A/N: Okay this is the first chapter of "My Pain" the mega story! Yay! This has been in my mind for about three months now and this is the end of this story. My girlfriend is telling me to talk to her, so this the end of my A/N also.

Enjoy, R&R.

The pleasure was intense. Like nothing that I had every felt before, throwing my world off it's axis and plunging me into darkness. My vision was hazy around the edges and my lungs labored for oxygen. It was moments like these that made me grateful for how tough my body is. It didn't have to matter if I passed out, it would do what it had to, to heal me before I woke up. Plus, I was with him, it didn't matter, he knew what to do.

I felt him press into me, causing more pain, the pleasure increasing.

"Are you okay? Do I need to stop?"

There was no way for me to him no, so I just pushed my body towards his. His hands still held me tightly as he began to thrust into me roughly.

My mind was flooded with pleasure and the world started to turn black, less haziness. I knew that my limit was coming close and that I should be telling him to stop. I knew that, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I didn't have to strength to reach up and touch his shoulder. I knew I should, the world was fading too quickly, my hearing was failing, my vision.

"Is my Puppy done with his rough play?" his cool breath fell over my ear and neck as his deep voice vibrated within my head.

I nodded as much as I could and the hand on my throat let up. Oxygen raced into my burning lungs and the world blacked out for a moments and then came back into focus as Seto thrust harder.

"Seto, fuck yes! Right there!" my voice was husky and deep from the lack of oxygen as he hit my prostate. He hammered into me as he kissed my neck I knew that his hand would show on my neck for days as it always did. His bites would be on me for weeks, all the way down my chest and stomach.

He bit down on my neck and I thrust hard back at him. My back arched into the bed and my body pulled Seto in deeper. He groaned and ran his hands down my sides, soothing my heated skin with his cool hands.

My mouth found his shoulder and my teeth bit deep. We had tasted each other before but this was different for some reason. His blood was more intense, more powerful. It hit like a truck, knocking my pleasure into outer space when what he was feeling joined my already overloaded brain. I gasped, his blood stopped flowing from the bite but there was a small amount on his shoulder. I was floating on a cloud of pleasure. I licked the blood up and jumped when he scraped his nails down my chest. He grabbed my cock and pumped me strongly, in time to his thrusts. He hit my prostate every time and held me tightly in his hand as he slid his thumb over my slit. The feeling was unreal. I didn't want it to ever stop, just to go on forever and ever.

Seto ran his hand down my leg and pulled it up and around his waist. I felt him slid in deeper, hitting me harder. My back arched again and my vision became hazy again. I was forgetting to breath but I didn't care. His hand traveled back up my body to my throat, wrapping his hand around me. He was gentle, he wasn't doing with for my fetish, he was doing this to show me who my Master was. I didn't need to be reminded but he liked doing it.

He leaned his head down until his mouth touched my ear, his cool breath causing me to shiver. "I want you to come now, do you understand?"

I couldn't nod as his hand tightened and my body convulsed. White ribbons sprayed from my, covering both of our chests. I felt him grow thicker and pulse in me as my body tightened almost to the point of pain. He exploded into me and then fell on top of me, panting softly in my ear. He unwrapped his hand from around my cock and started to pull out of me. I was still blissed out from my orgasm, his thick cock sliding from within me, rubbing nerve endings, caused me to tighten more. I moaned softly and he groaned into my ear.

"Oh, Puppy, god, you were so tight. How do you do it? How can I pound you for hours yet you're still tight as hell the next day?" Seto laid down next to me on his side facing me. I ignored his questions, knowing he didn't wasn't the answer to them, and buried my head into his chest to sleep.

~The next morning~

I awoke to the feeling of Seto rubbing his cock against my entrance. "Mm, morning, Love." my voice was sleepy, even I could hear that.

"Good morning, Puppy." he lined up and thrust just the head of his cock into me. "We have to talk, Jou. Something happened last night."

I tried to push back at him, wanting more but he pulled out and stood from the bed. I whimpered quietly. "That wasn't fair, Seto!"

"I know." he pulled the covers from me and picked me up from the bed. "Let's shower. You're messy."

After we had showered and the maids removed the dirty sheets and replaced them with clean ones, we sat on the bed and waited for the maids with our breakfast to come.

"You bite me." he started as soon as the maids left.

"Yeah, but I always do."

"Yes, I know, but this time it was different. Do you know why?"

"Well, no, hence why we're talking."

"Right, stupid question. Anyway, what was yesterday?"

"My birthday… where are you going with this?"

"We mated last night. That's why it was different. I assume that you noticed my pleasure joined your's."

"Yeah, I did. It was amazing." I said and blushed lightly.

He laughed and kissed my lips softly. "Do you know what that means?"

"That in the laws of Vampires that we're married. Right?"

"Yes, we are married. By the Vampire laws, I am your Master."

"I'm fine with that." I wrapped my arms around him. "It's not like it wasn't going to happen."

"I know but I didn't think it would happen this soon. I thought that we would have more time to talk about it."

"Seto, I don't care. I really don't. I'm submissive to you anyway, what's the difference if we're married or not. I like having you as my Master." I explained as a pulled myself into his lap and curled up on him. I kissed him on the lips sweetly. "I love you, Seto."

"I love you too, Puppy." he wrapped his arms around me and held me tightly. "You do know we have to tell Honda, right?"

"Fuck! Shut up, Seto! I was really happy in our little world and then you had to go and -" he kissed me.

"That can wait until tomorrow. For now, let's just spend the day in here." I nodded my head and leaned my head down to flick his nipple with my tongue.

"Jou! Seto! Get up! You guys promised to take me to the zoo today!" Mokuba yelled through the bedroom door.

"Dammit, I forgot about that." I said as I removed myself from Seto's lap. "Come on, we promised. We can't go back on it."

"I know, I know." I watched as he walked to the door and pulled it open, naked. "Yes, Mokuba, I know we promised. Now, go get ready and we'll be down in ten minutes to leave."

"Okay!" came the happy reply.

He closed the door and turned to face me. "Have you no shame, Seto? You just answered your bedroom door, naked. Really?"

"Yes, I know. But, as you said, this is my room. Well, our room. I may answer the door however I like." Seto said as he pulled me close for a kiss and then released me to walk into the closet to get our clothes. He didn't let me pick my own, something about me having no fashion sense.

"I want to wear jeans today!" I called as I walked into the bathroom to brush my teeth and hair.

I love this man. I know I do. I love that he has given me a reason to live. I love that he has accepted that I like to be a little rough sometimes and that sometimes, gentle loving just isn't enough for me. I guess it was luck that we both feel the same way and that we found each other. I just really hope he loves that he can give me pain while still giving me tons of pleasure.

(Part two)

Jou POV

I let the door close gently, looking over what was in the fridge before it sealed. Why isn't there any food in this house when he's not home? I sat down on the floor, leaning back against the cold stainless steel door. Wait… I do the shopping… Why the fuck don't I have food?

My phone buzzed dully in my pocket. I dropped my head back against the door. Shoving my hand into the pocket, I dragged the phone out. I held it in front of my face, quickly reading over the caller ID.

"Hey, 'Kura." I smirked, knowing the response I would get.

"Fuck you, Slave. You know I hate that name." Ryou yelled in the background about not saying the F-word, not that I think Bakura will ever listen to that. Well, he might if Ryou stops having sex with him.

"What did you need, Bakura? You don't do social calls."

"Smart Slave. Where's your Mast this week?" My smirk fell at his question.

"He's on a business trip." Even I could hear that my voice was sad.

"You're alone?" I could hear Ryou talking before it sounded like a fight over who had the phone. There was a groan and a dull thud on the other line.

"Jou! Are you okay? Do you need someone to stay with or do you want someone to say with you? I can come over if you want. Bakura won't mind, will you, Love?"

I heard a growl then the line went dead.

I'm going to assume that's a no. Poor Ryou, he's not going anywhere tomorrow, he won't be able to walk. I giggled to myself before shoving myself up off the floor.

Seto POV

"Yami, are you sure you can handle this?" I asked as the car came to a stop in front of the airport.

"Of course." He looked to his left side where Yugi was sitting still half asleep. "As long as he's by my side, I can do anything."

"Yami, I may be friends with you now, but that's only because of our Slaves made it so. I don't care if Yugi's with you but you had better not fuck this up."

"Seto, would I ever do anything to hurt your business?"

"No, I know that, but this is important. The only reason I'm not going is because of what tomorrow is."

Yugi stirred slightly, raising his head from the headrest and looking over at me. "It's nice of you to take him out tonight. It was hard to not tell him. And to explain to him that Yami and I were leaving, he really things that you're not going to be home tonight."

"I can believe that it was, everyone goes to him for everything. It's not often he doesn't have a hand in at least one of the relationship. However, I must thank you for keeping this one thing away from him." I looked out the window, wishing I was home in bed with my lover instead of here in this damn car with Yami and his Slave.

"Right, well, we all have better things to being doing then sitting in this damn car. The trip will be three days, the meeting on the second day. The first and third are your's to do with as you please. Don't be late to the meeting, please."

"Yes, we understand, Seto. We'll see you on Tuesday." Yugi said, pushing the door open before the driver could. "Bye, Seto. Have fun tonight. Tell Jou that I'm sorry that I had to lie to him."

I nodded and watched them walk away into the glass building.

"Where to now, Mister Kaiba?" The driver's voice spoke calmly over the speaker in the back of the car.

"Home." I didn't look away from the window as the car pulled away from the curb.

Jou POV

I'd given up the search for food after almost three hours of looking and just ordered take-out from the Chinese place just down the street from my old high school.

I was just closing my bedroom door when I heard the front door to the house open and close before the lock snicked into place. Must be Moki coming home from some friend's house. I didn't pay it much mind, he was old enough to be on his own for a few hours. Besides, the house is full of people, mainly maids but the butler is a good guy. I wonder when the last time Sebastian had a day off was. The guy never stops working. I'll have to talk to Seto about that when he comes home on Tuesday... Seto, my lover, my life, my Master.

I laid down on the bed and curled up into a ball on my side, fully clothed and on the covers. I buried my face in his pillow and breathed deeply, drawing his scent into my lungs. I felt myself harden in my pants as his scent hit me.

I rolled onto my back and sat up. Just smelling him makes me burn for him... Oh God, I'm so horny... And he's not here to care for me... So, I guess that means I have to... I look around the room, though no one but Seto or I come here. I slowly reached for the hem of my shirt, grasping in both hands before pulling it over my head in a slightly jerky motion. I throw it to the floor beside the bed and then undo the button and zipper of my jeans, pushing them down along with my boxers. They followed the shirt to the floor.

I lay back on the bed and try to get as comfortable as I could without my lover there in bed with me. I hadn't turned on the main light in the room so I clicked the bedside light on next to me. Might as well see what I'm doing to myself.I look around again, knowing it's pointless before wrapping my hand around my hard cock.

Seto POV

I locked the door behind me after I walked in, looking up when I heard one of the bedroom doors close upstairs. Moki's gone with friends... so that leaves Jou...

"Master Kaiba?" The butler sounded confused and looked it when I turned to him, running my eyes over the black hair, red eyes and almost too clean suit.

"Sebastian, I'm sorry I forgot to tell you I'd be home tonight."

"Sir, I serve you, not the other way around. You needn't tell me anything if that's your wish, which I hope it isn't. It's very hard to serve a master who doesn't tell a butler anything." Sebastian said with a slight bow.

"True, very true." I start to walk away from him toward the stairs but stop after a few steps. "Sebastian, take tonight off. You work too much."

"Yes, sir." I continue walking away, not looking back at the butler as I focused on making it upstairs to my room, and, hopefully, a very happy Slave.

I hope he isn't mad at me for this... I don't think I want to spend tonight being yelled at for lying. Now, making him scream my name in orgasm is a whole different case. I can feel the smirk on my face as I reached the door to my room. I started to place my hand on the knob when I heard a sound from inside. I stopped and just listened for a moment.

There it is again!

I quickly, and quietly, push the door open and then freeze at the sight before me.

Jou is in the middle of our bed, back arched away from it, his hand wrapped around his hard cock and his mouth open to try to draw breath as he sobbed through his orgasm that was coating his bare stomach, chest and hand. I watched the afterglow fade and a crestfallen look fill his face.

'Jou, my Puppy, why the sadness?'

He didn't open his eyes, just breathed deeply and held it in his lungs for a moment. 'Because you're not here.' A tear slipped free, running down his cheek.

'Really? Because I just saw one of the most amazing sights right now when I walked into my room.'

His eyes snapped open and he sat up on the bed. "Seto!" There was a blur of blonde then my arms were filled with my very naked Slave.

"Hello, love."

"Seto! You said you weren't going to be here! That you had some business trip bullshit… I'm confused, Seto." He looked up at me, big blue eyes tear filled.

'I know, I wanted to surprise you. Did it work?' He nodded at me, still looking really disoriented from his climax and the shock of me being home. I grinned down at him, watching as the glazed look left his eyes as his body continued to come down.

'You know, I should leave you alone tonight for lying to me,' he pulled away from me, stepping back to put some space between his body and mine. My eyes were drawn to his cock. 'Up here lover boy,' he was laughing at me as he continued. 'I should, but I won't. I'd miss you too much and you owe me for that little lie.'

"Of course, my Puppy. I owe you. And you will own me for the night." I said lightly as I grabbed his right arm and dragged him toward me. "But first…"

I lowered my head and caught his mouth as he opened it to ask me something.

'That's not fair you know.' He didn't sound too upset by it as his tongue battled mine for a dominance that would always be mine.

"So, Seto, where are we going tonight? You said something about going somewhere right before you drove me into the bed." He smirked at me, shifting in his chair, most likely feeling the ache that rests deep inside him.

"You'll know soon enough, my Puppy." I smiled at the look on his face. "We'll leave in two hours."

He nodded, jumping up from the chair and running, as much as he could without hurting himself too much, to our room to shower and change into something different.

'I love you, Seto!'

"I love you too baby" I yelled after him.