to so many times over these past few months.
You won't hurt her.
Peter's words rang threw my head as I thought of the prospect of finally being able to claim her as my own; to feel her tightness wrapped around my cock.
You won't hurt her.
My determination set in as I started to plan the night. I still had time to run to town and back, and make it to her graduation on time. I grabbed my keys, and headed out.
BPOV
I woke to find that I was in the bed alone. When I stretched, my hand hit a piece of paper. Next to it was a single long-stemmed rose with no thorns.
My dearest Bella,
I went for a quick hunt and change of clothes.
I will meet you and Charlie at the high school
in time for your graduation ceremony.
All of my love,
Jasper
He was so sweet. I smelled the rose and marveled in just how lucky I was to have him in my life. If you were to tell me a year ago I was to be with Jasper, and not Edward, I would have laughed in your face. Now here I am, and I couldn't be happier. I grabbed my bag of toiletries, and headed to the shower. After I showered, I brushed my teeth and hair, and headed back into my room to find Rose perched on my bed reading the latest issue of Cosmo.
"So, Bella, are you ready to lose your v-card to my dear brother tonight?" I just blushed as my stomach did a little flip-flop. She giggled, I was assuming to the stutter of my heart. She continued while I got dressed in my closet. "Okay, I will be taking all of your items over to the house before heading to the school. I'll leave the costume in the guest bathroom downstairs, so Jasper doesn't accidently stumble upon it, and your gifts will be in the living room. Emmett and I will conveniently have to go off hunting once the two of you show up to the house, leaving you guys alone for two hours, minimum. Everything else is up to you." She grabbed my bag of goodies, and took off." I'll see you at the school, sister dear."
To say that I was a ball of nerves was an understatement. I met Charlie downstairs, and we headed off to the school. I barely remember Angela giving her valedictorian speech, or my name being called as I walked across the stage. Thank god I didn't trip over air. It did register when my name was called; I had the loudest cheers, thanks to Charlie, Jasper, and Emmett. I do remember Charlie telling me at the lodge that he was headed to Billy's to crash for the night since they were headed out in only a few short hours to go fishing somewhere downstate. Something about getting there early to get first dibs.
After Charlie left, I jumped into the shower once more, just to make sure I didn't stink from the day. I was dressed and just putting on my shoes when I heard Jasper jump through my window. He wrapped his arms around my waist from behind while saying, "Are you ready for a special night, Darlin'?
If he only knew. I smiled and replied, "Absolutely. Let's go."
When we pulled up to the Cullen mansion, Rose and Emmett were on the front porch, wearing identical knowing smirks on their faces. Rose said, "We're off for a hunt, see you guys later." And they took off. Real subtle, I thought.
We walked into the house, and I could feel Jasper projecting confusion, so I peeked around him. It dawned on me that he was looking at the wrapped boxes on the coffee table. "Oh," I smiled. "I saw something the other day, and thought of you." I walked around him to hand him the boxes.
"You didn't have to buy me anything Darlin', it's your big day."
"I know, I wanted to. Besides, I thought you'd be happy that I finally used the card you gave me."
He smiled and opened the boxes. First was the hat. "Wow, Bella. I love it." He put it on, and my stomach did a little flip-flop. He just smirked at me, knowing the reaction I had. "The last time I had bought one of these, little miss Pixie said it was horrid, and burned it."
I had a twinge of jealousy at the mention of her, but pushed it aside immediately. He kissed me before opening the other box. "Oh, Bella," He pulled the boots out, and admired them before looking at me. "I love them both. How did you know? You even managed to get the right sizes!"
With all of the planning over the last few days, I forgot to ask him about Mr. 8-ball. "Oh, I meant to ask you about him."
"Him, who?" I swear, he was the one who looked a bit jealous now.
I've received a few calls and texts of- advice- I guess you could call it. He said you liked to call him your magic 8-ball. Who is that?" Jasper growled when I said his name. "Oh, no! Do I need to be worried? I'm so sorry I didn't mention it earlier. I-"
"No darlin', I'm not upset with you. Peter is no danger to you, but he coulda' told me he was in contact with you."
"Peter? From the Southern Vampire Wars?"
"The one and only."
"Well, I'll have to thank him next time we speak."
"What for?"
"For saving you." I leaned up and kissed Jasper passionately while throwing out as much lust and desire as I could. He purred when I laced my fingers through his hair and scratched his scalp.
"Let's go upstairs, darlin', I also have a gift for you." I panicked at these words. I couldn't go upstairs yet, my outfit was downstairs. "What's wrong?" Jasper asked in reaction to my panic.
"It's nothing, really. Why doing you go upstairs, and I'll meet you. I have to grab something first."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes!" I practically yelled, then blushed at my outburst. "Um, it's a surprise. Go, I'll meet you up there."
"Okay." After a chaste kiss, I felt the wind as he ran up to his room.
JPOV
I left the bedroom door open a bit while I hurriedly lit all of the candles I placed throughout the room earlier, taking care not to disturb the rose pedals spread about too much. I then stripped down to my jeans, as an idea hit me. I put on my boots and hat, and waited on the bed, eyes closed, hands behind my head. I heard Bella go into the bathroom downstairs, and the ruffling of her changing clothes. Suddenly, her nervousness shot up, but she quickly squashed it, replacing it with determination and confidence. I heard her creeping up the stairs. When I heard a gasp, my eyes popped open and I couldn't help the growl I let out seeing her in that outfit. I never expected the sight of my Bella in that getup. I was immediately in front of her, as I just took the sight in. The hat, the boots, biting her lip; she was the epitome of sexy. She was emitting so much lust; I hoped I could keep it in check and not rush things
BPOV
As I crept into the room and saw the candles and roses, I was taken back, and let out a gasp. Jasper was immediately in front of me, growling, but I wasn't scared, it just made me want him more. I felt the moisture pool between my legs and Jasper smelled the air deeply, a small rumbling coming from his chest. "So, Cowboy, what's this all about?" I asked then bit my lip, knowing what it did to him.
"I could ask you the same thing, darlin'." he said while slowly running his hands up and down my sides, leaving goosebumps in their wake. I shivered, not from being cold, but from the anticipation, and pulled him in for a passionate kiss. I wrapped my hands around Jasper's neck as his hands knotted in my hair, knocking my hat to the floor. I didn't even realize we had moved until I felt the back of my thighs hitting the bed. That was when my nerves decided to make their presence known again. Jasper pulled back and looked at me, running his hands up and down my arms. "We don't have to if you're not ready darlin'. I can feel how nervous you are."
I put my hand up to his cheek and he leaned into it, without breaking eye contact. "It's my first time, Jasper; I'm going to be nervous. I'm ready for this, ready for you. I want you to make love to me, to make me yours." After looking into my eyes for a moment, he must have found what he wanted, because he kicked off his boots, pulled mine off, and moved me to the center of the bed. He removed his hat, and placed it on the bedside table before joining me on the bed, nestling between my legs.
Jasper's hands did wondrous things to my body while his lips worked their magic on my neck. "I'm gonna have to replace this little number for you, darlin'." Was all the warning I got before I felt a breeze across my chest and legs. He had ripped my top from me completely. It was now hanging from his lips with a smirk. In his right hand, he was holding the chaps, well, tatters' of what used to be the chaps I was wearing. That was so damn sexy! He tossed the remains of the clothes to the side, and then descended to my chest. His mouth worked magic on my nipples, causing my hands to grab for his curls, pulling him closer. His hand went to my knee, pulling my left leg around his waist. When he ground his cock into my heat, we both moaned from the friction. My God, that thing is huge! Where's it gonna fit? He must have read my emotions, because he whispered, "I'll be slow and gentle, darlin'."
I was barely able to pant out between breaths, "Pants… off…. Now." He leaned back on his knees and unbuttoned his pants. He was commando; so damn sexy. He stood up and quickly stripped, before being back between my legs within two seconds. I couldn't help the moans that escaped me as his lips moved lower and lower. Lapping at my nipples, kissing down my stomach, nipping at my hips. His hands firmly held my legs apart as he licked from my entrance to my clit; slowly, teasingly, circling my clit before starting over again. "Jaaassspeeerrr." I whined. Yes, I whined. He took the hint and took my clit into his mouth, teasing it with his tongue, and inserted a finger into me. I went to raise my hips to meet the thrusts from his finger, but his left hand held me down by the hips. I rose up onto my elbows to watch as he added another finger, and finally, a third. I was unable to look away from his gaze as his fingers started a 'come here' motion, bringing me to the edge, but not quite letting me fall.
His mouth paused for a moment, but his fingers did not, as he asked, "Bella, do you trust me?" I could do nothing but nod, on the edge of falling, and he resumed his ministrations. Just as I had the most intense orgasm of my life, thus far, Jasper was buried, balls deep, into my core. He held still as stone as I rode out my orgasm, not feeling any pain. Once I calmed down, and raised my hips to meet his, Jasper let out a purr. His head fell to my shoulder, moaning, "God, Bella, you feel soooo good."
He moved his arms beneath my shoulders, gripping my hair as he began to slowly thrust, looking me in the eyes. I moved my legs around his hips, digging my heels into his butt. "More, Jasper. Faster." He picked up the pace, kissing and nipping from my ear to my collar bone and back. I felt him projecting his love and lust as he began to purr again. I scraped my nails across his back as I felt my climax approaching.
"I need you to come, Bella." Between thrusts, he grunted, " I… won't… last…. much… longer." His left hand reached between us, pinching my clit, and that was all the coercion I needed. I erupted as I screamed his name, Jasper following behind me, chanting my name like a prayer. He set his forehead against mine, drawing in unnecessary, deep, ragged breaths. After a few minutes, he pulled away from me, both of us moaning from the loss of connection. He threw the condom into the waste bin on his way to the bathroom. Huh, I didn't even see him put that on. He came back with a rag and cleaned me off. I've never felt so loved in my life. I've always been the one to take care of others. Tonight, he took care of me. He tossed the rag into the hamper and crawled back into the bed with me.
Jasper pulled me onto his chest, kissing my forehead, and whispered, "I love you, Bella."
"I love you too, Jasper." When my head looked to the left, inspiration hit me. I sat up, straddling his waist, and reached over for his hat. When I plopped it on my head, I watched as Jasper's eyes darkened with lust, and felt his manhood grow beneath me. "Ready for round two, cowboy?"
A/N: I hope it was worth the wait! Please review and let me know what you thought. I will update soon as I can. Next Chapter, we will find out what is going on with the pixie-bitch, and emo-ward!