Well my creative fugue certainly is flowing for this story, so I kept writing when I had spurrs of ideas. I was going to wait but what's the fun in that, ne?
The story mainly revolves around my OC so the next chap is mainly her, the other's wil lbe back soon enough though! I decided this story need the right amount of angst and then we can get back to the funny sexiness! Woot woot lol. I just hope my creativity at the moment flows into my other stories as well... My writer's block is killing me!

Disclaimer: I only own this plot sadly... And my OC... That's it... I wish I owned bleach... Hitsugaya would be MINE and I'd see more Renji/Ichigo-Ichigo/Renji lovin'... But it's a cruel world and we don't get what we wish for all the time... /sigh QQ

I gulped inadvertently. "What happens in my house, stay's in my house, got it?" I didn't turn to look at the shinigami and the Quincy. "Or I will personally break your necks."

As I got off the ground I turned around slowly, noting the shocked looks on the other's faces. Taking a deep breath I looked at the people gathered up at my door. How I didn't notice there reiatsu I will never know, because I have amazing Kido skills, where I slightly lack in Kendo skills, I more than quadruple in Kido skills. I took in the sight before me.

Ichigo was standing, leaning against Renji, both of them smirking their asses off, the same emotions in brown and red eyes, not to mention in the meshed reiatsu between them. My eyes glanced over to Shuhei, who was grinning like a maniac. I shot him a look that said don't say it, but of course, he ignored me.

"Damn Meg, you and Rukia get it on!" He grinned. "That was really hot!"

"Shuddup." I glared again, oh if looks good kill. My gaze went to Ishida and I glared hard at him, he smirked. I knew it would be that little rat. I groaned internally when I saw Kira glaring straight at me, I KNEW he had a thing for Rukia!

When I let the truth sink in that there were only 5 people, Kira and Ishida stepped aside revealing the person I least wanted to see right now. I gulped and felt sweat bead on my forehead from embarrassement.

Hitsugaya Toshiro, the Ice Prince, the Taicho of Division 10, was looking straight at me with a dead look. I gulped again, shaking despite my best efforts. "Matsumoto-fukutaicho. I suggest you take Kimiko-san home." He kept looking straight at me.

'Wait! What the hell! This is my own house I can do whatever I want here and so can they!' I internally raged but I knew better than to say it outloud, especially when Toshiro had yet to break eye-contact with me, his teal eyes boring into my sky blue ones. I knew that he knew everything going on in my head. Which was a very, very bad thing because my brain still found the time to notice how positively drool worthy the young captain was. I cleared my throat softly.

"Why do you think you can just barge in here and order my friends around?" I said in a deceptively calm voice, it sounded foreign even to me. The mask I always had up was back in place and Rukia looked at me with a sad look in her face.

"Your friends are my subordinates Tenno-san. I am in charge of them while we are here." Toshiro stated in a cold voice, so devoid of emotion.

"I'm sorry Hitsugaya-taicho." I stated simply, but I saw Toshiro flinch for the first time at the use of the honorific. After taking a deep calming breath I continued. "But just because you are in charge of them doesn't mean you can control their free time."

Suddenly there were flurries of movements at the flick of Toshiro's hand. Shuhei darted and had Jay cradled bridal style and was out the door in a blink. Ichigo and Renji picked up Rangiku and Yumi respectively and pushed them out the door and down the steps of the porch. I caught a glimpse of the guys whispering something to them and then they smiled and nodded and came back in.

"We're going to bed Meg… You can deal with this." Yumi said easily, she led Rangiku to the spare bedroom quietly. Out of the corner of my eye I saw them kiss and tumble into the room.

Ishida grasped Akiza's hand and pulled her with him. He glanced at me and then was out the door. Kira walked over to Rukia and she blushed.

"I'm not going. I'm staying with Meg." She stated calmly.

"Kuchiki-fukutaicho. I expect you to follow orders." Toshiro – No Hitsugaya-taicho my mind spat viciously – stated.

"Leave her." I said, my fingertips tingling with reiatsu. I could feel it flare uncontrollably. "She was going to stay here."

"Well she's staying with me now." Kira glared at me again and I sent daggers at him. But he just grabbed Rukia and before she could react he darted out the door with quick step.

"Would you get your reiatsu under control, Tenno-san." Hitsugaya said. "You are not Kurosaki Ichigo and I expect you to act like it."

"All the time you spend comparing me to him and Yumi and now you tell me not to act like him! I'm sorry that I'm upset that you barged into a place you weren't invited and ruined that my friends were trying to cheer me up!" I shouted at the captain.

"That's no way to speak to a captain!" I could see the rage behind his eyes at being treated like I would treat anyone else.

"I'm sorry taicho." I sneered the title. "But I'm just as strong as Ichigo, even if my kendo skill needs a little work! I'm captain level and you know it, I just need work."

"Tenno." He stated warningly.

Suddenly I felt drained of energy and emotion, the work everyone did to cheer me up on THIS day, this ONE day gone to hell because I'm in love with a man who refuses to give me the light of day other than to tell me I'm doing something wrong.

"Just leave, Hitsugaya. I don't need this right now." I stated, completely devoid of any emotion. As I turned to walk away into the house I saw the shocked expression on his face but I could care less what he thought at the moment. I heard the front door close and assumed he had left. I walked into my room and collapsed onto my futon, tears already streaming out of my eyes. I felt my walls collapsing.

"Why… Why do I have to feel this way…" I asked myself, silently sobbing into my pillow. Then I heard a startled gasp from my open door. Bolting upright I reached for my old baseball bat that was by my bed. Then I noticed the gravity defying white hair, the shocked expression in the teal blue eyes that quickly disappeared.

"What the hell Hitsugaya!" I yelled. "What more do you want! How much lower can you make me go! Are you here to insult me more? Are you here to keep treating me like shit? I'm not one of your normal subordinates! I'm not going to just take it!" I choked and the sobs started silently wracking my body again.

"I… I… Megumi…" Toshiro whispered. "I'm sorry… I'm so so sorry…" I looked up, barely and noticed the shine in his eyes, then before I knew it he was right next to me, pulling me into his arms. Subconsciously I noticed he was taller now… At least to Ichigo or Renji's nose… Taller than me.

"L-let go of me!" I was startled and put up a weak fight.

"I was stupid Megumi… I'm sorry… I forgot what today was for you, you know Rangiku will kill me for this. I-I Meg I don't know how to prove how sorry I am. I didn't mean for you to get hurt… Originally it was just a plan so I could talk to you… I didn't mean for it to turn out this way… I'm so so sorry…" Toshiro whispered into my hair as he rocked me back and forth. "I never meant to make you feel like you were being compared to Yumi and Ichigo… You're as good as them, you always will be. You're important to me Meg, you're my most precious person… I didn't know how to make you see that… So I hid it, I hid, I'm so sorry Meg."

I jerked away from him and sat with my knees up to my chest. He looked at me with a helpless expression that was so unlike him. I wasn't sure; I felt my heart swell but my mind nagged me about the past. "How do I know you're not saying that because you feel guilty, because you're playing a cruel joke, because you pity me?" I spat. "Because if it is, today is the wrong day! If Rangiku told you then you know what he did! You know what that stupid Espada did to my family! What he did to ME! If you know, then how could you even think about talking to me like this!" I collapsed in on myself, the sobs wracking my body even harder.

"I.. Meg what did he do to you? What did Grimmjow do to you? Rangiku only told me he killed your family…" Toshiro spoke with worry and a hint of anger. "She said it wasn't her place, that gossip said it wasn't her place to tell me. What was it Meg?"

"Do you really want to know? Truly really want to know?" I sat up, shaking violently as memories crashed into me. "You want to see what that bastard did to me? Right after he killed my family in front of me?" I stood up slowly, I slipped off my t-shirt and my sweats so I was down into my sports bra and boxers. I shook uncontrollably in fear that something like that day would happen again, right here. "This is what he did to me. These are what's left and will never go away! The memories of it won't either!"

I knew what he was seeing as I lifted the leg of the boxers to reveal 2 hand prints, one on each of my inner thighs. I know he saw the huge, jagged scar, flat and dark against my stomache. I knew he saw the little white lines over my breasts, that trailed out from my bra. I gulped. "This is what he did to me Toshiro. This is why I'll never be me again. This is why I won't ever be good enough for anyone."

I saw fury in Toshiro's eyes. He stood up roughly. I stepped back, fear painting my stance and features as he stalked towards me until my back was against the wall. "Meg… Did he rape you? Did he dare to touch you?" I heard the coldness in his voice, the death sentence for Grimmjow that had already been filled.

"He.. He did." I slid down the wall, suddenly dizzy from the increase in Hitsugaya's reiatsu before he could control it. He caught me gently and picked me up, laying me down on the futon. We sat in silence for a while. That is, until we heard rather sexual sounds emanating from the guest bedroom.

"What the hell?" Toshiro said, incredulity filling his voice. I started laughing from the look on his face.

"That would be Rangiku and Yumi… God they must be drunk off their asses." I gasped out as I rolled onto my side. Toshiro was blank for a few seconds then he started chuckling.

"We are so out of place…" I whispered when I caught my breath.

"What do you mean? Other than the fact that you were breaking down a few moments ago and now you're rolling on the floor laughing your ass off?" Toshiro intoned gravely.

"Wow… The Ice Prince has a sense of humor." I snorted. "And yes because of that. I.. I'm sorry I snapped at you like that, I shouldn't have but… It was too much… The way I felt after that… It twisted who I was…"

"Then we just have to make a new you, and forget your past, dwelling only makes it worse." Toshiro smiled and as I was about to reply, I was pulled into his lap and I felt soft lips brushing mine, goading me to part my lips. And I did, and I was soon engulfed in the heat of the kiss, with my fingers in Toshiro's hair.

Let me know what ya think, I quite enjoy this plot at the moment hehe. But that's just cuz I love Toshiro to death and back... Not to hard since I'm human xD