Hey Whats Up? Testing is over! I'm so glad! Now I just have to wait for the results to come in. I'm really nervous about my science test because it was really hard. So I've been bored since testing but now that the test is over now I have to worry about SAT and ACT I gotta sign up for soon. But I don't know the difference between the two. Anyone know the difference? Ugh being a junior is so stressful! Anyway back to the story.

Demi's POV

The next morning I wake up to see that it is 6 am. I get up to see that Rosemarie is still asleep. I go to the kitchen to start to make breakfast. A few minutes after I start breakfast Rosemarie walks into the kitchen.

"Hey Rosemarie Did I wake you up?" I ask

"No I usually get up around this time. Are you making breakfast?" she asks

"Yes I am. You like Pancakes and bacon right?" I say turning over a pancake

"yes cousin Diana doesn't like pancakes." she says "Do you have to go to work today?"

"Yes I do but you can come with me and keep me company in my office so I'm not by myself." I say handing her a plate of pancakes and bacon. "Eat up because we gotta get going soon ok? While you're eating I'm gonna take a shower." Right when I was in front of the bathroom I forgot to give Rosemarie something to drink. "I forgot to get you something to drink." I say running back into the kitchen "Do you want orange juice or milk?"

"Ummm...orange juice" she says I pour her a small cup and take it to her in the dining room table. I don't have a kitchen table because my kitchen is to small literally there is only enough room to walk back and forth. The size of my dining room and kitchen combined is about the size of a really small bedroom but the dining room and kithchen are connected so I don't mind.

Once I'm out of the shower I see Rosemarie still sitting at the table. "Are you still eating?" I ask

"No I don't know where the dirty dishes go. My mom puts them in the dishwasher and grandma puts them in the sink." I smile.

"The dishes go in the sink now go take a shower so we can leave in a little bit." I walk into my room and start to comb my hair and put light make up on. I see Rosemarie come out of the shower wrapped in a towel. "Do you need help picking out clothes Rosemarie or can you do it by yourself?"

"Momma says I don't know how to match so she said for you and tia anne pick out my clothes." I laugh a little. Rosemarie is the type of kid who just wants to have fun and doesn't care if her outfit matches. I was right Rosemarie cheered me up a little.

"Ok come on lets see what clothes your mom packed for you." I open her suitcase to see that she has alot of brand new clothes. "Ok Why don't you wear jeans today because it's a little cold in my office." I picked out a pair of dark jeans and a long sleeve shirt with different colors on it with a sweater I found in her suitcase "Go change then I'll do your hair ok?"

"Ok" She says running into the bathroom. Once she come out she says "I want my hair in two braides." I quickly do her hair and see that I'm running late to work.

"Rosemarie are you ready?" I yell digging threw my purse to make sure I have everything

"Coming!" she yells back. then she comes with a backpack

"Whats in the backpack?" I ask

"My ipod,crayons, my coloring book, and my nitendo ds."she says.

"You have an ipod?" I say as we walk outside locking the door behind me. Then getting into the car

"Yes my daddy bought it for me on my birthday." she says putting her seatbelt on.

"Cool. What kind of music is on your ipod?"I ask trying to focus on driving and Rosemarie at the same time

"Justin Bieber songs, Hannah Montana songs,and the song barbie girl." I laugh when she said barbie girl. That used to be my favorite song when I was her age although I didn't know what it was about all I knew was it had barbie's in it. It wasn't until my teen years that I actually knew what that song was really she starts naming some other songs and artists

"Ok we are here." I say getting her out of the car "Come on" I hold her hand so she doesn't get lost then we get in my office I let Rosemarie sit in the chair on the other side of my desk

Oh shoot I forgot I told John I'd meet with him for lunch but I have Rosemarie. I quickly call Anna. "Hey so I did a bad thing." I say once she answers I look over at Rosemarie to see that she is listening to her ipod and coloring

"What did you do?" she asks in the background I can hear a little kid asking for more juice I guess they are having snack time

"I called John back last night." I say

"What?" she yells really loud

"The worst part is that I agreed to meet him for lunch today." I say quietly

"I thought you weren't going to talk to him anymore." she says

"Even when I'm not trying to think about him he pops into my head all the time. I just need to talk to him so hopefully he'll get out my mind but I need a favor? Please?" I ask

"What?" she says a little mad

"I have my cousin Rosemarie with me and I need you to watch her while I meet John for lunch."

"You know I have like ten other kids I gotta watch here at the daycare."

"Please? It will be for an hour tops. I will be back as soon as possible." I say

" Ugh fine drop her off at the daycare." She says finally giving in.

"Thanks I'll be there in a little bit. You're the best" I say hanging up before she can change her mind. I finally get back to work the my cell phone rings. "Hello?" I answer not even bothering to look to see who it is

"Hey Demi, It's Nick." Oh gosh I can't believe he actually called I didn't think he would. Ok Demi stay calm.

"Hey how have you been?" I say trying to sound casual "And aren't you supposed to be in class right now?"

"I've been good and I don't have a class this period. How have you been?"he asks

"I've been good my little cousin is in town visiting and she was just telling me about all the stuff she wants to do like mini golf and bowling. So she's been keeping me busy." I say I look at Rosemarie to see that she is still coloring and listening to her ipod and moving her head to the music.

"Oh well thats nice, So ummm I was wondering if you were free for dinner tomarrow?" he says.

"Sorry but I told my cousin I would take her to play minigolf but you can come if you want?" I ask hoping he will say yes

"Oh no it's ok I don't wanna intrude on your time to spend with your cousin." he says

"Really it's fine my friends Anna and Alyson are going to and also my other friend that I'm trying to convince to go. Alyson has a niece that's my cousins age so Rosemarie will probably ignore me most of the night." I say

"Ok I'll go what time?" I look up at the clock to see that it is 11:45. Oh crap John.

"Ummm..." I panic and say "Just text me tomarrow I'm really sorry I gotta go I'm supposed to meet someone for lunch in like 10 mins and I gotta drop Rosemarie off somewhere. Text me tomarrow bye." I quickly hang up. I turn to Rosemarie.

"Rosemarie? I'm gonna drop you off with my friend Anna for an hour ok? She works at a daycare so I am gonna drop you off there ok?"I say

"Do I have to? I don't know Anna." she says

"How about when I pick you up me and you will go get lunch and I'll buy you some ice cream and I'll let you eat it before dinner but just this one time and don't tell your mom because then I get in trouble ok?" I say

"Ok!" she's only happy because I said she could have ice cream before dinner. I smile and drive her to Anna's daycare. I drop her off then I drive to Corino's resturant. Once I get there I see that John is already there. I walk up to him. Once he sees me walking over to him he stands up. I look at my phone to see that I'm about 10 mins late.

"Hey I thought you changed your mind about coming." he said acting like if he wasn't sure if he should hug me or just sit down. Instead I just sit down first then a minute later he sits down also. I know it was rude of me but I can't help it. "So I'm glad you came. I've missed you."

I look out the window wondering why I'm even here. Then he clears his throat.

"So I'm gonna get straight to the point because I know you probably have to get back to work. I wanna get back together with you." he says

"I can't say the same thing." I say coldly.

"Look I know I made a mistake. But I promise to never ever do it again" he says

"I don't believe you. If I never came home early from work that one day I would have never found out about you and Leslie. Who knows even if I was still with you, you probably still would have been cheating on me." I say Then when I'm about to say something else I get interupted by the waitress

"Can I get you guys something to drink?" She says.

"Coke for me and Lemonade for her." John says I hate that he knows me so well. Then the waitress leaves."Look I was upset and that was the first and only time I swear."

"How could you? Especially with Leslie you know how much she hates me. She probably wanted this to happen I wouldn't be surprised if she had been planning it for months. And it was on our 3yr anniversary."I say

"I promise it was a mistake, We had that big fight the day before. I was still pissed from that day and Leslie came and next thing I know is you running out."he says "Please we had plans to get married and have a children and have the house with a white picket fence that is what you wanted right? Now thats what I want also." The waitress brings us our drinks. He sounds like he's begging me

I look at him. And leslie the girl he cheated on me with pops into my head. I shake my head "I can't, right now I'm looking at you and I see You and leslie together and that's one picture that will stay with me forever.I loved you and to be honest I'm not even sure if I love you anymore. You hurt me and I don't think thats something I could forgive.I'm sorry" I now realize I'm crying now I quickly get up and run to my car.

I can't handle this right now. I went to go pick up Rosemarie from the daycare. I didn't even want to think about John right now. Once I get to the daycare I stay in the car til I'm done crying. But after a few minutes I can't seem to stop crying. I realize I can't cry in here forever. So I get out of the car and go into the daycare.

The familiar bell rings when I walk in. Anna looks at me and ses that I'm crying. I wipe my eyes."Hey what happened?" Anna asks in a sympathy voice

"I don't wanna talk about it." I say as I see Rosemarie running over to me.

"Please don't cry Demi." Rosemarie says in that little sweet voice of she hugs my legs. I get down to her level and then hug her again.

"Hey wanna go home?" I ask Rosemarie

"Ok." she says then she grabs her backpack and I wave bye to Anna.

"What do you wanna do when we get home?" I say looking in the rearview mirror.

"I don't know. Do you have a wii?" she asks me

"Yes I do. Wanna play the Micheal Jackson game?" (A/N: anyone play that game? I have it's fun!) It's a dancing video game.

"Yea! I played that game at my friends house and I asked for the game for christmas but I got an ipod instead." she says sadly

Once we get back to my house it's only 1:30 so I let Rosemarie take a nap. She must have been tired because she woke up almost 3hrs later. I took a nap also but I only took a 2 hr nap. When she woke up at 3:30 we went to go get lunch. Then we came back and it was about 4:20. We watched tv for a little while then decided to make brownies. I put on my ipod well blasted it and we jamed and danced around while we make brownies. Once the brownies are done we play the Micheal Jackson video game. I am surprised that she is beating me. Once brownies are done I pause the game and take them out of the oven. I let them cool down for a few minutes before I bring two cups of milk and two brownies we have a little snack and we get back to playing our video game. The Micheal Jackson video game and Super Mario Brothers. But we play the Micheal Jackson video game mostly

"You're cheating!" I yell trying to catch up to her score.

"I'm beating you fair and square." she says. Once the song is finished."Can we dance to one more song. Please?"

I finally cave in "Fine one more song and then you have to go to bed."

"I wanna dance to beat it!" I put the song on and I'm to tired to dance but I still try. She has alot of energy but she wins again.

"Ok now go get changed into your pajamas. Ok?" I say. She seemed sad but then eventually went to go change. Eventually she came out changed. "Come on lets get you into bed." I tucked her into bed.

"What are we gonna do tomarrow?" she asks

"I was thinking we could go play mini golf?" I ask

"Ok!"

I smile "now get to bed see you in the morning."The I close the door then I start cleaning up the mess we made. I am glad Rosemarie came to visit me. I feel alot better. I'm washing dishes until I hear a knock on the door. I check the time on the stove and wonder who could be at the door this late.I open the door to see...

Who do you think is at the door?I'm thinking of changing the name of this story. Suggestions? Please review I'm starting to think that no one is reading my story.

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