Hey whats up? I'd figure I'd update since I wont be able to update this week cuz I have to take a bunch of tests. But those tests are so important because those tests decide weather I graduate next year so I'm studying like crazy lately but I needed a break. Plus I think one of my friends is avioding me...Frustrating is what I'm feeling right now... but back to the thanks to the people who reviewed,and alerted my story.

Demi's POV

After my disscussion with Alyson and Anna I don't feel any better. In fact I think I feel worse.I'm now at work and I haven't done any work in the past hour. I wish he never would have called me. Ugh this is so frustrating. I didn't even wanna come to work. I look around at all the paperwork I have to do. That can wait til tomarrow. I get up, grab my purse out of the filing cabinet.I lock my office. I walk up to Stephanie the secretary

"Hey Stephanie, I'm gonna leave early today. ok?"

"Oh. Why? You never miss work."she says after she was done chewing her breakfast bar

"I don't feel good.I've been feeling sick all morning so I'm gonna go home and lay down for a while. If there is any messages that come in for me just take a message but If it's important just call me at home. ok?" I say trying to hurry up and get outta here

"ok feel better." she says but before she could finish I was already half way to the door.

Once I get home I lay down on my bed to tired to even reach for the tv remote on the nightstand. So I just lay there til I fall asleep.

3 hours later

I wake up feeling a little better. I check the time on my phone and I see thats it's one o clock. I see that I'm still wearing the clothes that I wore to work today. I quickly change into my pj's and head into my 'media room' as my parents call it. I love my media room I have all my books, cd's, and dvd's in that room neatly arranged onto a big bookshelf because I have alot of dvds and books. I have a huge flat screen tv and the color in there is a relaxing blue, with a huge comfy couch. I grab the blanket thats folded on the couch and wrap it around my shoulders. I take a look at my dvd selection and decide to watch the movie knight and day(A/N: anyone seen that movie? I love it, it's hilarious.).

Once the movie was over since I had some free time for once so I decided to call my mom.

"Hey mom."

"Hi Demi." she said "Aren't you supposed to be at work?"

"Ummm... No I was feeling a little sick this morning so I came home. So what were you saying about my aunt wanting to send someone?"

"oh yeah thanks for reminding me you aunt wants to send your cousin Rosemarie to you for about a week."

"thats fine just let me know when you're sending her."

"the thing is Rosemarie is already in texas. she's by your tia anne's but Anne is leaving tomarrow morning for your uncles work so you would have to drive down there today and go get her."she says. great it's like my family doesn't believe in planning or they do plan and don't tell me until the last minute...literally.

"How long have you guys been planning this?" I ask

"just a couple weeks but we weren't sure if your aunt was leaving so thats why we didn't tell you."

"I guess I'm driving to go get her.I'll be leaving in a few minutes ok? So tell Rosemarie to be ready. Bye mom love you."I love Rosemarie she is six years old and sooo adorable.I hate that I have to drive two whole hours to go get her though. Oh well maybe Rosemarie will cheer me up. I quickly change and finally go get her

After two long hours of driving I finally reach my tia Anne's house. I swear she lives in a mansion. Her house is in a gated community!

I ring the door bell and Rosemarie opens the door. "Demi!" she says as she hugs me.

"Hi sweetie. Are you ready to go?"

" Yeah my suitcase is already packed. It's right here." she says rolling her suitcase next to the door.

"Ok where's Tia Anne?"I ask

"In the kitchen." she says pointing straight ahead

"Ok we will leave in a few minutes I'm gonna go say hi to Tia Anne. ok? Go make sure you didn't forget anything"

"Ok!" she says running upstairs

"Hi Tia!" I say walking into the kitchen

"Hey Demi" she says as she finishes cleaning the table "Are you gonna stay for a little while? I know it's a long drive back."

"Actually I wish I could stay longer but I gotta get back to my office because on my way up here I got called into work for a meeting tonight so I gotta get back ."which was partially true i did have a meeting tongiht I just didn't have to be there I could just listen over the phone. I don't like staying by this side of my familys house for to long they drive me crazy with 's like they think i don't know right from wrong.

"Ok well do you want a soda for the road? I packed Rosemarie some snacks." She said putting a brown paperbag (one of those one's you use for lunch) on the counter.

"sure. thanks. well i gotta get going I will see you soon hopfully." I say hugging her

"Rosemarie?" I yell upstairs as i grab rosemarie's snacks "Time to leave" Then I hear her come running down the stairs

"Bye Tia Anne." she says hugging her then she runs out the door leaving me to carry her luggage. I laugh Then I stuff her luggage in the trunk of my car and put rosemarie is in the car and make sure she has her seatbelt on then I drive off.

I talk to Rosemarie for a little while. But after I don't hear her talking anymore I quickly look back to see that see fell asleep.

Once we get back to my house I turn off the car and wake Rosemarie up."Sweetie time to get up we are at my house now."

"Ok." she says rubbing her eyes and taking off her seatbelt

"Come on help me with your luggage." I say as she gets out of the car. We get inside. "Ok this is the living room, the kitchen, the dining room, the bathroom, the media room, you room and then my room." I say taking her on a mini tour of my house, but my house is so small that looking down the hallway you can probably guess what every room is without even looking inside.

She goes into the media room "Wow! look at all the movies you have!" I have quite the collection. she starts to look at the movie titles. "You have mulan! And The little mermaid! Can we watch them?Please?" I love disney movies I own all the classics like Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty and all of those movies.

"Sure, I haven't cooked dinner and I don't feel like cooking dinner, so how about I order a pizza?" I ask

"OK!" she says cheerful.

"Well I have to make a phone call to work but I'll order the pizza right now so that way when I'm done with the phone call we can eat pizza while we watch the movies. Til then why dont you go change into your pj's." I say. Then she runs out of the room.

I order a pizza from pizza hut and I call work so I can listen in on the meeting. I take down notes then fourty five minutes later our meeting finally ends. Somewhere in those fourty five minutes the pizza guy came and I paid him while tring to listen to what my boss was saying.

I walk into the guest bedroom to see Rosemarie playing with her barbie dolls "Are you ready to watch the movies?"

"Yea!" She looks a little tired. maybe she will fall asleep during the movies. I was right she fell asleep during the second movie I finished watching the movie. I picked her up once the movie was over and put her in the guestroom quietly careful not to wake her up. I watch her for a while and somehow my mind wanders back to him. John my exboyfriend. The bastard that broke my heart. I always wanted a child of my own. He told me that he wanted to marry me and start a family with me. That's exactly what I wanted. I believed him. the worst mistake ever. I didn't believe that the perfect family could ever exist that there would always be problems and someone will always not be happy when I met him. I started not to believe that anymore.

I walk back into my room. How can he not even be near me and still manage to mess with my head? It's about eleven o'clock now. Right now I am fighting the part of me that wants to call him. Am I that lonely that the guy that broke my heart and ripped me to pieces calls and says sorry that I'm willing to run back into his arms? I pick up the phone and dial the number I am familar with, the number I haven't called in over a year. "Hello?" a sleepy voice answers

"Hey it's me." Thats all I have to say for him to recognize me

"Hey I didn't think you were gonna call me back." John sounds wide awake now."We need to talk. Are you free for lunch tomarrow?"

"Yea I am." I say. I don't wanna have lunch with him! What am I saying? It's like I have no control over what I am saying.

"So I'll meet you at Corino's? Noon? ok?"

"Yea I'll see you tomarrow." I hang up before he could say bye. What did I just do?

Soooo What did you think? Please review. The more people review that faster I update. Plus I am gonna change the name of this story. Suggestions?

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