A/N Warning: Alyssa likes to swear a lot (: Another warning: A bit of gore, it made me sick actually writing this part, I had to have a break from it. But I feel the gore is needed, don't ask me why, ask my sick brain :/

I know that I'm changing between the point of views a lot and I usually dislike fanfics like that but now I understand why people do it. Sorry if it gets confusing! :P

"Alyssa?" I heard Rachel call, I was hiding behind a bush, I hoped she didn't see me, but hearing the desperateness in her voice, I couldn't help myself and let out a small whine. This was all happening too fast! She wasn't meant to know for another few months, what the hell! She's even still with that giant, overgrown boy, whatshisface, oh yeah, Finn. She wasn't mean to know about me yet! Fucking hell! I needed to get out of here, have a good hunt and think things over! I looked up and saw dark, brown eyes staring at me, she looked really scared, my heart broke.
"Are you ok Alyssa? You were making small, growling noises just before.. Are you going to eat me?" Rachel said and I saw her take a few small steps backwards. Oh, I realised I must have been growling again while I was deep in thought, my mother always used to tell me not to do that.. my mother.. I miss her so much. I will never forgive my father for what he did to her and my baby sister. Shit, I had been thinking too hard again, Rachel was backing up fast now. I stood my whole wolf body up and walked slowly towards Rachel and that seemed to make her walk even faster backwards.
"Please don't hurt me! I'm sorry for whatever I have done, I'll leave you alone!" Rachel screamed and started crying and turned and ran. I heard heavy paws hitting against the road, then his scent caught my nose, holy fuck! My dad was here! And Rachel! Shit Shit Shit! I ran after her. I had nearly rounded the corner of her house when I heard a scream, I ran as fast as I could and ran in front of Rachel, who was sitting on the ground with her head between her legs. As if that position was going to save her! I growled loudly at Henry, he no longer deserved the title as my father. He pounced forward and a small, grey wolf came out of nowhere, literally, and knocked him to the ground. Who the hell was this wolf? The tiny, grey wolf looked up to me with golden eyes before it went back to forcing Henry to the ground. I stood there, dumbfounded, who was this wolf? And then I saw Henry gaining control again, he stood up, knocking the small wolf to the ground and I saw my chance, I jumped onto him and bit his back, he howled out in pain, I was surprised no one was on the streets, watching, with this much noise. Henry spun around, flicking me off his back and snapped for my neck. He missed, barely, and got my upper back instead, I fell to the ground, he was stronger and wiser, and he was surely going to kill me now and Rachel too. Oh no, he can't kill Rachel. I fought against him with all my might and managed to get him off my back. The small, grey wolf pounced onto him and brought him down again, I swiped for his shoulder and felt the satisfying feeling of breaking his skin. I saw the bright red blood poor down his leg and he howled in pain. He shook the small, grey wolf off and turned and sprinted. He had left us.. but he was surely going to be back. I turned around to see Rachel staring at me with tears pouring down her cheeks.
"Alyssa," she whispered and then fainted.

I couldn't leave her there, but I also couldn't bring her inside while in my wolf form.. I crept over to her and licked her cheek. She didn't move, I whined and then accidently sneezed. Luckily nothing went on her, but she still didn't wake up. I felt a presence next to me, I turned and saw the small wolf. It nuzzled against my shoulder and I felt like I knew this wolf from before, but I couldn't work out who. Oh well, we didn't have time for this now, we needed to get off the street, the fight only lasted a few minutes and we couldn't dare risk anyone seeing us. I walked over to the stairs, signalling the grey wolf to follow, and I jumped up the stairs and went inside. When we were both safely inside, I phased. I tried not to scream as the usual pain ripped throughout my body, I felt my bones snapping and rearranging and finally when it was done, I looked to my left and saw a small girl curled up on the ground.
"Emily?" I asked.. it couldn't be my sister! She was meant to be dead. The small girl looked up at me and parted her long blonde hair.
"I missed you Lyssy," she said softly and then ran over to me and embraced me in the biggest hug I've ever received. Most people would consider this awkward seeing as we were both naked, but I didn't care! My baby sister was alive! I hadn't seen her since father supposedly killed her and mother. I squeezed her as tight as I could.
"You're alive?" I asked her, tears leaking out of my eyes.
"Yes, daddy didn't kill mummy and I, he just told mummy that he didn't want us in his family anymore because mummy had found her mate in a female, Aunty Susie is the best. Daddy said because I wouldn't leave mummy, that I had to get out as well. He didn't want mummy's disease to infect you. But it isn't a disease, mummy loves Aunty Susie! And from what I saw, you love that brown haired girl out there!" Emily said, tears falling from her eyes as well. I stood there speechless, Mum and Em were alive and mum was a lesbian as well. When did that happen? No wonder Henry is so mad!
"Fuck Em! I gotta go get Rachel!" I screamed, totally forgetting about my brown haired beauty outside, Henry could have come back! I grabbed a jacket that was hanging up next to the door and slid into it. I ran outside and scooped Rachel up into my arms, I held onto her tightly as I took her inside, I didn't want to let her go, she fit perfectly into my arms.
"She's gorgeous Lyssy," Emily squealed!
"I know she is Em, how about we go up to her room and borrow some clothes?" I said, affection for my girl clear in my voice. Then something hit me."
"Em… where's mum?" I asked.
"She died, daddy killed her, Aunty Susie was so mad she became dangerous towards other people, but not to me. My anger towards dad made me phase for the first time. Aunty Susie was there to help me, even though she isn't a shape shifter, she understood it, she understood mummy as well. But it's been two years since mummy died and I still live with Aunty Susie."
"Oh my gosh," I said, I started crying again and held Rachel tightly. My mum was dead for real this time, why did she never visit me? I suppose she thought I followed Henry's beliefs. And Emily shouldn't have had to deal with this stuff, for god's sake! She's only 8! I felt Rachel stir a bit and hurried up the stairs with Emily trailing close behind me.
"I'm so sorry Em, about everything!" I whispered, "now, hurry up and find something to wear, there should be clothes somewhere in this room." Emily giggled and went searching for clothes.

Emily had just pulled the jumper on when Rachel woke.
"Where am I?" Rachel asked, confusion clear in her voice and then her eyes widened and she screamed a bit.
"Calm down Rachel, you're ok now," I whispered soothingly. Rachel looked up into my eyes and leant up a bit and kissed my cheek.
"Thank you for saving me Alyssa," she whispered,
"It wasn't all my doing, Rachel I'd like you to meet my baby sister, Emily," I said turning around to face Em, who was staring at us with great interest.
"Hi Rachel! You're very pretty!" Emily squealed and giggled, she had gone from being serious to all childish in a few seconds! I saw a blush cover Rachel's cheeks and then she seemed to realise she was still in my arms.
"Thank you Emily, you're very pretty yourself," Rachel said softly, "Ummm, Alyssa, not that I don't mind but if you want, you can put me down now.."
"If you're fine with it, I'm keeping you in my arms!" I said, I didn't want to lose Rachel again, my feelings for her were getting so fucking strong and just this touch of her skin against mine wasn't working anymore, I needed her. Soon I wouldn't be able to control my wolf from claiming what is hers. Rachel shifted in my arms and that's when I remembered I was still half naked! I felt myself blush heavily.
"You just worked it out, huh Lyssy?" Emily said in a teasing tone, I blushed even more.
"Shut up Em! And get me clothes!" I screamed. Rachel just looked confused.
"I.. ummm.. I might still be naked, apart from this jacket… When I phased back.. we umm.. we phase back naked.. I got Emily to borrow some of your clothes.. but I didn't want to stop holding you.. so ummm.." I stammered, Rachel giggled and snuggled against my chest, I gasped at the sensation it gave me. She was being such a tease! I just told her that and now.. holy fuck.. she's running her hands down my back! My breathing quickened and I tried to stop a moan from escaping.
"Excuse me! I'm still in the room!" Emily shouted and huffed, stamping her foot like the young child she was. I was mortified! Rachel just had a smirk on her face.
"Oh gosh! Em! Give me the pants.. wait.. let me put Rach down first!" I said quickly, I walked over to Rachel's bed and placed her down, she sat there looking at my… holy fuck! I squealed and hid myself. I was never one to get embarrassed! But the way she was looking at my legs.. The things I would do to her if Emily wasn't in the room.
"Emily, give me something to wear now!" I yelled and Emily appeared in front of me and gave me a skirt; it was a pink plaid one. I rolled my eyes and tried to get the skirt on, thankfully, Rachel was hiding her eyes. Once the skirt was on, I searched her room for a shirt that would fit, the skirt had just fit around my thighs and waist, luckily, being a wolf, I exercise a lot and keep in shape. I'm a few inches taller than Rachel, and she is so petite but toned. I took the jacket off, not caring if Emily saw me and went looking for a shirt. I felt eyes on me and just assumed it was Emily watching me.
"Em, help me find something to wear!" I said, I couldn't find a decent top!
"Emily left a few minutes ago, she mentioned something to me about finding the kitchen and getting herself food." Rachel said and giggled. I blushed.. I was alone with my girl. I was getting so turned on.. This wasn't a good thing, Rachel had a fucking boyfriend!
"I don't know how you could think I'm gorgeous, have you seen yourself?" Rachel purred.
"Damn Rach, you must of hit your head hard or something when you fainted!" I said, laughing, there's no way Rachel could be acting like this. I saw her give me a clumsy smile and knew what I said was true. I grabbed the first shirt I could find and went to go sit down next to Rachel when she ran for her bathroom and I heard her throwing up. She was still sick. I went in after her and held her hair back for her, I felt her body shuddering, she had finished throwing up and then she got the hiccups. She wiped her mouth and turned around to face me, she was crying. I felt my heart break and hugged her.

"Emily, you sure made a mess!" I scolded as I walked into the kitchen. I had put Rachel to bed after her throwing up fit. I was going to take her to the doctors tomorrow when I come to check on her. Right now, Emily needs to get this kitchen clean and we'll go to Uncle Lopez's house. For some reason he hates me calling him by his first name so it always has to be Uncle Lopez. Santana will be thrilled to know Emily is still alive!
"Clean this mess up and then we're going to San's house." I told her, I saw her eyes light up and she moved around the kitchen so fast, cleaning up everything and then she was out the door before I had time to speak. I closed the door behind me and locked it, taking the spare key from underneath her mat. I didn't like leaving her home alone, knowing Henry was after her, but Emily needed somewhere stable to stay and Uncle Lopez would be worried sick not knowing where I was all night last night and all day today. I took Emily's hand.
"Wanna race to Uncle Lopez's house Em?" I asked, I always love a good race.
"Sure thing big sis!" She giggled, let go of my hand and then took off running. She was about 2 metres in front of me before I realised I had to run as well. We ran the whole 4 kms to Santana's house. It was pitch black by the time my hand touched the front door to the Lopez's' house.
"No fair!" Emily called as she touched the door 5 seconds after me. I smiled and before I could open the door, an angry man opened it.
"Where were you today Alyssa? And last night?" He boomed, causing Emily to hide behind me.
"Rachel's house, Uncle Lopez, my dad is in town and Rachel was scared last night, he followed her around yesterday and nearly attacked her this.." I stopped talking, he wasn't listening to me, he was staring at the blonde haired girl behind me.
"Emily?" He asked softly, "Oh my gosh! It's you! Come here baby girl!" Emily's face broke into a smile and she rushed into her uncle's waiting arms. They had always been close and Uncle Lopez took it the hardest when Henry kicked her out of the family. I slipped past them and headed up to Santana's room. I opened the door enthusiastically and walked in on the most horrifying thing I had ever seen! I screamed, Santana screamed and Brittany moaned.

"Oh my fucking gosh!" I kept muttering, pacing around my room. I couldn't get the image of Santana down between Brittany's legs out of my mind! I know I fantasise about doing those things to Rachel but seeing your cousin doing it is one thing you never, ever want to see! I paced around my room, trying to think of something else, but I couldn't get the image out of my head! I think I'm making a hole in the carpet I'm pacing so much, I heard a knock on my door and I saw Santana's head poke in.
"I'm sorry you had to see that Lyssy bear," Santana said in a teasing voice, smirking at me.
"Don't call me that San! I hate it! And I think I need to drink bleach!" I mumbled, I really hated her calling me Lyssy bear, it made me feel like a child and not a 17 year old. If she starts calling me that then I'm going to start calling her Santa! She hates that so much. I smiled.
"What ya smilin' at Lyssy Beeear?" She made the 'eee' sound drag on.
"Nothing, Santaaa" I replied, she stared at me, eyebrow raised,
"Really, you wanna start this game?" she asked, a playful tone in her voice,
"Bring it on SANTA!" I screamed and she lunged for me. We fell onto my bed, she started tickling me and I squealed as I was so fucking ticklish!
"Fucking bitch!" I squealed, "Stop it Santa!"
"Never Lyssy Bear! You will suffer!" She screamed back.
"Honestly, you two act like you're three years old sometimes!" A teasing, female voice said.
"Hi Aunty Marie!" I said happily, she was my favourite Aunty! She always brought me new things and spoiled Santana and I, until my dad forbid me to see the Lopez family. Now that I was back and living with them, Aunty Marie made up for lost time, I had at least 15 new outfits and a four wheeler, she also brought Santana one, we had mud races when it rained. Her back yard was huge, I told her I'm building a house out there when I was older. I never wanted to leave this family, they were more real than my father ever was. Rachel and I could have a house at the back of their property, and I'd buy a few horses, because I love horses. I've always wanted one, it's a secret want of mine, but my family has always been poor and Henry hated horses. I felt a pillow hit my head, I came back to reality, I smiled wide. Santana and Aunty Marie just looked confused and then I got tackled by both of them. And that was when Santana realised what clothes I was wearing.
"You're wearing Berry's clothes?" She asked. My face fell and all the excitement I had previously felt left me, I thought of this morning and close Henry had been to hurting Rachel.
"What's wrong dear?" Aunty Marie asked me and Santana looked worried. I spent a few hours telling them of the past few days and then we went to bed.

Rachel's POV

I woke up when I heard scratching at my window, I froze, worried that black wolf was back to get me. But it was just the tree. I thought about the events that had happened this morning. When did my life get so confusing? It felt like a dream, I was going to confront Alyssa about it tomorrow at school. Alyssa…. I had been incredibly turned on lying in her arms today, not even Finn could turn me on that much with kissing me. I wouldn't let him go further, that one time we had sex was a big mistake, I regret it so much, I didn't need to have sex with him just to fit into the role of Maria. And now Finn thinks because we did it once, I'll let him do it again. Thinking about sex made me think about periods, shit, mine was late! I was meant to get it 4 days ago and it never comes late! All the throwing up, cramping…. Shit… could I be? No, I couldn't be.. my period had come after sex with Finn.. wait.. what about.. fuck fuck fuck fuck! I hate cursing but fuck! He couldn't have, he would never.. but he did bash me up.. what's to say he didn't.. rape.. me as well.. that would explain the bruises I had on my inner thighs.. holy shit! I needed Finn here, I got my phone and called him. As the phone was ringing I looked at the time, it was 4.56am, I was about to hang up when Finn answered.
"Hey baby, is everything ok?" I heard Finn ask,
"Not exactly, I need to talk to you, something bad has happened.." I whispered, "I'm sorry for calling you, I just needed to hear your voice, I'm so scared.."
"What's wrong baby? Are you hurt?" He asked, he sounded very worried.
"Not exactly…" I started to say,
"Stay where you are and I'll be right over!" He said, sounding very determined and then he hung up. I lied in bed, wishing he would hurry up, I needed to be in his arms, everything with Alyssa, that was all a mistake, Finn is my real love. I would tell Alyssa that tomorrow, I couldn't fool around with her anymore, she has no right to come into my life out of nowhere and claim I'm the ONE for her, I don't care if she a damn shape shifter, she can take that somewhere else, she nearly made me cheat on my boyfriend! Finn and I are going strong, despite me not wanting to go further again, and he will help me raise this baby if I am pregnant. I heard the doorbell ring and cautiously walked down stairs and opened the door. There stood Finn, and instead of wearing his goofy grin, worry was set on his face. He walked inside and hugged me tight.
"What's wrong baby?" He asked, I closed the door and led him to my room. We sat down on my bed and I cuddled up to him.
"I think I'm pregnant," I whispered, I hoped he didn't run, I needed him more than ever.
"Mine?" He asked, I shook my head sadly. He jumped up off the bed causing me to fall sideways and pull at my stomach.
"You fucking cheating bitch!" He screamed, "I bet its Puck, isn't it! Just like Quinn! You're a fucking whore and nothing else!" I couldn't believe my ears, I started crying full on, and how could he be saying this? I opened my mouth to speak when he slapped me hard across my face and turned and stormed out of the house. I curled up on my bed crying, how could Jesse screw my life up this much?
Shit, that's the first time I had said his name since that night. My thoughts flew back to that night.

"Hi Rachel, how good of you to have come." His masculine voice said, it came from the trees,
"You asked to meet up with me so I agreed, we're friends Jesse," I said. He walked out of the trees with a smirk on his face.
"Are you thirsty?" He asked and I nodded. I had walked the whole way here and desperately needed a drink. He handed me a drink bottle and I took a sip. It tasted funny but I was so thirsty that I sculled the whole thing in a matter of minutes.
"Good, good, very good Rachel," Jesse purred, I was confused and my head felt dizzy and heavy.
"Washhapning?" I tried to say but my words slurred and I couldn't get them out properly. Then it kicked in, he had drugged me! He was laughing and smacked me across the face. I fell to the ground and everything went black.

I tried to remember what happened that night but nothing came to my mind, all I remember was pain and blackness. Jesse had ruined my life, but I couldn't tell anyone, he probably didn't mean to do what he did; he would never have purposely done that to me! I crawled under my covers and cried myself to sleep.

My alarm went off 1 hour later and I sprung out of bed, I needed to exercise, all this stress wasn't good for my body and I needed my release. I went into my bathroom to splash water on my face, when I walked out, I screamed. What was she doing here?

Alyssa's POV

I woke up that night around 5.00am with a terrible feeling in my stomach, Rachel was hurting, and I could feel it. It was freaky how this connection worked, if Rachel was feeling something strong enough, I could feel it too. She was worrying over something and it was hurting her, I needed to see her, I got out of bed and tried to sneak out of the house when a tiny hand grabbed my shirt.
"Lyssy, I had a bad dream," Emily whispered, she was crying and shaking.
"Oh bubby girl, come here," I whispered back and opened my arms. She ran to me and I hugged her tight, I picked her up and carried to her room she was staying in. I sat down on her bed and held her close. She was crying uncontrollably, I tried comforting her but whatever dream she had had really knocked her up. My feelings of Rachel disappeared as I kept trying to comfort my distressed sister.
"I can see him ripping her head off, she tried to scream but he ripped it clear off. Blood spurted everywhere and she fell limp to the ground, twitching. She was soon lying in a pool of her own blood," Emily whispered so softly, I had to strain my ears to hear her, I was about to say something when she started talking again, "he then brought out a knife and slit her stomach open, he was forcing me to watch him cut up mummy. He then held onto the spilt sides with each of his hands and opened it. Blood got all over his face, hands and clothes. He started pulling out each of her organs and placed them on the ground next to her pool of blood. As he was pulling her intestines out he started tying knots in them, by the tie he was finished, her intestines were a long line of straight and knots. Her body started twitching a lot as he pulled out her spine; I threw up at that point. I tried closing my eyes but his helped poked me with a pin in my cheek and forced me to keep my eyes open, he laughed crazily as he pulled the last bit of her spine out, she didn't even look like mummy anymore." Emily stopped to sniffle, I didn't notice until now that I was crying more than Emily. I hugged her tightly and she continued. I knew this was more than just a nightmare; it was what really happened to my mum, the most beautiful woman I knew.
"He… then started breaking her spine, he laughed and said, 'Die motherfucking bitch, die! You think you can get away with divorcing me for a dumb dyke! You're wrong!' I passed out at that point and I couldn't even feel the pin pricks. When I woke up, I was wrapped tightly in Aunty Susie's arms, she was crying heavily and I started crying as well when I remembered what happened the night before. That's how mummy died Lyssy, and I see it every night when I close my eyes. I'm scared, he killed mummy so meanly!" And with that, she burst into tears. We sat there, crying together over the loss of our mum.
"Bubby girl, that's horrible! No one should ever have to see that! Especially not seeing it happen to your own mum and you were only six as well! That's fucking horrible!" I started getting worked up and Emily felt it. She rubbed my arm and I kissed her cheek.
"Lyssy, we need to go to Rachel, she isn't safe. Daddy will make her death even more horrible than mummy's! He tried killing Aunty Susie as well but she stopped him, she only lost her left hand. He tried killing me as well, but Aunty Susie saved me. She isn't even a shape shifter and she was so strong!" Emily went on saying. I needed to meet this Aunty Susie but right now; I needed to go check on my girl. Emily felt my mind set change and hopped off my lap.
"Thank you for listening to me Lyssy, I'm sorry daddy took mummy and I away. I am going back to Aunty Susie today, she wouldn't let me out for long, I was meant to be home yesterday but I caught daddy's scent and had to follow him. I called her last night and let her know but she wants me home today. You need to meet her Lyssy, she's so nice!" Emily rambled on. I hugged her so tight.
"You come back very soon bubby! I've missed so much of your life and I'm not missing anymore! And I really want to meet Aunty Susie and thank her for saving your life and doing all she could for mum." I kissed Emily's cheek and jumped out of the window because I could hear someone in the kitchen and they wouldn't let me out this early. I shifted into my wolf and made a sprint for Rachel's house. No one would be out this early and if they were, they wouldn't notice a brown wolf running behind the houses and trees.

I shifted back and put on the spare change of clothes I kept around my leg in a bag. I walked into Rachel's house, noticing that the door wasn't locked. My heart sped up and I began to panic. I sprinted up the stairs as quietly as I could and snuck into her room, I couldn't see her in her bed and that's when I heard her turning the tap on. I sat on her bed and waited. She walked out and screamed. I noticed a massive bruise on her right cheek. Her eyes widened and she covered her face quickly. Something very wrong had happened.