"I am so tired of everyone every last damn one". Shadow thought to himself it was Christmas time and nobody would leave him alone pestering to spend time with friends. there was a knock outside.

" I swear if one more person has come to bug me about being with friends I am going to personally chaos control this building to the middle of nowhere" Shadow yelled making sure who ever was outside heard him. He heard somthing drop and the shuffling of feet walking out of the apartments.

"Might as well see what it is" He thought. He opened the door and in overly decorative paper was a box and there was a tag. "To: Shadow
from:

"well might as well if i don't like it i can work out some frustrations." He thought aloud. He tore off the flashy paper and discarded it and then opened the box it was a radio with a note.

"Music is the best way to spend time with yourself."

Shadow was unsure of this idea but he did have a soft spot for what these humans call music so he plugged it in and found a good station.

You think I've got it all
You think I've got it made well
How come my only friends are the ones I pay?
No one understands
What I would do to change my life for just one day"

He couldn't help but think of Maria on that last line and he was just reaching to turn it off but decided against it.

Don't say if I were you
Or tell me what you'd do
Or things would be if
You were in my shoes
Cuz you're not me

"Coudn't have said it better myself" Shadow chuckled to himself

You know what I need
And it's not another serenade
I get so tired of all the things you say
So give me what I want
If you only would
I'd gladly throw this all away

"How true" He thought

Don't say if I were you
Or tell me what you'd do
Or things would be if
You were in my shoes
Please take me as I am
This isn't what I planned
But I don't expect that
You can understand
Cuz you're not me
"Planning gets you no where" He lamented

I know you think you're bein' nice
But spare me all your lame advice
Time to play my hand and role the dice
Everybody's got their price
For far to long I've been denied
I'm makin' my move so just step aside
No one can say I never tried
To do everything to get back my pride

"I have done everything" He said aloud

Hey, you were never me
Why can't you see
That you're not me
Don't say if I were you
Or tell me what you'd do
Or how things would be if
You were in my shoes
Please help me if you can
This isn't what I planned
But I don't expect that
You can understand
Cuz you're not me
After the song ended he thought to himself.

"Maybe I will go down maybe I can figure out who gave me this radio."

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